SaMuRaI

[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." [S]amurai Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." -Nietzsche "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." -Frederich N. "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" -Plato "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" -President Roosevelt "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" -Mother Teresa "The fool wonders, the wise asks" -Benjamin Disraeli "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" -Spiderman 3 "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

Sunday, November 26, 2006 *'Jz A Report..'* Wel, 2day I'm so angry n sian.. I jz dun understand y som ppl r so lucky enuf 2 always nt 2 do da things dey r told.. N it ended up ppl haf 2 clean da shit 4 dem.. Som r rrly born wif tt kind of ability even thou dey r ordered 2 do sth, dey dun do dey wun kena any negative things.. However som wen dey r nt orderd 2 do, n dey dun do, dey kena scolding.. WTF lorz.. I duno bt I cun help 2 spit fire abt it.. I dun even quite like it.. I hat it, yet wen jz show a face tio kan by others.. Haiz.. Wad 2 do? Sianz.. Humans r evil.. Damn all human beings.. Well, I finally finish watchin Princess Hours.. Well, it was a rather gd korean drama.. Well, afterall, it's a romance afterall.. it's nt da real life anw.. Haha.. Den sb com n tel me da endin is sendimental.. Bt 2 me, I mean it was ok la.. It was an expected 1 anw.. Bt actualy at first I fel tt da Crown Princess shld b wif another Prince, n nt da Crown Prince.. Howevr nearing da end, I fel tt both da Crown Prince n Princess shld b tgt.. Haha.. Cz afteral, dey r husband n wife.. Haha.. If u ask me whether it is sendimental, I wld clasify it as slight cals of sendimental.. Haha.. Another thing is tt I'm tryin 2 adjust 2 da army life.. Gota slp lat n wake up early kind of lifestyle.. As in lat nt ltr den 11pm, n early as in try 2 gt up b4 0530.. Haha.. I finaly finished my Physics tutorials up 2 Dynamics part 1.. Jia you! Haha.. Den I jz found out a coward hu faked my identity on da tagbox.. Dun tink I duno hu u r.. Bt it is jz tt it wld b below my honor 2 find n scold u.. However, dis is nt a scolding session.. It is a request tt ppl hu tag on da board 2 b truthful abt dier identity, n folow da rules of taging of my blog.. If u gt nth constructive 2 saqy, jz shut up.. Nobody wld treat u as mute wen u din tag on it.. Well, again, humans r damn beings.. Well, I have had a conversation wif my sis online.. Haha.. We toked lots n lots.. Den she saw me so sian n fired up.. She den offered 2 gimme a free lectures on misconceptions of Christanity.. Well, it was interesting la.. Except da fact is she's quite passionate abt Christanity bt me is sort of being more interested in empirical affairs.. So I gues she did rrly haf a hard tim tokin 2 me.. Sry.. Bt den afterall, I stil hold on2 1 n only belief.. All religions r of same nature.. Dey promote peace n harmony, n explain som of da mysterious things hapenin thru philosophical approach.. Jz lik wad a compre pasage I read said religion offers "wild speculations from adipose brain", I sort of belif da pasage 2 a certain extent.. As a practical person, I believe dere's always sth behind certain phenonmenon, n can be explained scientificaly.. As long as dere's an unknown, science wil survive.. Lolz.. I dun rrly noe much.. Bt I know tt I belif theories as long as dey r proved 2 b rite in our daily lives.. I'm sry if dis post poses a great distres 2 dos hu r very faithful in their religions.. I'm rrly sry.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:12 pm Thursday, November 23, 2006 *'Post Exam Stress.. :p'* Well, it's been a past few days tt I did not realy updated dis dear blog of mine.. Haha.. Well, I duno if it is a suden expansion of fredom space tt makes me fel so strange nowadays.. I duno, bt I gues I nw spendin money lik fre flow of cash, nv tink of wad hapens nex, or wadsoeva.. I gues I'm up on retail therapy again.. Spendin money 2 calm myself.. Wad da heck! i duno la.. Me gg crazy agin.. Let see wad haf I done dis few days wen dis samurai went missing after da major battle.. On monday, I went 4 a session of pool wif my sec sch frens.. Haha.. We haf a hel lot of fun.. Haha.. Den I see lots of stunts performed by my frens. I tel u hor.. I rrly cun believe my fren cld jam 2 pool balls in2 a hole.. Wa kao.. It rrly open up my eyes.. Haha.. Bt it was a gd game actualy.. I mean it was actualy a gd game cz I own da games.. I own dem in playin da pool.. So I gues dis is braging ba.. Haha.. ~~Or mayb I'm a pro?~~ Haha.. Den after that I went movie watching wif my another fren.. Haha.. We watched Step Up.. It's rrly a nice movie.. If gt tim, Muz go watch k? Den u wil rrly apreciate da ppl ard u.. Haha.. Den on tue, I went swiming.. Wel, I cldnt swim wel.. Bt I jz splashed ard in water.. Haha.. Tryin 2 gt my swiming skills bac.. Rrly, I nv learnt swiming frm a proper course, bt rather jz throw myself in2 da water n figure a way 2 swim n mainly jz 4 survival ba.. Haha.. Den jz ended a day wif swiming n more chionging of watching dvds.. Haha.. Tink I wil rrly gt fat frm jz watching da dvds.. Bo bian wad.. Gg in2 army early.. Haha.. On wed, I proly did nth, bt jz went shopin ard 4 prom nite clothes.. I rrly tink mayb I did mak da wrong choice afterall.. Cz if I hadnt sign up 4 da prom nite thingy, I wld nt haf 2 bother myself wif da clothes n dresing up.. Sianz.. Bt I shoped ard, n did find som nice shirts.. Bt it's quite ex.. Fancy 40 to 165 bucks 4 a shirt.. Lolz.. However wads mor disturbin is da our table gt themes.. Sianz.. Mite as wel, dun haf themes, den we jz dres as per normal la.. Haiz.. Bt Inova JC cam out wif da theme "Masquerade".. Fancy tt! Haha.. Well, time flies.. N now I'm alr on thurs.. Days 2 gg in2 army is comin near.. haha.. wel, 2day I went pool trng.. It's fun n I learnt a lot.. Thou dere was a lot of da phrase "Tyco-shit" comin out, bt I gues mayb it's true la.. Haha.. Pool requires a bit of luck anw.. Haha.. ~~Bt my skills improve le hor, ok?~~ Haha.. Den went 2 haf tea wif my tuition teacher.. Haha.. Well, actualy my mum was dere as wel, den she n my cher tok quite long.. Frm 6 to 9, I tink.. Den durin tt time, I was stoning.. Haha.. Fel so bored, yet da content is quite interesting.. Haha.. Had my Mocha Ice Blend.. Loved it manz.. Haha.. well, I gues tt's da end of report of my activites.. Haha.. In fact after A levels, I'm oso quite stressed lorz.. I have 2 finish chionging Princess hours dvds, n oso Da Chang Jin dvds.. Haha.. Wil die lorz.. Den I bought 6 dvds, at a shot.. Den it was a great bill la.. 200+ lorz.. Wa, can die lorz.. :X Haha.. Wel, da thing is I did finish al my dvds, so tt I cld go in2 army quite well.. Haha.. Nw left wif da Korean Drama 1.. Haiz.. Wa lao.. Haha.. Even after exam, gt post exam stres.. Haha.. Duno la.. ~~Gt v sian frm watching dvds..