SaMuRaI

[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." [S]amurai Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." -Nietzsche "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." -Frederich N. "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" -Plato "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" -President Roosevelt "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" -Mother Teresa "The fool wonders, the wise asks" -Benjamin Disraeli "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" -Spiderman 3 "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

Friday, December 22, 2006 *'2 wks in Tekong'* Well, I'm sorta transported bac 2 da restin place.. It's al ok n alrit in dere.. Well, lik wad I said.. It is a rrly gd slimin centre.. Lolz.. Gt money tak somor can slim down.. Lolz.. Bt den a bit abt da Army life.. Cldnt say much la.. Jz tt it's gd, n no longer da scary stories we heard frm our fathers.. Haha.. Cz I'm rrly tired.. Bt I wana say a person in my bunk rrly STINKS.. He nv bath for 2 -3 days.. Cun tahan tt.. Bt I'm nt tryin 2 b racist or wad.. Tt guy is a Malay.. N he is ITE grd hu looks down on A lvl students.. WTH! However, in da Army, it is rrly ok 4 me.. It was lik chalet cz of da 2 wk confinement, u r nt 2 b subjected 2 any of da military punishment during dis 2 wks.. For dis 2 wks is 4 u 2 adjust 2 da military life.. Den it was rather slack 2 me.. Nt tt I'm crazy or wad, bt I noe mayb I'm so mentally prepared 4 it? I duno.. Bt I'm v sure tt da Army believes in 1 thing wich is called "progressive trng".. It was rather ok la.. Jz an introduction.. I'm frm da Dragon company.. Wich is for Pes BP moderate obese.. Den it was sort of ok.. Cz during da first nite, we haf lots n lots of shifting.. Ppl frm Apache shift 2 Dragon, Dragon to Eagles or Apache.. It was rather ok la.. Bt den I oso duno if it was a blessing 2 stay on in Dragon.. Bt at lest I noe I nid nt haf 2 shift a lot.. Lolz.. Next is da introduction on da island.. It was very different frm Singapore.. It is 1 deg hotter and colder den da mainland.. So well, I do experience "aircon" at nite.. Lolz.. Den da sunset n sunrise is so different frm da mainland.. I duno y.. Bt everything seems 2 b perfect on tt island.. If only dey cld allow me 2 bring a camera in, I wld haf taken everything down alr.. Haiz.. D thunderstorm in Tekong is oso different frm da mainland.. At dere, da wind rrly howls, n da rain rrly splatters down.. D lightning is oso v nice 2 watch.. It was al so perfect n nice.. I duno.. Bt I jz lik da things tt hapen over dere.. If only she's wif dere wif me, everything wil b perfect.. Another thing is tt ur outside frens do help a lot in making time pass fast.. A mesage frm dem wld kil tim damn fast.. Jz lik Lycan msg me once, den I noe he's bin takin gd care of himself.. Wich at lest put my heart at peace, cz at lest I noe he's in gd condition.. Lolz.. Though frens r impt, bt da thing we shld oso noe hw 2 conserve da usage of batt.. I gt a fren hu called frens n family almost every nite, den he has 2 borrow batt frm others.. I mean it's ok if u wan 2 call, bt mayb can call lik once in 2 days? Conserve da batt la.. Haiz.. Bt anw, I tink I oso gt no rite 2 say dis, cz afterall, it is da personal rights of theirs.. Additionaly, da Army oso taks gd care of ur welfare.. Even if it's drizzling, dey wld mak u walk shelter.. It's rrly a bit strange 2 me.. Bt den, I oso duno wad 2 say.. Cz in my mind, da Army is pictured 2 b rather tough on da recruits.. So da thing such as mak us walk in shelter even if it's drizzling seems strange 2 me.. Den