[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Sunday, March 27, 2005
'First Entry on YJC..'
Hi guys.. Din blog 4 so long liao.. Juz haf a lot 2 say but dunno where 2 strat frm.. Let me start frm how I feeling now @ YJ..
Okie, first thing first.. First day posted YJC.. Den we din haf any orientation.. We juz went str 2 our temp class.. Den wen i first step in2 the JC.. I saw a few familiar faces.. Som frm MI, but mostly r frm Cat High.. Den it's near my hse oso.. Juz a 10 min walk frm my hse.. Usually wif my cousin so far.. Den the prob now is my sub combi..
Toking abt sub combi, i fel a bit guilty n sad.. I pang seh my frens n take a diff sub combi frm them.. My fren take Maths, Phy, Chem, CL"A" Cos i promise my frens tt I may take chinese in YJC.. But in the end.. I din take any.. pang seh my frens lik siao.. My fren oso.. Feel so bad.. But anw, i ask the teachers 4 advice on whether if i can take F maths.. Cos i wanna go engineering.. Den the teacher juz say " Juz take by all means.. Cos by takin F Maths it wil further enhance ur Maths C" Den I juz take.. But i cun help feeling bad.. haiz..
Den let me tok abt my CCA selection.. Okie, I chose rugby.. Den I gt in2 teh sch team str away.. Some wad feel a bit funny lorz.. So fast den gt in2 sch team, w/o any experience, den presto! I'm in sch team.. Haha..
DEn lastly i wanna conclude sth.. I appealed NYJC.. But i gues i dun wish 2 go tehre any more.. cos i'm enjoying myself @ YJC.. So I may nt wan to go over.. So dis go out to anybody hu haf appealed esp my sis, becky.. Stay whereever u r, cos dis is the JC u haf been posted to.. U may nt lik it @ first, but we muz learn to lik it, luv it.. Juz a piece of advice frm me, i'm nt forcing u to take it or wad.. But I hope u wun b too sad if u cannot b posted to the JC u haf appealed..
Lastly, a quote frm me.. Quote frm Bertrand Russell: "Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind."
Okie, first thing first.. First day posted YJC.. Den we din haf any orientation.. We juz went str 2 our temp class.. Den wen i first step in2 the JC.. I saw a few familiar faces.. Som frm MI, but mostly r frm Cat High.. Den it's near my hse oso.. Juz a 10 min walk frm my hse.. Usually wif my cousin so far.. Den the prob now is my sub combi..
Toking abt sub combi, i fel a bit guilty n sad.. I pang seh my frens n take a diff sub combi frm them.. My fren take Maths, Phy, Chem, CL"A" Cos i promise my frens tt I may take chinese in YJC.. But in the end.. I din take any.. pang seh my frens lik siao.. My fren oso.. Feel so bad.. But anw, i ask the teachers 4 advice on whether if i can take F maths.. Cos i wanna go engineering.. Den the teacher juz say " Juz take by all means.. Cos by takin F Maths it wil further enhance ur Maths C" Den I juz take.. But i cun help feeling bad.. haiz..
Den let me tok abt my CCA selection.. Okie, I chose rugby.. Den I gt in2 teh sch team str away.. Some wad feel a bit funny lorz.. So fast den gt in2 sch team, w/o any experience, den presto! I'm in sch team.. Haha..
DEn lastly i wanna conclude sth.. I appealed NYJC.. But i gues i dun wish 2 go tehre any more.. cos i'm enjoying myself @ YJC.. So I may nt wan to go over.. So dis go out to anybody hu haf appealed esp my sis, becky.. Stay whereever u r, cos dis is the JC u haf been posted to.. U may nt lik it @ first, but we muz learn to lik it, luv it.. Juz a piece of advice frm me, i'm nt forcing u to take it or wad.. But I hope u wun b too sad if u cannot b posted to the JC u haf appealed..
Lastly, a quote frm me.. Quote frm Bertrand Russell: "Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:30 am
Monday, March 21, 2005
'Experience Of Working'
Quite a bit of time, nv blog liao.. Anw, i was working 4 teh past 2 days normally til abt 11 plus.. Yesterday slept at abt 12 plus.. But enjoyed myself throughly.. Juz giving out brochures.. Den I met a couple.. Den let me tok abt dis couple..
U see this couple.. 1 is a Caucasian, n the other is a Chinese.. Den the Chinese keep speaking English even though the way of speaking sux! In the end, I had to speak in Chinese, but she replies in Eng, wad the fark.. But anw, it was enjoyable.. Gt $100 as payment.. Haha.. I din work 10 hrs, rather relax lar..
Den now wanna go fishing oso cannot, oso kena shelling lik siao.. Din go liao.. Stil shelling me.. Keep preaching dunno wad slp by 11.. No life lorz.. Y cun juz let me out? Stil keep shelling.. Manz.. juz hate it.. Cun I haf a peaceful evening? Din go out wad.. Stil keep shelling.. U nt sian.. I sian liao..
2day very sian.. Dun wish to put any quotes.. So sry..
U see this couple.. 1 is a Caucasian, n the other is a Chinese.. Den the Chinese keep speaking English even though the way of speaking sux! In the end, I had to speak in Chinese, but she replies in Eng, wad the fark.. But anw, it was enjoyable.. Gt $100 as payment.. Haha.. I din work 10 hrs, rather relax lar..
Den now wanna go fishing oso cannot, oso kena shelling lik siao.. Din go liao.. Stil shelling me.. Keep preaching dunno wad slp by 11.. No life lorz.. Y cun juz let me out? Stil keep shelling.. Manz.. juz hate it.. Cun I haf a peaceful evening? Din go out wad.. Stil keep shelling.. U nt sian.. I sian liao..
2day very sian.. Dun wish to put any quotes.. So sry..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:20 pm
Thursday, March 17, 2005
'Days Of Recounts..'
Yesterday was oki until the last part of the day.. Okie telling one by one..
Morning:(16/03/2005)
I went to donate blood.. Quite fun to see the the donation.. juz a pretty 'small' packet.. It was pretty nth gd to do there oso.. So sianz.. Juz squeezing a rubber ball, n making sure tt the blood flows.. God! So damn boring there.. Okie, actually the procedure is rather simple.. Juz tell u all lorz.. 4 dos hu r reading dis entry..
First thing first, u muz go n register urself @ the customer services, with a parent consent form..[wich u can get frm the HSA Bloodbank website].. Den u wil go thru a series of medical check. juz measure ur weight n blood pressure.. Ur weight muz b at least 45kg, wich i believe most of u can attain tt weight.. Den u wil b transferred to test the amt of iron in ur blood, with a small prick on ur fourth finger.. Den wen u pass all these(in which most u wil pass), u den proceed to donate ur blood.. Den dey wil coax n humor u while u donate blood, sooner or later, it wil b finished.. Den ur donation is over, n get urself a drink n a small snack in exchange wif a coupon..
Aftnoon:(16/03/2005)
Went to mit my fren, cos my "client" pang seh me.. Say wan to com, den last min say dun wan.. Sianz.. But anw, i went out wif another fren.. We went to shop to watch wad movie.. Den we go rd, frm woodlands to yishun.. Den lastly no choice, but we chose to watch Boogeyman.
