[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
[T]rAiLs LeFt By..
[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina
[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Saturday, August 27, 2005
'No time + Under-performance'
It's been a long time since I update dis blog of mine.. Recently gt in2 lots of problems n oso study stress la.. Now den I can touch com.. Gd thing or bad thing.. Anw.. I'm more n more lazy liao.. Even 2 lazy 2 updat dis dear blog of mine.. Nt even on my birthday.. Haha.. My project work grp is all doin fine n ok.. Den now left wif animation of our machine.. *headache ar!*
Promos r gettin closer n closer.. I can feel d panic within me.. It's so oppressin lorz.. Esp aft all d results of d recent tests.. Gt elephant 4 my maths test, oyster 4 my physics.. Haiz.. Now dunno wad da hell am I doin lorz.. Now even santa nt happy wif my results.. Den a bit lik scold me in sms liao.. Gues ltr I'm gonna b blasted 2 death la.. Haiz.. It's nt as if I dunno how 2 do d tests lorz.. But everytime, if it's any exams rite.. I wil juz do per normal but results juz dun show.. even my phy n maths tutor say da same thing "U've under performed". Haiz.. Rrly dunno wad 2 do lorz.. Mayb sb can tell me.. Haiz..
Den recently I oso dunno la.. Juz kip mugging n mugging n mugging.. No life but I search 4 my life within da books n lect notes.. I recently pick up my note taking habits.. Took out my lect notes n re-note them.. I feel tt god damn stress cuming up.. Haiz.. Now I hardly can find out tim n relax.. Even blogging such things I lik 2 do oso haf no tim liao..
Haiz.. I rrly dunno wad 2 do.. Haiz..
Promos r gettin closer n closer.. I can feel d panic within me.. It's so oppressin lorz.. Esp aft all d results of d recent tests.. Gt elephant 4 my maths test, oyster 4 my physics.. Haiz.. Now dunno wad da hell am I doin lorz.. Now even santa nt happy wif my results.. Den a bit lik scold me in sms liao.. Gues ltr I'm gonna b blasted 2 death la.. Haiz.. It's nt as if I dunno how 2 do d tests lorz.. But everytime, if it's any exams rite.. I wil juz do per normal but results juz dun show.. even my phy n maths tutor say da same thing "U've under performed". Haiz.. Rrly dunno wad 2 do lorz.. Mayb sb can tell me.. Haiz..
Den recently I oso dunno la.. Juz kip mugging n mugging n mugging.. No life but I search 4 my life within da books n lect notes.. I recently pick up my note taking habits.. Took out my lect notes n re-note them.. I feel tt god damn stress cuming up.. Haiz.. Now I hardly can find out tim n relax.. Even blogging such things I lik 2 do oso haf no tim liao..
Haiz.. I rrly dunno wad 2 do.. Haiz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:17 am
Friday, August 19, 2005
'Update of me..'
I'm back here again.. Blogging.. Haha.. Dis wk happen quite a bit of things.. First I took out whole of dis wk 2 arrange timings wif all my tutors 2 haf private 1 to 1 sessions wif them.. But in da end, I only arrange a 1 to 1 session wif my Chinese tutor.. den let me recount wad happen dis wk la..
Dis wk was practically on finding teachers, n re-focusing back onto my chemistry.. Cos dis subject was actually nearly being dropped la.. But in da end cos due 2 much opposition, I cun drop cos my Civics Tutor, n all my other subject teachers all try 2 stop me frm dropping chem.. Ltr do I realise, my parents actually went 2 all my teachers n ask dem 2 persuade me nt 2 drop chem.. It makes me so damn ma lu lorz.. It's lik hanging out ur dirty laundry n showing off w/o even washin it 2 da public.. Cun dey use som brains?
Dis wk oso gt SPA.. On physics.. Gawd.. Juz wish I hadn't tak practicals.. Ppl gt 1 positive value, n several negative.. But den I gt all positive values.. Haiz.. But I stil gt a negative gradient.. So anw, since it's over den over le lorz.. Y bother 2 think so much abt it? Haiz.. Violating rules of xiaofeixia.. 2 write abt dis.. Haha..
