[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
[T]rAiLs LeFt By..
[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina
[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Monday, January 30, 2006
'Is Life Ever A Computer Programming By Others?'
Holidays r comin 2 an end.. Dese few days duno hw 2 describ it.. Sian? X-citin?
I wish I cld say it.. I've been thinkin a lot of things dese few days.. Wad purpose am I here 4? Jz 4 mugging 12 yrs, den go Army 2-3 yrs? Den out 4 work til I die? Or is dere sth else installed 4 me? Is life ever a computer programmin? Is things fixed or actually it is how we create 4 ourselves? Is dere anybody hu control our things, everything we do or even the things tt happen 2 us? If dere is, hu?
Til now, it is jz so lost.. I dun even noe if it's a rite descision 2 go in2 a JC in da first place.. Or I shld haf chosen poly instead.. Bt my interest at da tim lies in JC, I wld even go 2 da extent of dyin 4 it.. So wad am I 4 now? Things sux w.r.t. me.. Bt I jz kip wondering wad is gonna happen 2 me or wads gona 2 happen?
2day went 2 my uncle's wedding studio 2 c da lion dance n celebrat CNY over dere.. Den we as usual play Blackjack.. Bt den me as usual dun lik 2 gamble so early.. So went out 2 pool n brush up a bit of my driving skills.. Den went back 2 gamble la.. Bt den lose abt 3 bucks.. Bt I HELPED ppl 2 win money.. Ironic rit? I lose bt help ppl 2 win.. Haha.. Den 2day sth happen wich mak my mouth gaped.. My cousin (20+ yr old) gt a gal fren hu is da sam age as me.. Dotz or funny.. I duno.. Den went back hm 2 write as much as I haf in my mind now lorz..
One more day n I've 2 go bac 2 my battlefield 2 fite a sure-lose battle? So I duno.. Stress meter is rising.. Sianz..
I wish I cld say it.. I've been thinkin a lot of things dese few days.. Wad purpose am I here 4? Jz 4 mugging 12 yrs, den go Army 2-3 yrs? Den out 4 work til I die? Or is dere sth else installed 4 me? Is life ever a computer programmin? Is things fixed or actually it is how we create 4 ourselves? Is dere anybody hu control our things, everything we do or even the things tt happen 2 us? If dere is, hu?
Til now, it is jz so lost.. I dun even noe if it's a rite descision 2 go in2 a JC in da first place.. Or I shld haf chosen poly instead.. Bt my interest at da tim lies in JC, I wld even go 2 da extent of dyin 4 it.. So wad am I 4 now? Things sux w.r.t. me.. Bt I jz kip wondering wad is gonna happen 2 me or wads gona 2 happen?
2day went 2 my uncle's wedding studio 2 c da lion dance n celebrat CNY over dere.. Den we as usual play Blackjack.. Bt den me as usual dun lik 2 gamble so early.. So went out 2 pool n brush up a bit of my driving skills.. Den went back 2 gamble la.. Bt den lose abt 3 bucks.. Bt I HELPED ppl 2 win money.. Ironic rit? I lose bt help ppl 2 win.. Haha.. Den 2day sth happen wich mak my mouth gaped.. My cousin (20+ yr old) gt a gal fren hu is da sam age as me.. Dotz or funny.. I duno.. Den went back hm 2 write as much as I haf in my mind now lorz..
One more day n I've 2 go bac 2 my battlefield 2 fite a sure-lose battle? So I duno.. Stress meter is rising.. Sianz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:30 pm
Thursday, January 26, 2006
'A Born Failure?'
I'm now so sian.. Den 2day gt a ligtning news.. I flunk my physics.. Tt's always da last thing tt I wanted tt 2 happen.. So dere goes my S-paper.. Haiz.. My prediction has always been rite.. I'm nt out 2 achieve great things.. Haiz.. A born failure ar?
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:03 pm
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
'Directions, anyone?'
Da battle is over now.. 2day I fought my last battle of dis wk long battles.. Out of dese wk long battles, da most jia lat 1 is my Chem n Chinese.. I've nv noe it cld b so much tougher den wad I tot.. Sianz..