Tt show is a total waste of money n time.. It is as lame as the show "The Village". Manz.. In fact it is worse den tt movie.. It has no meaning, nth at all.. "The Village" at least gt some meaning tt I was able to seek out, but nt dis Boogeyman.. Dis show really sux, n it's lame to core.. Aft tt movie, i wished i had put tt money in2 watching Hitch again.. At least i can learn sth more, n get a gd humor frm tt show.. Boogeyman is a really lame show as said by others, n den i had learnt a leson n tt is listen to the opinions of others.. If nt, i wil b wasting money again lik dis time, n it really sux!
N tt marks d end of my day.. Let's tok abt 2day morning..
Morning:(17/03/2005)
Bloodyhell! Early in morning den kena scolding! Wad the FARK! Juz hate it! Nt the first time k? It is a few time in a row, n I wld rather go back to MI, n try to pon frm sch, get the thrill frm it.. It is so much more fun den staying at hm n getting unnecessay shelling frm an old hag.. Manz.. N u noe wad she shelled me abt? Shellin to me abt the fone calls i haf.. Manz.. It's so contrdictory! She told me nt to use tt Internet chat, so i use fone n chat lorz! Anythin wrong?! Som more it is incoming call lehx! It's my client lorz.. Since nb offers to lend him a listening ear, den y nt i lend him mine? Mine's free incoming, so wad's wrong wif it? It wil b him payin the phone bills wad.. Nt me.. Cos he needs 2 pour out, so let him pour out lorz.. Wad's wrong?
Den I'm here writing dis entry wif the fan behind blasting @ max speed.. She den go n turned it 2 a lower speed, juz do it lik tt.. Din say anythign or wad, juz switch it 2 lower speed.. Manz.. So hot here, cun I juz haf a fun blasting @ max, to cool me down?! FARK! Y all mothers r lik tt? So wad lo.. Teenagers liao.. Cun even let me haf a freedom of mine own.. Den some more say if i continue my long fone chat, she gonna cut off my line.. So be it lorz.. i can get M1 line.. So wad?! Wanna cut den cut, i dun give a damn!
Den later aft all dis shellings haf to help her do hsework.. ver sianz.. Always lik tt, shell shell, den ask me do hse work, y dun u try it urself, aft gettin a god damn shelling early in the morning, den go n do hse work! u see if u can do it! Manz, i hate it.. If the shopping centres r opened at early hrs, i wld haf gone out long ago.. So sianz..
Aftnoon: (17/03/2005)
Went 2 play badminton 2day.. Den met a rather strong player.. He's rather strong lah.. His smacks was so strong tt i dun tink even sl can do it.. It's really an eye opener 4 me.. I had always tot tt i could handle all kind of smacks frm juz players, nt professionals lik u noe hu.. But dis guy mak me recorrect my tots.. Guess I haf 2 get more professsionals to train me up.. hehe..
So juz end dis entry wif another quote by Bertrand Russell: "When two men of science disagree, they do not invoke the secular arm; they wait for further evidence to decide the issue, because, as men of science, they know that neither is infallible. But when two theologians differ, since there is no criteria to which either can appeal, there is nothing for it but mutual hatred and an open or covert appeal to force."
Morning:(16/03/2005)
I went to donate blood.. Quite fun to see the the donation.. juz a pretty 'small' packet.. It was pretty nth gd to do there oso.. So sianz.. Juz squeezing a rubber ball, n making sure tt the blood flows.. God! So damn boring there.. Okie, actually the procedure is rather simple.. Juz tell u all lorz.. 4 dos hu r reading dis entry..
First thing first, u muz go n register urself @ the customer services, with a parent consent form..[wich u can get frm the HSA Bloodbank website].. Den u wil go thru a series of medical check. juz measure ur weight n blood pressure.. Ur weight muz b at least 45kg, wich i believe most of u can attain tt weight.. Den u wil b transferred to test the amt of iron in ur blood, with a small prick on ur fourth finger.. Den wen u pass all these(in which most u wil pass), u den proceed to donate ur blood.. Den dey wil coax n humor u while u donate blood, sooner or later, it wil b finished.. Den ur donation is over, n get urself a drink n a small snack in exchange wif a coupon..
Aftnoon:(16/03/2005)
Went to mit my fren, cos my "client" pang seh me.. Say wan to com, den last min say dun wan.. Sianz.. But anw, i went out wif another fren.. We went to shop to watch wad movie.. Den we go rd, frm woodlands to yishun.. Den lastly no choice, but we chose to watch Boogeyman.
Tt show is a total waste of money n time.. It is as lame as the show "The Village". Manz.. In fact it is worse den tt movie.. It has no meaning, nth at all.. "The Village" at least gt some meaning tt I was able to seek out, but nt dis Boogeyman.. Dis show really sux, n it's lame to core.. Aft tt movie, i wished i had put tt money in2 watching Hitch again.. At least i can learn sth more, n get a gd humor frm tt show.. Boogeyman is a really lame show as said by others, n den i had learnt a leson n tt is listen to the opinions of others.. If nt, i wil b wasting money again lik dis time, n it really sux!
N tt marks d end of my day.. Let's tok abt 2day morning..
Morning:(17/03/2005)
Bloodyhell! Early in morning den kena scolding! Wad the FARK! Juz hate it! Nt the first time k? It is a few time in a row, n I wld rather go back to MI, n try to pon frm sch, get the thrill frm it.. It is so much more fun den staying at hm n getting unnecessay shelling frm an old hag.. Manz.. N u noe wad she shelled me abt? Shellin to me abt the fone calls i haf.. Manz.. It's so contrdictory! She told me nt to use tt Internet chat, so i use fone n chat lorz! Anythin wrong?! Som more it is incoming call lehx! It's my client lorz.. Since nb offers to lend him a listening ear, den y nt i lend him mine? Mine's free incoming, so wad's wrong wif it? It wil b him payin the phone bills wad.. Nt me.. Cos he needs 2 pour out, so let him pour out lorz.. Wad's wrong?
Den I'm here writing dis entry wif the fan behind blasting @ max speed.. She den go n turned it 2 a lower speed, juz do it lik tt.. Din say anythign or wad, juz switch it 2 lower speed.. Manz.. So hot here, cun I juz haf a fun blasting @ max, to cool me down?! FARK! Y all mothers r lik tt? So wad lo.. Teenagers liao.. Cun even let me haf a freedom of mine own.. Den some more say if i continue my long fone chat, she gonna cut off my line.. So be it lorz.. i can get M1 line.. So wad?! Wanna cut den cut, i dun give a damn!
Den later aft all dis shellings haf to help her do hsework.. ver sianz.. Always lik tt, shell shell, den ask me do hse work, y dun u try it urself, aft gettin a god damn shelling early in the morning, den go n do hse work! u see if u can do it! Manz, i hate it.. If the shopping centres r opened at early hrs, i wld haf gone out long ago.. So sianz..
