[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Friday, August 24, 2007
'My Thoughts @ Random'
Finally, the course is over.. Jz fel so light n relaxed.. As if nth bad cld go wrong frm dis pt of tim.. Wel, dn others wld tink tt dey probably wld c a happier me as da days go by.. However, I'm rather sad 2 say tt dey r HELL wrong 2 tink of tt.. Cz da desolation stil lurks within.. hardly anyway 2 remove it or anything..
In fact, I felt mor confused, vexed, n a symphony of emotions jz kip jumping, n eruptin within.. Hardly anw 2 stop it or tone it down.. Felin hapy 1 moment, den swign 2 lethargic, nt felin lik 2 do anything.. Dis thing has so sort of ben stuck 4 a long tim since wen I'm on da 4th wk of da course.. Haiz.. Wondering if I am hafin symptoms of depression.. If gt depression, den gd game lorz.. Nth else can b said.. Bt so far no suicidal thots, so stil quite safe so far.. Bt does nt mean in future wil stil b safe.. Anything can jz hapen within da snap of the fingers.. So 4 dos beside or surrounding me jz kip a lokout..
Den on tue was my bdae.. Haha.. Din do rrly much.. Bt went 4 a short run of ard 3km at nite.. Tink my stamina jz drop lik hell lorz.. Jz run such a short dist, den pant lik hell.. Haiz.. Dn went up.. Tok a shower, dn fal aslp quite fast.. So it was basically one of da most boring bdae I celebrate.. Den in da morning, I was being heated up under da sun, n my arms bcam a steamed lobster's pincers.. Damn red.. Den afetr a few days, wich is 2day, it b-com tanned.. Lolz.. Den backtrack, my celebration of bdae was held by 2 ppl.. Both fel on a sat.. So tt day rather bz la.. Cz haf 2 run here n dere.. Lolz..
Firstly, I had an early lunch appt wif my sis Becky.. Say wad surprise 4 me.. Lolz, it was a lunch treat frm her in Swensen.. Bt afetrall, thx 4 da efort 2 celebrate 4 me.. Had a rather satisfying lunch appt.. Den at da end, she gave me a ice-cream.. Sort of I tink is banna split kind, bt wif a candle on it.. Duno wad is it called.. Bt nt 2 say anyhting, it wasn't tt fantastic.. Nt rrly enjoy it la.. Dn fel a bit pai seh, cz eat le stil complain.. Den my sis 'drove' me out of Swensen wen paying da bill.. Haha.. Dn shop ard 4 a while, den she went hm.. Den went 2 Junyi's hse.. Linger a while den go n play pool.. Played pool, bt duno is I drop standard, or Junyi improved.. Jz fought til on par.. Haha.. Bt I chose 2 c frm da perspective I drop in standard, whiile Junyi improved.. Den da bill is again paid by sbelse.. Haha.. Den went home str aft it.. Watch my TV, den went 2 slp.. Basically, my sat is as such lorz.. Haha..
Den jz gt ready 4 work da nxt wk lorz.. Den stil fel damn sianz abt it.. Cz afterall, I'm working wif som useless veh coms, hu doesn't even noe basic C&C.. Jz pure shit.. JZ som kind of frustration wich haf no control over..
As the dark clouds rolled out..
Just like a red carpet upon the floor..
Thunder roared..
Lightning flashed..
A figure stands alone..
Pelts of rain fell..
Wind howled and ruffled through the armour..
Trees started to sway..
The trace of the wind could clearly be seen..
As it blow through the water..
Slowly, the helmet of the figure is removed..
The blade was pulled out..
A shiny flash of light is spotted among the darkness of forest..
Soon, shouts of depair could be heard..
Screams of terror rang through the forest..
As the rain stopped..
The wind stopped howling..
The screams stopped..
The dark clouds begin to unroll..
The sun started to come out..
As one trace the origins of the screams..
All it lead to is a pool of red colored water and mud..
Nothing was dere except the red color..
For one know who had come..
For he belong to the world of darkness..
A world of desolation and destruction..
A person who has an ambigious stand..