2day, I fel so damn shag n tired.. I sort of went rotting frm 11 to 1400.. Cz was banned frm gg out.. Bt sneak out at ard 1430 n went chiong arcade.. Went Initial D.. Bt damn sian.. So went poolin at AMK.. Tt place a bit sucky la.. I miss da woodlands K-pool.. They shifted le lorz.. Sianz.. Haiz..
dese few days I jz fel so damn stress.. I've bin felin so lost lorz.. I suddenly lost my sense of directions.. I jz sort of went heywire.. Hu can help me?
2day, I fel so damn shag n tired.. I sort of went rotting frm 11 to 1400.. Cz was banned frm gg out.. Bt sneak out at ard 1430 n went chiong arcade.. Went Initial D.. Bt damn sian.. So went poolin at AMK.. Tt place a bit sucky la.. I miss da woodlands K-pool.. They shifted le lorz.. Sianz.. Haiz..
dese few days I jz fel so damn stress.. I've bin felin so lost lorz.. I suddenly lost my sense of directions.. I jz sort of went heywire.. Hu can help me?
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:58 pm
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
'Log of the Battles..'
It seems tt the battle is gg opp of wad I'm thinking.. It's gg towards failure.. Damn.. Here are the logs of the battle as I present it 2 u..
23/01/2006
It's 0735 in the morning of the physics paper.. Ppl are flipping desperatlely for the last minute cramming of formulas n evrything they cld lay their hands on.. Dis dun mean I'm nt in it.. Jz tt I'm 2 bo chup 2 b bothered wif dis kind of las min cramming.. Now da door is open.. I'm gg in n fight my first battle of the yr..
It's now 1100 in the morning aft mt first battle.. It was a hard fought battle bt results was unknown.. Cz da tim I allowed is limited n was rushed out by dem at ard 1045.. They jz gt so many traps.. N I led my soldiers in2 it.. Dotz.. Haiz.. I jz duno wad da fate of my soldiers had become.. Am I such a bad commander to ever exist 2 led dis army?
24/01/2006
It's 0730 in the morning of the maths paper.. 2day is gonna b a hard fought day.. More soldiers wil b lost.. Haiz.. Hw 2 minimize da lost? sianz.. Gt 2 battles lined up.. Chinese n Mths.. Argh!! Da door is now open once again.. I smelt da gunfire.. Shitz.. here I go in.. Battle gear checked!
It's 1115 aft da battle.. Aft da maths battle.. everything was fine until da end.. I fall in2 quite som many traps.. Sianz.. Now gg in 4 Chinese battle.. it's a sure gone case.. ca I nv fight well in my Chinese battles.. Even though I noe wad da styles r they employin.. jz waitin 4 1245 to arrive.. dere I go 2 lead myself 2 deaths..
It's nw 1745 in da aftnon aft my Chinese paper.. It's a paper tt I noe sure die.. Sianz.. Tml gt Chemistry.. Argh.. Help me!!
23/01/2006
It's 0735 in the morning of the physics paper.. Ppl are flipping desperatlely for the last minute cramming of formulas n evrything they cld lay their hands on.. Dis dun mean I'm nt in it.. Jz tt I'm 2 bo chup 2 b bothered wif dis kind of las min cramming.. Now da door is open.. I'm gg in n fight my first battle of the yr..
It's now 1100 in the morning aft mt first battle.. It was a hard fought battle bt results was unknown.. Cz da tim I allowed is limited n was rushed out by dem at ard 1045.. They jz gt so many traps.. N I led my soldiers in2 it.. Dotz.. Haiz.. I jz duno wad da fate of my soldiers had become.. Am I such a bad commander to ever exist 2 led dis army?
24/01/2006
It's 0730 in the morning of the maths paper.. 2day is gonna b a hard fought day.. More soldiers wil b lost.. Haiz.. Hw 2 minimize da lost? sianz.. Gt 2 battles lined up.. Chinese n Mths.. Argh!! Da door is now open once again.. I smelt da gunfire.. Shitz.. here I go in.. Battle gear checked!
