SaMuRaI

[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." [S]amurai Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." -Nietzsche "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." -Frederich N. "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" -Plato "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" -President Roosevelt "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" -Mother Teresa "The fool wonders, the wise asks" -Benjamin Disraeli "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" -Spiderman 3 "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

Sunday, October 29, 2006 *'Battle Arriving Soon..'* Well, dis wk tt we haf ben waitin 4 is comin in a few hrs time.. It's gona b a long ride ahead.. Dun even noe if my soldiers can tak it.. Haiz.. Bt nonetheless, we fight.. Thou we may nt b securin a victory, bt we wil mak dem fite nonetheless.. 2 me, al dese sound so awe-aspiring.. As if I'm hearin 2 som gr8 guys toking.. Bt however, wen I do rrly tak a closer lok, it's actually a failer hu's tokin.. A failure hu's tokin rather awesomely wel in motivating ppl.. Haiz.. Well, again, I failed again on sat.. My maths can say 2 b on da horrible downfal, n gg a bear stock market.. Esp my stats.. Ppl r al lokin at me wif a queer look.. Stats r said 2 b ez, bt 2 me, it's so damn hard.. Haiz.. Esp da probability.. Until now, it is stil so unprepared.. Dun even noe hw m I gg 2 fite dis battle.. Haiz.. Wel, given an old sayin n stereotyping.. One hu is gd in maths may nt be gd in phy, however one hu is gd in phy wil b gd in maths.. I wonder hu said tt? 4 me, I gues 1 more word 2 add.. Da word is "generally".. Cz me is da opp, n it's met wif gr8 critisims.. Haiz.. Dno wad 2 say oso.. Haiz.. Even ppl dun believe wad I said.. Dey tot I was crappin until ytd.. Den do dey noe I ain't crapin at all.. Dis is 4 real.. Haiz.. I've gt nth 2 say.. Bt I can say I've once again trample n spoil da reputataion of samurais.. I've disgraced da honor bestowed on me.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:08 pm Saturday, October 21, 2006 *'Sad Day..'* Well, since I'm gona slp.. Mayb jz blog a few words b4 go slp ba.. 2day's a very very sad day 4 me.. Nt cz I din gt my fav food 2 eat, nor did I din gt enuf slp, nor did I haf muscle ache or wadsoeva.. I failed my job as a Dark Samurai.. The job requires me 2 seek a mind of stillness, n calm.. Nt 2 b preoccupied with anything.. Haiz.. Bt again, it's easier said den done.. I jz cldnt gt things out of my head while solving sums.. Though I muz admit I did gif myself som pressure.. Cz I dunwish 2 b behind each other.. Cz given last tim I cld do wel, I dun wana lose out 2 dos hu jz newly com in.. I gues I did rrly gif myself 2 much presure.. I rrly fail my job as a Samurai.. Hw I wish she wld b dere consoling me.. bt she wasn't dere.. So I gues it's beta 2 kip it.. Even though she's dere, I gues it muz b rite 2 put on a brave front rather than show it al out.. Even I wish ppl 2 show it al out, bt I wldnt want tt 4 me, cz I'm kinda sort of stramge.. Cldnt explain it.. Haiz.. I wish I hadn't been here.. Cz I'm much of a trouble rather den help.. I fel so tired.. I fel so guilty.. Bt I wish 2 sek a mind of stillness, and calm.. I rrly hope I can do it.. Bt presure quite high 4 me 2 do such things.. Haiz.. 2day's a sad day for Samurai xiaofeixia.. He's disgraced da name.. Honor of samurai is also being thrown.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:09 pm Friday, October 20, 2006 *'Runin 4 me?'* Kaoz.. Da com is right in front.. Cldnt stop da urge 2 blog.. Lolz.. [muz control la!] So I gues 2day shld be ok 4 me.. Well, I FINALLY ran.. Jz lik hw I promise 2 run in da morning.. Kaoz.. First tim runin in morning is rrly a great challenge 4 me lorz.. I mean nv run so long in da mornin b4.. First tim, 1 shot 5.6km.. Felin after sweat out quite gd la.. No wonder ppl say runin is gd, esp da after effect of sweatin out.. Bt den being da first timer I cld only experiene it a little.. In fact I fel lik vomitin.. Felin damn shit.. Lolz.. Den my leg damn pain.. Nt da muscles, da flat part of my feet.. Damn pain lorz.. Den after a small sleep, it seems quite ok alr.. Bt stil pain.. Argh.. Den came hm, ate breakfast.. Den do work.. Bt den damn tired.. Cz slept at 3 woke up at near 7, runin start ard 0715.. Damn tired.. Lolz.. Com hm, bath, eat, den go slp.. Lolz.. Den did som work, b4 I blog.. [i'm nt tt lazy hor!] ~~Haiz.. Damn sianz ar.. Help me out!~~ Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:59 am Thursday, October 19, 2006 *'Look On The Brighter Side!'* Well, it seems tt ppl r so frenzy over da NS letter sending.. haiz.. Y wld 1 so eger 2 go in? I mean everybody wil gt ur turn de ma.. U wil haf 2 do ur part as a male to ur country de wad.. Y wld u wan 2 b so sad wen u din recef ur letter as fast as ur frens? No nid worry la.. Look frm another angle.. If u cun go in early, u can enjoy much mor freedom, n earn mor money den those hu r in army.. Oso u cld oso gt som of ur things done within this period.. U cld go anywhere u lik so long u dun break da laws sset doen by da NS la.. Cz in NS, u may nt has as much freedom as wad u r having nw.. In NS, it's military life.. No more "young master" life, or wad sort of comfy lifestyles u cld tink of.. Cz inside it's rules n rules n mor rules.. U haf 2 obey dem, cz dey r trng u 2 transform a boy to a man.. No longer tt little kid runing down da orchard road, shoppin ard, chit chating or leisure.. So dun wory, if u cun go in early.. Lokk frmd a bright side! ;) Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:54 pm *'Grrr..'* It seems damn hard le lorz.. Everything has become so blurish.. I cun stand it anymor.. I rrly duno if I can pul thru da A lvls a nt.. Damn stressed out.. Though on leave, bt da problem lies in da fact I tend 2 use com, bt I stil cont 2 do my work la.. Haiz.. Samurai xiaofeixia rrly gona have 2 fite on peservere on.. His comrades haf done it.. His forefathers n teachers haf fought dis war.. Dey haf conquered it.. Shldnt I haf da spirit oso? Muz win da war.. Pressure is surging up.. qite sianz abt it.. Bt others b4 me has rrly fought it n won.. Muz seek a mind of stillness, and calm.. So tt everything can do til my best potential.. Jz lik fitin a war.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:40 am Monday, October 16, 2006 *'Stop Barging! U will lose..'* I finaly understand sth.. Humans nv understand each other as dey claim 2 b.. Even ur parents say dey understand u as wel as dey nor their own body.. I wana say it's all f*ing lie.. A lie tt u wil always hear wen u r kena scolded or repriminded by dem.. I tink it's dumb.. N no such thing such as dey noe beta den we noe ourselves.. They ONLY claim 2 b.. It's a lie! Dun u understand? I tel u sth.. Humans afterall is humans.. Individual is individuals afterall.. Dey r nt linked 2 tgt in one way or another.. U cun FULLY understand da individual let alone understandin beta den da individual dey demselves noe.. So stop tt lie! It's so fing rude say u noe beta of sb den tt sb noe of demselves.. I jz cun stand it.. Afteral, we reserve da right 2 cry 4 justice wen we r wronged.. Even criminals r given trials b4 their execution.. However, it is out of respect 4 our elder, tt do we refrain frm cryin out injustice.. Even though, we do so, it is based on the assumption tt it's coutesy tt u tak a step bac, n nt tak a step forward.. Din ur learning tel u it's rude of u 2 tak advantages of others? So therefore, if we roar back, shldnt u haf urself 2 b blamed? Y r u stil showin tt face? Esp wen u r wrong.. Though I say sry (wich I din comit any wrong in da first