Neither to be pitied or admired..
For he belong to a world who no-one can understand..
Except he himself who lived there..
The ending seems rather no link wif da entry.. Bt afetrall, it's a random prose or poem.. Jz a strage writing..
In fact, I felt mor confused, vexed, n a symphony of emotions jz kip jumping, n eruptin within.. Hardly anw 2 stop it or tone it down.. Felin hapy 1 moment, den swign 2 lethargic, nt felin lik 2 do anything.. Dis thing has so sort of ben stuck 4 a long tim since wen I'm on da 4th wk of da course.. Haiz.. Wondering if I am hafin symptoms of depression.. If gt depression, den gd game lorz.. Nth else can b said.. Bt so far no suicidal thots, so stil quite safe so far.. Bt does nt mean in future wil stil b safe.. Anything can jz hapen within da snap of the fingers.. So 4 dos beside or surrounding me jz kip a lokout..
Den on tue was my bdae.. Haha.. Din do rrly much.. Bt went 4 a short run of ard 3km at nite.. Tink my stamina jz drop lik hell lorz.. Jz run such a short dist, den pant lik hell.. Haiz.. Dn went up.. Tok a shower, dn fal aslp quite fast.. So it was basically one of da most boring bdae I celebrate.. Den in da morning, I was being heated up under da sun, n my arms bcam a steamed lobster's pincers.. Damn red.. Den afetr a few days, wich is 2day, it b-com tanned.. Lolz.. Den backtrack, my celebration of bdae was held by 2 ppl.. Both fel on a sat.. So tt day rather bz la.. Cz haf 2 run here n dere.. Lolz..
Firstly, I had an early lunch appt wif my sis Becky.. Say wad surprise 4 me.. Lolz, it was a lunch treat frm her in Swensen.. Bt afetrall, thx 4 da efort 2 celebrate 4 me.. Had a rather satisfying lunch appt.. Den at da end, she gave me a ice-cream.. Sort of I tink is banna split kind, bt wif a candle on it.. Duno wad is it called.. Bt nt 2 say anyhting, it wasn't tt fantastic.. Nt rrly enjoy it la.. Dn fel a bit pai seh, cz eat le stil complain.. Den my sis 'drove' me out of Swensen wen paying da bill.. Haha.. Dn shop ard 4 a while, den she went hm.. Den went 2 Junyi's hse.. Linger a while den go n play pool.. Played pool, bt duno is I drop standard, or Junyi improved.. Jz fought til on par.. Haha.. Bt I chose 2 c frm da perspective I drop in standard, whiile Junyi improved.. Den da bill is again paid by sbelse.. Haha.. Den went home str aft it.. Watch my TV, den went 2 slp.. Basically, my sat is as such lorz.. Haha..
Den jz gt ready 4 work da nxt wk lorz.. Den stil fel damn sianz abt it.. Cz afterall, I'm working wif som useless veh coms, hu doesn't even noe basic C&C.. Jz pure shit.. JZ som kind of frustration wich haf no control over..
As the dark clouds rolled out..
Just like a red carpet upon the floor..
Thunder roared..
Lightning flashed..
A figure stands alone..
Pelts of rain fell..
Wind howled and ruffled through the armour..
Trees started to sway..
The trace of the wind could clearly be seen..
As it blow through the water..
Slowly, the helmet of the figure is removed..
The blade was pulled out..
A shiny flash of light is spotted among the darkness of forest..
Soon, shouts of depair could be heard..
Screams of terror rang through the forest..
As the rain stopped..
The wind stopped howling..
The screams stopped..
The dark clouds begin to unroll..
The sun started to come out..
As one trace the origins of the screams..
All it lead to is a pool of red colored water and mud..
Nothing was dere except the red color..
For one know who had come..
For he belong to the world of darkness..
A world of desolation and destruction..
A person who has an ambigious stand..
Neither to be pitied or admired..
For he belong to a world who no-one can understand..
Except he himself who lived there..
The ending seems rather no link wif da entry.. Bt afetrall, it's a random prose or poem.. Jz a strage writing..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:26 pm