[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
 Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
 Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
 Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
 Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

'Arts Fusion'

It seem a very long time since my last entry abt my shifting.. Lolz.. Well, my hands r itchy 2 blog aft such a long absence.. Well, let me say sth abt arts fusion so far..

I'm da lighting crew for the arts fusion e toir musica performance.. It rrly sux manz.. Da lightin of da sch sux.. Den we haf 2 create gd lightings frm it.. It is ALMOST linear eqn to making gold blks out of piles of shit.. Haiz.. Wad 2 do? Haiz..

I do long for a quiet time alone.. Bt sch stress is all up.. My work is all gg da bear stock market.. It jz kept gg down n doen n down.. As if it wld nv stop.. Haiz..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:57 pm



Wednesday, May 17, 2006

'Shifting'

Well, dis has been a rather bz week, n tirin wk as well.. My hse is gona b renovated (at last man!), den we haf 2 shift things all over.. Packin things, discarding things.. So damn tiring.. Den my parents kip askin if my work is affected.. Well, I gas I muz clarify.. Wad dey affect is only my speed of completin my tutorials.. Nth else has been affected.. Bt I gues it's parental instincts ba.. Den I'm shiftin 2 a terrace hse.. B4 u mak any asumptions, jz wana tel it's nt my hse, it's my uncle's.. Den may nt go online or even do my fav activity: Blogging.. Haiz..

Den worse cun b worse.. My results r gg da bear type stock market.. It's so horrible.. I cun tak da stress.. Den I gues I was so damn stressed up..

..u ta dekool I
..tnelis nianmer tb, cab kool U
?naem u daW


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:45 pm



Saturday, May 13, 2006

'Lighting Technician's Words'

2day was a f*** up day.. I mean, well, I finaly cld gt hold of da technician experience on lightings n audio perhaps.. It's damn tiring n driven crazy 4 me.. Den worse things can hapen is tt I sprained my ankle n was on da way of recovery den nw it's sort of bac 2 sq 1 again.. No improfments.. :'( Haiz.. Bt nvm.. Let me tok abt dis 'working' experience..

Well, 2day we started work late.. Cz as usual, S'poreans lik 2 drag here n dere.. Den me frm a lightin team has 2 swap 2 audio team of setting up of mikes.. N chairs.. Gawd.. I've ben swapin here n dere.. Frm lightings 2 audio den 2 shifting things.. Haiz.. Damn greulin n tirin lorz.. Okiez nvm.. Let's cont.. Den my team has 2 help da guitar, n besides tt haf 2 help CO n band.. Den I'e gt nth 2 complain against band or guitar.. Cz da demands tt dey set 4 last min is reasonable.. Nt demands la.. A better word "requests".. Bt CO.. Gt quite an awbful bit 2 rant n chant abt it..

Wa lao eh.. Can jz tel u lor.. CO made me run da mst.. If my old injury is up, dey r supp 2 b blamed? I mean dey sort of nv compromise manz.. Say 1, den muz present it in split second.. I mean ppl do impress wad dey see 4 guitar.. Bt dis was all pre-arranged.. All prep was done.. Wad 2 do, wad nt 2 improf was all done up.. Den of cz naturaly, it looked gd la.. Den CO din even prac wif me, den wan me 2 do da sam as guitar.. I mean dis is rrly out of my limits.. Den it's total mess 2day.. All r in a mess.. Includin all 3 grps except guitar wich was a bit beta.. Deir sitin arrangement tok an average 10min per show 2 arrange.. Tt's 'fantastically' long manz..

I mean I shldnt haf complained.. Bt den? My leg is rrly pain lorz.. Wad rrly makes me bear wif it is da [u] whom I hope 4.. It's [u] hu pushed me on.. Bt I duno if [u] noe a nt..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:31 pm



Sunday, May 07, 2006

'Election Report Card + My Own Understanding'

2day marks the end of all the rallies n politics polls.. I stayed up lat ytd 2 gt da first hand results of all the polls.. Bt dis tim, all seems to b a big lose 4 da PAP.. Haiz.. As compared to da mandate of last electuon, dey haf droped frm 75.3% to a whoppin low of ard 65%.. Well wad does dis show? Mayb it's due course tt dere r more younger voters, n dey rrly wan 2 c da clash btw parties.. Lik wad MM says.. "U young people like to see the clash among all the parties. Want to see a big fight" Well, me as a non-voter, cld only see wads gg on, n den jz mayb analyse the best as I cld.. I try.. Here r da results of ytd's polls:

