[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
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[W]arriors..
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[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010
[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Saturday, December 31, 2005
'Year-End Review'
Well, it seems 2 b a long time since I update my blog.. The year 2005 is comin 2 an end in a few hours' time.. It's a yr full of emotions, where large proportion resides in the domes n regions of sadness, despair n some anger.. I duno how 2 describe it.. Bt it has mould me to a grown up person perhaps? Grown another inch taller? Well, as Chinese saying goes, it takes obstacles to b grown up n wiser.. Haha.. Well, let me do a perhaps a short review about dis yr..
Affairs Of Heart
Well, this year surely bores me quite a few infatuations.. Dis yr alone has 4 infatuations of wich 2 r very serious falls n make me grow stronger.. D other 2 were jz sort of com n go.. Nth was too serious.. Bt I've learnt to b more grown up.. Somehow gt a queer feeling n intuition tt I muz b numb 2wards all dese love things.. So as to stay away from the affairs of the heart.. Den mayb by den, I cld truly b myself? I rrly duno.. N this is da thing tt kips botherin me tt's y it nv seems to b gotten over wif.. Haiz..
Academic
Well, dis yr is sth great la.. Went to 2 schs in a yr.. Wich is first in my lifetime.. Swapping schools w/o hafin to do many admin stuffs.. Haha.. Bt dis yr rrly is quite tough.. The level of difficulty has greatly risen.. A great jump from our O levels.. [I miss my O levels' time] Bt den wif help frm all my teachers n tutor, manage to pull thru la.. Den I was so scared wen da promo was near.. Sacred of gettin retained.. So da goal I set was jz get promoted n I wld b hapy liaoz.. Den I jz went 4 da promo, wait 4 da results to com out at da end.. Den wen results cam out.. I scored pretty well la.. Bt again wif under-performance.. Den it cam out tt not only i can get promoted bt wif a small possibility of perhaps gettin an S-paper..
Anw, lesson learnt is nv doubt ur abilities la.. I mean of cz I can say tt now.. Last tim, I used sort being very paranoid.. Scared dis scared tt.. Den I realise self confidence is oso v impt.. Bt nv 2 much of it.. If too much, den becom too much confident, n wil fail greatly..
Friendship
This yr has made a lot of frens.. bt den I stil miss my MI05S3 mates, n my IJC bro.. Haha.. Miss da time wif dem.. Bt nevertheless.. We haf 2 move on no matter how or wen.. In my class, I've made more frens.. Som of dem I feel shld nt exist, while som regret dem knowin ltr.. Bt we r moving up as 1 class except dos hu wer retained.. So haf 1 more yr to get along.. Haha.. dis yr made more brothers n a gang of mine.. Always doin work, n play 2gther.. Haha.. Hope nex yr [in a few hrs tim] wil b fine n all smooth sailing 4 us..
I gues I haf done dis pretty technically n cateogorized.. Haha.. Bt I gues dis is me ba.. Another thing I found out is tt I've b-com more technical den b4 liaoz.. I gues it's time tt I bid da sendimental xiaofeixia a short term goodbye.. Bt dun worry.. Dis blog wil stil b a bit of romance.. 4 da technical me oso lik things in da soft way bt nv da hardcore rock way.. Haha..
In a few hours' time, all dos hu were being promoted 2 JC2 wil b on our way to gettin prepared 4 da A-level exams.. All of us hu r JC2s wil b armed n we are warriors.. Go on, warriors! For da victory is urs to grab! Go on warriors!
Affairs Of Heart
Well, this year surely bores me quite a few infatuations.. Dis yr alone has 4 infatuations of wich 2 r very serious falls n make me grow stronger.. D other 2 were jz sort of com n go.. Nth was too serious.. Bt I've learnt to b more grown up.. Somehow gt a queer feeling n intuition tt I muz b numb 2wards all dese love things.. So as to stay away from the affairs of the heart.. Den mayb by den, I cld truly b myself? I rrly duno.. N this is da thing tt kips botherin me tt's y it nv seems to b gotten over wif.. Haiz..
Academic
Well, dis yr is sth great la.. Went to 2 schs in a yr.. Wich is first in my lifetime.. Swapping schools w/o hafin to do many admin stuffs.. Haha.. Bt dis yr rrly is quite tough.. The level of difficulty has greatly risen.. A great jump from our O levels.. [I miss my O levels' time] Bt den wif help frm all my teachers n tutor, manage to pull thru la.. Den I was so scared wen da promo was near.. Sacred of gettin retained.. So da goal I set was jz get promoted n I wld b hapy liaoz.. Den I jz went 4 da promo, wait 4 da results to com out at da end.. Den wen results cam out.. I scored pretty well la.. Bt again wif under-performance.. Den it cam out tt not only i can get promoted bt wif a small possibility of perhaps gettin an S-paper..
Anw, lesson learnt is nv doubt ur abilities la.. I mean of cz I can say tt now.. Last tim, I used sort being very paranoid.. Scared dis scared tt.. Den I realise self confidence is oso v impt.. Bt nv 2 much of it.. If too much, den becom too much confident, n wil fail greatly..
Friendship
This yr has made a lot of frens.. bt den I stil miss my MI05S3 mates, n my IJC bro.. Haha.. Miss da time wif dem.. Bt nevertheless.. We haf 2 move on no matter how or wen.. In my class, I've made more frens.. Som of dem I feel shld nt exist, while som regret dem knowin ltr.. Bt we r moving up as 1 class except dos hu wer retained.. So haf 1 more yr to get along.. Haha.. dis yr made more brothers n a gang of mine.. Always doin work, n play 2gther.. Haha.. Hope nex yr [in a few hrs tim] wil b fine n all smooth sailing 4 us..