Aftnoon: (17/03/2005)
Went 2 play badminton 2day.. Den met a rather strong player.. He's rather strong lah.. His smacks was so strong tt i dun tink even sl can do it.. It's really an eye opener 4 me.. I had always tot tt i could handle all kind of smacks frm juz players, nt professionals lik u noe hu.. But dis guy mak me recorrect my tots.. Guess I haf 2 get more professsionals to train me up.. hehe..
So juz end dis entry wif another quote by Bertrand Russell: "When two men of science disagree, they do not invoke the secular arm; they wait for further evidence to decide the issue, because, as men of science, they know that neither is infallible. But when two theologians differ, since there is no criteria to which either can appeal, there is nothing for it but mutual hatred and an open or covert appeal to force."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:35 pm
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
'Sianz..'
Manz.. Y so sian? Juz MSN chatting wif frens, den kena scolding.. Juz hate it.. Okie, early in the morning, kena scolding.. 4 wad, u wan to noe? 4 chatting so late in2 the nite.. Den my mum juz com up wif lots of crap, crap n crap again..
Okie first she started off like dis, "Y yesterday so late den slp?".
Den i juz say "tokin to fren.."
She den ask, "Wad fren?"
Den i was getting very impatient, fancy getting scolded early in the mornign @ 0830, i was very pissed off.. Den juz reply wif spite. "I toked to a gal. Her name is Rebecca, n wad's wrong wif it? is it because she's a gal?" [Rebecca pls dun get offended, it's cos i'm very pissed, but it is a pleasure toking to u.]
Den she reply wif a very out-of-question ans. "Partly yes cos she's a gal, but wads impt is tt i dun wan ur work to go downhill."
Manz.. It's nt tt i wanna tok so late ma.. Ppl com online late, som more in the day time, hu wld b so free n chat? Den i juz say i chattin wif the class rep to confirm teh timings n place..
Den she juz say dun bother gg out tml since the venue n everything is nt confirmed, n tt shows dey r a bunch of dis-organised batch of ppl..
I was so pissed tt i juz say, ppl nowadays go via internet n confirm things instantly via chat.
den she said den y nt juz give a call..
C'mon, now is E-generation. Y wld one stil b calling ppl? I was so pissed, tt i din say anything, juz go n haf my breakfast.. Den aft tt, i went to read newspaper.. Den read the classified ads..
I read the classified ads for tutor.. den i was trying to find a A level Chem tutor.. i found one but its very far lo.. Som more, wad i want is a private tutor, dos kind tt com to my hse n teach me de.. But quite hard to search 4 one, n i wil nt give up finding one.. i wil nv give up findin one..
Later in the aftnon, i went 2 tuition 4 maths.. D topic taught was graph sketching.. It is a bit diff 4 me to take it up.. Juz shifting the graph only.. Den i juz gt a very hard time to get hold of the concept.. Sianz.. But now i gt hold of it liao.. haha..
Lastly i shal end my entry wif a quote by Bertrand Russell: "All moral rules must be tested by examining whether they tend to realize ends that we desire. I say ends that we desire, not ends that we ought to desire. What we "ought" to desire is merely what someone else wishes us to desire."
Okie first she started off like dis, "Y yesterday so late den slp?".
Den i juz say "tokin to fren.."
She den ask, "Wad fren?"
Den i was getting very impatient, fancy getting scolded early in the mornign @ 0830, i was very pissed off.. Den juz reply wif spite. "I toked to a gal. Her name is Rebecca, n wad's wrong wif it? is it because she's a gal?" [Rebecca pls dun get offended, it's cos i'm very pissed, but it is a pleasure toking to u.]
Den she reply wif a very out-of-question ans. "Partly yes cos she's a gal, but wads impt is tt i dun wan ur work to go downhill."
Manz.. It's nt tt i wanna tok so late ma.. Ppl com online late, som more in the day time, hu wld b so free n chat? Den i juz say i chattin wif the class rep to confirm teh timings n place..
Den she juz say dun bother gg out tml since the venue n everything is nt confirmed, n tt shows dey r a bunch of dis-organised batch of ppl..
I was so pissed tt i juz say, ppl nowadays go via internet n confirm things instantly via chat.
den she said den y nt juz give a call..
C'mon, now is E-generation. Y wld one stil b calling ppl? I was so pissed, tt i din say anything, juz go n haf my breakfast.. Den aft tt, i went to read newspaper.. Den read the classified ads..
I read the classified ads for tutor.. den i was trying to find a A level Chem tutor.. i found one but its very far lo.. Som more, wad i want is a private tutor, dos kind tt com to my hse n teach me de.. But quite hard to search 4 one, n i wil nt give up finding one.. i wil nv give up findin one..
Later in the aftnon, i went 2 tuition 4 maths.. D topic taught was graph sketching.. It is a bit diff 4 me to take it up.. Juz shifting the graph only.. Den i juz gt a very hard time to get hold of the concept.. Sianz.. But now i gt hold of it liao.. haha..
Lastly i shal end my entry wif a quote by Bertrand Russell: "All moral rules must be tested by examining whether they tend to realize ends that we desire. I say ends that we desire, not ends that we ought to desire. What we "ought" to desire is merely what someone else wishes us to desire."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:50 pm
Monday, March 14, 2005
'A Counsellor..'
Seeing things tt r already patching up, it is a sense of relief to me liao.. I'm nt a man of words, neither am I a Literature man.. I'm a couth, fierce, rough man.. But I wil change it de.. Dun worry.. mayb aft 2 yrs of JC education, u may see a brand new person in me.. Trust me.. Really..
If u guys gt watch the 9pm show, the Channel 8 prog,"You are The One" u wil noe it is abt dos kind of love things, courtship thing, n den 3 diff types of guys.. An ideal guy, a guy hu likes to scrimp n save, n 1 hu wil keep driving at romantic ideas.. But i do nt deny the fact tt dos types of guys do nt exist in dis present society.. Dey do exist, so 2 gals hu r looking @ dis entry, try ur best n find dem.. I wish u gd luck to find them..
Okie, lets tok abt sth else.. Mayb boring kind? or lively kind? But i juz wanna say sry cos i dun haf any lively ones.. Den tok abt boring ones den.. U noe i stepped out of a complex network.. But do u noe wad's the reason? Cos i finally grasp the concept of "Take a step back, n look at a bigger picture" n oso it takes me abt 2 yrs 2 understand dis sentence.. hehe.. Cos it is no use for me to drill one stupid hole in2 a horn.. Really.. As 4 d horn, u wil noe wad am i referring to.. Haha.. Dun worry, i'm nt sad anymore.. I've opened.. Dun worry, i've risen another level up! Haha..
If u haf any prob wif relationships, u can ask me 4 free.. Really.. I wil try n guide u to a solution BUT i wil nv force u to follow my solution, unless u r deemed as very very soaked in the relationship n all ur senses r mixed up, den i wil force u to follow my solution.. So far, i haf nv tried forcing ppl to follow my solution cos i believe in the fact tt i shal guide u to follow n come out wif a solution tt u r happy wif.. N nt d one i come up wif, n force u to take it cos it's gonna b hard on u.. So i let it b.. I guide, u come up a solution 4 urself.. N i wil try n really make sure u r happy wif the solution.. but wen u ask me out hor, pls treat me a coffee.. mayb a ice latte, or any coffee wil do.. No ice blend 4 me..
