[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010

[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

'Epidemic?'

Dese few days r so damn strange.. Ppl kip falling sick.. Even my hse oso gt ppl falling sick.. Jz 1 person gt a cough, den it spread 2 becom fever.. I wonder is it a new kind of epidemic.. Y cun tt person in my hse hu gt a cough go n c a doc n gt proper medication? Nw see wad happens? All cz of u, nw whole hse is infected.. U muz b feling gr8 huh?!


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:08 pm



Friday, April 28, 2006

'My First Pool Tournament :)'

2day I duno wad 2 say oso.. I finally gt 2 play my FIRST pool tournament.. Lolz.. Well, we lost 2 the other team 2 - 3.. Bt nt dos kind of bad loss k? We lost jz by a mere ball.. Haha.. Bt anw, once it's a lost it means it's a lost la.. Haha.. Bt den I'm so nervous lorz.. While competin.. Sianz..

Den I gt 2 play, cz dos hu r suposed 2 play cldnt attend.. So I "bo bian" stand in lorz.. Bt it was fun n experience 4 me la.. Was trembling lorz.. Cun even stand properly.. Hee.. Cz under lots n lots of stress ma.. Haha.. Bt I gt sort of clear table a few times la.. Lik hit in 3 balls in 1 turn.. Haha.. Den I finally gt my portion of hitin da black ball first.. Haha.. It's lik first time in hist tt I gt 2 hit da balck ball first..

I wanted 2 share my winin and joy wif [u].. Bt I cldnt locate u.. :'( Wonder wen can I share my happines wif u..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:46 pm



Wednesday, April 26, 2006

'Friend vs Best Friend'

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number(cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online buddies
Friends Forever!

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say, I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:18 pm



Saturday, April 22, 2006

'Get out!'

It's jz so madenin 2day.. It's frustrating.. Hey listen up! Dis is adressed 2 u if u ever come by, if nt, den let me out my anger here..

Hey! U r a welfare representatif.. Wad it means? It means u r a leader of the class comite.. U OUGHT TO BE responsible and NT SHRUG OFF responsibilities.. 1st few ocasions, it's ok.. Bt nw u shift everything away to sb hu's innocent n nt involved AT ALL!! U dis female bred of canine, u jz fark off la.. Damn it! U r suposed 2 shoulder it, n nt shrug it off.. Even any dog wld b much mor responsible den u.. Luckily u r nt any dog wich is help 2 da blinds.. If nt, I tink all blinds wld b long dead.. Mayb we shld thank u 4 tt? 4 clearing dos hu r unfortunate den us? Tt's jz so IRRESPONSIBLE of u, u female bred!

It's jz so maddening.. It's hers de lorz.. Y push 2 d other person 2 do? It's jz pure manipulation of people's gd points.. She's quiet, n sociable, n wld nt opose any favors frm ppl.. BUT tt DOESN'T gif u da permision 2 do so! People did tel u b4 wad u r suposed 2 do, u jz say"4gt le".. Clear everything.. I duno wad 2 say.. I tink u dun deserve 2 b any rep, mayb u shld jz gt out of my sight! Get OUT!

Anw.. It's so so so so so so maddenin 2 haf such ppl ard.. Damn it! Enuf of it.. 2day went 2 IPPT.. Wel pass all, fail pull ups! Haha.. Mayb it's expected ba.. Bt reflect on my entry previously,wad emotion shld I b hafin? Lolz..

..reh u c I, emit reom enO
!em mrf ti teg ll"U
!lleh kil refus kam liW


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:09 pm



Friday, April 21, 2006

'I finally understand..'

I finally come 2 an understanding.. Doin number of pull ups is da pride of a guy.. Da more u do, da more pride u gt.. If u cun do, u wil b scorned, laughed at.. U wld b looked upon as a worthless piece of shit.. No matter hw strong is ur academic or strengths of other areas of .. Wil b scorned n luffed at..

I'm stil wondering.. Wad da hell m I living 4? I'm subjected 2 all da bad things in life (wrt me).. I jz found out a piece of sadenin news wich I shant say it.. Well, mayb I shld b hapy 4 her.. 4 she has alr found da true hapines tt she's bin waitin 4..

Den 2day it poured heavily.. I gues I shld haf walked in da rain if nt 4 my file hafin crack n cun b put in2 my bag.. (sharks!) Bt I wld rrly wish 4 it 2 pour again tml jz lik jz nw.. Clear my head! Wash out al my memories n b a new reset com.. Mayb it wld b beta dis way.. Den I wld probably b much mor hapier.. I jz duno y it's lik tt.. Bt it's a portrait of a v sad picture.. A very sad picture wich cun evoke any tears or any felings frm da paint looker.. Gues it's a bad pic tt I'm lookin at ba..