It's 1115 aft da battle.. Aft da maths battle.. everything was fine until da end.. I fall in2 quite som many traps.. Sianz.. Now gg in 4 Chinese battle.. it's a sure gone case.. ca I nv fight well in my Chinese battles.. Even though I noe wad da styles r they employin.. jz waitin 4 1245 to arrive.. dere I go 2 lead myself 2 deaths..
It's nw 1745 in da aftnon aft my Chinese paper.. It's a paper tt I noe sure die.. Sianz.. Tml gt Chemistry.. Argh.. Help me!!
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:16 pm
Sunday, January 22, 2006
'Sorry..'
Now is wee hours in da morning.. Here am I bloggin my hrs away.. Lolz.. Ytd morning I heard a shocking news.. Actually my sis is down wif a prob, yet as a kor I nv care 2 ask abt it.. So bad 4 a kor.. Sry eh sis.. I nv noe u gt so much problems, yet I still bother u wif mine.. So sry..
I gt sth tt I had wished 2 say.. During the trip in Shandong, a person mistook me 4 chasing aft a gal hu's older den me by 1yr.. Den I say sth "I strongly discourage ppl 2 gt involved in jie-di r/s in my OWN PERSONAL POINT OF VIEW" Den on fri, I was kena shoot back by dis statement I made, rrly duno wad reply lorz.. Haiz..
Thinking of my blk tests.. I cry.. *sobz*
I gt sth tt I had wished 2 say.. During the trip in Shandong, a person mistook me 4 chasing aft a gal hu's older den me by 1yr.. Den I say sth "I strongly discourage ppl 2 gt involved in jie-di r/s in my OWN PERSONAL POINT OF VIEW" Den on fri, I was kena shoot back by dis statement I made, rrly duno wad reply lorz.. Haiz..
Thinking of my blk tests.. I cry.. *sobz*
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:11 am
Thursday, January 19, 2006
'Battle!!'
In another 3 days.. A big battle is gonna b commenced.. Da big clash of all my things.. It's harder den my Promos lorz.. Sianz.. Damn scared.. Though I noe my Commander-In-Chief wil always be by my side.. But I'm stil scared.. Cz I hold da highest record of leadin army in2 failures.. Always fail in battles.. I'm now on phobias now.. Phobias of exams..
Now my 4As r dangling by a thread.. I need to secure at least 3Cs and a pass A level grade den do I secure my 4As.. Haiz.. Can I ever accomplish tt? My chem.. A subject I used 2 haf interest.. Now is dwlinding down.. Down.. Down down it goes..
Now my 4As r dangling by a thread.. I need to secure at least 3Cs and a pass A level grade den do I secure my 4As.. Haiz.. Can I ever accomplish tt? My chem.. A subject I used 2 haf interest.. Now is dwlinding down.. Down.. Down down it goes..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:49 pm
Sunday, January 15, 2006
'5 Things That I Feared'
Well, it seems quite some time tt I've updated my blog.. Lolz.. Dis update of a blog is sort of "forced" by TanCY cz he tag at my tagbox.. Den by da rules he set, I muz write 5 things tt I'm afraid of.. Haha..
So here are the 5 things tt I fear of:
1. Ambigious relationships
2. Backstabbers hu employ the same method as me
3. Failing 2 achieve my dream
4. Gals hu lik 2 flirt
5. Getting posted 2 da "Tank" company in NS
Well, dese are the 5 things tt I've expressed fear over.. Haha.. Den I gues I haf 2 tag 5 tag boxes? Haha.. Den a rule is dun tag back da person hu tagged ur box.. Haha.. Here's a list of ppl hu I'm gona tag: Chel, Shan, Becky, Herrick, Yuting.. Haha.. So dos ppl hu's name is here.. Congrats.. Haha.. Rmb 2 pass dis game on okie?
