[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Sunday, February 27, 2005
'How Can I Cheer Up?'
The feelin within is so oppressing.. Cun take it anymore.. The fear is stored more n more.. There is juz a stomach full of "wad if(s)" I'm very scared.. afraid of the turnout tml.. Really.. Humanities n english have always been my greatest worries.. Haiz.. I feel lik cryin now.. Wad if my lit fails? Wad if my eng fail? haiz.. There is so much worry in me.. How can i cheer up?
Haiz.. Really nth to blog nor to write. I juz really fmr the bottom of my heart wish to get 11 or 12 or even 14 oso can, I wan 2 treat u guys! So i wan to get 10 pts.. Since i gt nth to blog laio, den i shall end my entry wif a quote. The quote 2day is by James Balwin: "People who treat other people as less than human must not be surprised when the bread they have cast on the waters comes floating back to them, poisoned."
Haiz.. Really nth to blog nor to write. I juz really fmr the bottom of my heart wish to get 11 or 12 or even 14 oso can, I wan 2 treat u guys! So i wan to get 10 pts.. Since i gt nth to blog laio, den i shall end my entry wif a quote. The quote 2day is by James Balwin: "People who treat other people as less than human must not be surprised when the bread they have cast on the waters comes floating back to them, poisoned.
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:00 pm
Saturday, February 26, 2005
'Typical Boring Saturday'
It has always been dis way, boring boring saturdays.. Really nth to do, n enjoy a weekend tt we haf been waiting long 4.. cos i gt long weekends since thurs.. cos i pon sch.. haha.. but generally to sum up the week, i like the days wen we pon sch haha.. ponning sch is nt as easy as it is said in here @ MI.. Manz.. It's lik military sch gt teachers patrol de lor.. hard to get out.. haf to go thru lots of planning n detailed deployment of ppl.. haha..
But anw, 2day i went out wif my gang lo.. But very sianz la.. we juz go play arcade, they enjoy themselves, n here i wanna express thanx to jy! haha, he lend us his card n play all day round, haha.. They enjoy themselves very much, but cos i very sianz out, so din enjoy much la.. Haiz.. Os coming out soon, very scared, really..
Quote for my blog: "There are questions in this world and just waiting solutions to be given. Therefore there are no forbidden questions, no matters too sensitive or delicate to be probed, no sacred truths."
But anw, 2day i went out wif my gang lo.. But very sianz la.. we juz go play arcade, they enjoy themselves, n here i wanna express thanx to jy! haha, he lend us his card n play all day round, haha.. They enjoy themselves very much, but cos i very sianz out, so din enjoy much la.. Haiz.. Os coming out soon, very scared, really..
Quote for my blog: "There are questions in this world and just waiting solutions to be given. Therefore there are no forbidden questions, no matters too sensitive or delicate to be probed, no sacred truths."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm
Friday, February 25, 2005
'Pon Again..'
2day my class pon again.. haha.. went to orchard cineleisure.. but den i feel very sianz.. over tt lo.. okie.. i mean i dun blame anybody, but we r kinda last minute ppl.. so we all last min decide where to pon 2.. n how we gg to pon.. den we got it all, over a time duration of 45 min.. if i'm nt wrong.. Anw, we stil go cineleisure, den we decided to go pool.. den it is said tt we cun go in full uniform, so we go n buy clothes lo.. I bought 3 Giodarno tees 4 20 bucks.. Den of course we go bac to pool in half uniform lo.. Den we are barred frm gg in.. wad the fark.. haiz.. waste money for nth lo.. but we went to take neoprints la..
Abt taking neoprints, i juz kinda dun lik it at all.. I mean wad's so gd abt taking fotos.. I dun lik to take fotos, den oso i dun lik to see fotos of myself.. Dun ask me y, cos i myself dun understand.. I will only take fotos 4 official purposes if it is 4 juz pure 4 memory, it wil b str 'NO' frm me.. But 2day, i mak an exception la for the sake of nt being a spoilsport.. but mostly i make exception 4 2 ppl la.. one is my godsis becky, n TM..
2day aft we pon lessons we only attended phy tutorial period, den the rest we skip.. We juz gt out of the sch in a rather awkward way.. We gt out of the sch lik commandos doin 'sneaky' stuffs.. haha.. but most of all, i stil enjoy the day most wif the time wen we plan n execute the plan to pon.. it was very thrilling n fun lo.. juz hope my home tutor dun call any parents up lo.. generally, the activities for 2day is pretty ok, but the ponning part rox!
O levels' results coming out on mon, i very scared, but i realy wan to get in2 NY science course.. It totally rox there lo.. haha..
Quote for my blog: "Roads are bound to be crossed, and roads are bound to be diverted and split. each of us take a different path, sometimes we are bound to meet, and sometimes we are bound to part with each other. Parting is inevitable, so do treasure the memories that you are having with those people who you meet with along the road of life."