GRC (6-seats):

Ang Mo Kio:
PAP:96591 votes (66.13%)
WP:49468 votes (33.87%)

Pasir Ris-Punggol:
PAP:113271 votes (68.70%)
SDA:5160 votes (31.30%)

Sembawang:
PAP:130143 votes (76.70%)
SDP:39534 votes (23.30%)

GRC (5 seats):

Aljuni:
PAP:74810 votes (56.08%)
WP:58585 votes (43.92%)

East Coast:
PAP:66890 votes (63.85%)
WP:37867 votes (36.15%)

Jalan Besar:
PAP:58898 votes (69.26%)
SDA:26146 votes (30.74%)

Tampines:
PAP:80356 votes (68.51%)
SDA:36942 votes (31.49%)

Single seat Constiuent:

Bukit Panjang:
PAP:21647 votes (77.18%)
SDP:6400 votes (22.82%)

Chua Chu Kang:
PAP:14151 votes (60.37%)
SDA:9290 votes (39.63%)

Hougang:
PAP:8306 votes (37.26%)
WP:13897 votes (62.74%)

Joo Chiat:
PAP:12222 votes (65.01%)
WP:65777 votes (34.99%)

MacPherson:
PAP:13182 votes(68.48%)
SDA:6067 votes (31.52%)

Nee Soon Central:
PAP:14210 votes (65.37%)
WP:7527 votes (34.63%)

Nee Soon East:
PAP:20945 votes (68.72%)
WP:9533 votes (31.28%)

Potong Pasir:
PAP:6518 votes (44.16%)
SDA:8242 votes (55.84%)

Yio Chu Kang:
PAP:15721 votes (68.27%) S
DA:7305 votes (31.73%)

Well, u cld see.. Da polls for PAP highest is 76.70%, n da lowest is 56.08%.. N d rest range btw 60.37% to 69.26% for d won constituents of PAP.. Den u cld see da average cld only b ard 65% to 67%.. Den it is rrly rrly a whoppin low as compared to da last mandate that PAP haf.. Den thru out dis election, dere r several incidences.. One of da famous 1 is da Gomez incident.. Well, tt 1 I duno wad shld I classify it under? No integrity? Bt he has apologised.. So? I duno..

Den once again, SDP has proven itself 2 b a low class opposition.. It uses mst underhand means of defamation.. It's nt tt I try 2 side wif any parties.. Bt it's tru, at least wrt me.. 2 say it badly, it's rrly a Singapore version of the Taiwan's government political party.. It's rrly a disgrace manz.. Dun u agree? If u haf followed it quite closely.. Den another thing is tt dey kip usin d salaries of da ministers 2 rouse d emotions of d voters.. I wld jz wana ask dem a qn: "Aren't u al sick of usin tt? It's out-of-date liaoz.. Try sth beta?" I mean isn't it? las tim, Chee (SDP) says tt PAP misplace da 15b, den ask 4 an explanation in da mst rude manner.. If I recall correctly it shld b sth lik tt:"Goh Chok Tong, where is da 15b?" I mean where r ur manners? I mean at least u shld haf address SM Goh (last tim PM Goh) as Mr Goh.. Shldnt tt b da least manner u offer? Den nw, u address da issue of salaries of the ministers.. Y cun u guys mof away frm da topic of money n finance?

However, among all dese electoral constituents, I gues da mst hard fought is Aljuni n Hougang and Ang Mo Kio GRC.. Aljuni is da most hard fought 1.. Cz da polls r so close.. Within 13% range.. Den given tt dis is da first tim tt da opposition challenge GRC, this is rrly a nt bad report card.. Closely followed by Ang Mo Kio GRC.. Though it's nt closely tied wif da PAP, bt again given it's da first time, it's a nt bad report card le la.. Den Hougang is also another 1.. PAP has expected it 2 win it bac frm WP.. Bt again, it failed.. Mayb cz da residents gt used to b under WP, n mayb prefer his ba.. I'm nt sure.. Bt I gues dey prefer da old, rather den young ba..