~~ Haha.. Mayb afetr As, I'm rrly quite hapy a bit alr.. Haha.. Cher up alr? Haha.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm Saturday, November 18, 2006 *'Breakdowns of arguments'* Wel, finaly da A lvls r over.. We had jz tied thru som of da worst events of our lives in da edn.. N surely, I can swear tt it was nt lik a breze wen I sat 4 my Os while I was in Cat High.. I duno hw da felin was lik.. Bt I was scared wen I sat 4 da paper.. No longer calm n steady as I was in 2004.. So haiz.. I rrly duno wad results wil com out.. Bt den I muz say I rrly rrly did put in al I cld, n I did not leave any single bit behind.. So I rrly duno wad results wil com out, or rather hw I fare in it.. Let's hope 4 da best ba.. Now tt regardin dos 3 arguments I wrote.. Dey have inspired a huge uproar upon da arguments.. Sorts of names were being called out.. Dey cal me a non-human, in fact too critical abt da life I was living or sayin abt.. Bt den once again, I say alr u can acept it or u can jz read it n jz 4gt it.. No one forces u 2 tak it.. Nvm, I shal proced on wif da analysis.. Let's tok abt da argument 1, Humans. Okiez, basicaly da argument is revolving ard da fact tt humans cok up lots of nice-sounding theories yet nt practising dem.. Dis jz reflects da huamns dun do wad dey proposed, dey do another thing, den twist it 2 fit in2 their theories in a v smart way.. Well, jz face da fact humans r evil.. Dey nv noe wads da true definition 2 care n b mindful of da surroundings.. Dey only noe hw 2 exploit things ard dem, den nt admitin it since dey r nt da victims of their exploitation.. So hw far can u agree wif it? I agree wif it almost totaly.. Abt Humans (2), it basicaly further examples of hw humans r in fact da wprst species 2 walk on dis earth.. Dey created warfare, despite da peace protests being held.. Da teachings da hold, wad world peace, global village, takin each other as brothers n sisters.. All dese crumble under da examples shown in da argument.. Isn't dis obvious? Huamns r evil.. Dey wreak havoc.. And once again, dey reflected da nature of teaching A, n doin B kind of things.. Abt Humans (3), it is bascially som reiteration of points.. Den jz som more kind of species of humans wich r evil, showing dem out.. I duno wad 2 say oso.. Bt basicaly, dis is wad I c la.. If u dun belif, look ard u.. All dese types of humans I mentioned exist in our everyday life.. Dey r al ard us.. Beside us, in ur cliques, n lots mor.. So hw can u say I'm bein 2 cynical abt life.. I'm merely sayin out wadeva u guys dare nt 2 say or missed it out som hw.. I'm jz listing, n jz reinforce it by giving som examples.. So is dis oso being cynical? Den lik tt we shld al b classified cynical cz we write our pts, n reinforce it wif examples in GP essays.. Dun tink it's tt fair rite? Overal, I fel da such arguments r quite refreshin.. Be it in style or content, personaly, I fel it's coolz.. Haha.. At lest I gt my mind off sth.. Nt letin my ager or stress, or any other negative felings being compressed.. Letin it out is so much more relieving.. Haha.. Bloggin is rrly a gd 1.. No wonder som of us r addicted 2 it.. Me is of cz 1 of such addicts.. Bt it's a gd 1 rite? At lest we din go n do negative things wad.. Den lastly, I tink mayb I fel a sense of empty wen I stop my GP tuition on da first wk of nov.. It's lik haf been writin essays 4 so many times le.. Den nw askin me 2 stop writin esays, a bit strange 2 me.. So I gt da urge 2 give damn long entries.. Haha.. So sry tt my entries caused pain 2 ur eyes.. I'm rrly v sry abt it.. Well, at last.. Samurai xiaofeixia is freed again.. Nid nt go war again until 2 yrs ltr.. Haha.. Yea.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:00 am Thursday, November 16, 2006 *'Upcoming Posts..'* Well, in a few hrs' tim, I shld b able to b set fre.. Cun wait 4 it.. Haha.. Frm den I shld b able 2 live a life fre frm troubles.. Mayb by tt tim I wld b happier? Cher up by den? Wun b so cynical by den? I duno.. Only time can tel.. Anw, jz a preview of upcomin posts.. Dere wld b an analysis concerning da "Human" essay so as to help in understandin da context being used.. Dere wil oso a post abt da A lvls.. Haha.. So if you wan, jz wait.. Haha.. Hang on.. Fredom's comin! Haha.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:43 pm Wednesday, November 15, 2006 *'Humans (3)'* Given the fact that humans r da worst species 2 ever walk on dis earth, dey r in fact w/o any fact 2 proclaim demselves as da king of all beasts.. Bt den hu's dere 2 testify against dis? Dos hu testify against dis wld nv haf a gd ending.. One gd example is tt we run down or hunt down, mak things difficult 4 dos hu go against us.. For example if u r nt on gd terms wif da boss, u tink u wld b promoted? Or given a much easier task? Den wun always com n mak sure u dun haf a gd life? Den wen u cun tak it anymor, u leave or resign frm job.. Or sth even worse, dey set u up, den fire u.. So isn't dis patent tt humans r scheming, n dey aren't gg 2 help each other as dey proclaim dey wil.. So? Dis exposes da very fact tt humans r selfish, n wil abuse their authority.. Another type of human beings r parasites.. Nt dey drainin u off physicaly, bt a parasite in emotional aspect.. Wen dey nid u, dey stil so damn close 2 u, so close until u may not even tak it.. Den wen dey gt wadeva dey wanted, dey jz dump u aside.. Den if poss, dey wld say sth tt wld mak u jealous or even fel upset abt it.. Wad maks it even worse is tt som wer qualified 4 sth tt was way way abof their standard, yet dey r so proud abt it.. I wonder wld dey noe hw 2 spel d word "shameless".. Dun dey noe dey r being being over judged? I wonder.. Dis example does show that humans r in fact also a bunch of shameless beasts.. Dey tot it was fine wif others so long it's fine wif dem? Such a high ego.. Furthermor, another type is wad I cal da "chefs of news".. Dis bunch practicaly can "cook" any news tt u wan.. Dey r able 2 jz tak a damn minute part n mak it until it is so "enticing" and "delicious".. Makin u 2 fel so embaras at da front of other ppl.. So wad do u say? Den dos hu help 2 publicize it are called da "waiters" or "waitresses".. So wad do u haf 2 say abt dis? Den isn't dis clear n evident tt humans r a bunch of peddlers of their own interest? Dey wld jz do sorts of things 2 mak you fel so damn lousy, n so bad til u dun even wan 2 hear abt it.. So? Another thing is tt humans tak