SaMuRaI

[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." [S]amurai Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." -Nietzsche "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." -Frederich N. "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" -Plato "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" -President Roosevelt "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" -Mother Teresa "The fool wonders, the wise asks" -Benjamin Disraeli "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" -Spiderman 3 "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

Sunday, October 30, 2005 *'Why I Take Up AO Chinese Exam?'* Tml is again another high level obstacle 4 me 2 cross over.. A Level exam on AO Chinese.. It's sort of a syllabus same as da O level Higher Chinese (y cun juz call it HCL O lv?) Bt anw, 2 say things truthfully, I tok dis exam cos I juz wana prove sth.. I juz wan 2 prove my Chinese cn b a higher den da grade A2.. Well, ppl wil start sayin me being proud.. Well, let me say sth.. 4 2 consecutive yrs, regardless whether if it's O level Chinese or O level Higher Chinese, I secure an A2.. No matter hw hard my effort is put in, it's still A2.. Dunno is fated or wad or wadsoever.. Juz dunno lorz.. Den dis exam was taken up cos I wana secure an A1.. No longer an A2.. Bt den tml's is @ A level leh.. Dun even noe can or nt.. Haiz.. Me's a sucker anw.. Haha.. Bt juz pray hard 4 others 2 do well, n me 2 perform my best lorz.. Lolz.. Well, it's sort of endin off here.. So I juz go off nw.. I promise u.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:13 pm Thursday, October 27, 2005 *'New Law Added'* I've learnt sth.. A new law shall b added in2 me.. Da general laws of xiaofeixia.. There is a whole new review of my laws here.. General Laws of Xiaofeixia: 1. Nv speak of things tt r sensitive 2 others as they will cause hurt to others 2. Nv discuss anything abt da exam aft taking da exam for it will pressurise u 3. Nv pull a long face in front of others, put on a happy face always, spread happiness among ppl 4. Do things with things tt benefit others but nt urself only, showing the noble self 5. Analyse things and bear all consequences for the decision u make for dis is we r meant 2 b 6. Lend a listening ear 2 dos hu nid it, nv complain but listen n respond 4 u will learn frm them 7. Results of the tasks done always tends to be opposite of others, usually out of trend with normal 8. Based on own judgement, n do things wif consultation frm others 4 opinion cos it wil enhance ur relations wif ppl cos u show their views matter 9. Humans r most emotional, try n bear wif their indesiciveness, for they kip dragging wen things r 2 be done 10. Nothing is 2 b done by u to others, even if others request for it, dun help others unless they sincerely request for it Wells, dis new law was added cos I gues dere was nth gd in return ba.. Cos 1 grp gt their OP slides a bit quite disastrous.. I mean it's kinda lik it's sort of formal de rite? Bt deir presentation gt so many wordarts.. I mean where haf u seen professional presentation wof so many wordarts? It's very unprofessional.. Things r made worse by putting clip arts.. Dotz lorz.. Den I juz sort of try 2 make things beta by helpin them 2 modify da wordarts.. Den nth gd came out I gues.. "We din request his service anw".. Den b4 tt was many unfrenly remarks.. I gues it's part n parcel ba.. I dun blame.. Cos humans r always irrational, n always nv see da faults in dem themselves.. I gues I rrly sux in inter personal relations ba.. Dun care lahz.. [U dun haf 2 say sry if u r readin dis cos I deserve it I think] Things aren't rrly gg well 4 me.. I mean wells, I'm sort of lik a technician in da class.. Cos due 2 da OP.. Den me haf 2 set dis up set dat up.. Den i sort of fel lik bein a bit extra.. Yet felt tt I'm being made use of.. Kinda confused.. I mean I dunno hu m I actually.. N y m I so inclined 2wards technical stuffs.. I juz dun understand.. Gues it's my contradictory nature within me ba.. Haiz.