[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" "The fool wonders, the wise asks" "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
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Well, ytd was stil as blur 4 me til mayb ard nitetime ba.. Basically I duno wad I was doin til I read Junyi's blog, den do I realise I did sth.. I recently duno wad has happened 2 me.. Rrly.. It's sort of sth wich I nv lik.. Wake up in a rude manner.. It's lik u semi consious n noe wad is happenin ard u.. Yet wen u sort of "wake up", den u realise u ain't dreaming at all.. Bt yet al u haf is only vague memories.. It's jz sth wich I rrly detest it.. I rrly duno wad happened.. It's worse den wad I experience in las yr b4 A lvls, or in J1 wen I sufer som blows.. It's jz a str unwelcom.. It's lik searchin oneself again.. Bt dis tim, one can nv see it lest u r tt person himself.. I seriously tink mayb I've run in2 som probs wich I may nt b able 2 solve it myself.. Yet I've gt a felin tt does r da probs wich I wan 2 gt away frm.. Wantin 2 run away instead of solving it, or even facing it str head on.. It's a brand new person whom I dun wan 2 noe.. Yet it fels lik it's me.. Haiz.. Rrly duno wad's gg on.. Jz hope mayb a kind soul wld guide me along out of dis route of darkness.. Shld I fail n fal bac 2 da clutches of darkness, it probably means I'm supp 2 b w da dark side.. Part of me wans 2 remain in da dark, whil another say wanting 2 go out.. It's jz a dilema faced, sth wich normaly 1 face.. It's kind of hard 2 say.. I juz do not noe wad 2 say.. Bt I jz cld only try 2 b as alert as poss, n try 2 b mor concentrating in things lorz.. Jz hope ppl ard me wld b able 2 understand it n hope tt dey r able 2 help me 2 guide bac.. Abt dos budies I haf in army, I dun tink dey can do it la.. I cld only depen on Slayerz, n Junyi 2 help me 2 gt out lorz.. Da rest if dey can, jz com la.. Bt I'm quite doubtful dey wil com.. Dos proses I wrote sem 2 describ my circumstances mor n mor.. Bt I gues, jz cont 2 write ba.. cz it has b-com part n parcel of dis blog le.. it's sort of hang onto my blog le.. A characteristic of my blog le.. Snow fell heavily.. Wind howled.. Trottering of the horse stops.. The horse neighs.. The rider get down from the horse.. Slowly, the rider walked.. With the sword clutched tightly in his hands.. His helmet was still on.. He stopped suddenly.. He raised his head and looked above him.. The snow pelted on his face relentlessly.. The sky is turning dark.. The wind howled even harder.. The horse neighed even louder.. He began to shiver.. The sword in his hand quivered.. Slowly, the grip was released.. The sword dropped onto the ground.. His knees began to kneel.. With a soft sound, he knelt on the floor.. As expected, his whole body slumped straight onto the ground.. His vision blurred.. It starts to turn from white to black.. His eyelids were heavy.. He couldn't find any strength to resist it.. He could feel himself getting numb.. Finally, his vision went black.. A black figure laid on the floor upon the white carpet.. A lonesome figure.. Who lost his way.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:29 pm |