Abt taking neoprints, i juz kinda dun lik it at all.. I mean wad's so gd abt taking fotos.. I dun lik to take fotos, den oso i dun lik to see fotos of myself.. Dun ask me y, cos i myself dun understand.. I will only take fotos 4 official purposes if it is 4 juz pure 4 memory, it wil b str 'NO' frm me.. But 2day, i mak an exception la for the sake of nt being a spoilsport.. but mostly i make exception 4 2 ppl la.. one is my godsis becky, n TM..
2day aft we pon lessons we only attended phy tutorial period, den the rest we skip.. We juz gt out of the sch in a rather awkward way.. We gt out of the sch lik commandos doin 'sneaky' stuffs.. haha.. but most of all, i stil enjoy the day most wif the time wen we plan n execute the plan to pon.. it was very thrilling n fun lo.. juz hope my home tutor dun call any parents up lo.. generally, the activities for 2day is pretty ok, but the ponning part rox!
O levels' results coming out on mon, i very scared, but i realy wan to get in2 NY science course.. It totally rox there lo.. haha..
Quote for my blog: "Roads are bound to be crossed, and roads are bound to be diverted and split. each of us take a different path, sometimes we are bound to meet, and sometimes we are bound to part with each other. Parting is inevitable, so do treasure the memories that you are having with those people who you meet with along the road of life."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:50 pm
Thursday, February 24, 2005
'How we pon sucessfully..'
2day, we pon class sucessfully.. But we skip at the last lesson, so it is nt much difference la.. Now if tml gg to pon, oso nt sure.. But i oso sick liao.. Got di-rrea.. haiz.. den i go tak a MC, den now my parents dun wan to let me pon.. I wan to pon.. Haiz..
My class a bit siao siao one.. haha.. We pon class rite? We mak plans n pon one lo.. haha.. Den we discuss together, mak plans, n help each other to think lo.. haha.. den tml, we mak plans to pon class as whole den my home tutor wil stand alone tml.. haha.. Den i gt mc to stand in 4 me.. haha.. O levels comin out nex mon.. very scared.. Very scard tt i cun go jc.. haiz..
Quote for my blog: "Unity seems to be strong in strength. But what if it is full of inner conflicts? Does it still stands?"
My class a bit siao siao one.. haha.. We pon class rite? We mak plans n pon one lo.. haha.. Den we discuss together, mak plans, n help each other to think lo.. haha.. den tml, we mak plans to pon class as whole den my home tutor wil stand alone tml.. haha.. Den i gt mc to stand in 4 me.. haha.. O levels comin out nex mon.. very scared.. Very scard tt i cun go jc.. haiz..
Quote for my blog: "Unity seems to be strong in strength. But what if it is full of inner conflicts? Does it still stands?"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:37 pm
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
'Incident of ponners..'
2day, we tried to pon class again.. Attempt to pon chem lect, but in the end failed la.. But some suceeded, like some of becky's "family" members.. Hahax.. Den 2 of my OG fren tried to pon oso, so they oso pon lo.. And it was sucessful.. But the most funniest part is tt, as dey go out, he waved to a grp of 4 teachers standin outside teh staff room.. He is sending them the signal tt without saying a word tt "bye bye.. We ponning the sch str at ur face.. bye bye!" Manz.. the grp the grp of teachers juz stand n stare blankly lo.. den until one step out n call bac som of the students hu ponned la.. But all dos hu i mentioned above din kena la.. Hahax..
Den later part of the day, we haf to attend dunno wad poly toks.. Den we juz ask str at hm tutor tt if we can dun attend the tok.. But funny is, he din approve lo.. Sianz.. I tot he dun care liao.. Shld b able to leave lo.. But he din approve, sianz.. But nvm la, we stil able to pon again la.. At the end of the day only 4 of us of the class remained, all the rest run away.. hahax.. juz wait n see if tml gt anything happen lo.. Hope nth will happen.. Hope so.. Hahax..
Lastly quote for my blog: "Nothing should be settled through violence or any other despicable methods. It is because those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable."
Den later part of the day, we haf to attend dunno wad poly toks.. Den we juz ask str at hm tutor tt if we can dun attend the tok.. But funny is, he din approve lo.. Sianz.. I tot he dun care liao.. Shld b able to leave lo.. But he din approve, sianz.. But nvm la, we stil able to pon again la.. At the end of the day only 4 of us of the class remained, all the rest run away.. hahax.. juz wait n see if tml gt anything happen lo.. Hope nth will happen.. Hope so.. Hahax..
Lastly quote for my blog: "Nothing should be settled through violence or any other despicable methods. It is because those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:50 pm
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
'Attempt 2 pon..'