Dis wk was practically on finding teachers, n re-focusing back onto my chemistry.. Cos dis subject was actually nearly being dropped la.. But in da end cos due 2 much opposition, I cun drop cos my Civics Tutor, n all my other subject teachers all try 2 stop me frm dropping chem.. Ltr do I realise, my parents actually went 2 all my teachers n ask dem 2 persuade me nt 2 drop chem.. It makes me so damn ma lu lorz.. It's lik hanging out ur dirty laundry n showing off w/o even washin it 2 da public.. Cun dey use som brains?
Dis wk oso gt SPA.. On physics.. Gawd.. Juz wish I hadn't tak practicals.. Ppl gt 1 positive value, n several negative.. But den I gt all positive values.. Haiz.. But I stil gt a negative gradient.. So anw, since it's over den over le lorz.. Y bother 2 think so much abt it? Haiz.. Violating rules of xiaofeixia.. 2 write abt dis.. Haha..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:29 pm
Sunday, August 14, 2005
'4As -> 3As -> 4As ; Teachers' comments'
Yesterday I had a big turnover.. Funny thing is da Chem tutor dun wan me 2 drop da sub.. He wishes me 2 continue.. Den at da sam tim, my parents forces me 2 tak on n nt drop it.. Gues I muz first say sry 2 Jake den.. Cos I pang seh him.. So sry but den I rrly haf 2 tak it on as it is sort of a sidedish for my course in university.. Haiz.. Rrly so sry.. I oso gues haf 2 give it another shot.. No more S-paper 4 me den all I hope is 2 focus n secure at leat 3 As in da A-level exam? Cos I wanna go into pure science faculty.. Like pure physics, pure chem or even pure maths.. Though I've considered taking up engineering, but I gues I wld tak up wad I lik.. Though dis course is nt so popular among others, I hope I can get in.. Cos da criteria 2 get in is oso rather high.. Haiz.. Den let me tok abt wad happen yesterday str aft da Parents Teacher Day session..
This wad each sub teacher says,
Maths:
Very glad 2 haf such a student lik him. Hand in work wif quality, n v consiencious abt work. Haf high expectations for him. If work persistently hard, A or B shld b in his reach easily. A science student.
Physics:
A gd student. A student wif high potential in physics. A student wif suitable requirements of studyin physics. Juz haf 2 work hard n den grade of A or B shld b in his reach. Juz tt haf 2 try n reinforce or modify his way of studyin so as 2 maximise his potential. A typical science student.
Chinese:
A gd student. But tend 2 b distracted at times. But overall, shld b ok if he works hard enough.
Chemistry:
A student of high potential. A student wif suitable requirements of studyin chem. If he works hard enough, quality grades will always be in his reach.
"Heard" tt? Den my parents went 2 ask Ms Tan abt my dropping of this chemistry subject. Ms Tan said I wasn't even one of dos highlighted 2 drop any subs.. I'm a student hu can handle 4 A level subjects, y bother 2 drop? I rrly dunno wad 2 say lorz.. wen I give her da withdrawal form, she says VG, I noe where I'm gg.. But now say a total different thing lorz.. I rrly damn confused.. Den my parents were all lik dun wanna sign da form so I'm back again 2 4 subs.. I tried arguing my way thru of lettin me back 2 3 subs.. But failed terribly.. Den they say[most is frm my dad la]:
Physics n chemistry r lik brothers 2 each other. They r very impt 2 a science student. They r lik ur left n rite hands. If u drop chem, it's lik choppin off 1 of ur hands.. Do you lik it? An incomplete person.. Which in dis case an incomplete science student.. Do you wan it? U dropping chem cos u r unsure abt, so juz clear it up, y drop it? Takin da hand example again.. Ur hand now is with rashes, n itchy.. Wld u c a doctor or chop it away w/o c-ing 1? U wld choose 2 c a doctor n haf it healed rite? Sam goes 4 ur chem.. Juz treat it, n give it another shot.. Y drop it? Droppin it= Chopping off ur hands.. U lik it? Juz give it a chance, give urself another chance.. U wil nv noe.. U may wan 2 tak up chem in ur uni.. U nv noe.. So juz tak it..