Jz now so damn shag.. Fell sick.. Cz ytd din eat proper meals.. Den gt gastric attack.. My food din get digested.. N den gt a fever, den vomit.. haiz.. Tml gt my first battle.. Dun even noe hw 2 fite dis battle esp wen I'm handicapped lik siao.. Haiz.. *sobz*
So here are the 5 things tt I fear of:
1. Ambigious relationships
2. Backstabbers hu employ the same method as me
3. Failing 2 achieve my dream
4. Gals hu lik 2 flirt
5. Getting posted 2 da "Tank" company in NS
Well, dese are the 5 things tt I've expressed fear over.. Haha.. Den I gues I haf 2 tag 5 tag boxes? Haha.. Den a rule is dun tag back da person hu tagged ur box.. Haha.. Here's a list of ppl hu I'm gona tag: Chel, Shan, Becky, Herrick, Yuting.. Haha.. So dos ppl hu's name is here.. Congrats.. Haha.. Rmb 2 pass dis game on okie?
Jz now so damn shag.. Fell sick.. Cz ytd din eat proper meals.. Den gt gastric attack.. My food din get digested.. N den gt a fever, den vomit.. haiz.. Tml gt my first battle.. Dun even noe hw 2 fite dis battle esp wen I'm handicapped lik siao.. Haiz.. *sobz*
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:12 pm
Saturday, January 07, 2006
'Finale Day'
Well, it's finale ytd.. It was so fun.. I've nv jump n slide so much in my life.. It was actually my first time on a dance floor dancing.. Haha.. I've nv been so "on".. I gues I did scare sb wif dis kind of enthu.. Dey haf nv seen me so crazy b4.. Haha.. Enjoyed myself.. Den now leg v pain.. Argh.. Haha..
Ytd was perhaps da first n last tim tt I sat down wif my OG 2 eat.. Well, as saying goes dere is no such thing as no departure.. So I guess departure will take place sooner or ltr de.. Bt I miss deir enthu-ness.. Haha..
Gotta go bac 2 work.. First of all.. MUGGING!!!
Ytd was perhaps da first n last tim tt I sat down wif my OG 2 eat.. Well, as saying goes dere is no such thing as no departure.. So I guess departure will take place sooner or ltr de.. Bt I miss deir enthu-ness.. Haha..
Gotta go bac 2 work.. First of all.. MUGGING!!!
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:43 am
Thursday, January 05, 2006
'Goodbye..'
Well, it's perhaps ready 4 me 2 say goodbye to my fellow J1s.. Haha.. It's only lik a few days.. Den I sort of attached 2 them le lorz.. Haha.. Dun bear 2 leave them.. Haha.. Den 2day.. Sianz again la.. Dances aft dances.. den my first dance is always wif a guy.. Y cun let me dance wif a gal 4 da first time? Haiz.. Haha..
Den I gues mayb it's tim 4 me 2 say gdbye.. 2 my free time.. Sobz..
Den I gues mayb it's tim 4 me 2 say gdbye.. 2 my free time.. Sobz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:14 pm
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
'Thanks..'
Well, now it seems I gt lots of free time sia.. Everyday can do som blogging.. Haha.. 2day recieved an sms from my teacher tt I'm supposed to recieve duno wad gd performance award from sch or sth lik tt.. Bt wad da heck.. Hu am I able to share dis glory wif? However, dis glory is a hard-earned 1 I supposed.. Haha..
However, dere is 1 person 2 thank besides all da father mother thingy.. That person is none other than my Comander-in-Chief.. For he has always led da army to support me.. A moral support in times of difficulties n trials including work n relationship thingys beats anything esp lip service.. Haha.. I luv ya!
4eva bro!
However, dere is 1 person 2 thank besides all da father mother thingy.. That person is none other than my Comander-in-Chief.. For he has always led da army to support me.. A moral support in times of difficulties n trials including work n relationship thingys beats anything esp lip service.. Haha.. I luv ya!
4eva bro!
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:17 pm
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
'Something That Can Never Be Destroyed'
When I open my mail box, I recieved this letter:
~My Lord, There's a letter for you~
To my Honorable Advisor,
I know things hasnt being going well for you, i know people always backstab you, i know girls always make u depress, i know some people always make u irritated, i know those tons of notes and paper always make you stressed, however, i also know that i will always be with you, right beside you, so close to you, that u will nv feel alone battling the upcoming war. Be strong, show ur true strength, eliminate all difficulties till the last ever breath u got.