place), isn't it a basic courtesy tt I've offered? I admit at times I took advantage of others, however, I do return dem.. Den hu r u 2 barge in2 my private space? Control dis n control tt? I'm no longer da smal kid whom u can order ard.. I've a say of my own, isn't it right 4 u be outside of my space b4 I ask u in? It's AGAIN damn RUDE of u 2 barge in.. Where r ur manners? Haven't u learnt wad r da consequences of dictatorship? Dictators do not have a happily-ever-after ending, n it raise much unhappiness among its own ppl.. Ppl den revolt.. Pushing da dictator down, n re-establish new 1.. So shldnt u jz b at da bay n stop controllin? Parents sometiomes r stil holding da strings damn tight.. Lik controllin a kite lik tt.. Even da kite is more or less stable alr, dey stil held on fast.. Wda happen? According 2 N1/2L, if da tension is greater den wad da string can hold, dere is a resultant force.. Den wad happen? It breaks.. Den say "bye bye" 2 wadeva u r holdin on.. So here's an advice.. Dun control 2 hard.. If nt u wil end up losing more.. So wad shld u do? I gues u noe it urself.. Lastly, I found a quote quite nice la.. I tink it's tru lorz.. Wad for hopin wen it's of no hope anymor.. It's by Nietzsche: "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man. "* Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:57 pm Friday, October 13, 2006 *'Leaving for good? Y put it dis way wen we r nt?'* Ok.. Finaly da day is here.. I'm graduated frm a JC.. Den it's so sian lorz.. Da ceremony is so damn sian.. It's as if it's som las day of sch, n we part n nv 2 see each other again.. It's so damn sian.. Haiz.. Dere's sth wich I'm stil unhapy wif.. Y wld sb place grad ceremony aft sch 1? Piangz.. Shldnt it b on mornin n let us go by aftrenon? So sianz.. Other schs al lik put in mornin lorz.. Den we afternon.. So strange.. Anw, let me describe da ceremony.. (I dun lik 2 anw) Wells, b4 we r supposed 2 gt ready 4 ceremony, we sort of sat down dere.. So sianz.. Den al da usual la.. Thank da teachers.. I mean it's ok la.. Cz som teachers rrly help me, bt som din lorz.. Thank dem 4 wad? Wad kind of logic is tt? I dun gt it at all.. Den nvm, after al, we haf 2 hear da principal 2 gif speech (i tnk it's crap n useless) den show us a film of hw peserverence of a handicapped sailor gt bac his full duty as a diver.. I mean it's gd la.. Bt den it's again an ideal case.. I mean dere r ppl hu gt it, bt mst dun rite? Somor if u wana insist tt u can, den I wld say a military trained man feels tt he is duty bound, n wld try his best 2 gt it bac.. No matter hw much it's gona 2 cost him.. It's da sheer determination trained up.. Bt do we haf it? U chek ard.. Hw many of ur frens ard pressed on n nv gif up? Nt many rite? So it jz proves da case.. Thou dere r exceptions lorz.. Den we proceed on 2 prize presentation.. Den gif gif gif.. until it's turn 2 gif out da certs of graduation.. I fel it's so dumb lorz.. Certs of graduation (wrt me) is only uselful wen we r in uni.. Cz tt's wad da society wans.. Somor it's nt as if if da cert is frm top JC, u wil b given previlege.. So gif 4 wad? Waste money.. Den da dumbest of all is tt we r supp 2 go up stage one by one 2 recif it.. It's so dumb 2 me.. Wads mor dumber is tt we r supp 2 present ourselves.. Den we discus on hw 2 say thx or express graditude 2 our CT.. So lame lorz.. Den so sian lorz.. Wait til damn long den my turn.. U imagine waitin 490+ students before u.. I c if u r sianz.. Wa lao.. Rrly it's pissin me off.. N I dun even noe hu cam up wif dis idea anw.. Even if dey wan 2 gif, den gif out in respective CTG venue lorz.. Faster n meaningful lorz.. Go up stage n say u've graduated.. C'mon lorz.. Everybody's graduating, wad's so big abt ur graduation? Anw, I fel it's so damn dumb.. Wastin my time.. Imagine rotting dere 3+ hrs dere where half of da tim is waitin 4 ur turn.. Hw u fel? Duno wich donkeyhole com up wif dis idea.. Muz b a great deal of tim 2 waste.. Den folow by speech given by som representatives.. I tink dey r sort of al abt da sam lorz.. Put in a bad light is tt all is cliche lorz.. Bt den dere is 1 rep hu say until as if we cam bac frm war.. he gave me dis feeling.. We jz cam bac frm war, n we muz rmb dos hu haf died frm fitin dis war.. we muz rmb it's deir sacrifices tt make us able 2 sit here getin promoted.. I mean y mak it 2 sound so dull.. Manz.. I jz fel so out of context lorz.. I know he meant well.. Bt den da way he bring, it is so wad lorz.. As if we r getin promoted owin 2 som blodshed of others.. Lik promoted frm a lowly ranked soldier 2 an oficer.. Wa lao.. Sian lorz.. Y bring until so sad? Den expres a felin in such a way tt we r gg 2 part n nv see each other.. It is so wad lorz.. Ppl dun part forever, only wen u r dead den do u part forever.. Da world so big, surely dere wil b a chance tt u mit again.. Well, in conclusion.. I'm so hapy tt I can finaly be on my own alr.. I can b a samurai.. I can gt away frm da sch.. Yea.. So sain n tired frm da LAME grad ceremony.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:29 pm Tuesday, October 10, 2006 *'How?'* Haiz.. I duno lorz.. Bt den I wonder y da haze nv stay longer n go higher? Go higher so tt I can no nid 2 go sch.. Den I can stay at hm n rev my own work.. Sianz.. Den nw n den gt frequest headaches.. Tink beta b off dead.. So sian lorz.. Den I tink i'm addicted 2 coke.. Help me a nt? I oso duno.. Lolz.. Heard ppl b-com drug addict, tink me is da first 1 2 b called coke addict.. So sianz.. Haiz.. I wonder wen wil my battle ends.. Hw wld I wan 2 end it? A question I kip askin myself.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:08 pm Monday, October 09, 2006 *'Care Bears!'* BashfulHeart Bear There's a very cute and slightly shy little guy whose name is Bashful Heart Bear. He's the bear who shows that you don't have to talk a lot to be extra nice. His tummy symbol quietly tells his story. It's a heart timidly hidden behind a cloud. Caring Mission: He shows that it's okay to be shy. Symbol: A heart shyly peeking from behind a cloud. Personality: Shy, lovable and very soft-spoken. Character Quirk: When he feels especially shy, he seems to actually get smaller. Color:Blue-green. Best Friend: Secret Bear?but shhhh! It's a secret. Relationship Challenge: Friend Bear won't believe that he likes being alone sometimes. Motto: You learn a lot by listening. Champ Bear Champ Care Bear is a real sports star. He's great at every sport, but he's even better at sharing the real prizes of sports-fun, fitness, friendship and learning to be your best. He even shows this with his symbol?a golden trophy with star. Caring Mission: Teaches people sportsmanship. Symbol: His golden trophy symbol shows that you always win when you're a good sport. Personality: Confident and fair. Character Quirk: He's even good at games he's never played before. Color: Blue. Best Friend: Good Luck Bear Relationship Challenge: Wish Bear, when she uses her wishes to change the rules in a game. Motto: Playing fair makes the game more fun for everyone! Bestime Bear Bedtime Bear stays up nights. He's the special bear who helps people get a good night's sleep and makes sure that they have sweet dreams. There's no better bear buddy for a goodnight hug. Bedtime has a symbol that says what he's all about?a sleepy-faced moon. Caring Mission: Helps people sleep. Symbol: His crescent moon symbol represents his nighttime mission. Personality: Brave and alert (at night). Character Quirk: During the day, he's always confused or dozing off. Color: Blue. Best Friend: Wish Bear Relationship Challenge: He is baffled at how to help Friend Bear get over her fear of the dark. Motto: Sleep is