Den since tok til lik tt, so I might as well juz tak it up again.. den I gues I wil stop all activities le la.. Tt's include Initial D den cut down my tim online, den blog perhaps only on weekends.. Haha.. Cos I gues it's only fair if I can concentrate on my 4 subs n ace them if possible.. Perhaps dis may sound far.. But I believe if I work hard, I may b able 2 achieve tt.. I cam pass an article, so i might as well share wif all da readers. N it is also dis article tt mak me stand up, see another level, n realise da existence of fighting spirit. The article is named the Athlete.
The athlete is man at his best. a nation's source of pride, he is a relentless unfolding of potential; constantly honing his skills to conquer the limits of his strength, endurance and speed. A warrior of peace in today's fiercely competitive world, his only enemy ironically--is himself. (Taken from 10th Asian & Field Championships Nov 30 - Dec 4 1993 Manila, Philiphines)
This article mak me realise tt da enemy is myself. So muz compete within myself, overcome da forgiving self nature within each human. Gues I wil b lik a military studying, wif rigid studyin, n exercising discipline.. But dun worry, da fun me wil stil b ard..
This wad each sub teacher says,
Maths:
Very glad 2 haf such a student lik him. Hand in work wif quality, n v consiencious abt work. Haf high expectations for him. If work persistently hard, A or B shld b in his reach easily. A science student.
Physics:
A gd student. A student wif high potential in physics. A student wif suitable requirements of studyin physics. Juz haf 2 work hard n den grade of A or B shld b in his reach. Juz tt haf 2 try n reinforce or modify his way of studyin so as 2 maximise his potential. A typical science student.
Chinese:
A gd student. But tend 2 b distracted at times. But overall, shld b ok if he works hard enough.
Chemistry:
A student of high potential. A student wif suitable requirements of studyin chem. If he works hard enough, quality grades will always be in his reach.
"Heard" tt? Den my parents went 2 ask Ms Tan abt my dropping of this chemistry subject. Ms Tan said I wasn't even one of dos highlighted 2 drop any subs.. I'm a student hu can handle 4 A level subjects, y bother 2 drop? I rrly dunno wad 2 say lorz.. wen I give her da withdrawal form, she says VG, I noe where I'm gg.. But now say a total different thing lorz.. I rrly damn confused.. Den my parents were all lik dun wanna sign da form so I'm back again 2 4 subs.. I tried arguing my way thru of lettin me back 2 3 subs.. But failed terribly.. Den they say[most is frm my dad la]:
Physics n chemistry r lik brothers 2 each other. They r very impt 2 a science student. They r lik ur left n rite hands. If u drop chem, it's lik choppin off 1 of ur hands.. Do you lik it? An incomplete person.. Which in dis case an incomplete science student.. Do you wan it? U dropping chem cos u r unsure abt, so juz clear it up, y drop it? Takin da hand example again.. Ur hand now is with rashes, n itchy.. Wld u c a doctor or chop it away w/o c-ing 1? U wld choose 2 c a doctor n haf it healed rite? Sam goes 4 ur chem.. Juz treat it, n give it another shot.. Y drop it? Droppin it= Chopping off ur hands.. U lik it? Juz give it a chance, give urself another chance.. U wil nv noe.. U may wan 2 tak up chem in ur uni.. U nv noe.. So juz tak it..
Den since tok til lik tt, so I might as well juz tak it up again.. den I gues I wil stop all activities le la.. Tt's include Initial D den cut down my tim online, den blog perhaps only on weekends.. Haha.. Cos I gues it's only fair if I can concentrate on my 4 subs n ace them if possible.. Perhaps dis may sound far.. But I believe if I work hard, I may b able 2 achieve tt.. I cam pass an article, so i might as well share wif all da readers. N it is also dis article tt mak me stand up, see another level, n realise da existence of fighting spirit. The article is named the Athlete.
The athlete is man at his best. a nation's source of pride, he is a relentless unfolding of potential; constantly honing his skills to conquer the limits of his strength, endurance and speed. A warrior of peace in today's fiercely competitive world, his only enemy ironically--is himself. (Taken from 10th Asian & Field Championships Nov 30 - Dec 4 1993 Manila, Philiphines)
This article mak me realise tt da enemy is myself. So muz compete within myself, overcome da forgiving self nature within each human. Gues I wil b lik a military studying, wif rigid studyin, n exercising discipline.. But dun worry, da fun me wil stil b ard..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:01 pm
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
'National Day..'