Lastly, it seems incomplete w/o a quote.. So let me add a quote here by James Waller: "To offer a psychological explanation for the atrocities committed by perpetrators is not to forgive, justify or condone their behavior. Instead, the explanation simply allows us to understand the conditions under which many of us could be transformed into killing machines. When we understand the ordinariness of extraordinary evil, we will be less surprised by evil, less likely to be unwitting contributors to evil, and perhaps better equipped to forestall evil."
If u guys gt watch the 9pm show, the Channel 8 prog
Okie, lets tok abt sth else.. Mayb boring kind? or lively kind? But i juz wanna say sry cos i dun haf any lively ones.. Den tok abt boring ones den.. U noe i stepped out of a complex network.. But do u noe wad's the reason? Cos i finally grasp the concept of "Take a step back, n look at a bigger picture" n oso it takes me abt 2 yrs 2 understand dis sentence.. hehe.. Cos it is no use for me to drill one stupid hole in2 a horn.. Really.. As 4 d horn, u wil noe wad am i referring to.. Haha.. Dun worry, i'm nt sad anymore.. I've opened.. Dun worry, i've risen another level up! Haha..
If u haf any prob wif relationships
Lastly, it seems incomplete w/o a quote.. So let me add a quote here by James Waller: "To offer a psychological explanation for the atrocities committed by perpetrators is not to forgive, justify or condone their behavior. Instead, the explanation simply allows us to understand the conditions under which many of us could be transformed into killing machines. When we understand the ordinariness of extraordinary evil, we will be less surprised by evil, less likely to be unwitting contributors to evil, and perhaps better equipped to forestall evil."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:40 pm
'I Swear'
Dis is a song i like very much oso. it's called I Swear by All-4-One:
I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heartI swear,
I swear,Oh... I ... swear...
I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart
`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear
I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heartI swear,
I swear,Oh... I ... swear...
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:00 pm
Saturday, March 12, 2005
'Complains aft complains..'
2day was pretty ok 4 me, but den again.. i gotta complain a lot! :p Here is gonna be my place where i write my complains..
In the morning, my parents n I went to collect car.. Nissan Latio Premium.. It's a pretty new car, quite gd la, but i wanna complain tt! The air con in the car sux! It only blows n cool the front, den my parents @ front go n lower d air con.. Piangz.. It makes @ the back so stuffy n hot.. N I'm nt kidding.. I was sweating @ d bac lik siao.. Den juz gt hm lo.. i juz abt to slp den my fren Jake called lo..
In the late aftnon, aft jake called.. We went Starbucks to drink coffee n it's latte btw.. I said i wanna 2 orders of ice cold Latte.. But u noe wad i gt? I gt a boiling hot latte.. Piangz.. but anyway no other way out, juz sat down n chat, sipping the coffee SLOWLY.. Piangz.. den i 4got to add sugar tot eh coffee, n it taste bland, no taste, nothing at all.. Den i went to get sweeteners.. I added chocolate suger n raw sugar.. I had my coffee all mixed up, n it taste ok la.. Din screw up my coffee Latte.. okie juz a typical boring saturday.. Haiz..
Lastly a quote by Thomas Merton: "It is easy enough to tell the poor to accept their poverty as God's will when you yourself have warm clothes and plenty of food and medical care and a roof over your head and no worry about the rent. But if you want them to believe you - try to share some of their poverty and see if you can accept it as God's will yourself!"
In the morning, my parents n I went to collect car.. Nissan Latio Premium.. It's a pretty new car, quite gd la, but i wanna complain tt! The air con in the car sux! It only blows n cool the front, den my parents @ front go n lower d air con.. Piangz.. It makes @ the back so stuffy n hot.. N I'm nt kidding.. I was sweating @ d bac lik siao.. Den juz gt hm lo.. i juz abt to slp den my fren Jake called lo..
In the late aftnon, aft jake called.. We went Starbucks to drink coffee n it's latte btw.. I said i wanna 2 orders of ice cold Latte.. But u noe wad i gt? I gt a boiling hot latte.. Piangz.. but anyway no other way out, juz sat down n chat, sipping the coffee SLOWLY.. Piangz.. den i 4got to add sugar tot eh coffee, n it taste bland, no taste, nothing at all.. Den i went to get sweeteners.. I added chocolate suger n raw sugar.. I had my coffee all mixed up, n it taste ok la.. Din screw up my coffee Latte.. okie juz a typical boring saturday.. Haiz..
Lastly a quote by Thomas Merton: "It is easy enough to tell the poor to accept their poverty as God's will when you yourself have warm clothes and plenty of food and medical care and a roof over your head and no worry about the rent. But if you want them to believe you - try to share some of their poverty and see if you can accept it as God's will yourself!"
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:45 pm
Friday, March 11, 2005
'Review Of MI Days..'
2day is d last day of MI.. N i wil b away frm MI a very long time, n may nv go back liao.. But I miss MI.. Nt the sch la.. But my class 05S3, all the teachers hu taught me except the GP teachers.. i juz wanna review my MI days.. Here in dis blog..
When i first get in2 MI, i tot i wld kena bashed up, n nv return alive.. But in the end i gt a very gd n fun-luving class.. We all stayed together, go thru everything as a whole unit.. Den now let me tok abt my teachers..
Among all the teachers hu taught me, Charles Chang Chin Chiew normally referred as C^4 in my class ranked first n wil always b on the top! Cos u noe y? He simply rox! He taught us well, n though he is discipline committee, he din stop us frm ponnin the classes.. He even wish us gd luck to escape frm sch.. A very gd teacher rite? Den other teachers r nt too bad, but i feel guilty 2wards d chem teacher.. We keep ponnin her lessons, dunno how she feels.. But den i go crash YJ, den i noe her gd pts liao.. feel so bad 2 pon her lessons.. haiz.. Maths tutor n lecturer r ok.. They explain very clearly, n able to help the students well.. Really, no kidding..
My class, 05S3, is the best class i ever had in my schooling life.. I really wanna say a big thank you 2 all of u! Thank you cos u had let me noe more abt the tastes of different life stages, n nv despair in times of disappointment.. We ponned classes 2gether, share the joy n thrill of skipping sch.. We even had planning b4 we ponned, n where to settle.. haha.. But den there is no such thing as 2gether 4ever, there wil b a time to part, n a time to joy.. But wad wish to say is tt, nex time if we wish to pon again, pls plan 2 days b4, if nt really no place to go leh.. But i dun tink any of such chances wil come again.. Haiz.. Oh ya, the nex thing i wanna say is tt, thru dis ponnin of lessons n sch, i found out how to waste time liao.. Hehe..
