[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

'Finale Of BMT'

As time flies (i noe it's cliche), I found myself whizing thru da BMT.. Den wen I'm out of tekong, I wld b caled a soldier.. Bt den wad kind of soldier? I duno.. Mayb a sucky 1.. Or other things, bt surely it muz b of sth negative, cz I noe I can nv b a gd soldier.. Well, lest was wad I cld c so far.. If I were a gd soldier, my dream wld haf com true.. Bt in reality, it didn't com at all.. So tt's it.. A bad soldier..

I jz somtimes cldnt figure out y ppl haf 2 b so of their ownselves.. I jz fel so fucked-up.. Esp wen I hear sth wich wil literaly break my heart, or even beta, tak da life out of me.. Wel, I mean afteral, it's expected.. Cz I din mit da requirement, cz I chose da easy road instead of the rite road.. So mayb dis wad I shld gt ba.. So anw, bac 2 da topic.. I duno if is it my bias judgement or wad.. Bt I jz sort of nt hapy tt he's da best n he can go 2 my dream place.. Den he claims he's nt stuck up or wadsoeva, everything he does seems 2 b under stress.. It's lik wtf.. Even if u noe u sure gg tt place, haf an interview wif da big shot, u nid nt haf 2 b so stuck up rit? Haiz.. I duno.. Den act pitiful, as in u r in som sufering.. I gaf respect nt cz u r da best, bt cz u r older den me, sorts wiser den any1 of us.. Tt's y I hold bac my temper ba.. Bt haiz.. Again, wad cn I do, jz sit bac n see wad others tak wad dey deserve lorz.. Bo bain.. I noe it isn't rite 4 Samurai 2 admit his defeat 4 he wil b dishonored lik fuck.. Bt den wad's fact is act, cldnt possibly change it.. So jz tak it lorz..

Well, went 4 NTU open hse.. It was ok la.. Lest I ask abt my course.. Den it was said by da profesor tt my results stand high chance 2 go in.. Bt I fel it's jz sort of a consolation statement frm him ba.. I duno.. Bt I sort of hate ppl hu raises hope, den wen reality shaters it, u fel damn fucked up.. Haiz.. Let's hope he's nt raising hope, n he rrly meant he meant.. As in he say I cld go in, den hope wadeva he say is true lorz..

Dis wk has nth special except da finale wich is da 24km route march.. It is rrly an achievement wen 1 finish tt 24km.. Cz it's rrly a lot on da endurance n menta strength.. Nt so much on physical.. I sorta was quite demoralised.. Cz I recif a bad news frm sb JUST b4 my route march.. Well, I dun blame tt person.. Cz tt person din rrly noe I was doin an impt event.. However, I do wan 2 thank my section mates march beside me n constantly eggin me on.. Though in my mind, I was tinkin y m I so suai 2 tio tt kind of msg frm tt person.. Bt haiz.. wad's over is over lorz.. After finish da 24km, it was sort of quite gidy 4 me.. I do admit it was partly my fault cz I cldnt eat my diner out field.. Mayb was 2 shag 2 do anything ba.. Haha.. Den ppl ard me, at tt pt of tim I fel dey force me 2 eat.. Wich mak me fel quite frustrated.. Denin da end, I gues I jz ate 2 bananas, n I survived da rest of da 12km march home.. Haha.. Den we reach da parade sq, it's so refreshing.. Though we r so damn fuckin shag, bt we fel quite gd.. If u ask me y, I wld say go n try it urself, n u wil noe wad it means le.. Haha..

Throughout this BMT, I did learn a lot.. Haha.. jz hope my unit life wld b 2 tough.. Jz a slacker wanabe.. Haha..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:34 pm