what I do best! Cheer Bear Cheer Bear is a very happy Care Bear who helps others see the bright side of life. She will sometimes even do a cheer to help make someone happier. Wherever she goes, Cheer Bear wears a symbol of hope and happiness?a rainbow. Caring Mission: Cheers people up. Symbol: Her rainbow symbol represents hope. Personality: Happy and upbeat. Character Quirk: Sometimes communicates through rhyming cheers. Color: Pink. Best Friend: Wish Bear Relationship Challenge: Grumpy Bear - she's always trying to cheer him up! Motto: When in doubt, SMILE! Daydream Bear Daydream Bear loves playing pretend. She shows how important imagination is for everyone. But with her funny little accidents, she also shows that it's important to pay attention, too. Her tummy symbol is a daydreamer's dream. It's a "spacey" heart-shaped planet surrounded by stars. Caring Mission: Shows people how important imagination is. Symbol: A heart-shaped planet orbited by stars. Personality: Imaginative, inspiring and funny. Character Quirk: She gets into funny little situations when she's not paying attention and can't figure out how she got there. Color: Periwinkle. Best Friend: Smart Heart Bear Relationship Challenge: She always gets into arguments with Bedtime Bear over whether you have to be awake to daydream. Motto: A daydream Do-Your-Best Bear Do-Your-Best Bear is a Care Bear who dreams big and never gives up. Like his name says, he helps others put their best into everything they do. He's an upbeat bear who's always ready to say, "Great job!" His "aim high" attitude shows in his tummy symbol?a beautiful kite. Caring Mission: Helps people be the best they can. Symbol: Do-Your-Best Bear's colorful kite symbol reminds every one that the sky's the limit when you give your best. Personality: Energetic and confident. Character Quirk: No matter how hard he tries, he's the only Care Bear who can't fly a kite. Color: Light green. Best Friend: Champ Bear Relationship Challenge: He wishes Wish Bear would wish less and try harder. Wish Bear wishes Do-Your-Best Bear would relax more. Motto: You feel your best when you do your best! Friend Bear Need a good friend? Friend Bear would love to be your best buddy bear. She's the perfect example of a friend, too. She's caring, likes to play with you and she's fun to be with. She has a friendly symbol on her tummy?two smiling flowers! Caring Mission: She shows how to be a great friend. Symbol: Her twin, smiling flowers symbolize the joy of friendship. Personality: Kind and friendly. Character Quirk: A real chatterbox, she doesn't always know when to be quiet. Color: Peach. Best Friend: Love-a-lot Bear Relationship Challenge: No one-she gets along with everyone! Motto: Have I got a friend for you?me! Funshine Bear Funshine Bear is the Care Bear's class clown. This playful bear really knows how to be funny and to have fun. Funshine Bear works hard to make sure that people have a good time. "Enjoy each day" is Funshine's motto and it's shown on the bear's symbol?a smiling sun! Caring Mission: Helps people have fun. Symbol: His smiling sun symbol reminds us to find the fun in each new day. Personality: Fun and funny. Character Quirk: He can do perfect impressions and sound effects. Color: Yellow. Best Friend: Grumpy Bear Relationship Challenge: Share Bear, he teases her constantly but has a secret crush on her. Motto: The fun starts here! Good Luck Bear Good Luck Bear is loaded with luck and he loves to share it with anyone who can use a little more good fortune. You'll almost always find this bear with a big smile on his face. Even the symbol on his tummy is lucky?a four-leaf clover! Caring Mission: He shares his good luck with others. Symbol: His four-leafed clover symbolizes the luck that's always with him. Personality: Happy and self-confident. Character Quirk: He can make broken machines work with a snap of his fingers. Color: Green. Best Friend: Funshine Bear Relationship Challenge: Cheer Bear?for some reason, his good luck doesn't work when she's around. Motto: Lucky for you I'm here! Grumpy Bear Grumpy Bear frowns a lot?that's his way to show us how silly we look when we frown too much. He also shows that it's okay to be grumpy sometimes. But even when we're grumpy, we're still loved, and we're reminded of that by Grumpy Bear's symbol?a rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops. Caring Mission: He helps others see how silly it is to let our grumpiness go too far. Symbol: His rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops means a little grumpiness is okay when it's tempered with love. Personality: Grouchy, but perseverant. Character Quirk: He's accident prone and things never seem to go his way. Color: Blue. Best Friend: Funshine Bear Relationship Challenge: Good Luck Bear?Grumpy can't stand the way things always go right for Good Luck. Motto: I'm not mad, I'm Grumpy! Harmony Bear Harmony Bear helps others get along. This peace-loving bear knows our differences are something to be celebrated, not something to keep us apart. When differences are brought together in harmony they create something beautiful. That's the meaning of her symbol?a smiling flower with different colored petals. Caring Mission: Helps others overcome differences and get along. Symbol: Her smiling flower symbol shows the beauty and happiness that comes from getting along with those around us. Personality: Open and friendly. Character Quirk: She's got a beautiful singing voice that seems to magically help calm others when they're upset. Color: Lavender. Best Friend: Friend Bear Relationship Challenge: Champ Bear (He can be so competitive sometimes.) Motto: Good times get better when we get along together! Laugh-a-Lot Bear There's always something funny going on wherever Laugh-a-lot Bear is. This silly bear gets everything mixed up but turns her little misfortunes and mistakes into lots of laughter for others. Her symbol shows what she really is?a star at giving others the giggles. Caring Mission: Helps people laugh. Symbol: Laugh-a-lot Bear's laughing star shows that she is a star at starting laughter. Personality: Silly and giggly. Character Quirk: She has a magically contagious giggle that can make others laugh for no real reason. Color: Orange. Best Friend: Love-a-lot Bear Relationship Challenge: She likes Funshine Bear, but oddly, she never seems to get his jokes. Motto: Get some giggles going! Love-a-lot Bear Love-a-lot Bear believes in the power of love, but is not afraid to help it along. She's a pretty and perky bear who loves everything about love and tries to make it grow wherever she goes. Love-a-lot Bear loves her tummy symbol too?two hearts! Caring Mission: She helps spread love. Symbol: Love-a-lot Bear's two intertwined hearts stand for the closeness and loyalty of true love. Personality: Spunky and energetic. Character Quirk: Like cupid's arrow, she can create a crush in no time. She can bring the most unlikely couples together. Color: Pink. Best Friend: Friend Bear Relationship Challenge: She has a bit of a crush herself, on Tenderheart Bear. Motto: Love will find a way, and if it doesn't, I will! Secret Bear You can tell anything to Secret Bear. She's that special kind of friend people love to swap secrets with. You can count on her to guard your secret with care. Even her tummy symbol says, "your secret's safe with me." It's a heart-shaped padlock! Caring Mission: She reminds us of the importance of trust between friends. Symbol: A heart-shaped padlock! Personality: Warm, loyal and dependable. Character Quirk: She likes to talk and write in code. Color: Raspberry Red. Best Friend: Bashful Heart Bear Relationship