In dis particular sch, i oso juz wish to say i liked a gal n I'm nt afraid to say her name.. her name is Tse Min. She's a cute gal by nature, n I've liked her since sec 3 wen we were hafin the same tuition class @ British Council (Marsiling). I juz liked her but i noe it is impossible 4 us to carry on, cos there is no mutual liking btw d both of us. I was kena rejected by her twice, once aft O levels n once in MI (rejecting necklace). I'm nt afraid 2 say dis out, cos i haf no feelings for her now n ever cos i had tot thru carefully le.. It's useless 4 me to tink over n miss crazily over a gal hu wil nv lik me.. i wld rather her go n find a guy infinitely beta den me, n hope tt guy whom she find wil treat her nicely, n b her dream guy.. Hope d guy wil treat her nicely cos Tse is indeed a very gd gal.. N hope she wil find a gd husband.. It wil b rather useless 4 her to stick on me as I'm a crude person.. Frm her, i had oso learnt tt i muz try n control my use of language cos cursing n swearing is nv nice in front of the gal, n tt is wad she dun lik.. I noe the fact tt gals dun lik guys 2 swear, n i wil thank her 4 tellin me tt.. cos of dis, i wil try n control n mind my language..
2day went 2 Suntec City IT show.. I bought a Zen Micro.. It is 5GB.. Worth it la.. But the price is rather heavy.. $400.. Manz.. Cost me a bomb.. But anw, juz heck care abt it..
Lastly, I juz wanna say I wld miss my class, 05S3, 4ever.. Cos u guys simply rox! Cun 4get u all.. Gonna miss all of u.. *sob* but i wil end dis entry wif a quote frm my own,St. Orc Xiao Fei Xia:
When i first get in2 MI, i tot i wld kena bashed up, n nv return alive.. But in the end i gt a very gd n fun-luving class.. We all stayed together, go thru everything as a whole unit.. Den now let me tok abt my teachers..
Among all the teachers hu taught me, Charles Chang Chin Chiew normally referred as C^4 in my class ranked first n wil always b on the top! Cos u noe y? He simply rox! He taught us well, n though he is discipline committee, he din stop us frm ponnin the classes.. He even wish us gd luck to escape frm sch.. A very gd teacher rite? Den other teachers r nt too bad, but i feel guilty 2wards d chem teacher.. We keep ponnin her lessons, dunno how she feels.. But den i go crash YJ, den i noe her gd pts liao.. feel so bad 2 pon her lessons.. haiz.. Maths tutor n lecturer r ok.. They explain very clearly, n able to help the students well.. Really, no kidding..
My class, 05S3, is the best class i ever had in my schooling life.. I really wanna say a big thank you 2 all of u! Thank you cos u had let me noe more abt the tastes of different life stages, n nv despair in times of disappointment.. We ponned classes 2gether, share the joy n thrill of skipping sch.. We even had planning b4 we ponned, n where to settle.. haha.. But den there is no such thing as 2gether 4ever, there wil b a time to part, n a time to joy.. But wad wish to say is tt, nex time if we wish to pon again, pls plan 2 days b4, if nt really no place to go leh.. But i dun tink any of such chances wil come again.. Haiz.. Oh ya, the nex thing i wanna say is tt, thru dis ponnin of lessons n sch, i found out how to waste time liao.. Hehe..
In dis particular sch, i oso juz wish to say i liked a gal n I'm nt afraid to say her name.. her name is Tse Min. She's a cute gal by nature, n I've liked her since sec 3 wen we were hafin the same tuition class @ British Council (Marsiling). I juz liked her but i noe it is impossible 4 us to carry on, cos there is no mutual liking btw d both of us. I was kena rejected by her twice, once aft O levels n once in MI (rejecting necklace). I'm nt afraid 2 say dis out, cos i haf no feelings for her now n ever cos i had tot thru carefully le.. It's useless 4 me to tink over n miss crazily over a gal hu wil nv lik me.. i wld rather her go n find a guy infinitely beta den me, n hope tt guy whom she find wil treat her nicely, n b her dream guy.. Hope d guy wil treat her nicely cos Tse is indeed a very gd gal.. N hope she wil find a gd husband.. It wil b rather useless 4 her to stick on me as I'm a crude person.. Frm her, i had oso learnt tt i muz try n control my use of language cos cursing n swearing is nv nice in front of the gal, n tt is wad she dun lik.. I noe the fact tt gals dun lik guys 2 swear, n i wil thank her 4 tellin me tt.. cos of dis, i wil try n control n mind my language..
2day went 2 Suntec City IT show.. I bought a Zen Micro.. It is 5GB.. Worth it la.. But the price is rather heavy.. $400.. Manz.. Cost me a bomb.. But anw, juz heck care abt it..
Lastly, I juz wanna say I wld miss my class, 05S3, 4ever.. Cos u guys simply rox! Cun 4get u all.. Gonna miss all of u.. *sob* but i wil end dis entry wif a quote frm my own,St. Orc Xiao Fei Xia:
"There is nothing that last forever. There will be a time that we stay, and there is always a time for us to move on, and carry on our lives. Memories will be the biggest part of the road of life. So during partings, do not be over grieved."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:50 pm
Thursday, March 10, 2005
'Crasher of My Account..'
2day went to crash YJ.. Nth gr8 lo.. Juz a beta sch compound den MI, n oso ppl dere r frenly n lively.. Nt tt ppl frm MI nt lively, but d atmosphere in MI is very sian.. N tt.. Makes everyone til so sian.. I nth to say lo.. Juz wanna blog in n say gdnitez to everybody.. Juz wanna say nitez.. The crashing was fun, okie, din get caught or anything.. haha..
Sry guys, no quote 2day.. Sry..
Sry guys, no quote 2day.. Sry..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:20 pm
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
'Breakdown Of O-Level My Results..'
2day is ok lor.. nth big nth great, but juz same old things lik ponnin lessons.. Haiz.. Really nth to do.. So bored.. But 2day went to haf lunch wif my class at BK.. So juz go there n eat lorz.. nth special.. But u noe wad? aft eating, instead of gg away to go other places, we juz sat there.. Den wad we do next was considered disastrous..
We sat there, instead of relaxing n tokin cock, we went to crush food wrappers n throw @ each other.. Some r stained wif sauce, yet we stil throw them, juz 4 the sake of fun.. den the cleaners den com n clear all our food away.. haiz.. juz dunno how it feels, juz very sianz.. haiz.. I oso dunno wad I writing oso.. Very confused.. Den 2day TM sick, cun help feelin concerned la.. haiz..
Haiz.. Really dunno wad to do, neither do I noe wad the hell am I tokin or bloggin abt.. Cos I'm so bothered by the application of LEPC.. Afraid tt dey wun approve cos I really hope to go NYJC.. There rox totally.. Really.. Mayb I shal analyse my O levels results.. Okie, I shal analyse now..
My Eng, both humanities gt 6.. Y? cos I juz hate English n all humanities.. But able to secure a 6 for me, is a gr8 feat liao..
Den I shal tok abt my sciences n maths.. All gt an A2 except Chem.. Okie, actually I juz wanna express thanx to my tuition teachers Mr Kok (Phy, Chem) n Mr Ho(E maths, A maths, Phy, Chem).. They help me to find back my interest to study these subs.. I used to score grades of 6,7,8 for all these subs b4 I went for their tutoring.. I went there wif great great damages done.. Esp Mr Ho (Santa) is very patient wif my studies.. Mr Kok was able to fire up my interest in sciences esp Chemistry.. While Mr Ho had been both my gr8 tuition teacher n oso a great consultant 2 me.. Anything tt u nid advice in, u can juz consult him, n oso he was the 1 tt had been encouraging me, eggin me on throughout this arduous journey of O levels.. He kept me gg on, n nt to give up til very last min.. Even if d case seem hopeless, he wil juz b there n encouraging me on.. I owe my success of my sciences n maths to the both of them.. Really.. They play a big part.. Esp Mr Ho playin a big part for my maths.. If nt I wld stil b scoring 5,6,7 for all dis subs.. Den cun mak it in2 any jc.. Haiz.. I really owe my success to the both of them..
As i progress to jc, i haf my maths n phy tutored by him stil.. Cos he produced results as u haf seen here in my asshole results of frm 6,7,8 to all str 2s.. except my chem mayb due to som careless mistakes.. Den i say tok abt my HCL den..
I secured a 2 for my HCL.. i owe my success to my mum.. Really.. She forced me to study Chinese, n I hate it @ tt moment n even flared up.. But i now noe liao.. The work she put in me, the force she used had produced such gr8 results.. If i resisted, n she juz let me go my way, i might as wel in hell le.. I cun even possibly end up so far.. Really.. She helped me a lot..
To end dis analysis, i juz oso wanna add my feelings in abt dis results i scored.. I felt guilty.. I felt tt i haf let my tutors down cos they put in a lot of efforts in2 me, i shld haf scored A1s to pay bac.. haiz.. But dey say nid nt 2 fel dis way cos i came wif lots of damages done.. If fact if i had gone 2 dem @ sec 3, n yet score dis result of mine, i ought 2 fel guilty.. I was a bit comforted by their words, but stil cun help feelin guilty.. Haiz.. I juz very angry over my humanities.. Juz hate it y muz Humanities b included? If nt, i shld haf gone NYJC str liao.. Haiz..
Anw, dis entry took 1hr 35min to write, so rather sry if it takes u quite som time to read such useless bloggin of mine.. sry.. I juz wanna end dis quote by William Ian Beardmore Beveridge: "Careful and correct use of language is a powerful aid to straight thinking, for putting into words precisely what we mean necessitates getting our own minds quite clear on what we mean."
We sat there, instead of relaxing n tokin cock, we went to crush food wrappers n throw @ each other.. Some r stained wif sauce, yet we stil throw them, juz 4 the sake of fun.. den the cleaners den com n clear all our food away.. haiz.. juz dunno how it feels, juz very sianz.. haiz.. I oso dunno wad I writing oso.. Very confused.. Den 2day TM sick, cun help feelin concerned la.. haiz..
Haiz.. Really dunno wad to do, neither do I noe wad the hell am I tokin or bloggin abt.. Cos I'm so bothered by the application of LEPC.. Afraid tt dey wun approve cos I really hope to go NYJC.. There rox totally.. Really.. Mayb I shal analyse my O levels results.. Okie, I shal analyse now..
My Eng, both humanities gt 6.. Y? cos I juz hate English n all humanities.. But able to secure a 6 for me, is a gr8 feat liao..
Den I shal tok abt my sciences n maths.. All gt an A2 except Chem.. Okie, actually I juz wanna express thanx to my tuition teachers Mr Kok (Phy, Chem) n Mr Ho(E maths, A maths, Phy, Chem).. They help me to find back my interest to study these subs.. I used to score grades of 6,7,8 for all these subs b4 I went for their tutoring.. I went there wif great great damages done.. Esp Mr Ho (Santa) is very patient wif my studies.. Mr Kok was able to fire up my interest in sciences esp Chemistry.. While Mr Ho had been both my gr8 tuition teacher n oso a great consultant 2 me.. Anything tt u nid advice in, u can juz consult him, n oso he was the 1 tt had been encouraging me, eggin me on throughout this arduous journey of O levels.. He kept me gg on, n nt to give up til very last min.. Even if d case seem hopeless, he wil juz b there n encouraging me on.. I owe my success of my sciences n maths to the both of them.. Really.. They play a big part.. Esp Mr Ho playin a big part for my maths.. If nt I wld stil b scoring 5,6,7 for all dis subs.. Den cun mak it in2 any jc.. Haiz.. I really owe my success to the both of them..
As i progress to jc, i haf my maths n phy tutored by him stil.. Cos he produced results as u haf seen here in my asshole results of frm 6,7,8 to all str 2s.. except my chem mayb due to som careless mistakes.. Den i say tok abt my HCL den..
I secured a 2 for my HCL.. i owe my success to my mum.. Really.. She forced me to study Chinese, n I hate it @ tt moment n even flared up.. But i now noe liao.. The work she put in me, the force she used had produced such gr8 results.. If i resisted, n she juz let me go my way, i might as wel in hell le.. I cun even possibly end up so far.. Really.. She helped me a lot..
To end dis analysis, i juz oso wanna add my feelings in abt dis results i scored.. I felt guilty.. I felt tt i haf let my tutors down cos they put in a lot of efforts in2 me, i shld haf scored A1s to pay bac.. haiz.. But dey say nid nt 2 fel dis way cos i came wif lots of damages done.. If fact if i had gone 2 dem @ sec 3, n yet score dis result of mine, i ought 2 fel guilty.. I was a bit comforted by their words, but stil cun help feelin guilty.. Haiz.. I juz very angry over my humanities.. Juz hate it y muz Humanities b included? If nt, i shld haf gone NYJC str liao.. Haiz..
Anw, dis entry took 1hr 35min to write, so rather sry if it takes u quite som time to read such useless bloggin of mine.. sry.. I juz wanna end dis quote by William Ian Beardmore Beveridge: "Careful and correct use of language is a powerful aid to straight thinking, for putting into words precisely what we mean necessitates getting our own minds quite clear on what we mean."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:35 pm
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
'Relationship'
2day nth great la.. Juz nth lo.. Sam old thing n happenings lo.. We pon class again.. haha.. Pon chem tutorial.. haha.. den our class gt rowdy n played lik hell.. as if our class had transformed to a hell, den mayb we r hell rejects? haha.. juz jking.. Anw, i went to met my bro 2day..
Okie, i met him cos i pass him sth.. cannot tell, or mayb he wil tell it on the blog tag box? Okie, anw we went to catch teh movie HITCH.. manz.. It was a gr8 movie! Teach us how to handle gals if u wanna the relationship to last.. haha.. Quote frm HITCH: "80% of the women agree tt their first kiss is all they ned to noe abt the relationship n wad wild dey get" haha.. It's a nice movie, if gt time, catch it.. haha..
I wanna end this entry wif a quote frm Jimmy Swaggart: "Evolution is a bankrupt speculative philosophy, not a scientific fact. Only a spiritually bankrupt society could ever believe it. ... Only atheists could accept this Satanic theory."
Okie, i met him cos i pass him sth.. cannot tell, or mayb he wil tell it on the blog tag box? Okie, anw we went to catch teh movie HITCH.. manz.. It was a gr8 movie! Teach us how to handle gals if u wanna the relationship to last.. haha.. Quote frm HITCH: "80% of the women agree tt their first kiss is all they ned to noe abt the relationship n wad wild dey get" haha.. It's a nice movie, if gt time, catch it.. haha..
I wanna end this entry wif a quote frm Jimmy Swaggart: "Evolution is a bankrupt speculative philosophy, not a scientific fact. Only a spiritually bankrupt society could ever believe it. ... Only atheists could accept this Satanic theory."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:20 pm
Monday, March 07, 2005
'Style of Bowling..'
2day i went to sch, den juz happen quite a bit of things den i expected it to happen lo.. Anw, i went class outing 2day.. We went bowling n play pool.. Okie, den tok abt bowling..
okie, went to play bowling.. n my knees r hurting lik siao.. Cos i went 'proposing' to the bowling pins.. haha.. Den i was thinking y i cun juz get on my knees n face TM.. Propose to her? Ask her to b my gf? Ask her if she wld accept me? Blehz.. Dun care.. Let the Fate decides.. if she is 4 me, den we wil go to the same university.. or mayb we work for d same company? haiz.. Dun care so much le la.. if she's really mine, den gd lo.. But deep in my heart, i hope she wil find a beta guy den me cos if she is attached to me.. it wil b a rose on cow dung where the cow dung is me.. haha..
lastly i wanna put a quote for this entry by Baron de Montesquieu: "History is full of religious wars; but, we must take care to observe, it was not the multiplicity of religions that produced these wars, it was the intolerating spirit which animated that one which thought she had the power of governing."
okie, went to play bowling.. n my knees r hurting lik siao.. Cos i went 'proposing' to the bowling pins.. haha.. Den i was thinking y i cun juz get on my knees n face TM.. Propose to her? Ask her to b my gf? Ask her if she wld accept me? Blehz.. Dun care.. Let the Fate decides.. if she is 4 me, den we wil go to the same university.. or mayb we work for d same company? haiz.. Dun care so much le la.. if she's really mine, den gd lo.. But deep in my heart, i hope she wil find a beta guy den me cos if she is attached to me.. it wil b a rose on cow dung where the cow dung is me.. haha..
lastly i wanna put a quote for this entry by Baron de Montesquieu: "History is full of religious wars; but, we must take care to observe, it was not the multiplicity of religions that produced these wars, it was the intolerating spirit which animated that one which thought she had the power of governing."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:56 pm
Sunday, March 06, 2005
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head and you're very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~
Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forgget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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'Quizzes'
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head and you're very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~
Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forgget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:00 pm
'Turn 4 A Beta..'
My mood have changed a little bit beta now.. In the whole of aftnon n morning, i was so depressed, n very farked up.. Juz feel lik gg on a shooting spree as i said in my first entry of 05/03/2005.. Okie, i juz say wad i wan to say den..
Juz wanna blog again juz to say i'm ok now.. so dun worry.. ur asses r saved.. no shooting spree or anything.. hehe.. gues i'm juz disturbed by the MOE's system.. haiz..
For dis blog i shal put a quote, cos every blog per day, at least gt a quote.. So here it goes by Tiruvalluvar: "Reasoning with a drunkard is like going under water with a torch to seek for a drowning man."
Juz wanna blog again juz to say i'm ok now.. so dun worry.. ur asses r saved.. no shooting spree or anything.. hehe.. gues i'm juz disturbed by the MOE's system.. haiz..
For dis blog i shal put a quote, cos every blog per day, at least gt a quote.. So here it goes by Tiruvalluvar: "Reasoning with a drunkard is like going under water with a torch to seek for a drowning man."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:33 pm
'Cays of madness counting down..'
The days of me gg nuts will b counted down.. Here am i gg nuts n doin my blogging activities.. I noe u may find me writing som nuts here cos i've been forced to mode of desperation.. i now wil b descendin to a mode of depression, anxiety, n fits.. I now very confused liao.. Y muz i get such farked up marks due to 1 farking bloody asshole humanities?! Why? can sb tell me a nt? I wanna shout to d skys n seas, n mayb go on a shooting spree? How wld i noe?
My aunt left my family for USA yesterday for a better job there.. I mean she's frm USA wad.. So gg bac to her hometown is nth lo.. But the prob here is tt she's a com pro, techinician pro as well.. So basically she maintained my com, den anything crops up, she wil noe it first, den fixed it.. Den now she's gone liao.. meaning? I haf to fix the problem myself.. meaning? fork out money n ask d technician to help me do the job.. haiz.. i'm nt treatin my aunt as com technician, but she oso let me learn quite a bit of com things, n wen i begin to pick up, den she's gone 4 america.. sianz.. haiz..
I now so sian til i dunno wad to do lorz.. slack? oso nth to watch oso.. nth to do oso.. but very very very very n extremely extremely bothered by d LEP approval.. sianz.. I juz wanna go on a shooting, be it a shooting spree or lessons.. i juz wanna gun some asses down.. Juz wanna gun n spree my anger out, my boredness.. It is the same boredness tt i experince in dec.. sianz.. my quote wil b delayed.. so mayb dis entry wil nt haf any quote.. sry..
My aunt left my family for USA yesterday for a better job there.. I mean she's frm USA wad.. So gg bac to her hometown is nth lo.. But the prob here is tt she's a com pro, techinician pro as well.. So basically she maintained my com, den anything crops up, she wil noe it first, den fixed it.. Den now she's gone liao.. meaning? I haf to fix the problem myself.. meaning? fork out money n ask d technician to help me do the job.. haiz.. i'm nt treatin my aunt as com technician, but she oso let me learn quite a bit of com things, n wen i begin to pick up, den she's gone 4 america.. sianz.. haiz..
I now so sian til i dunno wad to do lorz.. slack? oso nth to watch oso.. nth to do oso.. but very very very very n extremely extremely bothered by d LEP approval.. sianz.. I juz wanna go on a shooting, be it a shooting spree or lessons.. i juz wanna gun some asses down.. Juz wanna gun n spree my anger out, my boredness.. It is the same boredness tt i experince in dec.. sianz.. my quote wil b delayed.. so mayb dis entry wil nt haf any quote.. sry..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:10 pm
Saturday, March 05, 2005
'Boring Days'
2 days din blog le.. Cos really nth to write abt.. It has been 3 days since i do my last blogging.. Haha.. Nth new lo.. But let me do it one day by one day again. [~CRAP~] For ur info, it is a total of 3 days.. Haha.. [~CRAP~]
Day 1: (03/03/2005)
Tt day din do anything much in the day but mostly wad happens is at the wee hours of the nex day but i made it on this day. U see dis JAE thing rite? Dis system keep jamming up, den cause a lot of inconvienience cos ppl like to do things last min, juz lik my class wen we plan to pon d last time. hehe.. Anw i stayed up late n help my frens, n guide them to register.. Den i guide them all the way frm 1 am to abt 530 am in the morning of nex day.. Den i went to slp..
Day 2: (04/03/2005)
I woke up at the very late hour. Woke up @ 10 in the morning. Den wad i gt? A big shell comin out frm my mum's mouth.. Shelling til i cun tahan.. den i juz walk out, slam my room's door n read books.. Den later i juz help her to do hse work lo.. [cos she com tok sense to me] den i juz do lo..