Juz came back frm da national day parade or rather performance at Yishun.. Haha.. It was damn fun but den oso pretty sian oso.. Fun cos gt my frens 2 crap wif la.. Okie so here I go..
I actually wanna go n learn wushu frm Jake.. But b4 tt, he wanna go arcade n train da Initial D la.. Den we reach there lik 1030? Den we begin 2 stone down dere n wait 4 dos players 2 finish.. Den it was jake's turn 2 play la.. Den he played lik 6 or 7? Den ppl ard him all a bit damn buay2 song4 or rather nt happy la.. Den I juz signal 2 him tt, though he noe it la.. Den he played his last game den I go in.. Den I juz say I wil play 3 matches la.. Haha.. It did save me quite a bit of money la.. Haha.. But den I a bit oso buay2 song4.. Cos my personal best record 4 a track can trash tt stupid car 1 lorz.. But I mak a lot of MAJOR mistakes.. Den I cun break it la.. But anw, it was a gd play la.. Gues I wil switch my core car frm Subaru Impreza GDB to Subaru Impreza GC8V ba.. Haha.. Toking abt dos 2 cars, it reminds me of yesterday (8/8) at Marina square..
Yesterday(08/8):
It was meant 2 play Initial D as I promise Jake la.. Den at first we all agree 2 play in Yishun la.. But den lots of ppl lorz.. So we decided 2 go 2 Douby Ghaught (sry if mis-spelt).. den we reach dere.. Piangz.. So many ppl lorz.. Den we say go Marina Square.. Tt's where I literally went D-O-T-Z.. Cos I'm wearing damn casual wif flip flops, n gg 2 town.. It's a damn freak joker of me lorz.. But den in da end stil go la.. Den I use my GC8V n race all timerush la.. Haha.. It's a damn perfect car la.. Max speed is 200km/hr.. But no matter how far or hard I push it, it juz wun go 2 200 but stay at 199.. I went damn freak out.. But den at da first try I gt 3.02 min for a beginner track la.. Dis track I practise til damn hard la.. No knockin 2 anything, da speed stil remain at 199.. Den damn cool thing I ever did was, wen negotiating da curve, my speed remains at 199.. Haha.. Den juz kip on playin til my tuition timng nearing la.. Den I juz went 4 tuition, den my day ends here for yesterday la..
Today(9/8):
I went 2 Jake's hse n learn wushu.. Haha.. Den we did some work dere.. My hmk.. Den I gt back all my color pens.. :p Den I create 2 Maple characters.. Haha.. Den train dem la.. Now gt 1 at lv 6.. Haha.. Den aft tt, we went 4 da National Day celebration at Yishun.. Den dere, we met up wif our class motivators n Nadia.. Den da motivators went off 2 do their things, den went missing, n nv see dem again.. Den Nadia n us went 2 sit beside da Yishun pond.. Den da bckgrd was damn nice la.. Den we did som self-reflections.. wich I wun disclose here.. Haha.. It's 4 me 2 noe, n u 2 find out if u can.. Haha.. Den we watched fireworks performance.. It's was damn shiok sia.. Standing juz rite beside da place where da fireworks were being shot off.. Haha.. It is my second time standing close 2 da firing post.. Haha.. Feeling cun describe la.. Den me n Jake went 2 northpt la.. Den Nadia rushed hm 2 watch Shooting Stars.. We went seperate ways of cos.. Jake n me crossed da road in lots of diff styles.. Den we tio slammed n smacked rite in d middle of da road.. Den we juz stone lik siao la.. @ least 20 min in da middle of da road.. Den we did haf close contact wif all da artilleries la.. Den went 2 haf dinner, n den say lots of things.. I'm nt gonna say it here.. Again, it's 4 me 2 noe n u 2 find out.. Haha.. But anw, we oso crap la.. Den went in2 sth quite sensitive.. Haha.. Last but nt least I wanna wish Singapore Harpy Burfday.. Hee..