Challenge: She wishes Good Luck Bear would share some of his lucky secrets with her! Motto: The secret to friendship is trust! Share Bear Nobody knows how to share like Share Bear. She is a friendly bear who knows how much fun it is to give some of her good things to others. She thinks that sharing is such a treat, that she shows it with her symbol?two heart-shaped lollipops! Caring Mission: Shows people how to share. Symbol: The hearts on her two, crossed lollypops symbol shows that the root of sharing is caring. Personality: Generous and sharing. Character Quirk: She collects little things to give away, but gets distracted by the strangest things at the worst times. Color: Lavender. Best Friend: Tenderheart Bear Relationship Challenge: Funshine Bear?he's always playing jokes on her. Motto: Do your share of sharing! Surprise Bear Surprise Bear thinks new and unexpected things are fun. This bear helps others try out new and different things. Of course, she also loves surprise gifts and parties. Surprise has a surprising tummy symbol that says what she's about?a smiling star springing out of a jack-in-the-box. Caring Mission: She encourages others to enjoy the unexpected. Symbol: A smiling star springing out of a jack-in-the-box. Personality: Adventurous, bold and fun-loving. Character Quirk: She seems to appear out of thin air, saying "Surprise!" and startling everyone who's already there. Color: Purple. Best Friend: Champ Care Bear Relationship Challenge: Tenderheart Bear?he's nice, but sooo predictable. Motto: Look for the prize in every surprise. Tenderheart Bear Tenderheart is a loving and lovable bear who knows lots about helping others share their feelings. By helping people show they care, Tenderheart Bear helps spread love and make it grow. He wears the perfect symbol for his job on his tummy?a heart. Caring Mission: Shows people how to care. Symbol: His heart symbol represents his famous loving care. Personality: Caring and kind. Character Quirk: He's a real daredevil in any vehicle from a skateboard to a cloudmobile. Color: Brown. Best Friend: Grumpy Bear Relationship Challenge: Helping Funshine Bear know when it's the wrong time to joke. Motto: Nobody cares like a bear! True Heart Bear True Heart Bear is all you would expect the very first Care Bear to be. She's perky, friendly, lovable, and loving. She almost glows with happy feelings. Her tummy symbol hints at all the beautiful kinds of caring that shine out from her?it's a rainbow star glowing out from a heart. Caring Mission: Helps everyone share caring feelings. Symbol: Her glowing rainbow star and heart symbol hints at the many kinds of caring. Personality: Perky, friendly and loving. Character Quirk: She can almost magically make things out of rainbows. Color: Multi-colored. Best Friend: Best Friend Bear Relationship Challenge: She thinks Do-Your-Best Bear tries too hard. Motto: Let your happiness glow! Wish Bear Do you have a wish? Then Wish Bear is the bear you should wish for. She knows that sometimes wishes come true, and that even when they don't, making wishes can be a lot of fun. She shows this with her tummy symbol?a smiling wishing star. Caring Mission: Helps wishes come true. Symbol: Wish Bear's shooting star with a rainbow tail reminds us to believe in our dreams. Personality: Quiet and shy. Character Quirk: Can sometimes "magically" make the wishes come true?but not always, and sometimes the wishes come true in funny ways. Color: Aqua. Best Friend: Cheer Bear Relationship Challenge: Sometimes Good Luck Bear teases her into arguments about who is luckier. Motto: Your wish is my wish! Lolz.. I know it's funy 4 such a cold bloded thingy 2 put such warm hearted thingy up.. Bt read under the Scrolls? Wad did I say? Lolz.. I belong 2 tenderheart Bear.. Wad an irony.. Lolz.. Bt den again, cun a samurai haf a softer side at times? Muz I b always so grumpy? Actualy glad 2 noe I belong 2 tenderheart.. Lolz.. An irony.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:32 am Sunday, October 08, 2006 *'Show it, will you?'* I duno wad 2 say.. Bt den wen I think of her, and da bad encounter she had wif her first love, it sort of juz bites down to my heart.. I noe I'm a samurai, my job is 2 kill, esp wen I'm da dark 1.. I shld b quite heartless de.. Bt I gues u cld b cold n heartless, bt tt's only temporary.. No matter wad, sb wil melt your heart.. Moreover we r humans.. We haf emotions.. Bt I wonder y wld I wish 2 hide it wen I cld display it? U noe y? I duno.. Bt I gues it's also partly linked wif character.. I tend 2 kip 2 myself.. Dun lik 2 tok it out.. I duno abt others.. So dun ask me.. Bt mostly (i gues) is for da sake of their frens.. They dun wan da frens ard dem 2 fel sad oso.. Haiz.. Bt den again.. I've gota b strong n firm.. I'm a samurai.. Tho the way of a samurai is provin 2 b hard 4 me, bt I wil peservere on, n press on.. Nv wld I let my honor down.. May da spirit of samurai rule n push me.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:12 am Friday, October 06, 2006 *'Way Of A Dark Samurai'* It haf ben such a long tim b4 I start 2 blog.. It's rather has ben a sad n dark entry in da previous posts.. Haiz.. Bt wad 2 do? If it's a dark account, dere's nth we cld do 2 modify it.. It cld haf bin real sad 2 come acros such dark encounter yet an a regretable 1.. Haiz.. Anw.. It's tim 4 me 2 recount my wars thru out dis wk.. Well, dis wk rrly hapen lots of things.. Wel, da sch was declared hol 4 2 days.. Wel, n I sort of lik it.. Cz dese r da only 2 days where I truly fought a battle n fel damn shiok abt it.. Den rest of da days I was fitin da battles MOST reluctantly.. it's sort of more of a torture 4 me.. N I hat it.. I dun quite lik a bit.. A samurai lik me nv lik 2 b tortured.. Bt jz fite 4 da sake it's his occupation n honor.. I den come 2 enlightenment of 2 things.. It's sort of quite shockin or rather 'bo bian' attitude 2 recognize dese facts.. Firstly, I muz recognize da fact tt I'm almst a transparent 2 most people.. An irritant I muz say.. 4 such saying, I gues as a samurai, I shld haf comited hari-kiri 2 preserve my honor.. It's da tradition.. However, da crux lies in da fact tt I'm being ignored.. Bt I've nv failed 2 complete my task as a samurai... Strikin da fear in hearts of enemies, preserving honor.. Securing as much victory as poss.. So afteral, I'm stil a dark samurai.. If I dun strike terror, den wldnt I be a failure? Secondly, I learnt a valuable leson n it further supports my hypothesis tt love hurts, bt crush hurts even more.. (1 mor 2 go into Scrolls) I find out frm all over da frens.. Frens' frens.. Crush indeed hurt.. Cz u fel 4 da person, bt u may not haf it reciprocated.. N it hurts.. Bt it hurts even mor, wen ur crush gave u an amibiguous reply.. A reply wich is either a yes or no.. Nt clear.. It hurts da one hu is holdin on2 da crush nt da one hu is being admired.. So it's very very hurtful 2 gt embroiled in it.. It's gona hurts.. It cld only result in 2 consequences in my opinion of course.. It wld lead 2 anger or even intense sorrow.. Both r double edged swords.. It al haf 2 depends on teh individual 2 craft dese 2 into an advatageous tool 2 dem.. 4 me, as a dark samurai, I only know hw 2 change anger into an advantageous tool.. Bt nt intense sorrow.. Therefore, afteral, it's life.. If we do not explore, hu's gg 2? However, I fel tt if we do not gon thru any sufferings or pain, hw are we gona 2 grow up.. So it's gd tt we go thru sufferin.. Train us up.. Toughen us.. Lolz.. Tt's al I cld say.. Tml's gt a battle lined up.. Gota slp.. Bye.. May da spirit of samurai b wif u.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:48 pm