another thing is after da waether Cat 1, it was ratehr clear 2 us.. Den my commander wanted us 2 march, bt den d other commander say it's Cat 1, cannot march, n we haf 2 walk da sheltyer.. N trust me, I hat walkin da shelter, cz dere's so many turnings n it's long oso.. Hat it >< D fod in da Army is catered by NTUC.. Den I duno la.. Ppl ard em say it's gd.. Bt me personaly dun lik da spicy food, n plus somor it's lik being served every day, I sort of dread da meals.. Den in da breakfast gt no bread, i oso dread it.. I duno, bt I rrly prefer bread 4 my breakfast.. I fel it's much beta tt way.. Da nxt ting is da drawing of M-16.. Da rifle is dam dirty.. I dun even noe y the dam hell am I gg to take care of it.. I fel it is dam stupid to oil da rifle at nite and to de-oil it again in the mornin.. Da cycle repeats itself again n again, it's so stupid.. I dun even noe we hav to check-clear arms even if we didnt even fire a bullet inside.. We hav a drill to clear the arm, juz so lame.. But da rifle is quite nice la.. Wife is not very heavy but the charges of abusing ur wife is dam heavy such as not oiling her, letting her to rot on the ground for more than 6 secs, not cleaning her inside-out clean,u all kena detention.. Nex is my shooting of using the wife M-16.. Juz really show how cock-eye m I cz I cant even shoot a gd grade to get a marksman.. Esp wen i'm standing.. It jus seem too heavy for me to carry it especially in the dark (night shooting) when the time come u die cz u cant even c a single piece of shit which is jus a contrast to ur foresight tip.. Wen u got officer shouting behind u about "wat the f* are u shootin at", all u need to do is juz heck care cz u cant really c wel at nite, jus a small piece of cardboard how can u shoot that thing.. I m now on the way to become a soldier.. Yea.. ^^v** Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:37 pm Friday, December 08, 2006 *'The Last Post'* Ok.. Hours r sweeping rrly fast.. Nw I'm gg 2 b enlisted in 3 - 4 hrs time.. Tt's real fast.. I gues dis wil b my laspost b4 me gg in2 da army.. 08 12 2006, autumn.. It's da last battle note of da samurai.. I'm gg in2 somwhere 2 train n meditate n 2 com out 2 b stronger.. A caterpillar wrapped up in a cocoon oso nids tim 2 train up n becom a nice buterfly.. Lolz.. Bt mayb I jz go in n transform frm a boy to a man.. In dis way, I shld b able to lok at things frm a man's perspectives.. N no longer a litle boy runing ard, n dashin ard.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:18 am Thursday, December 07, 2006 *'Pre-Enlistment Hours..'* Hours are sweepin real fast by.. I'm gg in2 da army soon.. I'm gg in2 work in da Ministry Of Defence.. Lolz.. Takin a minimal pay of 350 bucks per month? Or in other words I gt $3 per hr job in Min Def as an army personel.. Lolz.. Bt den again.. I'm getin jitters.. I dun fel lik gg 2 b enlisted leh.. I wana escape frm it.. ~~I suddenly regret becomin a Singapore citizen..~~ However dey say army transform a boy to a real man.. Haiz.. Shld I always remain as my chubby litle cute boy or be lik a man wif an awe-inspiring air? Lolz.. I duno.. Bt I noe I'm gona slim down dere.. Did gt lots of wishes frm frens esp frm my Lycan and her.. I rrly appreciate dem.. Haha.. Bt I gues dere's always gona b a tim lik dis de ma.. Mayb after wen I slim down, I muz maintain it, so tt my lvl of self confidence wld b higher? Lolz.. Hope so ba.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:09 pm Wednesday, December 06, 2006 *'Prom - Gd or Bad?'