I actually wanna go n learn wushu frm Jake.. But b4 tt, he wanna go arcade n train da Initial D la.. Den we reach there lik 1030? Den we begin 2 stone down dere n wait 4 dos players 2 finish.. Den it was jake's turn 2 play la.. Den he played lik 6 or 7? Den ppl ard him all a bit damn buay2 song4 or rather nt happy la.. Den I juz signal 2 him tt, though he noe it la.. Den he played his last game den I go in.. Den I juz say I wil play 3 matches la.. Haha.. It did save me quite a bit of money la.. Haha.. But den I a bit oso buay2 song4.. Cos my personal best record 4 a track can trash tt stupid car 1 lorz.. But I mak a lot of MAJOR mistakes.. Den I cun break it la.. But anw, it was a gd play la.. Gues I wil switch my core car frm Subaru Impreza GDB to Subaru Impreza GC8V ba.. Haha.. Toking abt dos 2 cars, it reminds me of yesterday (8/8) at Marina square..
Yesterday(08/8):
It was meant 2 play Initial D as I promise Jake la.. Den at first we all agree 2 play in Yishun la.. But den lots of ppl lorz.. So we decided 2 go 2 Douby Ghaught (sry if mis-spelt).. den we reach dere.. Piangz.. So many ppl lorz.. Den we say go Marina Square.. Tt's where I literally went D-O-T-Z.. Cos I'm wearing damn casual wif flip flops, n gg 2 town.. It's a damn freak joker of me lorz.. But den in da end stil go la.. Den I use my GC8V n race all timerush la.. Haha.. It's a damn perfect car la.. Max speed is 200km/hr.. But no matter how far or hard I push it, it juz wun go 2 200 but stay at 199.. I went damn freak out.. But den at da first try I gt 3.02 min for a beginner track la.. Dis track I practise til damn hard la.. No knockin 2 anything, da speed stil remain at 199.. Den damn cool thing I ever did was, wen negotiating da curve, my speed remains at 199.. Haha.. Den juz kip on playin til my tuition timng nearing la.. Den I juz went 4 tuition, den my day ends here for yesterday la..
Today(9/8):
I went 2 Jake's hse n learn wushu.. Haha.. Den we did some work dere.. My hmk.. Den I gt back all my color pens.. :p Den I create 2 Maple characters.. Haha.. Den train dem la.. Now gt 1 at lv 6.. Haha.. Den aft tt, we went 4 da National Day celebration at Yishun.. Den dere, we met up wif our class motivators n Nadia.. Den da motivators went off 2 do their things, den went missing, n nv see dem again.. Den Nadia n us went 2 sit beside da Yishun pond.. Den da bckgrd was damn nice la.. Den we did som self-reflections.. wich I wun disclose here.. Haha.. It's 4 me 2 noe, n u 2 find out if u can.. Haha.. Den we watched fireworks performance.. It's was damn shiok sia.. Standing juz rite beside da place where da fireworks were being shot off.. Haha.. It is my second time standing close 2 da firing post.. Haha.. Feeling cun describe la.. Den me n Jake went 2 northpt la.. Den Nadia rushed hm 2 watch Shooting Stars.. We went seperate ways of cos.. Jake n me crossed da road in lots of diff styles.. Den we tio slammed n smacked rite in d middle of da road.. Den we juz stone lik siao la.. @ least 20 min in da middle of da road.. Den we did haf close contact wif all da artilleries la.. Den went 2 haf dinner, n den say lots of things.. I'm nt gonna say it here.. Again, it's 4 me 2 noe n u 2 find out.. Haha.. But anw, we oso crap la.. Den went in2 sth quite sensitive.. Haha.. Last but nt least I wanna wish Singapore Harpy Burfday.. Hee..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:00 am
Sunday, August 07, 2005
'Bombings.. Of hell logics..'
Shitz.. Juz came back frm a scolding frm my parents.. 'Hear' wad they say:
"You choose the road of JC den u haf 2 walk it well"
"You haf been on chattin all da way since u wer at hm"
"U can give up on chinese yet u tak it on, tt's gd but look wad haf u done?"
"You haf been filter as a better slot in YJ leh.. Nt NJ, RJ or VJ hor.. U may nt score in A level"
"Y muz you always slp so late at nite? 2 to 3 am?"
"Y everytim wen I walk past u muz switch window?"