2day was okie.. Den our class a bit siao siao.. Wanna pon chem tutorial.. Reason is expected de lo.. Nv do tutorials.. Haha.. Den the teacher juz ask "Want 2 skip my leson ar?" Haha.. But it was ok la.. den b4 she went out, den she juz say," Hope all the best for ur os. Thank you 4 attending my lesson." Wad a joke.. hahax.. [I noe lame la, but nth to write ma] Den proceeding to maths lesson.. I was sitting at the back, den the wind was strong.. Keep blowing lo.. Den so cool, i juz keep rocking my chair, laying bac.. Den the wind blow one damn strong, slam the door beside the class.. I juz look bac, den the teacher juz say" It's a warning to you nt to slp" Piangz.. I wasn't sleeping lo.. hahax..
Hahax.. Today ppl frm our class pon class den com bac.. I tink it was pretty fun, den i muz really say memories in MI wil always stay in my mind. U guys rox man, 05S3!
Den nth to say le la.. quote for my blog le la.. There it goes.. Quote for my blog: "Memories are things that we treasure. But there are things in the world that we will only treasure after it is gone. But why don't you try appreciating and treasure the things that are around us?"
Hahax.. Today ppl frm our class pon class den com bac.. I tink it was pretty fun, den i muz really say memories in MI wil always stay in my mind. U guys rox man, 05S3!
Den nth to say le la.. quote for my blog le la.. There it goes.. Quote for my blog: "Memories are things that we treasure. But there are things in the world that we will only treasure after it is gone. But why don't you try appreciating and treasure the things that are around us?"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:30 pm
Monday, February 21, 2005
'Air of anxiety n fear..'
2day was pretty okie.. but the air of fear, anxiety is hanging low in the MI pre-U 1s.. Cos O levels coming out ma.. Haiz.. Wad to do? Juz wait n pray hard hope wun do too badly, n can treat u guys to a feast! Frm my heart.. And to you, my becky sis, u r oso invited.. U can choose u wan to eat wif my frens or u juz say out ur choice.. I say it, n i wil do it..
Let me touch on sth den.. I dunno y is this so.. U see ar in MI.. den TM same sch n class as me rite? [of course wad] Anyway the thing is, i try ways to avoid her gaze, n try to avoid her, in fact tryin to stop all contact wif her.. I feel very strange lo.. haiz.. Dunno y la.. Guess it is really "happy new yr' for me liao lo.. Haha.. Haiz..
There is another post attached to this. It is a song by ronan keating. It will help u the understand y i lik this song of my blog so much..
Quote 4 my blog:
"You never know what you want. The fact you say you know what you want, you know what you need to have to achieve. But do you really can sustain your way to the achievement? I would say no. because no humans actually knows what do they really want, so you would not sustain."
Let me touch on sth den.. I dunno y is this so.. U see ar in MI.. den TM same sch n class as me rite? [of course wad] Anyway the thing is, i try ways to avoid her gaze, n try to avoid her, in fact tryin to stop all contact wif her.. I feel very strange lo.. haiz.. Dunno y la.. Guess it is really "happy new yr' for me liao lo.. Haha.. Haiz..
There is another post attached to this. It is a song by ronan keating. It will help u the understand y i lik this song of my blog so much..
Quote 4 my blog:
"You never know what you want. The fact you say you know what you want, you know what you need to have to achieve. But do you really can sustain your way to the achievement? I would say no. because no humans actually knows what do they really want, so you would not sustain."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:10 pm
'When You Say Nothing At All'
"When You Say Nothing At All"
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truthIn your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch meWhenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truthIn your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch meWhenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:00 pm
Sunday, February 20, 2005
'A Promise By Me..'
2day went to play badminton.. not bad la, stil can brush up some more lo.. haiz.. nth more nth less lo.. juz dunno wad to write on blog lo.. Nth to comment lo.. Juz abt how we gg to tok abt the results.. haiz.. Very scared la.. really dun wan the history to repeat .. cos very wad lo.. haiz..
I do hereby say n announce this to my gang n dos i promised(as in i tok to u b4), i wil treat u guys a restaurant if i can 10 pts before the bonus reduction 4 my L1R5 in O levels. I promise u wif my sword. Really..
Dis few days, in depression mode.. So do 4give me if i dao u or din acknowledge ur presence wif any manners.. really.. i do ask for ur 4giveness..
Quote for my blog: "War is terrible to everybody. But what is the true defination of war? The war we see is all the ammunition war, physical war. But has anybody consider psychological war as the highest degree of torture and torment?"
I do hereby say n announce this to my gang n dos i promised(as in i tok to u b4), i wil treat u guys a restaurant if i can 10 pts before the bonus reduction 4 my L1R5 in O levels. I promise u wif my sword. Really..
Dis few days, in depression mode.. So do 4give me if i dao u or din acknowledge ur presence wif any manners.. really.. i do ask for ur 4giveness..