Signed, your true bro, (-=*}xSlaYeRx{*=-)
Upon seeing this letter, I replied:
~My Lord, There's a letter for you~
To my Honorable Commander-in-Chief,
It's has always been my honor to be fighting wars and all battles with you all these years. Throughout these battles, u haf nv failed to show ur undying n determination in all these battles.. Listen up, I know things has always been difficult for us. Be it gals, work load, studies.. We will fight and win over them. We will trample over them.. We dun care how many enemies we haf, bt we wil count the victories we haf over them! promise me, we will fight til the last breath we haf! *cross swords*
Signed, your true bro, (-=*}XiAoFeiXiA{*=-)
From these 2 letters, I was touched.. Cz in times of difficulty n trial, I'm glad 2 noe tt there's sb always b dere for me.. I promise, I wil fight til my last breath.. We will fight 2gther.. U moved me to tears le la.. Sobz [tears of happiness].. This is a such a strong brotherhood which is forged.. Nothing can destroy it.. This is something that can never be destroyed..
~My Lord, There's a letter for you~
To my Honorable Advisor,
I know things hasnt being going well for you, i know people always backstab you, i know girls always make u depress, i know some people always make u irritated, i know those tons of notes and paper always make you stressed, however, i also know that i will always be with you, right beside you, so close to you, that u will nv feel alone battling the upcoming war. Be strong, show ur true strength, eliminate all difficulties till the last ever breath u got.
Signed, your true bro, (-=*}xSlaYeRx{*=-)
Upon seeing this letter, I replied:
~My Lord, There's a letter for you~
To my Honorable Commander-in-Chief,
It's has always been my honor to be fighting wars and all battles with you all these years. Throughout these battles, u haf nv failed to show ur undying n determination in all these battles.. Listen up, I know things has always been difficult for us. Be it gals, work load, studies.. We will fight and win over them. We will trample over them.. We dun care how many enemies we haf, bt we wil count the victories we haf over them! promise me, we will fight til the last breath we haf! *cross swords*
Signed, your true bro, (-=*}XiAoFeiXiA{*=-)
From these 2 letters, I was touched.. Cz in times of difficulty n trial, I'm glad 2 noe tt there's sb always b dere for me.. I promise, I wil fight til my last breath.. We will fight 2gther.. U moved me to tears le la.. Sobz [tears of happiness].. This is a such a strong brotherhood which is forged.. Nothing can destroy it.. This is something that can never be destroyed..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:36 pm
'Orientation 2006'
2day marks da start of the battle! It's time tt I haf 2 put on my battle gear.. Doesn't matter if I lik it or nt.. Haiz.. However, 2day I haf 2 attend teh Orientation 2006 for the J1s.. Haiz.. I gt mixed feelings abt dis lorz.. They r at least a beta bunch of J1s den ours tt time.. Haha..
2day, the orientation was fun la.. Bt I cun find a gd dancing partner.. Den in da end, I haf 2 dance wif my male OGL.. Then we haf 2 kip switching roles.. From male to female n vice-versa.. It's rrly diaoz 4 me.. It's damn tiring.. Haiz..
2day, the orientation was fun la.. Bt I cun find a gd dancing partner.. Den in da end, I haf 2 dance wif my male OGL.. Then we haf 2 kip switching roles.. From male to female n vice-versa.. It's rrly diaoz 4 me.. It's damn tiring.. Haiz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:39 pm
Monday, January 02, 2006
'Orc Or Human Fate? Self-Forgive?'
Well, hours r drawing near.. Nearer n nearer n nearer.. Haiz.. I've no choice bt 2 dawn on my gear.. My battle gear.. It's been 2 mths since I wore them.. I took dem off aft my promos.. At the end of Oct.. Counting da mths, it shld b 2mths le ma..
Toking abt my battle gear.. Dun even noe if my battle gear is stil working.. Is da spirit stil wif me? Will I stil underperform? Wil I survive dis battle? I duno? Wil I b hafin da fate of the Orcs at the Battle Of Palennor Field or the Human race in the Battle Of Palennor Field? I'm rrly confused.. Haiz.. Bt wad 2 do? I'm a warrior.. Every JCian is a warrior.. Jz tt the JC2s r warriors of senior ranks, n faces a tough battle of their life.. A battle tt determines their route whether 2 success or failures.. I duno wich 1 wld I get.. Da fate of orcs or humans? I duno..