Den later part of the day, it was my fren's birthday. Den went out to play lo.. We played LAN. But nth gd to play oso.. Juz play lo.. Den gt hm n eat lo.. Den my day ends. [Typical boring days]
Day 3: (05/03/2005)
Nth to write yet. So i wun write first.. haha..
Lastly quote for my blog. The quote is by Arthur Schopenhauer:
Day 1: (03/03/2005)
Tt day din do anything much in the day but mostly wad happens is at the wee hours of the nex day but i made it on this day. U see dis JAE thing rite? Dis system keep jamming up, den cause a lot of inconvienience cos ppl like to do things last min, juz lik my class wen we plan to pon d last time. hehe.. Anw i stayed up late n help my frens, n guide them to register.. Den i guide them all the way frm 1 am to abt 530 am in the morning of nex day.. Den i went to slp..
Day 2: (04/03/2005)
I woke up at the very late hour. Woke up @ 10 in the morning. Den wad i gt? A big shell comin out frm my mum's mouth.. Shelling til i cun tahan.. den i juz walk out, slam my room's door n read books.. Den later i juz help her to do hse work lo.. [cos she com tok sense to me] den i juz do lo..
Den later part of the day, it was my fren's birthday. Den went out to play lo.. We played LAN. But nth gd to play oso.. Juz play lo.. Den gt hm n eat lo.. Den my day ends. [Typical boring days]
Day 3: (05/03/2005)
Nth to write yet. So i wun write first.. haha..
Lastly quote for my blog. The quote is by Arthur Schopenhauer:
"Every miserable fool who has nothing at all of which he can be proud, adopts as a last resource pride in the nation to which he belongs; he is ready and happy to defend all its faults and follies tooth and nail, thus reimbursing himself for his own inferiority."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:35 am
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
'3-Day Account'
3 days nv blog liao.. Cos really nth to write or to blog abt my activities.. But upon recalling my past few days, it is actually quite a bit of happenings.. [~CRAP!~] Okie den i shal say things one by one, day by day basis [~CRAP AGAIN~]..
Day 1: (28/02/2005)
On the day of the release of the results, it was a great great relief for me, cos at least i can get in2 a jc. Den when i get the resuts, the 4-letter word juz came out frm my mouth in the most natural way. manz, I got 2 pathetic C6 grades for BOTH humanities! Fark! Den my eng got a grade of C5, wich i tink is pretty okie frm me.. cos i expected for a fail grade.. haha.. Den my chemistry, i expected an A2, but got a B3 instead, wad the Fark! But overall, i got an A2 for the rest includin HCL, but chances of me gg in2 NYJC is rather slim, may haf to go thru the route of appeal.. So I juz hope for the best tt i can go NYJC.. Haha..
Day 2:(01/03/2005)
The next day aft the release of results, i begin to worry as to wad JCs shld i go in. NY? YJ? IJ? How to rank them? Den my frens all are all staying except some, den i promise my bro tt i wil go in2 the same jc as him, den at the same tim, my gg in2 IJ is obstructed by objections frm my teachers n parents.. Haiz.. So I planned gg YJ, at the same time ppl say tt the average score tt they go in is 13 to 17.. So it means wen i go in, i'm juz a student below average, haiz..
So i went to check out on NYJC. I ask my dad to help me check out. The reply came at last aft 3 hrs of waiting. It is said tt i can put NY as my first choice n try, if i cun mak it, i can appeal to get in. Den based on my CCA records, mayb i haf a high chance of getting in. They say the appeal is done on the human factor based, haha, hope i can get in.. Cos of the damn humanities, it pull my overall grades, FARK!
To ensure my chance of getting in2 NYJC, cos i do it cos i wanted psychology assurance [zi4 wo3 an1 wei4].. haiz.. I went to apply for LEP (HCL), juz hope i get in.. I do it wif a little bit of gamble. NYJC chinese rox! I suppose i can meet great Chinese teachers there n stir up interest in me to pursue the study of chinese further. Juz hope tt i can get in2 NYJC LEP Chinese..
I cun go out wif my frens 2day.. Haiz.. Gonna b another boring day.. haiz.. Wad to do? I haf to stay at home, cos i muz help out in doin household chores, haiz.. So boring, cun go out wif my frens.. sianz..
Lastly i wanna end wif a quote by Karl Jaspers:
"The freedom that can be attained in philosophizing cannot be handed down by the doctrine of an institution. Only as an individual can man become a philosopher."
Day 1: (28/02/2005)
On the day of the release of the results, it was a great great relief for me, cos at least i can get in2 a jc. Den when i get the resuts, the 4-letter word juz came out frm my mouth in the most natural way. manz, I got 2 pathetic C6 grades for BOTH humanities! Fark! Den my eng got a grade of C5, wich i tink is pretty okie frm me.. cos i expected for a fail grade.. haha.. Den my chemistry, i expected an A2, but got a B3 instead, wad the Fark! But overall, i got an A2 for the rest includin HCL, but chances of me gg in2 NYJC is rather slim, may haf to go thru the route of appeal.. So I juz hope for the best tt i can go NYJC.. Haha..
Day 2:(01/03/2005)
The next day aft the release of results, i begin to worry as to wad JCs shld i go in. NY? YJ? IJ? How to rank them? Den my frens all are all staying except some, den i promise my bro tt i wil go in2 the same jc as him, den at the same tim, my gg in2 IJ is obstructed by objections frm my teachers n parents.. Haiz.. So I planned gg YJ, at the same time ppl say tt the average score tt they go in is 13 to 17.. So it means wen i go in, i'm juz a student below average, haiz..
So i went to check out on NYJC. I ask my dad to help me check out. The reply came at last aft 3 hrs of waiting. It is said tt i can put NY as my first choice n try, if i cun mak it, i can appeal to get in. Den based on my CCA records, mayb i haf a high chance of getting in. They say the appeal is done on the human factor based, haha, hope i can get in.. Cos of the damn humanities, it pull my overall grades, FARK!
To ensure my chance of getting in2 NYJC, cos i do it cos i wanted psychology assurance [zi4 wo3 an1 wei4].. haiz.. I went to apply for LEP (HCL), juz hope i get in.. I do it wif a little bit of gamble. NYJC chinese rox! I suppose i can meet great Chinese teachers there n stir up interest in me to pursue the study of chinese further. Juz hope tt i can get in2 NYJC LEP Chinese..
Den wen i b4 i do the application for LEP, i went out to play oso. I went for LAN gaming for str 4 hrs.. Den i wento play CS. It is so bullshit lo.. I can steal frags from them lo.. There is two players hu juz stand there, juz stand there for me to shoot.. FARK! Juz hate it, i juz played to wait for my frens to finish wad they playin.. haiz.. So the day was nt so enjoyable aft all, but at least better the day b4..
Day 3:(02/03/2005)I cun go out wif my frens 2day.. Haiz.. Gonna b another boring day.. haiz.. Wad to do? I haf to stay at home, cos i muz help out in doin household chores, haiz.. So boring, cun go out wif my frens.. sianz..
Lastly i wanna end wif a quote by Karl Jaspers:
"The freedom that can be attained in philosophizing cannot be handed down by the doctrine of an institution. Only as an individual can man become a philosopher."
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:10 am