I gues I haf done dis pretty technically n cateogorized.. Haha.. Bt I gues dis is me ba.. Another thing I found out is tt I've b-com more technical den b4 liaoz.. I gues it's time tt I bid da sendimental xiaofeixia a short term goodbye.. Bt dun worry.. Dis blog wil stil b a bit of romance.. 4 da technical me oso lik things in da soft way bt nv da hardcore rock way.. Haha..
In a few hours' time, all dos hu were being promoted 2 JC2 wil b on our way to gettin prepared 4 da A-level exams.. All of us hu r JC2s wil b armed n we are warriors.. Go on, warriors! For da victory is urs to grab! Go on warriors!
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:39 pm
Thursday, December 15, 2005
'Trip w.r.t. Photographer'
I've been back from China since 13/12.. Bt I nv blog til 2day.. Me lazy of cz.. :p Anw, mayb I can tok som abt da trip 2 China.. Well, b4 I tok abt it, let me grade dis trip from scale 0 to 5, wif 5 as da best, I wld give roughly abt 4.6.. Haha..
First thing first, da flight time is 0500hrs, den by International flight rules we haf 2 b dere 2hrs b4 da boarding time, so report @ 0300 lorz.. (fel damn shitz) At dere, we saw TPJC ppl, den wad surprise me was tt their principal oso gt go.. Den it was nth la, bt den da principal is ex-CHS principal.. Lolz.. Den she sort of rmb me.. Cz I gaf a speech b4.. Lolz.. However, wen we check in, a sad thing happened, one of our team mates wasn't able 2 fly wif us due 2 som unforseen circumstances, bt she joined us in 2 days time la.. So it was sort of quite okay.. Bt stil quite regrettable tt she sun join us 4 da first 2 days..
During da first week, we went to interact wif da students in da high sch over dere.. Quite boring 4 me la.. Den we went to haf interation wif them exchanging pointers wif dem.. Som parts of it was fun, bt most of it was boring, den pass a week lik tt lorz.. Den com da exciting week..
This week we went round the whole province of Shandong.. It was a bumpy harvest for my phototaking skills.. A chance to show my phototaking skills.. Damn shiok.. Da real harvest rrly cam wen it was snowin.. Haha.. Tt was where it was a bumpy harvest.. Wen we first came to wei1 hai3, it was snowing quite heavily.. Den it accumulated lots of snow.. Den ppl dere all played wif snow, throwing snow balls here n there, playin snow war.. Bt den I played wif snow since I was 4, so it was nth new.. Bt den I tio snow oso.. Though I was da photographer, I oso tio snow wif da camera.. Lolz.. Den anw, I was nt bothered with it la.. Den pass few day, came to da place where da legend says where da 8 immortals gathered b4 dey went 2 heaven.. It was called Peng1 Lai2 Ge2.. It was dere where my skills of precision were being tested.. One photo was abt waves.. It was quite hard 2 gt a gd shot 4 it was all in da split second.. Hard 2 get da precise timing oso.. Bt I manage 2 gt it :p The scene was very spectacular la.. Cun get every scene in2 my camera, so it was sort of a regret 4 me.. Bt able 2 gt a wave shot nt bad 4 me le la.. Lolz..
All in all, dis trip 2 a technical person lik me is quite good.. Cz lots of photos were added n a brush up on my phototakin skills.. Yay! ^.^v
First thing first, da flight time is 0500hrs, den by International flight rules we haf 2 b dere 2hrs b4 da boarding time, so report @ 0300 lorz.. (fel damn shitz) At dere, we saw TPJC ppl, den wad surprise me was tt their principal oso gt go.. Den it was nth la, bt den da principal is ex-CHS principal.. Lolz.. Den she sort of rmb me.. Cz I gaf a speech b4.. Lolz.. However, wen we check in, a sad thing happened, one of our team mates wasn't able 2 fly wif us due 2 som unforseen circumstances, bt she joined us in 2 days time la.. So it was sort of quite okay.. Bt stil quite regrettable tt she sun join us 4 da first 2 days..
During da first week, we went to interact wif da students in da high sch over dere.. Quite boring 4 me la.. Den we went to haf interation wif them exchanging pointers wif dem.. Som parts of it was fun, bt most of it was boring, den pass a week lik tt lorz.. Den com da exciting week..
This week we went round the whole province of Shandong.. It was a bumpy harvest for my phototaking skills.. A chance to show my phototaking skills.. Damn shiok.. Da real harvest rrly cam wen it was snowin.. Haha.. Tt was where it was a bumpy harvest.. Wen we first came to wei1 hai3, it was snowing quite heavily.. Den it accumulated lots of snow.. Den ppl dere all played wif snow, throwing snow balls here n there, playin snow war.. Bt den I played wif snow since I was 4, so it was nth new.. Bt den I tio snow oso.. Though I was da photographer, I oso tio snow wif da camera.. Lolz.. Den anw, I was nt bothered with it la.. Den pass few day, came to da place where da legend says where da 8 immortals gathered b4 dey went 2 heaven.. It was called Peng1 Lai2 Ge2.. It was dere where my skills of precision were being tested.. One photo was abt waves.. It was quite hard 2 gt a gd shot 4 it was all in da split second.. Hard 2 get da precise timing oso.. Bt I manage 2 gt it :p The scene was very spectacular la.. Cun get every scene in2 my camera, so it was sort of a regret 4 me.. Bt able 2 gt a wave shot nt bad 4 me le la.. Lolz..
All in all, dis trip 2 a technical person lik me is quite good.. Cz lots of photos were added n a brush up on my phototakin skills.. Yay! ^.^v
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:39 pm