* Ytd was prom nit.. N o wells, it sort of din haf much impresion in me.. Cz afteral it was nth 2 me oso.. It was sort of sam old thing, jz tt we r much older, den gt gals atendin lorz.. As reference 2 da prom of 2004.. I duno abt it.. Bt personaly, I fel it was nth gr8 ba.. Cz it was sort of fashion show afteral, see hu wear much beta clothing n dres sense.. However, most of dem wore formal.. Den I was whole blac.. As in from head 2 toe al black la.. Den a bit regret din wear my blazer.. Lolz.. Bt I rrly duno.. A bit regret.. Luckily my blazer is FOC.. Haha.. Bt I noe sth wich is da atire of prom did gt me 2 damn vexed.. Luckily it's over now.. Wel, in ytd's prom, I duno if it's me mountain turtle or wad.. Gt a guy dres in a female clothing.. Duno is he sicko or wad.. Bt I meant if it's a guy den wear a guy's 1 la! Wear female 4 wad? Rrly cun tahan dis type of person.. I rrly duno abt it.. Den da ebent sort of dragged on n on.. Til ard 1230am of 2day? Yupz.. Den da sad thing is I din even gt anything frm a lucky draw.. (Bt she did) Wells.. I gues I consol wif my own theory: Wad's urs is urs, if it's nt urs, no mater hw u aranged it, it stil wun b urs.. Haha.. Tink I wld fel much beta felin on dis theory.. Lolz.. Den we sort of sat down dere n waited 4 da dance hr 2 com? Or wait 4 da birth of Prom King n Quen? Hahax.. I duno cz I'm numb by den.. Wad's mor dotz is tt da Prom King n Quen is nv da 1 I haf in mind.. Hahaz.. Bt hu cares.. So long it's nt me den I'm hapy alr.. Hahaz.. I duno la.. Bt seriously I wish 2 stay out of da limelight, n always b da backstage worker.. Yet hope tt my work wil b recognised.. I noe contradictory.. Bt wad 2 do? I mean I've always ben dis way.. Wich blog entry of mine is not non-contradictory? I supose it's most of da tim rit? As da days of enlistment draws nearer, I do gt jitters.. Haf second thots of runin away.. However thinkin of sth else, it puts me bac on fet again.. I duno.. Bt da scary Army stories of hw da instructors torture da recruits, bt yet readin da booklet, it seems dey no longer do tt.. Bt hu 2 belif? Haiz.. It's so damn confusing.. Haiz.. Bt I noe I'm gg 2 b shaved.. Lolz.. touch my hair I duno.. Bt as my days of fredom is comin 2 a temporary stop, I hope my tag box cld com up wif som constructive coments.. N hope it's regardin da entries.. N nt sth else.. I rrly hope 4 tt.. ~~Bt sb dun seem 2 quite understand dis pt, no mater hw many times of reminder..~~ Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:04 pm Saturday, December 02, 2006 *'My Last Saturday B4 Army..'* Well, 2day was a rather short day.. However it can b said 2 b meaningful ba.. Cz it's da last sat b4 I go in2 da army.. Haha.. Den I was tryin 2 do sth meaningful b4 I go.. Den I duno hw 2 do things in da meaningful way.. Den I invite my Lycan out 4 a pool gam wif me.. Wel, sth rather unfortunat hapen.. My Lycan was delayed 4 nearly an hr.. Cz sb fel on2 da MRT track.. Den da whole system jamed up.. It was paralysed transprt system.. Den my Lycan was so anxious 2 see me (so gd rit?) cz afteral it's a long tim since we las saw each other.. Hee.. Den I was stonin down dere readin som magazine.. Den I notice sth comon among da ppl dere.. I duno whether is it comon or nt, bt mst ppl did tt.. Dey jz stand dere n color dots 4 da 4-D.. Den I duno oso.. So confused.. N sorta no mod 2 go anywhere.. So I was dere starin n lokin ard.. den my bro cam.. We went 4 a super long sesion of my yr.. Den 4 ard 3 hrs.. Haha.. It was quite fun la.. Lest I cld so sth rather gd.. Another thing is my poolin finaly improved.. Yea.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm Friday, December 01, 2006 *'BBQ..'