Another thing I notice abt da election is tt dey kip on usin da upgrading plan in tryin 2 buy ppl over.. Lik Potong Pasir, da PAP tried 2 win dem over by sayin tt a big sum of money wld b given 2 dem 2 build da lifts tt wil reach every floor.. Den PAP even say Chiam (SDA) dun haf enuf funds 2 build.. Den he went 2 show da acct 2 da public, n prove tt he rrly has enuf fund 2 gif every blk da lifts.. Den I gues da statement given by PAP backfired..N it rrly did..Bt y wld PAP wld wan 2 use upgradin as a plan again n again? Y nt dey try sth new? Such as benefits for d citizens besides upgrading, n mayb dey shld try out economical benefits.. Nt b4 da election, bt aft elections as well.. Mayb ba.. I mean dese r only hypothesis on theory-based.. Practically, I wldnt noe anything..

From dis election, I cld c tt Worker's Party (WP) did put up a gd fight.. Dey rrly did.. Dey went 2 vye 4 da GRCs, even thou knowin fully tt dey wil lose.. Bt al dey ask 4 was a gd report card.. N I gues dey did it.. Look at their election results, den mayb u noe wad I meant le ba.. It's a rrly gd fight.. I mean thru out da whole election, dey nv did anything wrong, well except 4 da Gomez incident, dey rrly played well.. Dey didnt stoop tt low 2 defame others, bt dey merely argued bac wif facts n evidence.. Tt's rrly gd, n even thou dey r nt 1st class opposition, bt dey r certainly ful of sportsmanship party.. In my opinion, dey r certainly 1 of da best players ard in dis election.. Dun u agre? Lolz..

Toking abt young, dere r several young candidates fielded in dis election.. Lolz.. Well, mayb I shldnt comment tt much ba.. Cz me is stil an underaged.. Lolz..Bt den dis poll only proves one thing: "There's no such thing such as unexpected win or loss." Den aft all dese understandings, I wld jz wana stress again.. All dese r rrly based on my own understanding, if anything is wrong, or u dun agree, jz fel free 2 tag.. Tags r welcomed.. Lolz.. I've gt a plea.. Plz dun hold my blog or me responsible 4 anything 2 happen..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:21 pm



Saturday, May 06, 2006

'Censorship?'

Well, I duno wad cld b writen, bt I gues my hoby of writing blogs cld com 2 a crumbling end.. Cz mayb I'm so liberal in expresin wad I wan 2 say.. If I wan 2 say sb is nt tt gd, I wld jz shot it out str.. N tt earns me a str road 2 possibility of kena banned n facin discipline actions frm ppl.. Yea.. So hw? Hu shld I express dis honorable glorious end 2? U noe urself.. I dun wish 2 say it.. Dere's lot more..

I jz dun understand.. Dis blog is mine.. If I'm nt allowed 2 write wad I wan.. Den wad da hell logic is it? I din write anything racist, I jz merely express my dislik for ppl whom I rrly dislik, thus lead 2 labeling.. Is dis a fault? In ur eyes, yes it is cz it's nt rite 2 label.. Bt in my eyes, it's nt cz I''m fre 2 expres, y wld u wan a blog tt is nt expressed by the writer him or herself.. Blog is wad? Can u define? If u cldnt define it correctly, y nt jz define according 2 da writer's POV? I duno..

Dis blog is mine, so if read, jz read.. U can do da censorship URSELF.. I dun care?


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:08 pm



Thursday, May 04, 2006

'骄者必败 + Backstabbers'

I finaly understand.. I finaly understand da meaning behind da chinese sayin 骄者必败.. It rrly hapens 2 me liaoz.. All my tests results r so sucky, n damned.. I tink mayb it jz shot off my head tt I shld haf worked harder or at least try 2 b consistent wif moi work.. Bt den all din hapen, I sorts slack my way thru.. Skipin as many as tasks as possible.. Perhaps it's my irresponsibility 2 pon so many work.. Haiz.. Gues, I'm a lazy lion.. Haiz..

I've oso learn tt it's impt 2 censor wad u say.. Da attitude tt sb had 2wards mak me realise in a v hard way.. Gas I've 2 say a big sry den.. Haiz.. I'f oso learnt tt it's oso impt 2 lok out 4 da frens.. Cz dey cld jz bacstab u w/o even u noein it.. Bt I gas this is da meaning of bacstab ba.. It's meant tt it is supposed 2 harm u catchin u unawared, den down u go for nex wave of attacks 2 com.. I gues I'm in 1 of it.. All I haf 2 do is mayb don a mask? Be on guard on others? I gues so ba.. Gif dem d other 1.. Da masked 1.. It's beta ba.. I gues so..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:26 pm