2day went tuition.. It was a total dissapointment 4 me I think.. So many qns duno hw 2 do.. My cher says the RJC tuts r hard, so nid nt feel so sad.. Bt I re-think abt it.. I fel mayb it's our own natural ability 2 self-forgif.. Bt self-forgifnes wil lead to self-destruction eventually.. So shld we ever be giving in 2 self-4gifness? Haiz.. Tell me..
Upon ending my blog, I jz lik 2 say.. Frmda current performances, I think I wil b getting the fate of the Orcs in the Battle Of Palennor Field.. Wich is 1 word "DEFEAT".. I dun wan tt.. Sobz..
Toking abt my battle gear.. Dun even noe if my battle gear is stil working.. Is da spirit stil wif me? Will I stil underperform? Wil I survive dis battle? I duno? Wil I b hafin da fate of the Orcs at the Battle Of Palennor Field or the Human race in the Battle Of Palennor Field? I'm rrly confused.. Haiz.. Bt wad 2 do? I'm a warrior.. Every JCian is a warrior.. Jz tt the JC2s r warriors of senior ranks, n faces a tough battle of their life.. A battle tt determines their route whether 2 success or failures.. I duno wich 1 wld I get.. Da fate of orcs or humans? I duno..
2day went tuition.. It was a total dissapointment 4 me I think.. So many qns duno hw 2 do.. My cher says the RJC tuts r hard, so nid nt feel so sad.. Bt I re-think abt it.. I fel mayb it's our own natural ability 2 self-forgif.. Bt self-forgifnes wil lead to self-destruction eventually.. So shld we ever be giving in 2 self-4gifness? Haiz.. Tell me..
Upon ending my blog, I jz lik 2 say.. Frmda current performances, I think I wil b getting the fate of the Orcs in the Battle Of Palennor Field.. Wich is 1 word "DEFEAT".. I dun wan tt.. Sobz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:47 pm
'Repeated histories.. Leave Me Alone..'
This is da first entry of the new year of 2006.. Haha.. A old way of greeting wld haf been "how time flies.." However, I dun tink I wld wan tt on my blog.. I wld probably say "Shitz, one more day closer 2 A-levls! Y cun it b slower or jz stop da time? Sianz.."
Well, as u cld see.. Diff rxn frm me within.. Bt wad 2 do? Bt A-levels are rrly damn hard.. I'm v scared of almost everything.. Partly cz I dun wan any hist 2 repeat again.. It had alr repeated thrice.. Once at P6 PSLE, once at sec 2 streaming, n another one at O-Level.. I wld nv wan any god damn thing 2 happen again.. Argh.. Everytime fall short of my own expectations.. i dun request much 4 my A levels.. Bt all I wish is I cld get 60 pts n get in2 NTU Science Faulty(Physics) or School of Engineering.. Is dis a bit 2 much? I duno la..
My blog's name is xiaofeixia.. He's a yr old le.. Haha.. Den ytd gave him a new set of clothes.. Nice rite? It's of winter backgrd.. Nice? Haha.. I muz thank my technician, Chel, for her such wonderful creation of blog format.. Haha.. Thx Chel! ;)
Well, as u cld see.. Diff rxn frm me within.. Bt wad 2 do? Bt A-levels are rrly damn hard.. I'm v scared of almost everything.. Partly cz I dun wan any hist 2 repeat again.. It had alr repeated thrice.. Once at P6 PSLE, once at sec 2 streaming, n another one at O-Level.. I wld nv wan any god damn thing 2 happen again.. Argh.. Everytime fall short of my own expectations.. i dun request much 4 my A levels.. Bt all I wish is I cld get 60 pts n get in2 NTU Science Faulty(Physics) or School of Engineering.. Is dis a bit 2 much? I duno la..
My blog's name is xiaofeixia.. He's a yr old le.. Haha.. Den ytd gave him a new set of clothes.. Nice rite? It's of winter backgrd.. Nice? Haha.. I muz thank my technician, Chel, for her such wonderful creation of blog format.. Haha.. Thx Chel! ;)
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 4:53 pm