* Well, ytd was a prety gd day.. Haha.. Went 4 a bbq party.. It was quite nice la.. Haha.. Was da chef frm 3 to 5? Haha.. Cookin things.. Bt being lik 2nd tim, cooked only abt 90% cooked, som 10% uncertain.. Bt I din dare 2 eat much.. Sry 4 dos hu ate a lot n shit quite a bit 2day.. Sry abt it.. Well, in da morning, went 2 buy som very las min things.. Den went 2 buy da bbq pit gauze, or wadeva shit u cal.. Den sb say 6ft.. Den da unce hu sel da thing say "Huh? 6 ft? World Guines record, world longest bbq pit, u sure a nt?" Piangz.. I duno wad 2 say orz.. Den I sort of tink 6ft is ard Yao Ming's ht.. Den imagin hw tal Yao Ming stood, den if he lies down, den I realise hw big da bbq pit is.. Bt den da uncle shldnt haf said tt rit? X( Den anw, I request 4 da largest size available.. 3 ft lorz.. Den ok anw.. Den went 4 a rd of pool.. Haha.. I realise wen I rrly no mood 2 play, unles da opponent is also sam type as me or is an expert, da opponent wld lik be thrashed 2 lik shit.. Lolz.. Nt braging.. If u dun belif, com n chalenge la.. Haha.. ~~I probably cld do tt cz I was thinking of HER..~~ Den wen da mitin tim draws near, we chiong to da Bedok MRT station 2 mit ppl.. Den unexpectedly, my Da-ge is on da sam train as us.. Haha.. nv notice tt until he caled me.. Haha.. Den at da MRT, well, of cz we waited quite a bit of tim.. nt very long la.. Lik 40min? x( Haha.. Nt long rite? Cz afterall, it's da habit of typical Singaporeans.. Ppl haf 2 wait 4 quite long.. Den wen all arif, we went searching 4 da bus tt wil lead us 2 da ECP.. So sianz manz.. Dun lik it a bit.. Esp wif da hot sun n everything.. It jz sux.. Anw, we managed 2 reach da park n den set up da fire, n soon I becam da chef of da day 4 lik 2hrs? 2 cok da lunch 4 evryone hu haven eat.. Strange enuf, I cldnt eat da food I cook, n I duno y.. Ppl ard me kip askin me 2 eat, bt I say I cun eat, den dey stuf fod in2 my plat.. Haiz.. Hw many times muz I say big size is nt equal 2 say I can eat a lot.. Wen I wan 2 eat, I wil eat.. If nt, no mater hw u force, I wun eat.. I wld even dun fel lik eating lorz.. Haiz.. Bt I gues nb wld belif dis anw.. After their lunch, ppl went seashore 2 play, n tak pix.. Wel, being sort of trained by a profesional b4, tok great interest in takin dos pix.. However, I tok pix 4 others.. Cz afteral, it's their cameras.. Den others went 2 rent bikes n tak ard da ECP.. Den da rest jz stay ard n play cards.. Wel, being nt da Gambling King or wadsoeva u cal, I lose quite a few rounds.. As a mater of fact I tink I lost 70% rounds of wadeva I play.. Lolz.. However I gues it was lucky tt I din play money, if nt wil lose til I cry out loud.. Den it was nit tim.. Den we rented bikes 4 nite biking.. Well, we did race n den I was so suai 2 tio da tyre punctured at da strat of da race.. Den I haf 2 apply twice amt of da force n only get half of wadeva da work done.. In other words, da efficiency is only approx 50% or even leser.. It was quite an experience of cz.. It's nt everytim tt we can ride a punctured tyre bike rit? Lolz.. Den after tt, we went 2 buy more drinks, n den play even mor card games.. Sitin down dere n chat n play.. Lolz.. Wel, no mater hw enjoyable da gatherin can be, dere wil b a tim where one muz part.. Den another problem surfaced.. We haf leftover UNCOOKED food.. We den busy tryin 2 clear up da rubbish as wel as tryin 2 cook da food asap.. Bt den I duno wad hapen ltr cz me left early wif another person via da lift ofered by dad.. Haha.. It was rrly a fun ocasion rrly.. I duno oso.. Bt mayb it's da first tim I gt 2 stay out so lat w/o kena scolding.. Lolz.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 4:59 pm