"U say u r in tim wif ur tutorials.. Y dun results show?"
"Ur tutors say u r gd.. Y din u show it?"
"U chose rugby n gt out, but it's total different frm JC vs Poly.."
"U gt lots of potential, U r nt stupid.. Y cun u b more focus?"
"U kip slacking now, sec 3 hist will repeat!"
"U photocopy so much things, yet dun read, waste our money is it?"
"Wad u wan, we all give u le.. y cun u jux study hard n repay bac?"
"I noe studying can b boring n fun at da same time.."
Do u think I rrly wan meh? Glad u noe tt studying can b boring.. It's damn stress lorz.. I was doin Project Work.. It was til lik 4 am.. But we manage 2 complete all lorz.. Tt's da gd thing abt it.. Den tok abt blogging.. My parents wanna me 2 blog in standard english.. [diaoz] Where gt ppl blog in standard eng? Dey say if I blog, but wif standard eng, it may help my GP a bit.. Wa lao.. Bloggin n GP essay is total 2 different things.. Where is da link 2 link both dese things? C'mon la! It's juz total shit dumb crap! Bloggin in standard eng can help GP.. Haha.. It's lame shit lorz!
Wa kaoz.. actually all started frm my GP tuition teacher la.. Cos ytd slept at 4 am.. Den wak up at 7+.. Den gt everything by 8.. Den my tutor cam @ 9.. She say I look damn tired.. den she implied tt I'm tired.. Wada hell logic is tt? Den she juz complained 2 my parents den it juz spark off dos conversations.. Haiz.. Look tired, den say I stoning.. Dotz.. Dunno wad 2 say lorz.. Haiz..
*Lost 4 words*
"You choose the road of JC den u haf 2 walk it well"
"You haf been on chattin all da way since u wer at hm"
"U can give up on chinese yet u tak it on, tt's gd but look wad haf u done?"
"You haf been filter as a better slot in YJ leh.. Nt NJ, RJ or VJ hor.. U may nt score in A level"
"Y muz you always slp so late at nite? 2 to 3 am?"
"Y everytim wen I walk past u muz switch window?"
"U say u r in tim wif ur tutorials.. Y dun results show?"
"Ur tutors say u r gd.. Y din u show it?"
"U chose rugby n gt out, but it's total different frm JC vs Poly.."
"U gt lots of potential, U r nt stupid.. Y cun u b more focus?"
"U kip slacking now, sec 3 hist will repeat!"
"U photocopy so much things, yet dun read, waste our money is it?"
"Wad u wan, we all give u le.. y cun u jux study hard n repay bac?"
"I noe studying can b boring n fun at da same time.."
Do u think I rrly wan meh? Glad u noe tt studying can b boring.. It's damn stress lorz.. I was doin Project Work.. It was til lik 4 am.. But we manage 2 complete all lorz.. Tt's da gd thing abt it.. Den tok abt blogging.. My parents wanna me 2 blog in standard english.. [diaoz] Where gt ppl blog in standard eng? Dey say if I blog, but wif standard eng, it may help my GP a bit.. Wa lao.. Bloggin n GP essay is total 2 different things.. Where is da link 2 link both dese things? C'mon la! It's juz total shit dumb crap! Bloggin in standard eng can help GP.. Haha.. It's lame shit lorz!
Wa kaoz.. actually all started frm my GP tuition teacher la.. Cos ytd slept at 4 am.. Den wak up at 7+.. Den gt everything by 8.. Den my tutor cam @ 9.. She say I look damn tired.. den she implied tt I'm tired.. Wada hell logic is tt? Den she juz complained 2 my parents den it juz spark off dos conversations.. Haiz.. Look tired, den say I stoning.. Dotz.. Dunno wad 2 say lorz.. Haiz..
*Lost 4 words*
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:45 pm
'Wads wrong?'
I went missing frm my blog for a couple of days b4 comin back.. I oso dunno wad 2 say la.. Dis wk is lik damn confusing 4 me.. Cos National Day is gonna b near, n nobody is in da mood to study.. Cos we r bac frm camp, den stil damn unsettled.. Som more National day comin, so naturally no mood 2 study.. But at dis particular tim, more tests r comin up.. Haiz.. Perhaps dis is wad JCs r abt ba..