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:38 pm Sunday, October 23, 2005 *'Back.. From Long Absence From My Beloved Blog'* Yo.. Finally back aft my Promos.. Think of my promos, I fel so damn scared shudders, go n hide in a corner squat down Rrly dunno wad 2 say abt my promos lorz.. Gt dos questions, spot all da rite questions, bt juz cun do.. Damn it manz.. Fel tt I'm such a failure, bt den wad 2 do? I've always been a failure.. The word "RETAIN" is so fearful 2 me.. Cos I dun wan 2 go MI or study da new syllabus.. Haiz.. Me so scared lorz.. Den wen aft my chinese paper, I went drinkin wif my IJC sis n bro.. Haha.. Dey can b promoted.. So envy dem lorz.. But anws, we went drinkin at starbucks, den we throw out simply anything under da sun, frm r/s probs 2 sch work n even 2 social issues.. Haha.. I nv noe we cld go dis far.. Haha.. Bt anw.. I went bac hm 2 do my Oral Presentation.. Do da compilation n downloading my music.. Haha.. Den work til abt 4am.. Haha.. Den it started 2 down piour.. So cold at nite.. Bt I slpet well, n enjoyed da temp.. Haha.. [of i enjoy cold temp wad, dunno hw many layers of natural jacket i haf lorz..] Den wak up nex morning at ard 8.. Den went whole day full blast rotting.. Haha.. Watched dvds, download musics.. Haha.. Rrly dunno lorz.. Bt wen I think bac abt my promos.. I fel lik crying..Den I think bac.. My chinese teacher say tt I'm da toughest guy all ard.. Bt den I'm easily torn up by relationship.. My heart wil cry bt nt me physically crying.. Haiz.. Think on my promos, I wish I cn cry.. Bt I cun cry.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:18 pm Sunday, October 09, 2005 *'Failure?'* As I browse through the calender, I struck a conversation within myself.. [I noe it's sick] "1 more wk 2 major battle" "Ya, so? Does it ever matter?" "Wad subs haf u revise out of how many u tak?" "2 pretty ok, 1 stil struggling, the other 1 dunno go where" "How u gonna tak ur promo lik tt? How 2 win?" Only then do I realise tt I'm nt adequately prepared 4 promos.. I stil lack sth, sth tt I wan 2 noe, yet cannot b found.. Lik 2day at Santa, I tried da NJC Promo paper.. I tot I gt exposed 2 all sorts of questions liao.. But stil gt som I dun even noe how 2 do.. Haiz.. Lik tt how 2 fight? Failure again.. Haiz.. Den let's go 2 phy.. Phy is my area of interest.. Concepts r grabbed pretty strong, but y stil cun perform within all da test papers or even past yr papers.. Haiz.. A failure in progress? Den 2day went studyin at Santa.. Frm 8 to 2.. But was studyin chem dere la.. [Supposed 2 do phy n maths] I dozed off for abt 10 min.. Kaoz.. damn tired.. Cos slept at 4 in da morning n wak up at 7.. Den wok up aft studyin finish chem.. I went 2 do da NJC past yr promo papers.. Reviewin my notes, n everythign else.. Or simply, I lay my hands on wadever things tt can trigger my memory of concepts.. Y am I reduced 2 such a state? Haiz.. Anw.. Juz end it here lorz.. But ytd gt a shock.. My tuition gd fren actually gt his stead le.. Congrats 2 him lorz.. Haha.. Den stil gt another 1, wen say if he gt stead, he juz siam tt qn.. Haha.. I gues he gt la.. Hee.. So I juz end it here.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:10 pm Tuesday, October 04, 2005 *'Regrets..'* How abt a cup of tea for my first oct entry.. Dis mth is october, wad does it spells? It spell "P-R-O-M-O-S".. Meaning? It's tim 4 me 2 study n mug liao.. No more enjoyment 4 me.. Muz rrly study damn hard as if dere is no tml.. But den agian.. Y am I here blogging n writing craps? Cos too much things r bottled up n I cun tak it.. Firstly, I nid 2 get all my repairs done.. I'm far too severely damaged.. In fact damaged beyond imagination, n den it's high tim tt I go bac 2 Mr Santa n get repaired, n tuned in order to perform well.. Well, I gues it's wad most ppl plan 2 do n wishes 2 do well.. I mean hu doesn't wish 2 do well? This tim promos pretty hard.. Da pressure pretty great.. I nid 2 get at least 3 Cs b4 I cun retain my 4 principal A subs.. Haiz.. Y muz pressure be ever so gr8? Y cun I juz work hard a bit.. I wish I can reverse bac my tim, n do well 4 all my subs.. Den I can get exempted frm all dese subs.. Haiz.. Y din I persevere n work hard? Haiz.. I gues now is too late for any regrets.. Wells, I gues I juz end here.. However much of things happen was written in another blog.. Well nt known 2 all of you.. Haha.. But much is written dere.. So if u wan it.. Juz ask frm me.. But let me tell you.. "Fat hope!" I wld nv giv de la.. Lolz.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:25 pm

Sunday, October 30, 2005

'Why I Take Up AO Chinese Exam?'