Quote for my blog: "War is terrible to everybody. But what is the true defination of war? The war we see is all the ammunition war, physical war. But has anybody consider psychological war as the highest degree of torture and torment?"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:40 pm
Saturday, February 19, 2005
'Sianz..'
hahax.. 2day so sianz.. typical boring sat.. some more later at nite no gd shows lo.. wad chingay parade show.. so sianz.. haiz.. days fly so fast, den hey hey nex wk liao.. the one wif lots of panic n i tink i wil faint.. dun luf, k? i noe it sounds lik c^2 but pls lo.. i now in very depress mode, no mood to do anything lo.. feel lik gg to die.. haiz.. oso dunno wad i writing here in the blog.. haiz.. [if dunno wad u writing, den dun write lo]
2day went to haf phy tuition lo.. piangz.. i hate newton lo.. y so bother go n study gravity.. if gravity is there means there lo.. wad can u do? haiz.. really dunno wad newton is thinking lo.. fancy go n do resaerch or in other words findings n 'discoveries' on gravity.. so sian lo.. gravity sux! I prefer chem lo.. chem much nicer but nt wen touching organic la.. wen i'm touchin organic, guess i juz dig 1 big hole n hid inside there.. MUG my chem txt.. lol..
Haiz.. really dunno wad to say lo.. but den 2day i went to buy Kungfu Hustle dvd. Dun borrow it frm me cos it is only in chinese.. no eng subtitles nor any other languages.. only PURE chinese.. See if u stil wanna get frm me lo.. lol.. I found the song "I hope you dance" with help of becky sis.. haha.. Den i oso found teh theme music of the citigems.. haha.. feel lik watching hide n seek.. anyone wanna watch wif me.. [preferably gals] no la, 4get abt wad i say in the brackets.. anybody can come! haha..
Quote for my blog as usual. for ur info, my quotes are no where 2 b found on net except at my blog.. haha.. Okie, less crap, shoot the quote: "Everybody is born with a purpose. You are born to this world and permitted to live in this world because you believe in fighting for yourself, getting and accomplish in what you are destinated and born to be. So the existence of fighting spirit is all within everybody, so do let it come out and let out your full potential."
2day went to haf phy tuition lo.. piangz.. i hate newton lo.. y so bother go n study gravity.. if gravity is there means there lo.. wad can u do? haiz.. really dunno wad newton is thinking lo.. fancy go n do resaerch or in other words findings n 'discoveries' on gravity.. so sian lo.. gravity sux! I prefer chem lo.. chem much nicer but nt wen touching organic la.. wen i'm touchin organic, guess i juz dig 1 big hole n hid inside there.. MUG my chem txt.. lol..
Haiz.. really dunno wad to say lo.. but den 2day i went to buy Kungfu Hustle dvd. Dun borrow it frm me cos it is only in chinese.. no eng subtitles nor any other languages.. only PURE chinese.. See if u stil wanna get frm me lo.. lol.. I found the song "I hope you dance" with help of becky sis.. haha.. Den i oso found teh theme music of the citigems.. haha.. feel lik watching hide n seek.. anyone wanna watch wif me.. [preferably gals] no la, 4get abt wad i say in the brackets.. anybody can come! haha..
Quote for my blog as usual. for ur info, my quotes are no where 2 b found on net except at my blog.. haha.. Okie, less crap, shoot the quote: "Everybody is born with a purpose. You are born to this world and permitted to live in this world because you believe in fighting for yourself, getting and accomplish in what you are destinated and born to be. So the existence of fighting spirit is all within everybody, so do let it come out and let out your full potential."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 4:50 pm
Friday, February 18, 2005
'Boring Day As usual'
2day nth great nth small.. but juz a normal day to b passed.. O level result comin out soon... piangz really afraid eh.. haiz.. but where can i put my worries to? haiz.. i really hope i can do well.. but juz hope i can get gd grades lik 12 or 13 lo.. cos i wanna go nanyang BADLY..
today was okie, whole day on physics.. But at lecture so sian tt i go playin cards.. or rather i started playin cards ath the start of his lecture.. We juz play lo.. Play taiti, but i din win any la.. hahax..
Quote for my blog: "Things done with perfection are usually the hard work of perfectionists. But why are perfectionists being critised yet their work are being praised. This is a direct example as to show how contradicting humans can be."
today was okie, whole day on physics.. But at lecture so sian tt i go playin cards.. or rather i started playin cards ath the start of his lecture.. We juz play lo.. Play taiti, but i din win any la.. hahax..
Quote for my blog: "Things done with perfection are usually the hard work of perfectionists. But why are perfectionists being critised yet their work are being praised. This is a direct example as to show how contradicting humans can be."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 4:10 pm
Thursday, February 17, 2005
'Stupid organisation..'
2day i went to a badminton game lo.. but it is ok la.. but den i juz feel a bit uncomfortable, got gals there seeing how we play.. juz a bit uncomfortable la.. Worst thing of all, i kena muscle sprain, cos smack too much, twist my hand a lot, to reflect bac all dos smacks.. Haiz.. Sunday how to go n play? Juz hope i can recover lo.. But den today at badminton, i juz slide and lie flat prone to get a ball, den now my legs pain frm the burn.. haiz..
