[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

'Careless - As Always..'

I gt my maths test bac.. I rrly went dotz lorz.. I shld haf got lik 47? But in da end? Gt a pathetic 40.. Cos of wad? 1 word only.. 'Careless'.. Haiz.. Wen wil i get away frm tt damn thing of careless? Haiz.. Ppl say dis mark is ok de.. Nid nt worry so much.. But dun dey understand? I gt help de.. I cun perform! I rrly rrly wan to score de.. But den how? Juz gt such a pathetic A grade.. Nt tt i'm tryin to show off.. But den is lik I shld haf done well de lorz.. Cos dey r my strongest areas compared to da APGP chapter.. Haiz.. Juz dunno wad 2 do.. :"(

I juz dunno wad to do le lorz.. Stress piling up.. I gt tons and tons of work 2 clear.. I rrly dunno wad to do le lorz.. I even forgo chances of tution le.. Nt tt i purposely wan 2.. But rrly damn stressed up.. Now gg to sick le.. Fever on sun.. Mild 1 of cos.. Den gt splitting headache yesterday.. Den my tution had to go.. Haiz.. Juz dunno wad to do..

2day, juz went to release myself frm 1 CCA I joined.. Dun ask wich CCA am I released frm.. If u noe, juz kip quiet.. Dun say it out.. Cos I dun wan sb to noe.. Or rather I dun wan to let anybody to noe.. Except dos hu wer wif me 2day..

I'm damn stress now.. Juz dunno wad to do.. Very very confused.. Y? Juz tell me da reason.. I juz wanna noe.. Cos of u, I tried to control.. Now u r drifting away n away.. Colder and colder.. Here am I drenched.. Nt wif rain but wif my own tears.. I'm left wif no choices now.. So am I penning down dis poem..

Wen I look into ur eyes,
I juz dunno wad to say,
So I juz turned away..

There had been bad wordings abt u,
I juz put them aside,
Cos I noe u r nt in dos description.

U turned colder n colder everyday,
Juz went thru me.
Wen u fell sick,
I cldn't help it,
But felt d pain n sad.

All now I cld say and only say,
Nt "I love u", but a chorus:
我会轻轻在你耳边对你说...对你说...
我爱你...爱着你...
就向老鼠爱大米...
不管有多少风雨..我都会依然陪着你..
多想你...想着你..
不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心...
我什么都愿意...
这样爱你...


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:01 pm