[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" "The fool wonders, the wise asks" "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
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| Sunday, September 04, 2005
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Damn sian lorz.. A new wk is beginning n it all implies tt I gt a new load of work 2 do.. Promos r gettin nearer.. Gettin more n more scared.. I oso dunno y lorz.. Everytim gt major exam I sure screw 1.. Gues I muz train myself 2 go under stress training.. This means tt I muz get speed n accuracy under time pressure.. Haiz.. Can sb teach me how 2 get tt? Haiz.. Ytd gt a god damn f-ing bombing.. Cos me n my bro gt a hug quarrel.. Den I'm so god damn stressed up le lorz.. Den haf 2 patch up under continuous forcing frm parents.. Kaoz.. Dun lik a bit.. It's makin me damn mad.. Wad 4 patch up? Isn't beta dis way? Juz kip daoing.. U dun tok I dun tok.. Den no quarrels wil b triggered wad.. Correct? But anw ytd was my mum's b-dae.. Cldn't care much anw.. 2day gt barred frm gg out.. Y? Cos me showin attitude.. I damn buay song wad.. Force me 2 patch up.. In d end, I haf 2 wash n clean crabs 4 lunch.. So in da end, juz stayed at hm n download musics lorz.. Haiz.. Juz dun understan lorz.. I wanna shout out loud, but no place 2 shout.. Wanna tok 2 her abt my probs, I dun dare.. Cos I dun wan her 2 noe n let her worry ba.. Haiz.. Rrly dunno wad 2 say.. My GP private tutor ask me a qn: "Where u plan 2 go during dis hol?" Me reply: "Gg to a city of tutorials. Buildings n buildings of it" My GP tutor: "Den u muz mak gd use of dis wk. Work hard. Get a B4 for GP k?" Ppl haf high expectation of me.. I juz dunno y.. Does my face tel u I can do wel? Y ppl always wan 2 haf high hopes on me? I dun understand.. My face gt tt msg sayin "I can do well" mah? Haiz.. Teachers all say I gt gr8 potential within me, so by pinning high hopes on me is ok.. Cos dey noe I wun let dem now.. But actual fact is I wil.. Y ppl wld rather b blinded 2 d truth by their own belief? Haiz.. How many ppl haf I let down? I haf underperformed many times.. My sub tutors, santa.. A lot more.. Haiz.. Am I a born failure? I sometimes wish I can analyse myself.. I wld rrly wan 2 noe wad am I born 4.. Wad purpose am I here or achievements I wil achieve? Can sb tell me? Ppl tel me nt 2 think so much, but den y r ppl expectin much frm me? U c da link? I cun noe tt much, yet ppl r expectin much frm me.. Am I born 2 b a slave 4 others? Wad kind of life am I living? Living 4 myself or 4 others? Sb pls answer me.. Haiz.. So wad kind of days am I gg to live? I'm gonna break down soon.. Wld u always b dere 2 support me? Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:15 pm |