Now got this letter thing.. Wad the fark is MOE trying to do? send us the letter n din say anything but wan us to b teachers.. wad the fark r they sayin? Now got so many rumors abt it.. Some say recieve the letter cos u got average of 17 pts.. den some say 14.. so wad is it all abt? Can sb tell me? Now very vexed lo.. Dunno wad to do.. Haiz..
Quote: "Human or animals. They have their own dignity and rights, they are not to be subjected to one another under tremendous tortures. Be it emotional, psychological or physical."
Now got this letter thing.. Wad the fark is MOE trying to do? send us the letter n din say anything but wan us to b teachers.. wad the fark r they sayin? Now got so many rumors abt it.. Some say recieve the letter cos u got average of 17 pts.. den some say 14.. so wad is it all abt? Can sb tell me? Now very vexed lo.. Dunno wad to do.. Haiz..
Quote: "Human or animals. They have their own dignity and rights, they are not to be subjected to one another under tremendous tortures. Be it emotional, psychological or physical."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:00 pm
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
'Enimity 2 Turn In2 Love?'
Hi guys, i'm gg into a depression mode again.. so sorry if i dao u or wad, but pls try n understand me.. I'm dealt wif blows aft blows obviously som of u noe the source la, but dun say out k?
As i promise in my last entry tt i wil say abt love frm enimity, i shal explain dis. Enimity can blossom into love, but such cases r rare.. How on earth wld enimity b blossomed into love rite?
i oso dunno eh.. But i noe normally it is due to feelings la.. Wen u see the person u wanna kill, but u wil let him or her go de ma.. den slowly u wil develop feelings den presto, gt into love.. i noe it sounds lik a fantasy, but i'm nt a gd writer, so pardon me.. haha..
Today hor.. sux! esp during GP period, tt b*****y teacher keep looking, den keep staring at me.. 4 wad, arsehole? I hate u! She ask me wad qualities shld one teen haf to get into a relationship, piangz.. i say stress, den she write "lust" Hey, fark to u! Den i say tt stress is possible wad, once u under stress, under circumstances where most of ur frens got, u wil surely oso wanna get 1 rite? So isn't peer pressur a kind of stress too, huh, u arsehole? Fark to u!
Tml i playin badminton, so hope i can b on form, den juz play play 4 fun lo.. haha.. Lastly, my quote for my blog:
"Accept what is lost and what is accepting you. Do not brood over something that you have lost, neither do you brood over as to how to reject it. Feeling of being rejected is very painful to the other party, would mind showing some consideration to others' feelings?"
As i promise in my last entry tt i wil say abt love frm enimity, i shal explain dis. Enimity can blossom into love, but such cases r rare.. How on earth wld enimity b blossomed into love rite?
i oso dunno eh.. But i noe normally it is due to feelings la.. Wen u see the person u wanna kill, but u wil let him or her go de ma.. den slowly u wil develop feelings den presto, gt into love.. i noe it sounds lik a fantasy, but i'm nt a gd writer, so pardon me.. haha..
Today hor.. sux! esp during GP period, tt b*****y teacher keep looking, den keep staring at me.. 4 wad, arsehole? I hate u! She ask me wad qualities shld one teen haf to get into a relationship, piangz.. i say stress, den she write "lust" Hey, fark to u! Den i say tt stress is possible wad, once u under stress, under circumstances where most of ur frens got, u wil surely oso wanna get 1 rite? So isn't peer pressur a kind of stress too, huh, u arsehole? Fark to u!
Tml i playin badminton, so hope i can b on form, den juz play play 4 fun lo.. haha.. Lastly, my quote for my blog:
"Accept what is lost and what is accepting you. Do not brood over something that you have lost, neither do you brood over as to how to reject it. Feeling of being rejected is very painful to the other party, would mind showing some consideration to others' feelings?"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:50 pm
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
'Defining Love'
Haha.. lucky sia, TM din return me the necklace phew.. 2day was ok, den the PE sux lo.. runnin here n there, do pumpings here n there.. sux! *stick tongue* Anyway, i feel tt TM seems to b leaving me slowly, drifting, i oso dunno y, but i tink mayb is the necklace mak her feel a bit embarrassed ba.. Haiz..
Nth 2 say le lo.. haha.. Oh ya 2day is Total defence day rite? sux lo.. wad skit compeitition? dunno wad each skit is toking abt or wad r they trying to bring across.. sux lo.. My class one was ok, at least i understand a bit, but most of it still nt clear lo.. haha.. 2day was pretty noisy at ard 12 lik tt.. u noe wad i mean rite? haha.. it sounded thru out the whole of s'pore.. haha..
Let me touch on sth rather touchy, n sensitive. But pls dun try n break up my words n tink very deep cos it's ain't deep at all.. wad u gg to see is only applicable to dos proper ones.. no gay or les relationship. In simple words, i'm saying a proper relation of a guy n a gal..
Love is a very strange feeling. U lik tt person, wad u feel? Normally u feel tt u wan to protect him/her, stand up 4 him/her, care 4 him/her, but he/she may nt noe all these. This is a normal thing in the guys n gals ard our age.. So do not feel strange abt it neither try n create nor disregard this feeling.. Cos u wil live to regret, trust me.. Den love oso com in very strange forms. U nv stand close to an opposite sex b4, yet dis opp sex is rather concern abt u, caring abt u, taking the initiative to get near u, showing care n concern to u, pls dun reject oso.. Dun say "oh so sorry, i nv been in contact wif an opp sex of mine, so i dunno how to handle so leave me pls.." Dun ever say tt, cos once he/ she leaves, u wil feel a pang of pain in u, n den u wil go hm crying in ur heart rather loud, i muz say. So dis is oso love. Sometimes love oso blossoms frm enimity. I wil tell u in my nex entry cos dis entry rather long, i muz say.. haha..
Dis msg applies to my gang members, haha.. i mean my gang of frens.. haha.. Dis sunday gt badminton at YCK community club frm 2 to 4. Pls com, n oso bring ur notes pls.. I need them.. pls.. Haha..
Lastly, quote for my blog: "One who chooses to deny all his or her faults are the greatest fool on earth. How about those who are being led into knowing their faults but yet persisitently saying that he or she has no choice or ability to change it? Those are the complete idiots. Do wake up everyone."
Nth 2 say le lo.. haha.. Oh ya 2day is Total defence day rite? sux lo.. wad skit compeitition? dunno wad each skit is toking abt or wad r they trying to bring across.. sux lo.. My class one was ok, at least i understand a bit, but most of it still nt clear lo.. haha.. 2day was pretty noisy at ard 12 lik tt.. u noe wad i mean rite? haha.. it sounded thru out the whole of s'pore.. haha..
Let me touch on sth rather touchy, n sensitive. But pls dun try n break up my words n tink very deep cos it's ain't deep at all.. wad u gg to see is only applicable to dos proper ones.. no gay or les relationship. In simple words, i'm saying a proper relation of a guy n a gal..
Love is a very strange feeling. U lik tt person, wad u feel? Normally u feel tt u wan to protect him/her, stand up 4 him/her, care 4 him/her, but he/she may nt noe all these. This is a normal thing in the guys n gals ard our age.. So do not feel strange abt it neither try n create nor disregard this feeling.. Cos u wil live to regret, trust me.. Den love oso com in very strange forms. U nv stand close to an opposite sex b4, yet dis opp sex is rather concern abt u, caring abt u, taking the initiative to get near u, showing care n concern to u, pls dun reject oso.. Dun say "oh so sorry, i nv been in contact wif an opp sex of mine, so i dunno how to handle so leave me pls.." Dun ever say tt, cos once he/ she leaves, u wil feel a pang of pain in u, n den u wil go hm crying in ur heart rather loud, i muz say. So dis is oso love. Sometimes love oso blossoms frm enimity. I wil tell u in my nex entry cos dis entry rather long, i muz say.. haha..
Dis msg applies to my gang members, haha.. i mean my gang of frens.. haha.. Dis sunday gt badminton at YCK community club frm 2 to 4. Pls com, n oso bring ur notes pls.. I need them.. pls.. Haha..
Lastly, quote for my blog: "One who chooses to deny all his or her faults are the greatest fool on earth. How about those who are being led into knowing their faults but yet persisitently saying that he or she has no choice or ability to change it? Those are the complete idiots. Do wake up everyone."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:30 pm
Monday, February 14, 2005
'First V-day Gift 2 A Gal..'
2day i gave the first V-day present to the gals.. Haiz.. Dun say la.. a bit embarrasing 4 me lo.. I gave a necklace to TM via rebecca.. Den oso dunno if it is rebecca hu tells or truly by guessing, TM noe the person hu sent her the gift of necklace is me.. Haiz.. dunno wad she gg to do tml, n den i really hope she wun return me the necklace tml.. really deep frm my heart..
2day nth special la.. but i dunno if dis is fate or wad lo.. TM n i stay in the same area, same class, same courses, and some more same tuition class 4 2 yrs.. haha.. if really it is fate, den hope to see her in the same sch, same courses n same class.. really.. if it is really fate, den i wil chase her liao..
I gave necklace to TM n den i found out frm my female frens tt necklaces haf very deep meanings.. It means wear this necklace by me near ur heart, n remember me 4eva.. Gosh, tt's wad i wan to say to TM but i oso gave one to rebecca juz wanna thank her for helping me.. haiz.. i wanna wish TM nt to return me tml..
Quote for my blog: "God, Devils, Angels, Satans.. All these exist within the humans and humans possess it as a nature of his own. People try to be angels but why not you try and be an angel to everybody and not only to yourself. God bless you."
2day nth special la.. but i dunno if dis is fate or wad lo.. TM n i stay in the same area, same class, same courses, and some more same tuition class 4 2 yrs.. haha.. if really it is fate, den hope to see her in the same sch, same courses n same class.. really.. if it is really fate, den i wil chase her liao..
I gave necklace to TM n den i found out frm my female frens tt necklaces haf very deep meanings.. It means wear this necklace by me near ur heart, n remember me 4eva.. Gosh, tt's wad i wan to say to TM but i oso gave one to rebecca juz wanna thank her for helping me.. haiz.. i wanna wish TM nt to return me tml..
Quote for my blog: "God, Devils, Angels, Satans.. All these exist within the humans and humans possess it as a nature of his own. People try to be angels but why not you try and be an angel to everybody and not only to yourself. God bless you."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:50 pm
Sunday, February 13, 2005
'Valentine's tml!!'
Today marks the end of the holiday. haiz.. tml is valentine day.. The thing is i bought gifts, but i dun dare to give to the one i lik.. Piangz.. I hate it, y muz b lik tt? Manz.. Y muz i b lik tt? So scared to give yet i go n buy.. haiz.. I feel so dunno wad to say..
Okie anyway, today went to jake's hse la.. Den go play PS 2, play til overtime lorz.. cos we wer playin a fighting game den got sb wans dis wan tt, so got teh timin all dragging so long lo.. sianz.. Hahax..
Lastly quote for my blog: "Hell or heaven, there are always presence of two choices. You will make your own decision because it is the way you wanted it to be"
Okie anyway, today went to jake's hse la.. Den go play PS 2, play til overtime lorz.. cos we wer playin a fighting game den got sb wans dis wan tt, so got teh timin all dragging so long lo.. sianz.. Hahax..
Lastly quote for my blog: "Hell or heaven, there are always presence of two choices. You will make your own decision because it is the way you wanted it to be"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:15 pm
Saturday, February 12, 2005
'Watching Constantine..'
OKie, i guess i muz get this once rite n for all! manz, i got it all damn farking uptight over this! Which post ever does teh thing tt jake said in his most recent post? except dos in january! God blast ur soul manz! So sorry if it sounds so fiery.. i apologise. So please juz read, n den judge 4 urself if this is abt u, is it a personnal attack. I nv tried to pin point u out, but i wld really wish for the fact that u could be more sensible and able to judge for urself, manz.. I hate it lo..
Back to my usual sour entry. I'm gg to watch Constantine again, for the third time.. hahax.. First time, i go watch a movie with so many repeated times, up to 3 times.. haha.. but it is really superb movie. Graphics rulz, and the sayings inside oso rulz.. I'm nt a christian, but aft tokin to a christian fren is a she by the way, i noe more abt the bible thing liao.. hahax.. Such a movie is hard to come by, hahx.. So far, i only a few movies lik LOTR(ROTK), Resident Evil, Blade Trinity, National Treasure, Constantine. hahax..
Quote for my blog: "Falling is invitable in the route of the life. It takes one's courage to fall and it takes more courage for one to stand back on his or her feet. Love is the greatest form of tool. It takes one's courage to fall in love and a greater courage to withdraw from love. Things in life all requires courage, so do not let your lack of courage fail you, because lack of courage can be filled up."
Back to my usual sour entry. I'm gg to watch Constantine again, for the third time.. hahax.. First time, i go watch a movie with so many repeated times, up to 3 times.. haha.. but it is really superb movie. Graphics rulz, and the sayings inside oso rulz.. I'm nt a christian, but aft tokin to a christian fren is a she by the way, i noe more abt the bible thing liao.. hahax.. Such a movie is hard to come by, hahx.. So far, i only a few movies lik LOTR(ROTK), Resident Evil, Blade Trinity, National Treasure, Constantine. hahax..
Quote for my blog: "Falling is invitable in the route of the life. It takes one's courage to fall and it takes more courage for one to stand back on his or her feet. Love is the greatest form of tool. It takes one's courage to fall in love and a greater courage to withdraw from love. Things in life all requires courage, so do not let your lack of courage fail you, because lack of courage can be filled up."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:30 am
Friday, February 11, 2005
'Happy CNY..'
Harlows, happy new yr guys! So sry din update my blog! Cos my stupid a-r-s-e-h-o-l-e bro keep bugging the com lo.. so sorry.. but now i got time to write liao.. Kinda busy compiling the GP notes.. haiz.. Haongbao collection still ok la.. but nt too bad oso.. Dis sun can go out to visit my frens hse lo.. Count me in k?
Top day i nid nt go sch..hahax.. but hu cares? But my frens stil go sch..sad 4 them sia.. Haiz.. Later i watching Constantine again.. Cos yesterday watch liao ma.. But i feel tt this movie is rather against the CHristans, so it is advisable 4 my christian frens nt to watch it, so tt u may not b fuming aft the movie.. Haiz.. Actually this movie oso nth la, juz toking abt how the 3 worlds crash onto each other.. The world of god vs world of humans vs world of devils aka hell. U shld watch it if u got the time, but 4 christians, try n watch it frmt eh plot development, dun look thru the scope of beliefs.