Tml is again another high level obstacle 4 me 2 cross over.. A Level exam on AO Chinese.. It's sort of a syllabus same as da O level Higher Chinese (y cun juz call it HCL O lv?) Bt anw, 2 say things truthfully, I tok dis exam cos I juz wana prove sth.. I juz wan 2 prove my Chinese cn b a higher den da grade A2.. Well, ppl wil start sayin me being proud.. Well, let me say sth..

4 2 consecutive yrs, regardless whether if it's O level Chinese or O level Higher Chinese, I secure an A2.. No matter hw hard my effort is put in, it's still A2.. Dunno is fated or wad or wadsoever.. Juz dunno lorz.. Den dis exam was taken up cos I wana secure an A1.. No longer an A2.. Bt den tml's is @ A level leh.. Dun even noe can or nt.. Haiz.. Me's a sucker anw.. Haha.. Bt juz pray hard 4 others 2 do well, n me 2 perform my best lorz.. Lolz..

Well, it's sort of endin off here.. So I juz go off nw.. I promise u..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:13 pm

Thursday, October 27, 2005

'New Law Added'

I've learnt sth.. A new law shall b added in2 me.. Da general laws of xiaofeixia.. There is a whole new review of my laws here..

General Laws of Xiaofeixia:
1. Nv speak of things tt r sensitive 2 others as they will cause hurt to others
2. Nv discuss anything abt da exam aft taking da exam for it will pressurise u
3. Nv pull a long face in front of others, put on a happy face always, spread happiness among ppl
4. Do things with things tt benefit others but nt urself only, showing the noble self
5. Analyse things and bear all consequences for the decision u make for dis is we r meant 2 b
6. Lend a listening ear 2 dos hu nid it, nv complain but listen n respond 4 u will learn frm them
7. Results of the tasks done always tends to be opposite of others, usually out of trend with normal
8. Based on own judgement, n do things wif consultation frm others 4 opinion cos it wil enhance ur relations wif ppl cos u show their views matter
9. Humans r most emotional, try n bear wif their indesiciveness, for they kip dragging wen things r 2 be done
10. Nothing is 2 b done by u to others, even if others request for it, dun help others unless they sincerely request for it

Wells, dis new law was added cos I gues dere was nth gd in return ba.. Cos 1 grp gt their OP slides a bit quite disastrous.. I mean it's kinda lik it's sort of formal de rite? Bt deir presentation gt so many wordarts.. I mean where haf u seen professional presentation wof so many wordarts? It's very unprofessional.. Things r made worse by putting clip arts.. Dotz lorz.. Den I juz sort of try 2 make things beta by helpin them 2 modify da wordarts.. Den nth gd came out I gues.. "We din request his service anw".. Den b4 tt was many unfrenly remarks.. I gues it's part n parcel ba.. I dun blame.. Cos humans r always irrational, n always nv see da faults in dem themselves.. I gues I rrly sux in inter personal relations ba.. Dun care lahz.. [U dun haf 2 say sry if u r readin dis cos I deserve it I think]

Things aren't rrly gg well 4 me.. I mean wells, I'm sort of lik a technician in da class.. Cos due 2 da OP.. Den me haf 2 set dis up set dat up.. Den i sort of fel lik bein a bit extra.. Yet felt tt I'm being made use of.. Kinda confused.. I mean I dunno hu m I actually.. N y m I so inclined 2wards technical stuffs.. I juz dun understand.. Gues it's my contradictory nature within me ba.. Haiz..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:38 pm

Sunday, October 23, 2005

'Back.. From Long Absence From My Beloved Blog'

Yo.. Finally back aft my Promos.. Think of my promos, I fel so damn scared *shudders, go n hide in a corner squat down* Rrly dunno wad 2 say abt my promos lorz.. Gt dos questions, spot all da rite questions, bt juz cun do.. Damn it manz.. Fel tt I'm such a failure, bt den wad 2 do? I've always been a failure.. The word "RETAIN" is so fearful 2 me.. Cos I dun wan 2 go MI or study da new syllabus.. Haiz.. Me so scared lorz..

Den wen aft my chinese paper, I went drinkin wif my IJC sis n bro.. Haha.. Dey can b promoted.. So envy dem lorz.. But anws, we went drinkin at starbucks, den we throw out simply anything under da sun, frm r/s probs 2 sch work n even 2 social issues.. Haha.. I nv noe we cld go dis far.. Haha.. Bt anw.. I went bac hm 2 do my Oral Presentation.. Do da compilation n downloading my music.. Haha.. Den work til abt 4am.. Haha.. Den it started 2 down piour.. So cold at nite.. Bt I slpet well, n enjoyed da temp.. Haha.. [of i enjoy cold temp wad, dunno hw many layers of natural jacket i haf lorz..]

Den wak up nex morning at ard 8.. Den went whole day full blast rotting.. Haha.. Watched dvds, download musics.. Haha.. Rrly dunno lorz.. Bt wen I think bac abt my promos.. I fel lik crying..Den I think bac.. My chinese teacher say tt I'm da toughest guy all ard.. Bt den I'm easily torn up by relationship.. My heart wil cry bt nt me physically crying.. Haiz.. Think on my promos, I wish I cn cry.. Bt I cun cry..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:18 pm

Sunday, October 09, 2005

'Failure?'

As I browse through the calender, I struck a conversation within myself.. [I noe it's sick]

"1 more wk 2 major battle"
"Ya, so? Does it ever matter?"
"Wad subs haf u revise out of how many u tak?"
"2 pretty ok, 1 stil struggling, the other 1 dunno go where"
"How u gonna tak ur promo lik tt? How 2 win?"

Only then do I realise tt I'm nt adequately prepared 4 promos.. I stil lack sth, sth tt I wan 2 noe, yet cannot b found.. Lik 2day at Santa, I tried da NJC Promo paper.. I tot I gt exposed 2 all sorts of questions liao.. But stil gt som I dun even noe how 2 do.. Haiz.. Lik tt how 2 fight? Failure again.. Haiz.. Den let's go 2 phy.. Phy is my area of interest.. Concepts r grabbed pretty strong, but y stil cun perform within all da test papers or even past yr papers.. Haiz.. A failure in progress?

Den 2day went studyin at Santa.. Frm 8 to 2.. But was studyin chem dere la.. [Supposed 2 do phy n maths] I dozed off for abt 10 min.. Kaoz.. damn tired.. Cos slept at 4 in da morning n wak up at 7.. Den wok up aft studyin finish chem.. I went 2 do da NJC past yr promo papers.. Reviewin my notes, n everythign else.. Or simply, I lay my hands on wadever things tt can trigger my memory of concepts.. Y am I reduced 2 such a state? Haiz..

Anw.. Juz end it here lorz.. But ytd gt a shock.. My tuition gd fren actually gt his stead le.. Congrats 2 him lorz.. Haha.. Den stil gt another 1, wen say if he gt stead, he juz siam tt qn.. Haha.. I gues he gt la.. Hee.. So I juz end it here..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:10 pm

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

'Regrets..'

How abt a cup of tea for my first oct entry.. Dis mth is october, wad does it spells? It spell "P-R-O-M-O-S".. Meaning? It's tim 4 me 2 study n mug liao.. No more enjoyment 4 me.. Muz rrly study damn hard as if dere is no tml.. But den agian.. Y am I here blogging n writing craps? Cos too much things r bottled up n I cun tak it..

Firstly, I nid 2 get all my repairs done.. I'm far too severely damaged.. In fact damaged beyond imagination, n den it's high tim tt I go bac 2 Mr Santa n get repaired, n tuned in order to perform well.. Well, I gues it's wad most ppl plan 2 do n wishes 2 do well.. I mean hu doesn't wish 2 do well? This tim promos pretty hard.. Da pressure pretty great.. I nid 2 get at least 3 Cs b4 I cun retain my 4 principal A subs.. Haiz.. Y muz pressure be ever so gr8? Y cun I juz work hard a bit.. I wish I can reverse bac my tim, n do well 4 all my subs.. Den I can get exempted frm all dese subs.. Haiz.. Y din I persevere n work hard? Haiz.. I gues now is too late for any regrets..

Wells, I gues I juz end here.. However much of things happen was written in another blog.. Well nt known 2 all of you.. Haha.. But much is written dere.. So if u wan it.. Juz ask frm me.. But let me tell you.. "Fat hope!" I wld nv giv de la.. Lolz..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:25 pm