[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
 Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
 Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
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[E]nemies
 Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

'Individual Style vs Conformity'

Well, jz a few mor days den it's prelims alr.. I wonder hw m I gona survive dis prelim.. Haiz.. Do I rrly haf 2 drop.. A part is sayin drop is beta, d other part is sayin nt 2 drop cz dere's a possibility tt dere is a gd result comin frm it.. Bt again, probablity is jz so smal, I gues dis is wad humans normaly do, hang to even the slightest hope even tho it's negligible.. It's human instict ba.. I tink.. I jz wondered y m I chosen 2 b a human, n mak 2 fel al sorts of things except happines wrt me? lookin at dos animals, dey seem so much carefree den us, jz tt dey live in constant fear of starvation n predators.. So I rrly duno wada hel m I writin abt nw.. Everything seems jz so freak off 2 me..

The previous entry wasnt tt I was pessimistic.. (An isane person wld nv say themselves is insane) Bt it was kinda a tot of mine wen I hapen 2 walk pass by a couple.. N da partner say y cun both change 2 da same behavior n areas of specialisation.. I sort of damn sian wen I heard tt.. Somor, I think bac n reflect on hw society inflict torture on the less academically inclined individuals.. I tink we r rrly moving 2wards a uniform identity instead of keepin our own diversed identities.. I rrly tink tt da society is rrly preaching water, drink wine policy n ways of doin things.. I duno if dis is an unanimous decision by the whole society or is it a false illusion tt I'm harpin at.. I rrly duno, bt I gues I haf da liberty 2 expres my thots so long it does nt hurt anyone.. (i.e. racist remarks, critisms against govt, etc) Bt dis is rrly botherin me.. Cz dis thing sudenly led me bac 2 tinkin a old dated movie "Dead Poet Society"..

In da movie, it is said by da main charac (teacher) "everybody muz hav their own style, their own perspective on the things dey do".. Dis movie left a deep impresion on me wich is da walking scene and da last scene where students stand on da tables.. Da walkin scene did strike me da most.. 3 of da students were selected n has 2 start walking.. Den at first, dey din walk in sam pace n line.. Den slowly it turned to al 3 walkin on the same leg, same timing n almost everything is da same.. Den whilst walking, one of the surrounding students clapped, den da rest follow.. Doesnt dis empirically show the each of da individuals r moving towards conformity, n a comon identity in fear of being left out? I duno.. U guys judge 4 urself.. Cz dis is my own perspective of seeing things n interpretin da show.. If u gt other interpretation, jz fel fre 2 tag at da tag box by da side..

I duno.. Bt I jz fel tt it's no longer da sam anymor.. Unlik da Os, where i'm confident of sure pass bt jz duno wherther can mak it 2 a JC or nt.. I'm nw nt even sure if I can pass my As n go 2 uni or nt.. Perhaps cz I'm stil nt confident of my sch ba.. Tt's y.. It's since 2 yrs since I'm at jc.. Bt den again, da felin is nv da same.. Though I met v gd chers, bt tt din boost my confidence.. My academic performance worries me mor.. I've been takin da last positions of almost everything.. haiz.. Tinkin of it.. I'm so sian alr.. I wonder hw much mor do I haf 2 bear up wif such psychological torment.. Rrly cun tak it anymore..

I've been mor n mor bad tempered.. Mor n more easily irritated.. Even da slightest thing pissed me off 2 da extreme.. Rrly I duno wen wil al dis end.. Rrly.. If dere's ever a tech tt can go into da mind of others, I wld rather use tt manz.. I duno y I wld use tt tech.. I rrly duno.. (siao liao)

Bac again.. A cursed hell reject cun do much.. Jz another blackhole on the earth 2 sap things n nv return it.. Btw, Mr Brown rox in his jokes manz.. (no meaning)


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:21 am