Hahax, quote 4 my blg.. Miss my quote rite? hahax.. here is goes: Quote for my blog: "Plan is the result of your thoughts. Please treasure it because it is the fruit of your labour."
Top day i nid nt go sch..hahax.. but hu cares? But my frens stil go sch..sad 4 them sia.. Haiz.. Later i watching Constantine again.. Cos yesterday watch liao ma.. But i feel tt this movie is rather against the CHristans, so it is advisable 4 my christian frens nt to watch it, so tt u may not b fuming aft the movie.. Haiz.. Actually this movie oso nth la, juz toking abt how the 3 worlds crash onto each other.. The world of god vs world of humans vs world of devils aka hell. U shld watch it if u got the time, but 4 christians, try n watch it frmt eh plot development, dun look thru the scope of beliefs.
Hahax, quote 4 my blg.. Miss my quote rite? hahax.. here is goes: Quote for my blog: "Plan is the result of your thoughts. Please treasure it because it is the fruit of your labour."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:45 am
Saturday, February 05, 2005
'Friendship'
Haiz.. wad the fark.. Does it mean tt wen one lost sth 4 a while n will not get back again? But the world is situated in dis way.. U haf to adapt to the surroundings, n not the surroundings adapting 2 u.. We haf to get on wif the life, n try make the best of the situation. Humans r said to b the most intelligent creatures of all living organisms in the world, however if so, y wld there b a need of councellors n help? haha..
Some more i went to watch a movie today.. tt is flight of the fi-nex. It sux lo.. Total wash-out show.. The plot is as same as robinson crusoe, juz tt there is an airplane.. Sux man.. A total wash out n depressing film.. in terms of plot n filming.. a total wash-out.. Anyway, if got chance watch constantine.. It is a much much beta film i suppose..
Quote for my blog: "Being amiable and friendly towards one is good, however if too friendly you will arouse the other's party suspicion. Don't you think humans are a bunch of contradicting animals?"
Some more i went to watch a movie today.. tt is flight of the fi-nex. It sux lo.. Total wash-out show.. The plot is as same as robinson crusoe, juz tt there is an airplane.. Sux man.. A total wash out n depressing film.. in terms of plot n filming.. a total wash-out.. Anyway, if got chance watch constantine.. It is a much much beta film i suppose..
Quote for my blog: "Being amiable and friendly towards one is good, however if too friendly you will arouse the other's party suspicion. Don't you think humans are a bunch of contradicting animals?"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:30 pm
Friday, February 04, 2005
'Defining Contentention In Humans'
Harlows! haha.. mis spelt again.. Anyway, juz get on wif the life as the way it is.. So far everything here in MI is okie, except for tt fucked-up donation card.. haiz.. My phy test so many careless lo.. make me feel so sad.. haiz.. Haiz.. new yr is coming.. but i'm not happy at all. happy of course but only cos got money.. Haiz..
Quote for my blog: "Don't ask how much did people get or what did they have in possession. Be content and happy with whatever you have in present. Should you not be happy with what you have now, look around you. You must judge by your heart if you must step on others to get your goals."
Quote for my blog: "Don't ask how much did people get or what did they have in possession. Be content and happy with whatever you have in present. Should you not be happy with what you have now, look around you. You must judge by your heart if you must step on others to get your goals."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:10 pm
Thursday, February 03, 2005
'Donation Card Again..'
OKie, nth new la.. Juz wanna say. I wanna get notes n get them all organised during the new year. Oh ya, my sch so asshole lo.. They wan us to complete the walkaton card. Fark to u la.. Y muz complete the card.. Not everybody so rich lo.. neither haf so much contact.. Haiz..
Quote for my blog: "Should one die, one should die with honor. Do not try anything sneaky."
Quote for my blog: "Should one die, one should die with honor. Do not try anything sneaky."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 2:55 pm
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
'First Move?'
haha.. This is the first post of the month. So sorry din update my blog dis few days.. kinda busy la.. Haha.. This wk got a few commom tests lined up.. Juz past a maths test.. Pretty ok, but then still afraid of making some careless mistakes.. Haiz.. Okie, nth else to say le..
Okie, some guys r sometimes always too shy to mak first move lo.. u noe urself.. haha.. Personally i feel tt, as a guy shld make first move ma, gals r always gals.. haha..
My quote 4 dis blog posting: "Things should always be left as it is. Never try and temper with it. Such as so to have a peaceful and a non-conflict society."
Okie, some guys r sometimes always too shy to mak first move lo.. u noe urself.. haha.. Personally i feel tt, as a guy shld make first move ma, gals r always gals.. haha..
My quote 4 dis blog posting: "Things should always be left as it is. Never try and temper with it. Such as so to have a peaceful and a non-conflict society."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:50 pm