advantage of one another, n manipulate da advantages.. Such ppl nomraly jz gif lip services.. Replies such as "ya ya, I will", in fact in normal tongue n real meanin it means "sure, I wil ask sb 2 tak up 4 me while me not doin anything abt it".. Such ppl r rrly arseholes.. In fact, dey shld haf alr 2 b nt in dis world alr.. Dou humans r da worse species 2 walk on Earth, bt I dun tink dey shld go 2 da species of beasts simply cz being a beast is stil honorin dem in da context of my argument.. SO hw? Cun even let dem go 2 beasts, nor humans, den b plants lorz.. Let dem gt da felin of being looked at, n sometimes damaged w/o even noeing y.. In addition, another type of human wich I consider da most noble is da silent killers.. Dese silent killers r dos ppl wif da real abilities, yet dey only show it wen it rrly nid.. If nt, low profile is all dey seek.. Dey nv boasted anything.. Thus wen dey do sth, dey do it once n gd, givin a gd real impact on it.. Isn't dis type of humans win our admiration? In contrast 2 dos parasites (shameless), it is rrly a 180 degres lorz.. Haha.. Wad u tink? Overall, dis is da last entry n article tt I'm gg 2 write abt humans.. If u gt anything, can jz say it out.. Bt dun com n say I'm siao.. Dese arguments r for my Lycan bro.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 2:24 pm Saturday, November 11, 2006 *'Humans (2)'* If you ask me y did I write tt entry.. Well, obviously is tt I'm so sian abt humans alr.. I mean dey r rrly da worse species tt walk on Earth.. I firmyl belif humans haf only demselves 2 blam 4 every bad thing tt may hapen 2 dem.. U dun tink so? Wel, da whole series of evidence is waitn 4 u 2 see.. In the aspect of environment.. Haven we done enuf? We constructed on da basis tt we want devt, so wad hapen? We burn da forest, cut dem, or in fact ohter ways 2 reduce da no. of tress, n so on.. Den it resulted in global warming, air pollution, and so on.. Den other ppl who claim demselves 2 b Earth's frens "plead" to da world 2 b Earth frenly, nt 2 do mor environment harmful things.. Den did da ppl listen? Of cz nt! Dey cont wif da rampant damaging of earth, den com say da world gona's b facing da end or Armagadeon in few decades time.. Hu's 2 b blamed? Humans of cz.. Next in da aspect of politics.. We r always on da lookout 4 each other.. Tryin 2 outdo each other.. Well, competition is gd, however, it seems quite a bit too much rit? In order 2 achieve success, countries spy on other countries n sometimes even go 2 da extent 2 declare war, on da name of "world security", and to oust da "tyrant" of tt particular country.. I eman dis is total bullshit lorz.. U itchy backside wan 2 fite, den go kick up a fuss n declare war, so as 2 "promote da economy", well I supp tt improve da pathway towards heaven? Mayb da pathway shld do som construction so as 2 allow a much beta flow of da dead humans.. Mayb shld tink of hirin da road engineers of Singapore 2 construct HE (Heaven Expressway).. Well, wif dis new construction, it shld b able 2 accomodat mor atrocities comited.. So tt ppl can go dere much faster.. Den tt is war declaring.. Den som is duno is stipid or idiotic.. No attention, yet wan attention.. Go n involf in som banned programs, den kena world critisms.. I tink it is pure stupidity.. Ppl din ask u shit in pants, den u shit in ur pants at da public place 4 wad? So humans r also a bunch of AS (Attention Seekers).. As if u dun create anything funy or stupid, u fel unez or wad.. Piangz.. Rrly duno wad dey tinkin lorz.. Den nvm, dis oso affect da economy.. Stocks go down, trading cut down.. Wa lao.. Dun understand lorz.. Disruptin economy, very fun meh? Country alr in pile of shit, den u disrupt da economy, den da bad economy would haf hit ur country even worse lorz.. Lik a dinosaur shit [big 1 la] falin on an ant lorz.. Sure die case.. So frm dis exmple, human is wad? U tel me lorz.. Overal, humans r indeed da worst species 2 walk on Earth.. Dey only know hw 2 inflict damage.. Doin harm, spitin wif each other, scheming against each other.. Dun u agre? Unles gt steady example, dis argument stands.. At da sam, tim wen compared 2 animals, I belif animals r actually nt as bad as humans.. At lest dey dun scheme against each other.. Dey went wif each other of their own kinds obeyin strictly 2 da laws of nature.. So? Huamns r worse off den animals.. I'm a cynic in da mask of realist, tokin in da tone of [fil in urself].. U lik it, den u read, dun lik it, well, 2 bad u read it.. Bt again, it's ur own perceptions.. Dun b a bugger com sayin I gt mental problems.. U can dun accept my arguments, but surely u DUN reserve da rit 2 say me crazy.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:48 pm Friday, November 10, 2006 *'Humans'* 2day I fel a bit sian, a bit tired, a bit indiffernt, a bit wu2 nai4, bt wad 2 do? Haiz.. Jz lik tt, 2 weeks haf passed, n I'm on da final wk of exam.. I was tinkin hw I was grumbling y da sch gif me so little study breaks, y set dis n tat, n even tak on privat leaves b4 I was off 1 mth ago.. Nw here I am tinkin mayb we shldnt b on study leave? We shld go bac 2 sch n b on a regulated lifstyles lik we haf in da past 12 yrs of edn we haf? This is jz so contradictory.. Well, everytim, or rather most of da time, we nv noe tt thing is so precious until we lose it, n nv 2 regain it bac.. We r always hurtin others ard us, yet we always recef forgiveness frm dem.. Bt truly wad mak us 2 b so spiteful n haf 2 hurt others almost everytim? Ignorance? Brat attitude? Lonliness? I duno, bt I tink it's always puzzlin 2 b hurt again n agian by sb.. No matter hw much u try 2 4gif tt person, tt person wil do sth 2 mak u hate him or her even mor.. I duno y, bt it's again based on our perceptions again.. We tend 2 paint a grotesque picture of hu we hat, n tt mak us puke.. Hat even mor.. N even wan da person 2 cease 2 exist or u even wish tt person had nv appear in ur life or cros ur path.. Haiz.. Hw sad it wld b.. Bt dis is da matter of life.. We nv noe.. Dis is wad we haf also failed 2 comprehend.. However, dere r indeed som ppl, no matter hw much u 4gif or 4gt wad dey done 2 u, dey tok advantag, n yet nv apologize 4 it.. Dey jz luf it off, takin it as if it's nt of sth serious or offending.. As a matter of fact, dey tink it's fun 2 do so, even thou warned many times nt 2 do tt.. As frens, we nv try 2 throw temper at each other.. We only put on a hapy face, n at most "chided" da fren 4 being so rude.. Som tok advantage, play on it somor, den wen we rrly turn da tables bac at da person he or she is nt hapy abt it, n show us a face instead.. I wonder hu's wrong at first.. It's so puzzling.. Den go cryin 2 sb else sayin tt his or her frens shldnt haf done tt 2 him or her, bla bla.. Haiz.. Humans r rrly I duno wad 2 say.. Bt quoted frm Slayerz "Humans are the worst species that ever walked on this earth".. To dis context, it's tru 2 a large extent.. Humans r da worse species 2 walk on dis Earth, it is undoubtedly true.. Dey r evil n scheming.. Somtimes dey even foul play in order 2 gt wad dey wan.. So if dis isn't scheming den wad? Compassion? Or Caring? 