Sunday, October 29, 2006

'Battle Arriving Soon..'

Well, dis wk tt we haf ben waitin 4 is comin in a few hrs time.. It's gona b a long ride ahead.. Dun even noe if my soldiers can tak it.. Haiz.. Bt nonetheless, we fight.. Thou we may nt b securin a victory, bt we wil mak dem fite nonetheless.. 2 me, al dese sound so awe-aspiring.. As if I'm hearin 2 som gr8 guys toking.. Bt however, wen I do rrly tak a closer lok, it's actually a failer hu's tokin.. A failure hu's tokin rather awesomely wel in motivating ppl.. Haiz..

Well, again, I failed again on sat.. My maths can say 2 b on da horrible downfal, n gg a bear stock market.. Esp my stats.. Ppl r al lokin at me wif a queer look.. Stats r said 2 b ez, bt 2 me, it's so damn hard.. Haiz.. Esp da probability.. Until now, it is stil so unprepared.. Dun even noe hw m I gg 2 fite dis battle.. Haiz..

Wel, given an old sayin n stereotyping.. One hu is gd in maths may nt be gd in phy, however one hu is gd in phy wil b gd in maths.. I wonder hu said tt? 4 me, I gues 1 more word 2 add.. Da word is "generally".. Cz me is da opp, n it's met wif gr8 critisims.. Haiz.. Dno wad 2 say oso.. Haiz.. Even ppl dun believe wad I said.. Dey tot I was crappin until ytd.. Den do dey noe I ain't crapin at all.. Dis is 4 real.. Haiz..

I've gt nth 2 say.. Bt I can say I've once again trample n spoil da reputataion of samurais.. I've disgraced da honor bestowed on me..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:08 pm

Saturday, October 21, 2006

'Sad Day..'

Well, since I'm gona slp.. Mayb jz blog a few words b4 go slp ba.. 2day's a very very sad day 4 me.. Nt cz I din gt my fav food 2 eat, nor did I din gt enuf slp, nor did I haf muscle ache or wadsoeva.. I failed my job as a Dark Samurai..

The job requires me 2 seek a mind of stillness, n calm.. Nt 2 b preoccupied with anything.. Haiz.. Bt again, it's easier said den done.. I jz cldnt gt things out of my head while solving sums.. Though I muz admit I did gif myself som pressure.. Cz I dunwish 2 b behind each other.. Cz given last tim I cld do wel, I dun wana lose out 2 dos hu jz newly com in.. I gues I did rrly gif myself 2 much presure.. I rrly fail my job as a Samurai.. Hw I wish she wld b dere consoling me.. bt she wasn't dere.. So I gues it's beta 2 kip it.. Even though she's dere, I gues it muz b rite 2 put on a brave front rather than show it al out.. Even I wish ppl 2 show it al out, bt I wldnt want tt 4 me, cz I'm kinda sort of stramge.. Cldnt explain it..

Haiz.. I wish I hadn't been here.. Cz I'm much of a trouble rather den help.. I fel so tired.. I fel so guilty.. Bt I wish 2 sek a mind of stillness, and calm.. I rrly hope I can do it.. Bt presure quite high 4 me 2 do such things.. Haiz.. 2day's a sad day for Samurai xiaofeixia..

He's disgraced da name.. Honor of samurai is also being thrown..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:09 pm

Friday, October 20, 2006

'Runin 4 me?'

Kaoz.. Da com is right in front.. Cldnt stop da urge 2 blog.. Lolz.. [muz control la!] So I gues 2day shld be ok 4 me.. Well, I FINALLY ran.. Jz lik hw I promise 2 run in da morning.. Kaoz.. First tim runin in morning is rrly a great challenge 4 me lorz.. I mean nv run so long in da mornin b4.. First tim, 1 shot 5.6km.. Felin after sweat out quite gd la.. No wonder ppl say runin is gd, esp da after effect of sweatin out.. Bt den being da first timer I cld only experiene it a little.. In fact I fel lik vomitin.. Felin damn shit..

Lolz.. Den my leg damn pain.. Nt da muscles, da flat part of my feet.. Damn pain lorz.. Den after a small sleep, it seems quite ok alr.. Bt stil pain.. Argh.. Den came hm, ate breakfast.. Den do work.. Bt den damn tired.. Cz slept at 3 woke up at near 7, runin start ard 0715.. Damn tired.. Lolz.. Com hm, bath, eat, den go slp.. Lolz.. Den did som work, b4 I blog.. [i'm nt tt lazy hor!]

~~Haiz.. Damn sianz ar.. Help me out!~~

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:59 am

Thursday, October 19, 2006

'Look On The Brighter Side!'

Well, it seems tt ppl r so frenzy over da NS letter sending.. haiz.. Y wld 1 so eger 2 go in? I mean everybody wil gt ur turn de ma.. U wil haf 2 do ur part as a male to ur country de wad.. Y wld u wan 2 b so sad wen u din recef ur letter as fast as ur frens? No nid worry la.. Look frm another angle..

If u cun go in early, u can enjoy much mor freedom, n earn mor money den those hu r in army.. Oso u cld oso gt som of ur things done within this period.. U cld go anywhere u lik so long u dun break da laws sset doen by da NS la.. Cz in NS, u may nt has as much freedom as wad u r having nw.. In NS, it's military life.. No more "young master" life, or wad sort of comfy lifestyles u cld tink of.. Cz inside it's rules n rules n mor rules.. U haf 2 obey dem, cz dey r trng u 2 transform a boy to a man.. No longer tt little kid runing down da orchard road, shoppin ard, chit chating or leisure..

So dun wory, if u cun go in early.. Lokk frmd a bright side! ;)

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:54 pm

'Grrr..'

It seems damn hard le lorz.. Everything has become so blurish.. I cun stand it anymor.. I rrly duno if I can pul thru da A lvls a nt.. Damn stressed out..

Though on leave, bt da problem lies in da fact I tend 2 use com, bt I stil cont 2 do my work la.. Haiz.. Samurai xiaofeixia rrly gona have 2 fite on peservere on.. His comrades haf done it.. His forefathers n teachers haf fought dis war.. Dey haf conquered it.. Shldnt I haf da spirit oso? Muz win da war..

Pressure is surging up.. qite sianz abt it.. Bt others b4 me has rrly fought it n won.. Muz seek a mind of stillness, and calm.. So tt everything can do til my best potential.. Jz lik fitin a war..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:40 am

Monday, October 16, 2006

'Stop Barging! U will lose..'

I finaly understand sth.. Humans nv understand each other as dey claim 2 b.. Even ur parents say dey understand u as wel as dey nor their own body.. I wana say it's all f***ing lie.. A lie tt u wil always hear wen u r kena scolded or repriminded by dem.. I tink it's dumb.. N no such thing such as dey noe beta den we noe ourselves.. They ONLY claim 2 b.. It's a lie! Dun u understand? I tel u sth.. Humans afterall is humans.. Individual is individuals afterall.. Dey r nt linked 2 tgt in one way or another.. U cun FULLY understand da individual let alone understandin beta den da individual dey demselves noe.. So stop tt lie! It's so f***ing rude say u noe beta of sb den tt sb noe of demselves.. I jz cun stand it..

Afteral, we reserve da right 2 cry 4 justice wen we r wronged.. Even criminals r given trials b4 their execution.. However, it is out of respect 4 our elder, tt do we refrain frm cryin out injustice.. Even though, we do so, it is based on the assumption tt it's coutesy tt u tak a step bac, n nt tak a step forward.. Din ur learning tel u it's rude of u 2 tak advantages of others? So therefore, if we roar back, shldnt u haf urself 2 b blamed? Y r u stil showin tt face? Esp wen u r wrong.. Though I say sry (wich I din comit any wrong in da first place), isn't it a basic courtesy tt I've offered?

I admit at times I took advantage of others, however, I do return dem.. Den hu r u 2 barge in2 my private space? Control dis n control tt? I'm no longer da smal kid whom u can order ard.. I've a say of my own, isn't it right 4 u be outside of my space b4 I ask u in? It's AGAIN damn RUDE of u 2 barge in.. Where r ur manners? Haven't u learnt wad r da consequences of dictatorship? Dictators do not have a happily-ever-after ending, n it raise much unhappiness among its own ppl.. Ppl den revolt.. Pushing da dictator down, n re-establish new 1.. So shldnt u jz b at da bay n stop controllin?

Parents sometiomes r stil holding da strings damn tight.. Lik controllin a kite lik tt.. Even da kite is more or less stable alr, dey stil held on fast.. Wda happen? According 2 N1/2L, if da tension is greater den wad da string can hold, dere is a resultant force.. Den wad happen? It breaks.. Den say "bye bye" 2 wadeva u r holdin on.. So here's an advice.. Dun control 2 hard.. If nt u wil end up losing more.. So wad shld u do? I gues u noe it urself..

Lastly, I found a quote quite nice la.. I tink it's tru lorz.. Wad for hopin wen it's of no hope anymor.. It's by Nietzsche: "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man. "

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:57 pm

Friday, October 13, 2006

'Leaving for good? Y put it dis way wen we r nt?'

Ok.. Finaly da day is here.. I'm graduated frm a JC.. Den it's so sian lorz.. Da ceremony is so damn sian.. It's as if it's som las day of sch, n we part n nv 2 see each other again.. It's so damn sian.. Haiz..

Dere's sth wich I'm stil unhapy wif.. Y wld sb place grad ceremony aft sch 1? Piangz.. Shldnt it b on mornin n let us go by aftrenon? So sianz.. Other schs al lik put in mornin lorz.. Den we afternon.. So strange.. Anw, let me describe da ceremony.. (I dun lik 2 anw)

Wells, b4 we r supposed 2 gt ready 4 ceremony, we sort of sat down dere.. So sianz.. Den al da usual la.. Thank da teachers.. I mean it's ok la.. Cz som teachers rrly help me, bt som din lorz.. Thank dem 4 wad? Wad kind of logic is tt? I dun gt it at all.. Den nvm, after al, we haf 2 hear da principal 2 gif speech (i tnk it's crap n useless) den show us a film of hw peserverence of a handicapped sailor gt bac his full duty as a diver.. I mean it's gd la.. Bt den it's again an ideal case.. I mean dere r ppl hu gt it, bt mst dun rite? Somor if u wana insist tt u can, den I wld say a military trained man feels tt he is duty bound, n wld try his best 2 gt it bac.. No matter hw much it's gona 2 cost him.. It's da sheer determination trained up.. Bt do we haf it? U chek ard.. Hw many of ur frens ard pressed on n nv gif up? Nt many rite? So it jz proves da case.. Thou dere r exceptions lorz.. Den we proceed on 2 prize presentation.. Den gif gif gif.. until it's turn 2 gif out da certs of graduation.. I fel it's so dumb lorz..

Certs of graduation (wrt me) is only uselful wen we r in uni.. Cz tt's wad da society wans.. Somor it's nt as if if da cert is frm top JC, u wil b given previlege.. So gif 4 wad? Waste money.. Den da dumbest of all is tt we r supp 2 go up stage one by one 2 recif it.. It's so dumb 2 me.. Wads mor dumber is tt we r supp 2 present ourselves.. Den we discus on hw 2 say thx or express graditude 2 our CT.. So lame lorz.. Den so sian lorz.. Wait til damn long den my turn.. U imagine waitin 490+ students before u.. I c if u r sianz.. Wa lao.. Rrly it's pissin me off.. N I dun even noe hu cam up wif dis idea anw.. Even if dey wan 2 gif, den gif out in respective CTG venue lorz.. Faster n meaningful lorz.. Go up stage n say u've graduated.. C'mon lorz.. Everybody's graduating, wad's so big abt ur graduation? Anw, I fel it's so damn dumb.. Wastin my time.. Imagine rotting dere 3+ hrs dere where half of da tim is waitin 4 ur turn.. Hw u fel? Duno wich donkeyhole com up wif dis idea.. Muz b a great deal of tim 2 waste..

Den folow by speech given by som representatives.. I tink dey r sort of al abt da sam lorz.. Put in a bad light is tt all is cliche lorz.. Bt den dere is 1 rep hu say until as if we cam bac frm war.. he gave me dis feeling.. We jz cam bac frm war, n we muz rmb dos hu haf died frm fitin dis war.. we muz rmb it's deir sacrifices tt make us able 2 sit here getin promoted.. I mean y mak it 2 sound so dull.. Manz.. I jz fel so out of context lorz.. I know he meant well.. Bt den da way he bring, it is so wad lorz.. As if we r getin promoted owin 2 som blodshed of others.. Lik promoted frm a lowly ranked soldier 2 an oficer.. Wa lao.. Sian lorz.. Y bring until so sad? Den expres a felin in such a way tt we r gg 2 part n nv see each other.. It is so wad lorz.. Ppl dun part forever, only wen u r dead den do u part forever.. Da world so big, surely dere wil b a chance tt u mit again..

Well, in conclusion.. I'm so hapy tt I can finaly be on my own alr.. I can b a samurai.. I can gt away frm da sch.. Yea.. So sain n tired frm da LAME grad ceremony..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:29 pm

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

'How?'

Haiz.. I duno lorz.. Bt den I wonder y da haze nv stay longer n go higher? Go higher so tt I can no nid 2 go sch.. Den I can stay at hm n rev my own work.. Sianz.. Den nw n den gt frequest headaches.. Tink beta b off dead.. So sian lorz..

Den I tink i'm addicted 2 coke.. Help me a nt? I oso duno.. Lolz.. Heard ppl b-com drug addict, tink me is da first 1 2 b called coke addict.. So sianz.. Haiz.. I wonder wen wil my battle ends.. Hw wld I wan 2 end it? A question I kip askin myself..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:08 pm

Monday, October 09, 2006

'Care Bears!'

BashfulHeart Bear

There's a very cute and slightly shy little guy whose name is Bashful Heart Bear. He's the bear who shows that you don't have to talk a lot to be extra nice. His tummy symbol quietly tells his story. It's a heart timidly hidden behind a cloud.

Caring Mission: He shows that it's okay to be shy.
Symbol: A heart shyly peeking from behind a cloud.
Personality: Shy, lovable and very soft-spoken.
Character Quirk: When he feels especially shy, he seems to actually get smaller.
Color:Blue-green.
Best Friend: Secret Bear?but shhhh! It's a secret.
Relationship Challenge: Friend Bear won't believe that he likes being alone sometimes.
Motto: You learn a lot by listening.

Champ Bear

Champ Care Bear is a real sports star. He's great at every sport, but he's even better at sharing the real prizes of sports-fun, fitness, friendship and learning to be your best. He even shows this with his symbol?a golden trophy with star.

Caring Mission: Teaches people sportsmanship.
Symbol: His golden trophy symbol shows that you always win when you're a good sport.
Personality: Confident and fair.
Character Quirk: He's even good at games he's never played before.
Color: Blue.
Best Friend: Good Luck Bear
Relationship Challenge: Wish Bear, when she uses her wishes to change the rules in a game.
Motto: Playing fair makes the game more fun for everyone!

Bestime Bear

Bedtime Bear stays up nights. He's the special bear who helps people get a good night's sleep and makes sure that they have sweet dreams. There's no better bear buddy for a goodnight hug. Bedtime has a symbol that says what he's all about?a sleepy-faced moon.