Friday, December 22, 2006

'2 wks in Tekong'

Well, I'm sorta transported bac 2 da restin place.. It's al ok n alrit in dere.. Well, lik wad I said.. It is a rrly gd slimin centre.. Lolz.. Gt money tak somor can slim down.. Lolz.. Bt den a bit abt da Army life.. Cldnt say much la.. Jz tt it's gd, n no longer da scary stories we heard frm our fathers.. Haha.. Cz I'm rrly tired.. Bt I wana say a person in my bunk rrly STINKS.. He nv bath for 2 -3 days.. Cun tahan tt.. Bt I'm nt tryin 2 b racist or wad.. Tt guy is a Malay.. N he is ITE grd hu looks down on A lvl students.. WTH!

However, in da Army, it is rrly ok 4 me.. It was lik chalet cz of da 2 wk confinement, u r nt 2 b subjected 2 any of da military punishment during dis 2 wks.. For dis 2 wks is 4 u 2 adjust 2 da military life.. Den it was rather slack 2 me.. Nt tt I'm crazy or wad, bt I noe mayb I'm so mentally prepared 4 it? I duno.. Bt I'm v sure tt da Army believes in 1 thing wich is called "progressive trng".. It was rather ok la..

Jz an introduction.. I'm frm da Dragon company.. Wich is for Pes BP moderate obese.. Den it was sort of ok.. Cz during da first nite, we haf lots n lots of shifting.. Ppl frm Apache shift 2 Dragon, Dragon to Eagles or Apache.. It was rather ok la.. Bt den I oso duno if it was a blessing 2 stay on in Dragon.. Bt at lest I noe I nid nt haf 2 shift a lot.. Lolz..

Next is da introduction on da island.. It was very different frm Singapore.. It is 1 deg hotter and colder den da mainland.. So well, I do experience "aircon" at nite.. Lolz.. Den da sunset n sunrise is so different frm da mainland.. I duno y.. Bt everything seems 2 b perfect on tt island.. If only dey cld allow me 2 bring a camera in, I wld haf taken everything down alr.. Haiz.. D thunderstorm in Tekong is oso different frm da mainland.. At dere, da wind rrly howls, n da rain rrly splatters down.. D lightning is oso v nice 2 watch.. It was al so perfect n nice.. I duno.. Bt I jz lik da things tt hapen over dere.. If only she's wif dere wif me, everything wil b perfect..

Another thing is tt ur outside frens do help a lot in making time pass fast.. A mesage frm dem wld kil tim damn fast.. Jz lik Lycan msg me once, den I noe he's bin takin gd care of himself.. Wich at lest put my heart at peace, cz at lest I noe he's in gd condition.. Lolz.. Though frens r impt, bt da thing we shld oso noe hw 2 conserve da usage of batt.. I gt a fren hu called frens n family almost every nite, den he has 2 borrow batt frm others.. I mean it's ok if u wan 2 call, bt mayb can call lik once in 2 days? Conserve da batt la.. Haiz.. Bt anw, I tink I oso gt no rite 2 say dis, cz afterall, it is da personal rights of theirs..

Additionaly, da Army oso taks gd care of ur welfare.. Even if it's drizzling, dey wld mak u walk shelter.. It's rrly a bit strange 2 me.. Bt den, I oso duno wad 2 say.. Cz in my mind, da Army is pictured 2 b rather tough on da recruits.. So da thing such as mak us walk in shelter even if it's drizzling seems strange 2 me.. Den another thing is after da waether Cat 1, it was ratehr clear 2 us.. Den my commander wanted us 2 march, bt den d other commander say it's Cat 1, cannot march, n we haf 2 walk da sheltyer.. N trust me, I hat walkin da shelter, cz dere's so many turnings n it's long oso.. Hat it ><

D fod in da Army is catered by NTUC.. Den I duno la.. Ppl ard em say it's gd.. Bt me personaly dun lik da spicy food, n plus somor it's lik being served every day, I sort of dread da meals.. Den in da breakfast gt no bread, i oso dread it.. I duno, bt I rrly prefer bread 4 my breakfast.. I fel it's much beta tt way..

Da nxt ting is da drawing of M-16.. Da rifle is dam dirty.. I dun even noe y the dam hell am I gg to take care of it.. I fel it is dam stupid to oil da rifle at nite and to de-oil it again in the mornin.. Da cycle repeats itself again n again, it's so stupid.. I dun even noe we hav to check-clear arms even if we didnt even fire a bullet inside.. We hav a drill to clear the arm, juz so lame.. But da rifle is quite nice la.. Wife is not very heavy but the charges of abusing ur wife is dam heavy such as not oiling her, letting her to rot on the ground for more than 6 secs, not cleaning her inside-out clean,u all kena detention..

Nex is my shooting of using the wife M-16.. Juz really show how cock-eye m I cz I cant even shoot a gd grade to get a marksman.. Esp wen i'm standing.. It jus seem too heavy for me to carry it especially in the dark (night shooting) when the time come u die cz u cant even c a single piece of shit which is jus a contrast to ur foresight tip.. Wen u got officer shouting behind u about "wat the f*** are u shootin at", all u need to do is juz heck care cz u cant really c wel at nite, jus a small piece of cardboard how can u shoot that thing..

I m now on the way to become a soldier.. Yea.. ^^v

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 3:37 pm

Friday, December 08, 2006

'The Last Post'

Ok.. Hours r sweeping rrly fast.. Nw I'm gg 2 b enlisted in 3 - 4 hrs time.. Tt's real fast.. I gues dis wil b my laspost b4 me gg in2 da army..

08 12 2006, autumn.. It's da last battle note of da samurai.. I'm gg in2 somwhere 2 train n meditate n 2 com out 2 b stronger.. A caterpillar wrapped up in a cocoon oso nids tim 2 train up n becom a nice buterfly.. Lolz.. Bt mayb I jz go in n transform frm a boy to a man..

In dis way, I shld b able to lok at things frm a man's perspectives.. N no longer a litle boy runing ard, n dashin ard..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:18 am

Thursday, December 07, 2006

'Pre-Enlistment Hours..'

Hours are sweepin real fast by.. I'm gg in2 da army soon.. I'm gg in2 work in da Ministry Of Defence.. Lolz.. Takin a minimal pay of 350 bucks per month? Or in other words I gt $3 per hr job in Min Def as an army personel.. Lolz.. Bt den again.. I'm getin jitters.. I dun fel lik gg 2 b enlisted leh.. I wana escape frm it.. ~~I suddenly regret becomin a Singapore citizen..~~

However dey say army transform a boy to a real man.. Haiz.. Shld I always remain as my chubby litle cute boy or be lik a man wif an awe-inspiring air? Lolz.. I duno.. Bt I noe I'm gona slim down dere.. Did gt lots of wishes frm frens esp frm my Lycan and her.. I rrly appreciate dem.. Haha..

Bt I gues dere's always gona b a tim lik dis de ma.. Mayb after wen I slim down, I muz maintain it, so tt my lvl of self confidence wld b higher? Lolz.. Hope so ba..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:09 pm

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

'Prom - Gd or Bad?'

Ytd was prom nit.. N o wells, it sort of din haf much impresion in me.. Cz afteral it was nth 2 me oso.. It was sort of sam old thing, jz tt we r much older, den gt gals atendin lorz.. As reference 2 da prom of 2004.. I duno abt it.. Bt personaly, I fel it was nth gr8 ba.. Cz it was sort of fashion show afteral, see hu wear much beta clothing n dres sense.. However, most of dem wore formal.. Den I was whole blac.. As in from head 2 toe al black la.. Den a bit regret din wear my blazer.. Lolz.. Bt I rrly duno.. A bit regret.. Luckily my blazer is FOC.. Haha.. Bt I noe sth wich is da atire of prom did gt me 2 damn vexed.. Luckily it's over now..

Wel, in ytd's prom, I duno if it's me mountain turtle or wad.. Gt a guy dres in a female clothing.. Duno is he sicko or wad.. Bt I meant if it's a guy den wear a guy's 1 la! Wear female 4 wad? Rrly cun tahan dis type of person.. I rrly duno abt it.. Den da ebent sort of dragged on n on.. Til ard 1230am of 2day? Yupz.. Den da sad thing is I din even gt anything frm a lucky draw.. (Bt she did) Wells.. I gues I consol wif my own theory: Wad's urs is urs, if it's nt urs, no mater hw u aranged it, it stil wun b urs.. Haha.. Tink I wld fel much beta felin on dis theory.. Lolz.. Den we sort of sat down dere n waited 4 da dance hr 2 com? Or wait 4 da birth of Prom King n Quen? Hahax.. I duno cz I'm numb by den..

Wad's mor dotz is tt da Prom King n Quen is nv da 1 I haf in mind.. Hahaz.. Bt hu cares.. So long it's nt me den I'm hapy alr.. Hahaz.. I duno la.. Bt seriously I wish 2 stay out of da limelight, n always b da backstage worker.. Yet hope tt my work wil b recognised.. I noe contradictory.. Bt wad 2 do? I mean I've always ben dis way.. Wich blog entry of mine is not non-contradictory? I supose it's most of da tim rit?

As da days of enlistment draws nearer, I do gt jitters.. Haf second thots of runin away.. However thinkin of sth else, it puts me bac on fet again.. I duno.. Bt da scary Army stories of hw da instructors torture da recruits, bt yet readin da booklet, it seems dey no longer do tt.. Bt hu 2 belif? Haiz.. It's so damn confusing.. Haiz.. Bt I noe I'm gg 2 b shaved.. Lolz.. *touch my hair*

I duno.. Bt as my days of fredom is comin 2 a temporary stop, I hope my tag box cld com up wif som constructive coments.. N hope it's regardin da entries.. N nt sth else.. I rrly hope 4 tt.. ~~Bt sb dun seem 2 quite understand dis pt, no mater hw many times of reminder..~~

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:04 pm

Saturday, December 02, 2006

'My Last Saturday B4 Army..'

Well, 2day was a rather short day.. However it can b said 2 b meaningful ba.. Cz it's da last sat b4 I go in2 da army.. Haha.. Den I was tryin 2 do sth meaningful b4 I go.. Den I duno hw 2 do things in da meaningful way.. Den I invite my Lycan out 4 a pool gam wif me.. Wel, sth rather unfortunat hapen..

My Lycan was delayed 4 nearly an hr.. Cz sb fel on2 da MRT track.. Den da whole system jamed up.. It was paralysed transprt system.. Den my Lycan was so anxious 2 see me (so gd rit?) cz afteral it's a long tim since we las saw each other.. Hee.. Den I was stonin down dere readin som magazine.. Den I notice sth comon among da ppl dere.. I duno whether is it comon or nt, bt mst ppl did tt.. Dey jz stand dere n color dots 4 da 4-D.. Den I duno oso.. So confused.. N sorta no mod 2 go anywhere.. So I was dere starin n lokin ard.. den my bro cam.. We went 4 a super long sesion of my yr.. Den 4 ard 3 hrs.. Haha.. It was quite fun la.. Lest I cld so sth rather gd.. Another thing is my poolin finaly improved.. Yea..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:50 pm

Friday, December 01, 2006

'BBQ..'

Well, ytd was a prety gd day.. Haha.. Went 4 a bbq party.. It was quite nice la.. Haha.. Was da chef frm 3 to 5? Haha.. Cookin things.. Bt being lik 2nd tim, cooked only abt 90% cooked, som 10% uncertain.. Bt I din dare 2 eat much.. Sry 4 dos hu ate a lot n shit quite a bit 2day.. Sry abt it..