2 torment u, so tt u can grow up 2 b a stronger person, havin a high EQ or wadeva Q u cld tink of.. I call dis evidence of "Compassion", "caring" as HYPOCRITICAL BULLSHIT.. Huamns r evil.. Tt's all.. Period. Dey nv tink 4 others except 4 som.. However in a large population, most dun care.. So wad 2 do? Well, somor confuses me is tt humans take on deir pride 2 seriously.. Dey nv cease 2 think where dey went wrong or wad.. ALWAYS think dey r rit.. Even thou dey haf ben said a NO vedict.. Well, one classic example? Da Superstar Show.. Well, I gues tt's all I cld say abt humans.. Unles gt som v strong evidence 2 show MOST humans r kind, dey it wil overthrow my statement.. Well, u cun blame me 4 such a harsh tone.. I'm a realist.. A cynic.. U cun possibly control wad I said rit? Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:43 pm Thursday, November 09, 2006 *'Superstar Sore Losers..'* I jz watched da Superstar program.. Lolz.. I rrly gt a damn well lufin nite.. Haha.. I tel u hor.. Da contestants r rrly v funy lorz.. Som of da contestants r rrly thick skinned lorz.. Sing so bad, yet wan 2 go in.. Sayin wad others sing lousy den him.. Bt den mayb he rrly nid a mirror 2 lok at da reflection on oneself.. Contests r rrly so unfair in due to such no sportsmanship kind of attitude.. Haiz.. Mayb b4 1 go in2 da contest, one shld rrly go on course on hw 2 practise sportmanship.. MAnz.. It's rrly so so chilsdish 2 argue wif da judges even wen u r given da verdict of "NO".. Sianz.. dey r professionals.. If u gt no brains, use ur ass n tink la.. Den up again.. 4 mor days worth of armies 2 send.. Duno if can clear a nt.. Well, den 2days maths was kinda tough la.. Bt thank god, at least I know hw 2 do my stats now.. Haha.. Bt I muz say I was v tempted 2 try out da Applied maths section.. Cz it's all Physics lorz.. Haha.. Bt I dun try.. Den at least I've achieved da fact tt I noe hw to do my probability alr.. Haha.. Tink mayb aft da As, I wil go study further into particle mechanics.. Haha.. Cz it's Physics afteral.. Haha.. So gona work hard! Chiong manz! Gets up on horse and ride away Kampateh! draw sword Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:26 pm Sunday, November 05, 2006 *'Armies..'* Haiz.. I've gotta face 3 more days of battle.. 3 more days of armies 2 b sent out 4 fiting.. Den rest 4 few days, den army is out again.. Haiz.. Send out 2 armies.. Bt duno hw dey fare.. Haiz.. Den in 1 day time, I wil b facing da army of Maths.. Duno can tak it or nt.. Haiz.. Den wad's worse is tt I dun even noe hw 2 go abt preparing my army 4 it.. Den stil gt Chem.. Haiz.. Chem has been da stumbling blk so far.. Bt duno if I can clear it alr.. It seems quite abstract.. Bt bo bian, I haf 2 go 4 it.. So haf 2 face it str up.. No cowardice is supp 2 b shown.. Haiz.. Samurai xiaofeixia gota work hard nw.. Haiz.. He has 2 fite bac n regain his honor.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:36 pm Saturday, November 04, 2006 *'Too Much Movie Watching..'* The war has alr started in da past 2 days.. Nw has reached a tim where all armies r gettin tuned up, n get ready 4 war.. Haiz.. I duno y everytim wen exams r near or wen I'm in it, I tink of war, armies gg out, n nv comin bac.. Duno is childish or wad.. Haha.. Bt den seriously.. I tink I've watched 2 much movies esp on wars de.. Haha.. Jz lik ytd wen da malay teacher clapped n egged da students on 2 tak da test, an image jz flashed thru my mind.. Da Battle of Palenor field by Rohan Army.. Where da teacher is lik da king of Rohan, n givin da last encouragement tt she cld gif 2 dem.. well, sam goes 4 other teachers hu did tt 4 deir students.. Den da students r lik da Riders of Rohan, gettin ready all da battle gears, n off dey go 4 da war.. Den da war we streamin out.. 2 me is rrly lik da riders riding on da Palanor field 2 fite da orcs.. Hee.. Tink I rrly watched 2 much movies.. Haha.. Bt den again dos 2 papers r rrly killers manz.. Haiz.. Duno can mak it or nt, let's hope I cld pull it thru.. Hope so ba.. Haiz.. 2 mor weeks 2 go, n I can go b on my movie marathon le! Yea.. Bt pian comes first as per always.. Samurai is gearing up 4 war! Charging up.. Haha.. Well, den lok at wada hel m I up 4 nex wk.. Hee.. Chem n Maths.. Haiz.. Maths nw on da rocks.. Sianz.. Bt Maths ppl say r ez 2 score.. Maths if u kena B grade u r a failure lorz.. Duno hw true is it.. Bt da best of cz is do aim 4 distinctions la.. Haha.. Den 1 mor wk, I wld b free le.. Haha.. Haiz.. [contradictory, I noe] Battles com n go.. I've den found a new analogy 2 describe hw we face da exam again in war format.. Lolz.. Ok, 4 evry test we do, n face, we r jz sending armies out 2 fite.. Jz lik wad Lord Elron said 2 Aragon at da eve 2 battle "You are to war, but not to victory", so it defines da fact that victory is never certain until da results r out.. Well, same go 4 exams.. We fite in da course of battle.. Bt den we wil only noe if we win or lose durin da release of results.. So each time, we do a paper, we send da armies out.. Meanin we r leadin our own "army" to fite, we r responsible 4 deir "lives" jz lik we r burdened wif da battle, yet it is our responsibility in makin sure we score.. So dis is indeed sth tt we dun rrly wan 2 face up to, bt we haf 2 to, no matter wad hapens.. Den nex up is tt we tend 2 think bac n reflect bac..I mean it's nt a bad characteristic 2 haf, bt den during exam I tink dis ability wil harm u further den wad we usu tink.. Cz wen u tink bac, unles it's gd, den u wil fel quit gd, n boosted morale 2 face da nex upcomin battles.. Bt if u r dos kind tt tink on bad side or din rrly do 2 well, it's da opp.. So best is dun tink abt it at all la.. Let it com, n let it go.. Tt's da way of life.. Life's nv fair.. So if u tink abt it, jz face it.. U dun haf da control on wad r u gona 2 face unles it's predicted by u.. Or rather it is da decisions u mak wil lead u 2 ur final destination.. So jz mak ur decsions wel, n u wil get dere.. Ur destiny wil b revealed 2 u.. Or rather ur decided future wil b shown 2 u in no time.. So dun tink abt it.. Well, 2day seems quit a bit of entry.. Haha.. Bt rrly if I dun blog hor.. I fel a bit strange.. Duno go army how.. Haha.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm

Sunday, November 26, 2006

'Jz A Report..'

Wel, 2day I'm so angry n sian.. I jz dun understand y som ppl r so lucky enuf 2 always nt 2 do da things dey r told.. N it ended up ppl haf 2 clean da shit 4 dem.. Som r rrly born wif tt kind of ability even thou dey r ordered 2 do sth, dey dun do dey wun kena any negative things.. However som wen dey r nt orderd 2 do, n dey dun do, dey kena scolding.. WTF lorz.. I duno bt I cun help 2 spit fire abt it.. I dun even quite like it.. I hat it, yet wen jz show a face tio kan by others.. Haiz.. Wad 2 do? Sianz.. Humans r evil.. Damn all human beings..

Well, I finally finish watchin Princess Hours.. Well, it was a rather gd korean drama.. Well, afterall, it's a romance afterall.. it's nt da real life anw.. Haha.. Den sb com n tel me da endin is sendimental.. Bt 2 me, I mean it was ok la.. It was an expected 1 anw.. Bt actualy at first I fel tt da Crown Princess shld b wif another Prince, n nt da Crown Prince.. Howevr nearing da end, I fel tt both da Crown Prince n Princess shld b tgt.. Haha.. Cz afteral, dey r husband n wife.. Haha.. If u ask me whether it is sendimental, I wld clasify it as slight cals of sendimental.. Haha..

Another thing is tt I'm tryin 2 adjust 2 da army life.. Gota slp lat n wake up early kind of lifestyle.. As in lat nt ltr den 11pm, n early as in try 2 gt up b4 0530.. Haha.. I finaly finished my Physics tutorials up 2 Dynamics part 1.. Jia you! Haha..

Den I jz found out a coward hu faked my identity on da tagbox.. Dun tink I duno hu u r.. Bt it is jz tt it wld b below my honor 2 find n scold u.. However, dis is nt a scolding session.. It is a request tt ppl hu tag on da board 2 b truthful abt dier identity, n folow da rules of taging of my blog.. If u gt nth constructive 2 saqy, jz shut up.. Nobody wld treat u as mute wen u din tag on it.. Well, again, humans r damn beings..

Well, I have had a conversation wif my sis online.. Haha.. We toked lots n lots.. Den she saw me so sian n fired up.. She den offered 2 gimme a free lectures on misconceptions of Christanity.. Well, it was interesting la.. Except da fact is she's quite passionate abt Christanity bt me is sort of being more interested in empirical affairs.. So I gues she did rrly haf a hard tim tokin 2 me.. Sry.. Bt den afterall, I stil hold on2 1 n only belief.. All religions r of same nature.. Dey promote peace n harmony, n explain som of da mysterious things hapenin thru philosophical approach.. Jz lik wad a compre pasage I read said religion offers "wild speculations from adipose brain", I sort of belif da pasage 2 a certain extent.. As a practical person, I believe dere's always sth behind certain phenonmenon, n can be explained scientificaly.. As long as dere's an unknown, science wil survive.. Lolz..

I dun rrly noe much.. Bt I know tt I belif theories as long as dey r proved 2 b rite in our daily lives.. I'm sry if dis post poses a great distres 2 dos hu r very faithful in their religions.. I'm rrly sry..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:12 pm

Thursday, November 23, 2006

'Post Exam Stress.. :p'

Well, it's been a past few days tt I did not realy updated dis dear blog of mine.. Haha.. Well, I duno if it is a suden expansion of fredom space tt makes me fel so strange nowadays.. I duno, bt I gues I nw spendin money lik fre flow of cash, nv tink of wad hapens nex, or wadsoeva.. I gues I'm up on retail therapy again.. Spendin money 2 calm myself.. Wad da heck! i duno la.. Me gg crazy agin..

Let see wad haf I done dis few days wen dis samurai went missing after da major battle..

On monday, I went 4 a session of pool wif my sec sch frens.. Haha.. We haf a hel lot of fun.. Haha.. Den I see lots of stunts performed by my frens. I tel u hor.. I rrly cun believe my fren cld jam 2 pool balls in2 a hole.. Wa kao.. It rrly open up my eyes.. Haha.. Bt it was a gd game actualy.. I mean it was actualy a gd game cz I own da games.. I own dem in playin da pool.. So I gues dis is braging ba.. Haha.. ~~Or mayb I'm a pro?~~ Haha.. Den after that I went movie watching wif my another fren.. Haha.. We watched Step Up.. It's rrly a nice movie.. If gt tim, Muz go watch k? Den u wil rrly apreciate da ppl ard u.. Haha..

Den on tue, I went swiming.. Wel, I cldnt swim wel.. Bt I jz splashed ard in water.. Haha.. Tryin 2 gt my swiming skills bac.. Rrly, I nv learnt swiming frm a proper course, bt rather jz throw myself in2 da water n figure a way 2 swim n mainly jz 4 survival ba.. Haha.. Den jz ended a day wif swiming n more chionging of watching dvds.. Haha.. Tink I wil rrly gt fat frm jz watching da dvds.. Bo bian wad.. Gg in2 army early.. Haha..

On wed, I proly did nth, bt jz went shopin ard 4 prom nite clothes.. I rrly tink mayb I did mak da wrong choice afterall.. Cz if I hadnt sign up 4 da prom nite thingy, I wld nt haf 2 bother myself wif da clothes n dresing up.. Sianz.. Bt I shoped ard, n did find som nice shirts.. Bt it's quite ex.. Fancy 40 to 165 bucks 4 a shirt.. Lolz.. However wads mor disturbin is da our table gt themes.. Sianz.. Mite as wel, dun haf themes, den we jz dres as per normal la.. Haiz.. Bt Inova JC cam out wif da theme "Masquerade".. Fancy tt! Haha..

Well, time flies.. N now I'm alr on thurs.. Days 2 gg in2 army is comin near.. haha.. wel, 2day I went pool trng.. It's fun n I learnt a lot.. Thou dere was a lot of da phrase "Tyco-shit" comin out, bt I gues mayb it's true la.. Haha.. Pool requires a bit of luck anw.. Haha.. ~~Bt my skills improve le hor, ok?~~ Haha.. Den went 2 haf tea wif my tuition teacher.. Haha.. Well, actualy my mum was dere as wel, den she n my cher tok quite long.. Frm 6 to 9, I tink.. Den durin tt time, I was stoning.. Haha.. Fel so bored, yet da content is quite interesting.. Haha.. Had my Mocha Ice Blend.. Loved it manz.. Haha.. well, I gues tt's da end of report of my activites.. Haha..

In fact after A levels, I'm oso quite stressed lorz.. I have 2 finish chionging Princess hours dvds, n oso Da Chang Jin dvds.. Haha.. Wil die lorz.. Den I bought 6 dvds, at a shot.. Den it was a great bill la.. 200+ lorz.. Wa, can die lorz.. :X Haha.. Wel, da thing is I did finish al my dvds, so tt I cld go in2 army quite well.. Haha.. Nw left wif da Korean Drama 1.. Haiz.. Wa lao.. Haha.. Even after exam, gt post exam stres.. Haha.. Duno la.. ~~Gt v sian frm watching dvds..~~ Haha..