Caring Mission: Helps people sleep.
Symbol: His crescent moon symbol represents his nighttime mission.
Personality: Brave and alert (at night).
Character Quirk: During the day, he's always confused or dozing off.
Color: Blue.
Best Friend: Wish Bear
Relationship Challenge: He is baffled at how to help Friend Bear get over her fear of the dark.
Motto: Sleep is what I do best!

Cheer Bear

Cheer Bear is a very happy Care Bear who helps others see the bright side of life. She will sometimes even do a cheer to help make someone happier. Wherever she goes, Cheer Bear wears a symbol of hope and happiness?a rainbow.

Caring Mission: Cheers people up.
Symbol: Her rainbow symbol represents hope.
Personality: Happy and upbeat.
Character Quirk: Sometimes communicates through rhyming cheers.
Color: Pink.
Best Friend: Wish Bear
Relationship Challenge: Grumpy Bear - she's always trying to cheer him up!
Motto: When in doubt, SMILE!

Daydream Bear

Daydream Bear loves playing pretend. She shows how important imagination is for everyone. But with her funny little accidents, she also shows that it's important to pay attention, too. Her tummy symbol is a daydreamer's dream. It's a "spacey" heart-shaped planet surrounded by stars.

Caring Mission: Shows people how important imagination is.
Symbol: A heart-shaped planet orbited by stars.
Personality: Imaginative, inspiring and funny.
Character Quirk: She gets into funny little situations when she's not paying attention and can't figure out how she got there.
Color: Periwinkle.
Best Friend: Smart Heart Bear
Relationship Challenge: She always gets into arguments with Bedtime Bear over whether you have to be awake to daydream.
Motto: A daydream

Do-Your-Best Bear

Do-Your-Best Bear is a Care Bear who dreams big and never gives up. Like his name says, he helps others put their best into everything they do. He's an upbeat bear who's always ready to say, "Great job!" His "aim high" attitude shows in his tummy symbol?a beautiful kite.

Caring Mission: Helps people be the best they can.
Symbol: Do-Your-Best Bear's colorful kite symbol reminds every one that the sky's the limit when you give your best.
Personality: Energetic and confident.
Character Quirk: No matter how hard he tries, he's the only Care Bear who can't fly a kite.
Color: Light green.
Best Friend: Champ Bear
Relationship Challenge: He wishes Wish Bear would wish less and try harder. Wish Bear wishes Do-Your-Best Bear would relax more.
Motto: You feel your best when you do your best!

Friend Bear

Need a good friend? Friend Bear would love to be your best buddy bear. She's the perfect example of a friend, too. She's caring, likes to play with you and she's fun to be with. She has a friendly symbol on her tummy?two smiling flowers!

Caring Mission: She shows how to be a great friend.
Symbol: Her twin, smiling flowers symbolize the joy of friendship.
Personality: Kind and friendly.
Character Quirk: A real chatterbox, she doesn't always know when to be quiet.
Color: Peach.
Best Friend: Love-a-lot Bear
Relationship Challenge: No one-she gets along with everyone!
Motto: Have I got a friend for you?me!

Funshine Bear

Funshine Bear is the Care Bear's class clown. This playful bear really knows how to be funny and to have fun. Funshine Bear works hard to make sure that people have a good time. "Enjoy each day" is Funshine's motto and it's shown on the bear's symbol?a smiling sun!
Caring Mission: Helps people have fun.
Symbol: His smiling sun symbol reminds us to find the fun in each new day.
Personality: Fun and funny.
Character Quirk: He can do perfect impressions and sound effects.
Color: Yellow.
Best Friend: Grumpy Bear
Relationship Challenge: Share Bear, he teases her constantly but has a secret crush on her.
Motto: The fun starts here!

Good Luck Bear

Good Luck Bear is loaded with luck and he loves to share it with anyone who can use a little more good fortune. You'll almost always find this bear with a big smile on his face. Even the symbol on his tummy is lucky?a four-leaf clover!

Caring Mission: He shares his good luck with others.
Symbol: His four-leafed clover symbolizes the luck that's always with him.
Personality: Happy and self-confident.
Character Quirk: He can make broken machines work with a snap of his fingers.
Color: Green.
Best Friend: Funshine Bear
Relationship Challenge: Cheer Bear?for some reason, his good luck doesn't work when she's around.
Motto: Lucky for you I'm here!

Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear frowns a lot?that's his way to show us how silly we look when we frown too much. He also shows that it's okay to be grumpy sometimes. But even when we're grumpy, we're still loved, and we're reminded of that by Grumpy Bear's symbol?a rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops.

Caring Mission: He helps others see how silly it is to let our grumpiness go too far.
Symbol: His rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops means a little grumpiness is okay when it's tempered with love.
Personality: Grouchy, but perseverant.
Character Quirk: He's accident prone and things never seem to go his way.
Color: Blue.
Best Friend: Funshine Bear
Relationship Challenge: Good Luck Bear?Grumpy can't stand the way things always go right for Good Luck.
Motto: I'm not mad, I'm Grumpy!

Harmony Bear

Harmony Bear helps others get along. This peace-loving bear knows our differences are something to be celebrated, not something to keep us apart. When differences are brought together in harmony they create something beautiful. That's the meaning of her symbol?a smiling flower with different colored petals.

Caring Mission: Helps others overcome differences and get along.
Symbol: Her smiling flower symbol shows the beauty and happiness that comes from getting along with those around us.
Personality: Open and friendly.
Character Quirk: She's got a beautiful singing voice that seems to magically help calm others when they're upset.
Color: Lavender.
Best Friend: Friend Bear
Relationship Challenge: Champ Bear (He can be so competitive sometimes.)
Motto: Good times get better when we get along together!

Laugh-a-Lot Bear

There's always something funny going on wherever Laugh-a-lot Bear is. This silly bear gets everything mixed up but turns her little misfortunes and mistakes into lots of laughter for others. Her symbol shows what she really is?a star at giving others the giggles.

Caring Mission: Helps people laugh.
Symbol: Laugh-a-lot Bear's laughing star shows that she is a star at starting laughter.
Personality: Silly and giggly.
Character Quirk: She has a magically contagious giggle that can make others laugh for no real reason.
Color: Orange.
Best Friend: Love-a-lot Bear
Relationship Challenge: She likes Funshine Bear, but oddly, she never seems to get his jokes.
Motto: Get some giggles going!

Love-a-lot Bear

Love-a-lot Bear believes in the power of love, but is not afraid to help it along. She's a pretty and perky bear who loves everything about love and tries to make it grow wherever she goes. Love-a-lot Bear loves her tummy symbol too?two hearts!

Caring Mission: She helps spread love.
Symbol: Love-a-lot Bear's two intertwined hearts stand for the closeness and loyalty of true love.
Personality: Spunky and energetic.
Character Quirk: Like cupid's arrow, she can create a crush in no time. She can bring the most unlikely couples together.
Color: Pink.
Best Friend: Friend Bear
Relationship Challenge: She has a bit of a crush herself, on Tenderheart Bear.
Motto: Love will find a way, and if it doesn't, I will!

Secret Bear

You can tell anything to Secret Bear. She's that special kind of friend people love to swap secrets with. You can count on her to guard your secret with care. Even her tummy symbol says, "your secret's safe with me." It's a heart-shaped padlock!

Caring Mission: She reminds us of the importance of trust between friends.
Symbol: A heart-shaped padlock!
Personality: Warm, loyal and dependable.
Character Quirk: She likes to talk and write in code.
Color: Raspberry Red.
Best Friend: Bashful Heart Bear
Relationship Challenge: She wishes Good Luck Bear would share some of his lucky secrets with her!
Motto: The secret to friendship is trust!