Well, in da morning, went 2 buy som very las min things.. Den went 2 buy da bbq pit gauze, or wadeva shit u cal.. Den sb say 6ft.. Den da unce hu sel da thing say "Huh? 6 ft? World Guines record, world longest bbq pit, u sure a nt?" Piangz.. I duno wad 2 say orz.. Den I sort of tink 6ft is ard Yao Ming's ht.. Den imagin hw tal Yao Ming stood, den if he lies down, den I realise hw big da bbq pit is.. Bt den da uncle shldnt haf said tt rit? X( Den anw, I request 4 da largest size available.. 3 ft lorz.. Den ok anw.. Den went 4 a rd of pool.. Haha.. I realise wen I rrly no mood 2 play, unles da opponent is also sam type as me or is an expert, da opponent wld lik be thrashed 2 lik shit.. Lolz.. Nt braging.. If u dun belif, com n chalenge la.. Haha.. ~~I probably cld do tt cz I was thinking of HER..~~ Den wen da mitin tim draws near, we chiong to da Bedok MRT station 2 mit ppl.. Den unexpectedly, my Da-ge is on da sam train as us.. Haha.. nv notice tt until he caled me.. Haha..

Den at da MRT, well, of cz we waited quite a bit of tim.. nt very long la.. Lik 40min? x( Haha.. Nt long rite? Cz afterall, it's da habit of typical Singaporeans.. Ppl haf 2 wait 4 quite long.. Den wen all arif, we went searching 4 da bus tt wil lead us 2 da ECP.. So sianz manz.. Dun lik it a bit.. Esp wif da hot sun n everything.. It jz sux.. Anw, we managed 2 reach da park n den set up da fire, n soon I becam da chef of da day 4 lik 2hrs? 2 cok da lunch 4 evryone hu haven eat.. Strange enuf, I cldnt eat da food I cook, n I duno y.. Ppl ard me kip askin me 2 eat, bt I say I cun eat, den dey stuf fod in2 my plat.. Haiz.. Hw many times muz I say big size is nt equal 2 say I can eat a lot.. Wen I wan 2 eat, I wil eat.. If nt, no mater hw u force, I wun eat.. I wld even dun fel lik eating lorz.. Haiz.. Bt I gues nb wld belif dis anw..

After their lunch, ppl went seashore 2 play, n tak pix.. Wel, being sort of trained by a profesional b4, tok great interest in takin dos pix.. However, I tok pix 4 others.. Cz afteral, it's their cameras.. Den others went 2 rent bikes n tak ard da ECP.. Den da rest jz stay ard n play cards.. Wel, being nt da Gambling King or wadsoeva u cal, I lose quite a few rounds.. As a mater of fact I tink I lost 70% rounds of wadeva I play.. Lolz.. However I gues it was lucky tt I din play money, if nt wil lose til I cry out loud..

Den it was nit tim.. Den we rented bikes 4 nite biking.. Well, we did race n den I was so suai 2 tio da tyre punctured at da strat of da race.. Den I haf 2 apply twice amt of da force n only get half of wadeva da work done.. In other words, da efficiency is only approx 50% or even leser.. It was quite an experience of cz.. It's nt everytim tt we can ride a punctured tyre bike rit? Lolz.. Den after tt, we went 2 buy more drinks, n den play even mor card games.. Sitin down dere n chat n play.. Lolz..

Wel, no mater hw enjoyable da gatherin can be, dere wil b a tim where one muz part.. Den another problem surfaced.. We haf leftover UNCOOKED food.. We den busy tryin 2 clear up da rubbish as wel as tryin 2 cook da food asap.. Bt den I duno wad hapen ltr cz me left early wif another person via da lift ofered by dad.. Haha.. It was rrly a fun ocasion rrly.. I duno oso.. Bt mayb it's da first tim I gt 2 stay out so lat w/o kena scolding.. Lolz..

Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 4:59 pm