It rained heavily.. Tt's all I wish I can rmb, n 4gt da rest..
I wonder wen can I b rrly treasured by others..
Wen wil my waitin 4 u ends?


..zboS ..efil 2ni new dne liw tI

However sth 2 cheer up.. I cld b selected 2 b da stage manager 4 lightings 4 da Arts Fusion in my sch.. Yea.. A technician's dream of mine.. A technician-wanabe.. Haha..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:43 pm



Wednesday, April 19, 2006

'Politics..'

2day, I duno y m I able 2 find such a fine time 2 sit n chit chat wif frens in da starbucks.. Lolz.. I gt tons of work 2 do, yet I'm able 2 do tt.. Shld I fel guilty or nt? I jz recef a mail frm fren.. He said tt dere r politics in da class.. Bt den on further probing, I ask y is dere politics in da class.. He say ppl r sort of ganged up against his, den always speak bad abt him or sumtimes even his grps.. I jz sort of say mayb it's nt politics, bt mayb it's gossip.. Den I jz sort of ask him 2 relax, dun tink 2 much.. Cz da thing he so called it politics is actually rivalry or rather in nt-so-gd terms gossips.. Den dis lead 2 another sayin.. Does gossip equated to politics? I wonder..

Does politics rrly present in our lives? In schs, offices or even homes? I duno.. Mayb sb can gimme a real definition of wad is politics? Examples of politics? Bt dun gimme stupid ans lik government gt politics la.. Lao eh.. I mean wad is real definition of politics in normal, daily lives lik ours as normal citizens.. Hw r dey classified? Sb tell me..

Bt seriously la.. I tink my fren hu told me his own defn of politics wif da incident abof.. I tink it rrly so b****** of him 2 say dis 2 me lorz.. Sianz..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:23 pm



Thursday, April 13, 2006

'Go Away!'

Well, so far I duno wada hell am I doin nor m I typin now.. I jz sort of lose everything tt I haf passion 4.. I nw dun lik 2 eat wich I used 2 lik, dun lik 2 blog wich I used 2 lik, dun lik chem wich I used 2 haf lots of passion 4, n mnay other more.. Things jz change.. I jz b-com mor bengz.. Jz seein mor n mor ppl nt to my liking (bu4 shuang3 them la).. I duno y lorz.. Is I change or ppl ard me change wif me resisitin it? I duno..

Tml is Good Friday.. A time 4 break.. Bt den gt tons tons of work 2 do.. Sianz.. I oso duno lorz.. My SGC duno wad gona write 4 da CCA column.. Y muz da sch implement dis? Damn it! Sianz.. Y cun jz let me graduate wif peace or wadso eva.. Haiz.. Things r always being made hard 4 me I gues.. I nv haf an easy tim nearin my graduation de.. I nv noe y.. Or perhaps I dun care y.. Lolz..

Haiz.. A Lvs ar.. Leave me further away.. Dun come!!


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:25 pm





'*shrug*'

Well, I duno if I shld b harpy or nt.. I gt Band 1 for my PW.. It was a very tedious 1 anw.. Bt glad we jz pull thru it, n den gt our grades.. I was so damn nervous 2day.. Tot I wld get a 2 cz I dun tink I did well 4 my PI n I&R.. Bt nonetheless, jz pul thru.. Haiz.. Bt som of my frens gt 2.. Bt look on da brightside.. Mayb I gt lowest Band 1, dey gt highest Band 2.. Haha..

Duno shld b hapy or nt.. Confused..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:17 pm



Friday, April 07, 2006

'My True Color'

Take this test at Tickle


Your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them ? your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness ? trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.


wooHoo.. So does dis imply I'm a preofessional orientated person? Lolz..



Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:51 pm



Sunday, April 02, 2006

'Har~'

2day I went to flip da newspaper.. Den I found out sth.. Even dogs gt blog.. *shrug* Is da dogs in S'pore getin a life beta n beta dese days? Well, it seems well much beta life 4 da dogs.. Dey seem so carefree.. Jz eat, slp, play.. Tt's all dey do.. As compared to us students.. We slog n slog.. Bt den we jz cld nv achieve wad we wan.. 4 me at least.. Haiz..

Even lives of dogs r beta den us, den wad do we humans 4?


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:09 pm