Share Bear

Nobody knows how to share like Share Bear. She is a friendly bear who knows how much fun it is to give some of her good things to others. She thinks that sharing is such a treat, that she shows it with her symbol?two heart-shaped lollipops!

Caring Mission: Shows people how to share.
Symbol: The hearts on her two, crossed lollypops symbol shows that the root of sharing is caring.
Personality: Generous and sharing.
Character Quirk: She collects little things to give away, but gets distracted by the strangest things at the worst times.
Color: Lavender.
Best Friend: Tenderheart Bear
Relationship Challenge: Funshine Bear?he's always playing jokes on her.
Motto: Do your share of sharing!

Surprise Bear

Surprise Bear thinks new and unexpected things are fun. This bear helps others try out new and different things. Of course, she also loves surprise gifts and parties. Surprise has a surprising tummy symbol that says what she's about?a smiling star springing out of a jack-in-the-box.

Caring Mission: She encourages others to enjoy the unexpected.
Symbol: A smiling star springing out of a jack-in-the-box.
Personality: Adventurous, bold and fun-loving.
Character Quirk: She seems to appear out of thin air, saying "Surprise!" and startling everyone who's already there.
Color: Purple.
Best Friend: Champ Care Bear
Relationship Challenge: Tenderheart Bear?he's nice, but sooo predictable.
Motto: Look for the prize in every surprise.

Tenderheart Bear

Tenderheart is a loving and lovable bear who knows lots about helping others share their feelings. By helping people show they care, Tenderheart Bear helps spread love and make it grow. He wears the perfect symbol for his job on his tummy?a heart.

Caring Mission: Shows people how to care.
Symbol: His heart symbol represents his famous loving care.
Personality: Caring and kind.
Character Quirk: He's a real daredevil in any vehicle from a skateboard to a cloudmobile. Color: Brown.
Best Friend: Grumpy Bear
Relationship Challenge: Helping Funshine Bear know when it's the wrong time to joke.
Motto: Nobody cares like a bear!

True Heart Bear

True Heart Bear is all you would expect the very first Care Bear to be. She's perky, friendly, lovable, and loving. She almost glows with happy feelings. Her tummy symbol hints at all the beautiful kinds of caring that shine out from her?it's a rainbow star glowing out from a heart.

Caring Mission: Helps everyone share caring feelings.
Symbol: Her glowing rainbow star and heart symbol hints at the many kinds of caring.
Personality: Perky, friendly and loving.
Character Quirk: She can almost magically make things out of rainbows.
Color: Multi-colored.
Best Friend: Best Friend Bear
Relationship Challenge: She thinks Do-Your-Best Bear tries too hard.
Motto: Let your happiness glow!

Wish Bear

Do you have a wish? Then Wish Bear is the bear you should wish for. She knows that sometimes wishes come true, and that even when they don't, making wishes can be a lot of fun. She shows this with her tummy symbol?a smiling wishing star.

Caring Mission: Helps wishes come true.
Symbol: Wish Bear's shooting star with a rainbow tail reminds us to believe in our dreams.
Personality: Quiet and shy.
Character Quirk: Can sometimes "magically" make the wishes come true?but not always, and sometimes the wishes come true in funny ways.
Color: Aqua.
Best Friend: Cheer Bear
Relationship Challenge: Sometimes Good Luck Bear teases her into arguments about who is luckier.
Motto: Your wish is my wish!

Lolz.. I know it's funy 4 such a cold bloded thingy 2 put such warm hearted thingy up.. Bt read under the Scrolls? Wad did I say? Lolz.. I belong 2 tenderheart Bear.. Wad an irony.. Lolz.. Bt den again, cun a samurai haf a softer side at times? Muz I b always so grumpy? Actualy glad 2 noe I belong 2 tenderheart.. Lolz.. An irony..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:32 am

Sunday, October 08, 2006

'Show it, will you?'

I duno wad 2 say.. Bt den wen I think of her, and da bad encounter she had wif her first love, it sort of juz bites down to my heart.. I noe I'm a samurai, my job is 2 kill, esp wen I'm da dark 1.. I shld b quite heartless de.. Bt I gues u cld b cold n heartless, bt tt's only temporary.. No matter wad, sb wil melt your heart.. Moreover we r humans.. We haf emotions.. Bt I wonder y wld I wish 2 hide it wen I cld display it? U noe y? I duno.. Bt I gues it's also partly linked wif character.. I tend 2 kip 2 myself.. Dun lik 2 tok it out.. I duno abt others.. So dun ask me.. Bt mostly (i gues) is for da sake of their frens.. They dun wan da frens ard dem 2 fel sad oso..

Haiz.. Bt den again.. I've gota b strong n firm.. I'm a samurai.. Tho the way of a samurai is provin 2 b hard 4 me, bt I wil peservere on, n press on.. Nv wld I let my honor down.. May da spirit of samurai rule n push me..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:12 am

Friday, October 06, 2006

'Way Of A Dark Samurai'

It haf ben such a long tim b4 I start 2 blog.. It's rather has ben a sad n dark entry in da previous posts.. Haiz.. Bt wad 2 do? If it's a dark account, dere's nth we cld do 2 modify it.. It cld haf bin real sad 2 come acros such dark encounter yet an a regretable 1.. Haiz.. Anw.. It's tim 4 me 2 recount my wars thru out dis wk..

Well, dis wk rrly hapen lots of things.. Wel, da sch was declared hol 4 2 days.. Wel, n I sort of lik it.. Cz dese r da only 2 days where I truly fought a battle n fel damn shiok abt it.. Den rest of da days I was fitin da battles MOST reluctantly.. it's sort of more of a torture 4 me.. N I hat it.. I dun quite lik a bit.. A samurai lik me nv lik 2 b tortured.. Bt jz fite 4 da sake it's his occupation n honor.. I den come 2 enlightenment of 2 things.. It's sort of quite shockin or rather 'bo bian' attitude 2 recognize dese facts..

Firstly, I muz recognize da fact tt I'm almst a transparent 2 most people.. An irritant I muz say.. 4 such saying, I gues as a samurai, I shld haf comited hari-kiri 2 preserve my honor.. It's da tradition.. However, da crux lies in da fact tt I'm being ignored.. Bt I've nv failed 2 complete my task as a samurai... Strikin da fear in hearts of enemies, preserving honor.. Securing as much victory as poss.. So afteral, I'm stil a dark samurai.. If I dun strike terror, den wldnt I be a failure?

Secondly, I learnt a valuable leson n it further supports my hypothesis tt love hurts, bt crush hurts even more.. (1 mor 2 go into Scrolls) I find out frm all over da frens.. Frens' frens.. Crush indeed hurt.. Cz u fel 4 da person, bt u may not haf it reciprocated.. N it hurts.. Bt it hurts even mor, wen ur crush gave u an amibiguous reply.. A reply wich is either a yes or no.. Nt clear.. It hurts da one hu is holdin on2 da crush nt da one hu is being admired.. So it's very very hurtful 2 gt embroiled in it.. It's gona hurts.. It cld only result in 2 consequences in my opinion of course.. It wld lead 2 anger or even intense sorrow.. Both r double edged swords.. It al haf 2 depends on teh individual 2 craft dese 2 into an advatageous tool 2 dem.. 4 me, as a dark samurai, I only know hw 2 change anger into an advantageous tool.. Bt nt intense sorrow..

Therefore, afteral, it's life.. If we do not explore, hu's gg 2? However, I fel tt if we do not gon thru any sufferings or pain, hw are we gona 2 grow up.. So it's gd tt we go thru sufferin.. Train us up.. Toughen us.. Lolz.. Tt's al I cld say.. Tml's gt a battle lined up.. Gota slp.. Bye..

May da spirit of samurai b wif u..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:48 pm