[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Friday, February 17, 2006

'//Ah beng's Diary\\'

Sianz.. 2day I'm jz so pissed off.. Where gt a day where an ah beng isn't pissed? I jz wan 2 wander is it I've changed or da ppl ard me changed til I dislik dem at first glance? Haiz.. Dis world now is defined as a container of hatred, n wanting me 2 swallow it up w/o me disposin dem.. Haiz..

Kip seein tt damn face of hers I jz wana whack it.. Cun even stand a single sight of her.. She's jz a perfect definition for my type of hated gals.. A type of gal wich I probably wun go 4.. She wears a ring cz she's in r/s.. Tt's jz sounds so damn absurd 2 me.. She's in a r/s nt married, wear it 4 wad? Somemore I wan 2 say tt she's jz lik a free electron, bt an aggresive 1.. She kick ppl out of their stable configuration (cliques).. Does she realise tt? If she dun, I expected tt, if she does, I wld b strikin lottery soon.. If she's showin da fact tt she can mix wif ppl ard da class, 4gt it.. It jz shows how aggressive u r in kicking ppl out of their own cliques in class durin lessons.. Durin free time, n do work.. 4gt it la.. Tryin 2 act hardworking, u might as well, go 4 drama classes 2 polish up ur skills.. den u com complainin all da r/s prob u haf, I gues all r created by u nt by the other party.. I bet her r/s wun last.. Wil break soon.. Den she might as well cry til her eyes out.. Gues I wldnt go n console her unles I'm in gd mood tt day.. Bt da fact is if I see her, I wldnt b hapy nor gd mood 4 any moment..

I jz wan 2 finish her off den jz off wif it.. Jz hate.. It's jz lik a mountain of shit in front of u or rather it's jz lik a piece of shit kip stickin wif u, yet u cun wash it off it cun be.. Trailing wif u n makin u stink no matter where u go.. I gues I muz thank dis shit 4 doin such things 2 me.. Cz w/o da shit bad things wldn't com 2 me den lettin me 2 noe the downs of da life of a human.. Yea, thx u piece of shit..

Den 2day sth unpleasant happened.. I din do my chinese hmk den tio shelling lik siao.. Haf 2 experience aftermath oso.. Sianz.. Jz din do cz dun fel lik doin it.. Can? U nt hapy den nt happy la.. Show me da attitude 4 wad? Wen u show da attitude, hw wld I dare 2 ask u 2 clear my doubts? yet u stil say duno can com n ask.. Bt by showin tt face, u tink I dare 2 ask meh.. U wan 2 show, show it 2 da ones hu wans it.. Show it 2 me once ok liao.. Y muz u show it twice? One durin lesson, one aft lesson even after I handed up? Damn it.. U wan, u ask dos ppl out n den shel dem ltr la.. Y bother wastin tim 2 shel in classs? Wasdte ur time n oso others' time wad? Jz duno wad type of logic r u holdin on2.. Sianz..

2day, I've been thinking.. Thinking if I shld drop any of my A-level content subjects.. Cz gt 1 wich is of no link or connecttion wif other 3s.. W/o S-paper, the 4 A-level stil serves me well.. Bt shld I drop it? I'm stil considering.. Sianz.. Takin da 4 A-Level subjects is 4 da sole purpose of gettin a S-paper.. Bt now I din get any.. So shld I drop even though it jz serves da same function? I'm damn confused.. Esp aft such an unhappy episode that had happened.. haiz.. Shld I or shld I nt? If I drop it, I wil b facin tt damn face of da gal.. Sianz.. Haiz..

Y muz life b so unfair and contradictory? Tt's y I hope sb can jz tak me away.. Away frm dis world..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:57 pm