Mayb afetr As, I'm rrly quite hapy a bit alr.. Haha.. Cher up alr? Haha..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm

Saturday, November 18, 2006

'Breakdowns of arguments'

Wel, finaly da A lvls r over.. We had jz tied thru som of da worst events of our lives in da edn.. N surely, I can swear tt it was nt lik a breze wen I sat 4 my Os while I was in Cat High.. I duno hw da felin was lik.. Bt I was scared wen I sat 4 da paper.. No longer calm n steady as I was in 2004.. So haiz.. I rrly duno wad results wil com out.. Bt den I muz say I rrly rrly did put in al I cld, n I did not leave any single bit behind.. So I rrly duno wad results wil com out, or rather hw I fare in it.. Let's hope 4 da best ba..

Now tt regardin dos 3 arguments I wrote.. Dey have inspired a huge uproar upon da arguments.. Sorts of names were being called out.. Dey cal me a non-human, in fact too critical abt da life I was living or sayin abt.. Bt den once again, I say alr u can acept it or u can jz read it n jz 4gt it.. No one forces u 2 tak it.. Nvm, I shal proced on wif da analysis..

Let's tok abt da argument 1, Humans. Okiez, basicaly da argument is revolving ard da fact tt humans cok up lots of nice-sounding theories yet nt practising dem.. Dis jz reflects da huamns dun do wad dey proposed, dey do another thing, den twist it 2 fit in2 their theories in a v smart way.. Well, jz face da fact humans r evil.. Dey nv noe wads da true definition 2 care n b mindful of da surroundings.. Dey only noe hw 2 exploit things ard dem, den nt admitin it since dey r nt da victims of their exploitation.. So hw far can u agree wif it? I agree wif it almost totaly..

Abt Humans (2), it basicaly further examples of hw humans r in fact da wprst species 2 walk on dis earth.. Dey created warfare, despite da peace protests being held.. Da teachings da hold, wad world peace, global village, takin each other as brothers n sisters.. All dese crumble under da examples shown in da argument.. Isn't dis obvious? Huamns r evil.. Dey wreak havoc.. And once again, dey reflected da nature of teaching A, n doin B kind of things..

Abt Humans (3), it is bascially som reiteration of points.. Den jz som more kind of species of humans wich r evil, showing dem out.. I duno wad 2 say oso.. Bt basicaly, dis is wad I c la.. If u dun belif, look ard u.. All dese types of humans I mentioned exist in our everyday life.. Dey r al ard us.. Beside us, in ur cliques, n lots mor.. So hw can u say I'm bein 2 cynical abt life.. I'm merely sayin out wadeva u guys dare nt 2 say or missed it out som hw.. I'm jz listing, n jz reinforce it by giving som examples.. So is dis oso being cynical? Den lik tt we shld al b classified cynical cz we write our pts, n reinforce it wif examples in GP essays.. Dun tink it's tt fair rite?

Overal, I fel da such arguments r quite refreshin.. Be it in style or content, personaly, I fel it's coolz.. Haha.. At lest I gt my mind off sth.. Nt letin my ager or stress, or any other negative felings being compressed.. Letin it out is so much more relieving.. Haha.. Bloggin is rrly a gd 1.. No wonder som of us r addicted 2 it.. Me is of cz 1 of such addicts.. Bt it's a gd 1 rite? At lest we din go n do negative things wad..

Den lastly, I tink mayb I fel a sense of empty wen I stop my GP tuition on da first wk of nov.. It's lik haf been writin essays 4 so many times le.. Den nw askin me 2 stop writin esays, a bit strange 2 me.. So I gt da urge 2 give damn long entries.. Haha.. So sry tt my entries caused pain 2 ur eyes.. I'm rrly v sry abt it..

Well, at last.. Samurai xiaofeixia is freed again.. Nid nt go war again until 2 yrs ltr.. Haha.. Yea..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:00 am

Thursday, November 16, 2006

'Upcoming Posts..'

Well, in a few hrs' tim, I shld b able to b set fre.. Cun wait 4 it.. Haha.. Frm den I shld b able 2 live a life fre frm troubles.. Mayb by tt tim I wld b happier? Cher up by den? Wun b so cynical by den? I duno.. Only time can tel..

Anw, jz a preview of upcomin posts.. Dere wld b an analysis concerning da "Human" essay so as to help in understandin da context being used.. Dere wil oso a post abt da A lvls.. Haha.. So if you wan, jz wait.. Haha..

Hang on.. Fredom's comin! Haha..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:43 pm

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

'Humans (3)'

Given the fact that humans r da worst species 2 ever walk on dis earth, dey r in fact w/o any fact 2 proclaim demselves as da king of all beasts.. Bt den hu's dere 2 testify against dis? Dos hu testify against dis wld nv haf a gd ending.. One gd example is tt we run down or hunt down, mak things difficult 4 dos hu go against us.. For example if u r nt on gd terms wif da boss, u tink u wld b promoted? Or given a much easier task? Den wun always com n mak sure u dun haf a gd life? Den wen u cun tak it anymor, u leave or resign frm job.. Or sth even worse, dey set u up, den fire u.. So isn't dis patent tt humans r scheming, n dey aren't gg 2 help each other as dey proclaim dey wil.. So? Dis exposes da very fact tt humans r selfish, n wil abuse their authority..

Another type of human beings r parasites.. Nt dey drainin u off physicaly, bt a parasite in emotional aspect.. Wen dey nid u, dey stil so damn close 2 u, so close until u may not even tak it.. Den wen dey gt wadeva dey wanted, dey jz dump u aside.. Den if poss, dey wld say sth tt wld mak u jealous or even fel upset abt it.. Wad maks it even worse is tt som wer qualified 4 sth tt was way way abof their standard, yet dey r so proud abt it.. I wonder wld dey noe hw 2 spel d word "shameless".. Dun dey noe dey r being being over judged? I wonder.. Dis example does show that humans r in fact also a bunch of shameless beasts.. Dey tot it was fine wif others so long it's fine wif dem? Such a high ego..

Furthermor, another type is wad I cal da "chefs of news".. Dis bunch practicaly can "cook" any news tt u wan.. Dey r able 2 jz tak a damn minute part n mak it until it is so "enticing" and "delicious".. Makin u 2 fel so embaras at da front of other ppl.. So wad do u say? Den dos hu help 2 publicize it are called da "waiters" or "waitresses".. So wad do u haf 2 say abt dis? Den isn't dis clear n evident tt humans r a bunch of peddlers of their own interest? Dey wld jz do sorts of things 2 mak you fel so damn lousy, n so bad til u dun even wan 2 hear abt it.. So?