I gt 3 NDP tickets, but cos of som reasons I'm nt gg 2 c da show but stay at hm.. I oso lik sian sian lik tt.. I'm now lik a wandering soul of no will of mine own.. But anw, bac 2 NDP tickets.. I was lik gg ard 2 ask ppl 2 go.. I tot tt seats wif grand stand wld b more popular wif ppl, den ppl wld usually wanna jump at da chance.. So far, frm wad I usually see frm reports, ppl wans 2 go 2 da NDP.. Ppl r willing 2 queue up overnight juz 2 get da tickets for da NDP n it may nt b actual som more.. But here am I giving away ACTUAL day tickets.. But nb seems wanna tak dem.. Haiz.. Rrly dunno lahz..
Toking abt Project work, my grp now is ahead lorz.. Now everything com 2 lite le.. My grp is damn hiong lorz.. Now finish FULL version of Written Report.. Haha.. Gues I wil juz sit bac n relax.. Haha..
These 2 entries r contributed 2wards August archives.. Hee..
I gt 3 NDP tickets, but cos of som reasons I'm nt gg 2 c da show but stay at hm.. I oso lik sian sian lik tt.. I'm now lik a wandering soul of no will of mine own.. But anw, bac 2 NDP tickets.. I was lik gg ard 2 ask ppl 2 go.. I tot tt seats wif grand stand wld b more popular wif ppl, den ppl wld usually wanna jump at da chance.. So far, frm wad I usually see frm reports, ppl wans 2 go 2 da NDP.. Ppl r willing 2 queue up overnight juz 2 get da tickets for da NDP n it may nt b actual som more.. But here am I giving away ACTUAL day tickets.. But nb seems wanna tak dem.. Haiz.. Rrly dunno lahz..
Toking abt Project work, my grp now is ahead lorz.. Now everything com 2 lite le.. My grp is damn hiong lorz.. Now finish FULL version of Written Report.. Haha.. Gues I wil juz sit bac n relax.. Haha..
These 2 entries r contributed 2wards August archives.. Hee..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 2:45 am
Friday, August 05, 2005
'Stress.. Wads wrong wif me?'
Argh.. I went missing 4 abt a wk or so.. Too bz la.. Den exams oso coming up.. Now gt a little bit tim left so com here n blog lorz.. Hee.. Anw, latest updat is tt my results is house of elephants n oysters!! ARGGHH.. Wad am I gg 2 do?
I gues I've rrly played 2 much le.. Tink mayb I din study hard enuf, tt's y gt such stupid results.. Haiz.. I went 2 play at da eve of exams.. Song bo.. Haha.. Gues I was stupid den.. Went 2 play b4 exams.. Haiz..
I cam back frm tution, den did consider 2 drop 1 sub.. Juz dunno 2 drop wich 1.. Chem or Chinese.. Damn confused.. I asked Mr Santa.. He say retain dos 4.. Cos now stil nt able 2 see if u can do well.. Som more, som can b used as back up juz in case.. Cos u may not b in ur top condition 2 do ur As.. So juz try n do well 4 all dese 4.. I literally went "Har~" I mean yes of cos try n kip la, n use it as back up.. Haiz..
Den now in sch lots of ppl dropping subs.. Haiz.. Rrly dunno.. Feel lik dropping 1 leh.. Haiz..
I gues I've rrly played 2 much le.. Tink mayb I din study hard enuf, tt's y gt such stupid results.. Haiz.. I went 2 play at da eve of exams.. Song bo.. Haha.. Gues I was stupid den.. Went 2 play b4 exams.. Haiz..
I cam back frm tution, den did consider 2 drop 1 sub.. Juz dunno 2 drop wich 1.. Chem or Chinese.. Damn confused.. I asked Mr Santa.. He say retain dos 4.. Cos now stil nt able 2 see if u can do well.. Som more, som can b used as back up juz in case.. Cos u may not b in ur top condition 2 do ur As.. So juz try n do well 4 all dese 4.. I literally went "Har~" I mean yes of cos try n kip la, n use it as back up.. Haiz..
Den now in sch lots of ppl dropping subs.. Haiz.. Rrly dunno.. Feel lik dropping 1 leh.. Haiz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:30 am