Another thing is tt humans tak advantage of one another, n manipulate da advantages.. Such ppl nomraly jz gif lip services.. Replies such as "ya ya, I will", in fact in normal tongue n real meanin it means "sure, I wil ask sb 2 tak up 4 me while me not doin anything abt it".. Such ppl r rrly arseholes.. In fact, dey shld haf alr 2 b nt in dis world alr.. Dou humans r da worse species 2 walk on Earth, bt I dun tink dey shld go 2 da species of beasts simply cz being a beast is stil honorin dem in da context of my argument.. SO hw? Cun even let dem go 2 beasts, nor humans, den b plants lorz.. Let dem gt da felin of being looked at, n sometimes damaged w/o even noeing y..

In addition, another type of human wich I consider da most noble is da silent killers.. Dese silent killers r dos ppl wif da real abilities, yet dey only show it wen it rrly nid.. If nt, low profile is all dey seek.. Dey nv boasted anything.. Thus wen dey do sth, dey do it once n gd, givin a gd real impact on it.. Isn't dis type of humans win our admiration? In contrast 2 dos parasites (shameless), it is rrly a 180 degres lorz.. Haha.. Wad u tink?

Overall, dis is da last entry n article tt I'm gg 2 write abt humans.. If u gt anything, can jz say it out.. Bt dun com n say I'm siao.. Dese arguments r for my Lycan bro..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 2:24 pm

Saturday, November 11, 2006

'Humans (2)'

If you ask me y did I write tt entry.. Well, obviously is tt I'm so sian abt humans alr.. I mean dey r rrly da worse species tt walk on Earth.. I firmyl belif humans haf only demselves 2 blam 4 every bad thing tt may hapen 2 dem.. U dun tink so? Wel, da whole series of evidence is waitn 4 u 2 see..

In the aspect of environment.. Haven we done enuf? We constructed on da basis tt we want devt, so wad hapen? We burn da forest, cut dem, or in fact ohter ways 2 reduce da no. of tress, n so on.. Den it resulted in global warming, air pollution, and so on.. Den other ppl who claim demselves 2 b Earth's frens "plead" to da world 2 b Earth frenly, nt 2 do mor environment harmful things.. Den did da ppl listen? Of cz nt! Dey cont wif da rampant damaging of earth, den com say da world gona's b facing da end or Armagadeon in few decades time.. Hu's 2 b blamed? Humans of cz..

Next in da aspect of politics.. We r always on da lookout 4 each other.. Tryin 2 outdo each other.. Well, competition is gd, however, it seems quite a bit too much rit? In order 2 achieve success, countries spy on other countries n sometimes even go 2 da extent 2 declare war, on da name of "world security", and to oust da "tyrant" of tt particular country.. I eman dis is total bullshit lorz.. U itchy backside wan 2 fite, den go kick up a fuss n declare war, so as 2 "promote da economy", well I supp tt improve da pathway towards heaven? Mayb da pathway shld do som construction so as 2 allow a much beta flow of da dead humans.. Mayb shld tink of hirin da road engineers of Singapore 2 construct HE (Heaven Expressway).. Well, wif dis new construction, it shld b able 2 accomodat mor atrocities comited.. So tt ppl can go dere much faster..

Den tt is war declaring.. Den som is duno is stipid or idiotic.. No attention, yet wan attention.. Go n involf in som banned programs, den kena world critisms.. I tink it is pure stupidity.. Ppl din ask u shit in pants, den u shit in ur pants at da public place 4 wad? So humans r also a bunch of AS (Attention Seekers).. As if u dun create anything funy or stupid, u fel unez or wad.. Piangz.. Rrly duno wad dey tinkin lorz.. Den nvm, dis oso affect da economy.. Stocks go down, trading cut down.. Wa lao.. Dun understand lorz.. Disruptin economy, very fun meh? Country alr in pile of shit, den u disrupt da economy, den da bad economy would haf hit ur country even worse lorz.. Lik a dinosaur shit [big 1 la] falin on an ant lorz.. Sure die case.. So frm dis exmple, human is wad? U tel me lorz..

Overal, humans r indeed da worst species 2 walk on Earth.. Dey only know hw 2 inflict damage.. Doin harm, spitin wif each other, scheming against each other.. Dun u agre? Unles gt steady example, dis argument stands.. At da sam, tim wen compared 2 animals, I belif animals r actually nt as bad as humans.. At lest dey dun scheme against each other.. Dey went wif each other of their own kinds obeyin strictly 2 da laws of nature.. So? Huamns r worse off den animals..

I'm a cynic in da mask of realist, tokin in da tone of [fil in urself].. U lik it, den u read, dun lik it, well, 2 bad u read it.. Bt again, it's ur own perceptions.. Dun b a bugger com sayin I gt mental problems.. U can dun accept my arguments, but surely u DUN reserve da rit 2 say me crazy..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:48 pm

Friday, November 10, 2006

'Humans'

2day I fel a bit sian, a bit tired, a bit indiffernt, a bit wu2 nai4, bt wad 2 do? Haiz..

Jz lik tt, 2 weeks haf passed, n I'm on da final wk of exam.. I was tinkin hw I was grumbling y da sch gif me so little study breaks, y set dis n tat, n even tak on privat leaves b4 I was off 1 mth ago.. Nw here I am tinkin mayb we shldnt b on study leave? We shld go bac 2 sch n b on a regulated lifstyles lik we haf in da past 12 yrs of edn we haf? This is jz so contradictory..

Well, everytim, or rather most of da time, we nv noe tt thing is so precious until we lose it, n nv 2 regain it bac.. We r always hurtin others ard us, yet we always recef forgiveness frm dem.. Bt truly wad mak us 2 b so spiteful n haf 2 hurt others almost everytim? Ignorance? Brat attitude? Lonliness? I duno, bt I tink it's always puzzlin 2 b hurt again n agian by sb.. No matter hw much u try 2 4gif tt person, tt person wil do sth 2 mak u hate him or her even mor.. I duno y, bt it's again based on our perceptions again.. We tend 2 paint a grotesque picture of hu we hat, n tt mak us puke.. Hat even mor.. N even wan da person 2 cease 2 exist or u even wish tt person had nv appear in ur life or cros ur path.. Haiz.. Hw sad it wld b.. Bt dis is da matter of life.. We nv noe.. Dis is wad we haf also failed 2 comprehend..

However, dere r indeed som ppl, no matter hw much u 4gif or 4gt wad dey done 2 u, dey tok advantag, n yet nv apologize 4 it.. Dey jz luf it off, takin it as if it's nt of sth serious or offending.. As a matter of fact, dey tink it's fun 2 do so, even thou warned many times nt 2 do tt.. As frens, we nv try 2 throw temper at each other.. We only put on a hapy face, n at most "chided" da fren 4 being so rude.. Som tok advantage, play on it somor, den wen we rrly turn da tables bac at da person he or she is nt hapy abt it, n show us a face instead.. I wonder hu's wrong at first.. It's so puzzling.. Den go cryin 2 sb else sayin tt his or her frens shldnt haf done tt 2 him or her, bla bla.. Haiz.. Humans r rrly I duno wad 2 say.. Bt quoted frm Slayerz "Humans are the worst species that ever walked on this earth".. To dis context, it's tru 2 a large extent..

Humans r da worse species 2 walk on dis Earth, it is undoubtedly true.. Dey r evil n scheming.. Somtimes dey even foul play in order 2 gt wad dey wan.. So if dis isn't scheming den wad? Compassion? Or Caring? 2 torment u, so tt u can grow up 2 b a stronger person, havin a high EQ or wadeva Q u cld tink of.. I call dis evidence of "Compassion", "caring" as HYPOCRITICAL BULLSHIT.. Huamns r evil.. Tt's all.. Period. Dey nv tink 4 others except 4 som.. However in a large population, most dun care.. So wad 2 do?

Well, somor confuses me is tt humans take on deir pride 2 seriously.. Dey nv cease 2 think where dey went wrong or wad.. ALWAYS think dey r rit.. Even thou dey haf ben said a NO vedict.. Well, one classic example? Da Superstar Show..

Well, I gues tt's all I cld say abt humans.. Unles gt som v strong evidence 2 show MOST humans r kind, dey it wil overthrow my statement.. Well, u cun blame me 4 such a harsh tone.. I'm a realist.. A cynic.. U cun possibly control wad I said rit?

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:43 pm

Thursday, November 09, 2006

'Superstar Sore Losers..'

I jz watched da Superstar program.. Lolz.. I rrly gt a damn well lufin nite.. Haha.. I tel u hor.. Da contestants r rrly v funy lorz.. Som of da contestants r rrly thick skinned lorz.. Sing so bad, yet wan 2 go in.. Sayin wad others sing lousy den him.. Bt den mayb he rrly nid a mirror 2 lok at da reflection on oneself.. Contests r rrly so unfair in due to such no sportsmanship kind of attitude.. Haiz.. Mayb b4 1 go in2 da contest, one shld rrly go on course on hw 2 practise sportmanship.. MAnz.. It's rrly so so chilsdish 2 argue wif da judges even wen u r given da verdict of "NO".. Sianz.. dey r professionals.. If u gt no brains, use ur ass n tink la..

Den up again.. 4 mor days worth of armies 2 send.. Duno if can clear a nt.. Well, den 2days maths was kinda tough la.. Bt thank god, at least I know hw 2 do my stats now.. Haha.. Bt I muz say I was v tempted 2 try out da Applied maths section.. Cz it's all Physics lorz.. Haha.. Bt I dun try.. Den at least I've achieved da fact tt I noe hw to do my probability alr.. Haha.. Tink mayb aft da As, I wil go study further into particle mechanics.. Haha.. Cz it's Physics afteral.. Haha.. So gona work hard!

Chiong manz! *Gets up on horse and ride away* Kampateh! *draw sword*

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:26 pm

Sunday, November 05, 2006

'Armies..'

Haiz.. I've gotta face 3 more days of battle.. 3 more days of armies 2 b sent out 4 fiting.. Den rest 4 few days, den army is out again.. Haiz.. Send out 2 armies.. Bt duno hw dey fare.. Haiz..

Den in 1 day time, I wil b facing da army of Maths.. Duno can tak it or nt.. Haiz.. Den wad's worse is tt I dun even noe hw 2 go abt preparing my army 4 it.. Den stil gt Chem.. Haiz.. Chem has been da stumbling blk so far.. Bt duno if I can clear it alr.. It seems quite abstract.. Bt bo bian, I haf 2 go 4 it.. So haf 2 face it str up.. No cowardice is supp 2 b shown.. Haiz..

Samurai xiaofeixia gota work hard nw.. Haiz.. He has 2 fite bac n regain his honor..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:36 pm

Saturday, November 04, 2006

'Too Much Movie Watching..'

The war has alr started in da past 2 days.. Nw has reached a tim where all armies r gettin tuned up, n get ready 4 war.. Haiz.. I duno y everytim wen exams r near or wen I'm in it, I tink of war, armies gg out, n nv comin bac.. Duno is childish or wad.. Haha..

Bt den seriously.. I tink I've watched 2 much movies esp on wars de.. Haha.. Jz lik ytd wen da malay teacher clapped n egged da students on 2 tak da test, an image jz flashed thru my mind.. Da Battle of Palenor field by Rohan Army.. Where da teacher is lik da king of Rohan, n givin da last encouragement tt she cld gif 2 dem.. well, sam goes 4 other teachers hu did tt 4 deir students.. Den da students r lik da Riders of Rohan, gettin ready all da battle gears, n off dey go 4 da war.. Den da war we streamin out.. 2 me is rrly lik da riders riding on da Palanor field 2 fite da orcs.. Hee.. Tink I rrly watched 2 much movies.. Haha..

Bt den again dos 2 papers r rrly killers manz.. Haiz.. Duno can mak it or nt, let's hope I cld pull it thru.. Hope so ba.. Haiz.. 2 mor weeks 2 go, n I can go b on my movie marathon le! Yea.. Bt pian comes first as per always..

Samurai is gearing up 4 war! Charging up.. Haha..

Well, den lok at wada hel m I up 4 nex wk.. Hee.. Chem n Maths.. Haiz.. Maths nw on da rocks.. Sianz.. Bt Maths ppl say r ez 2 score.. Maths if u kena B grade u r a failure lorz.. Duno hw true is it.. Bt da best of cz is do aim 4 distinctions la.. Haha.. Den 1 mor wk, I wld b free le.. Haha.. Haiz.. [contradictory, I noe] Battles com n go.. I've den found a new analogy 2 describe hw we face da exam again in war format.. Lolz..

Ok, 4 evry test we do, n face, we r jz sending armies out 2 fite.. Jz lik wad Lord Elron said 2 Aragon at da eve 2 battle "You are to war, but not to victory", so it defines da fact that victory is never certain until da results r out.. Well, same go 4 exams.. We fite in da course of battle.. Bt den we wil only noe if we win or lose durin da release of results.. So each time, we do a paper, we send da armies out.. Meanin we r leadin our own "army" to fite, we r responsible 4 deir "lives" jz lik we r burdened wif da battle, yet it is our responsibility in makin sure we score.. So dis is indeed sth tt we dun rrly wan 2 face up to, bt we haf 2 to, no matter wad hapens..

Den nex up is tt we tend 2 think bac n reflect bac..I mean it's nt a bad characteristic 2 haf, bt den during exam I tink dis ability wil harm u further den wad we usu tink.. Cz wen u tink bac, unles it's gd, den u wil fel quit gd, n boosted morale 2 face da nex upcomin battles.. Bt if u r dos kind tt tink on bad side or din rrly do 2 well, it's da opp.. So best is dun tink abt it at all la.. Let it com, n let it go.. Tt's da way of life..

Life's nv fair.. So if u tink abt it, jz face it.. U dun haf da control on wad r u gona 2 face unles it's predicted by u.. Or rather it is da decisions u mak wil lead u 2 ur final destination.. So jz mak ur decsions wel, n u wil get dere.. Ur destiny wil b revealed 2 u.. Or rather ur decided future wil b shown 2 u in no time.. So dun tink abt it..

Well, 2day seems quit a bit of entry.. Haha.. Bt rrly if I dun blog hor.. I fel a bit strange.. Duno go army how.. Haha..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm