[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

'Driving Prac Log..'

2day, I went 2 driving prac again..
Haha..
It's much mor fun n beta le..
Haha..
I FINALLY can get onto da public road n drive..
Shiokz manz..
Haha..

Den on da public road..
I do met up wif som incidents..
Wide turns..
Nt enuf 2 da center..
Or either too right wen I makin left turn or so n vice versa..
It's jz pure fun n enjoyment..
Den I met w 1 incosiderate driver..
Fancy horn @ me cz me 2 slow on his lane..
Bt it was on da left lane lorz..
The BIG L sign canot c meh?
Muz horn ar?

Den it was jz pure fun..
Den me on da bad habit of flooring da accelerator pedal..
Haha..
Mayb it's cz I floor too much of da tank..
Den I drif da car lik tank style..
Haha..
Den kena kan by da instructor..
Bt it's enjoyable..
Cz diff day gt diff conditions of da road..
Cun wait 4 my nxt leason 2 com..
Haha..

Den we head bac 2 da BORING circuit..
Turn here turn dere..
Bt muz act as if I'm on da public road..
Chek dis n tt..
Den signal here n dere..
Bt I gas it's part of da procedure lorz..

Den I mounted da kerb 3 times..
Engine stalled 3 times..
On da public road n circuit engine stall number of times: 14.. (oh.......)
Haha..
Hell yea manz..
Den da instructor sit my car until damn buay song..
Den he sorta kept quiet..
Den I drive beta..
Haha..

So mayb I drive beta w/o anybody toking dis n tt..
Cz muz b mor relaxed..
Haha..
Den nw my acceleration mor smoth le..
Braking oso beta le..
Haha..
Lik wad I say..
Driving rrly nids exposure..
Haha..

It's jz so fun 2 drif on da road..
Haha..
Cun wait 4 da nxt 1 2 com..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:23 pm



Saturday, October 27, 2007

'Rotting..'

Well, 2day I sort of rot da whol day.. Startin w gg to da Immigration building 2 colect my passport.. It's said 2 b bio-metric.. I oso duno wada hel is it al abt.. Anw, I went dere n rotted dere 4 mor den half a day.. Damn it.. Den I tot da passport is bio-metric, n shld b quite col loking.. Bt den it jz lok lik any other pasport.. Jz tt my pasport number n my I/C number is different.. Sianz.. Y muz it b different? Suck it..



Den I went 2 mit yp w Junyi n his fren.. Den we had lunch in KFC.. Den we toked n laughed.. I mean cz since A lv is near.. Nid 2 relax n open up.. So jz a small lunch, n al da laughs.. it wld ease da woris.. Tak deir mind off work at lest sumtim.. 4 once I tink studyin 4 exams is stupid..

Den I went 4 da driving prac.. All was well.. Haha.. Bt damn it.. Haf 2 kip practising my brakes.. Aww..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:29 pm



Monday, October 22, 2007

'Memories..'

In the pitch darkness he wandered..
A blinding light came into his vision..
He walked in with mixed emotions..
Walked in unknowingly..
Just walking straight and down the lane..
As he walked past a green hill..
He went up the hill..

Upon the meadow..
He saw a guy and a lady..
The lady is dressed in a very youthful manner..
A dress which seems only to be good looking on her..
The lady is in the arms of the guy..
They were whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears..
There are times where the lady chuckles..
Hitting the guy tenderly yet with love..
The guy bear with it all..
They still lie within each other's arms..

This struck a deja vu within him..
He knew he knew who is the guy..
Yet he could not recall what is the name of the guy..
He knew he knew the girl..
Yet he could not recall what is the name of the lady..

He forced himself to think very hard..
The world seems to be spinning..
His armour felt a ton heavy..
His helmet seems to be crushing all his thoughts..
His hands felt weak and numb..
His eyes could no longer stand its own weight..
Yet it would not close..
No matter how heavy it is..
His hand went to his forehead..
In hope of easing the pain..
But it was of no use..
His brain felt terrible..
As the flashbacks came and went..
Without even pausing a single moment for him to view..
His head is in splitting pain..

Then out of nowhere..
A dark cloud and mist appear..
It surrounded the couple..
Soon the mist began dissolve..
Then it left the couple there..
No longer chattering and whispering to each other..
No longer having any intimate actions..
The lady stood up..
She walked away..

The guy stood up..
Tears began to flow..
He pleaded the girl to come back to him..
The girl did nothing..
But continue to walk away..
The guy sank onto his knees..
He sobbed..

He shouted out of a sudden..
He screamed in agony..
Black mist and clouds were surrounding him..
Screams and shouts of agony rang high and loud..
Each scream and shout added more pain to his head..
Slowly the the mist began to disperse..
Standing there was a black armoured person..

He could not believe it..
He was actually seeing his own transformation..
The black armoured person drew out the sword..
He plunged into the ground..
He began to swore upon the Dark Riders Oath..

A oath he has taken..
He must fulfill..
Everything came so unexpectedly to him in one shot..
He could not take it anymore..
His head began to swirl even more..

He sank onto the ground..
Slowly, he lay on the ground..
Closing his eyes..
Trying to recall..
None came back..
The person he saw just now vanished..
He is now surrounded by pitch darkness..

Anw, I finaly pased tt god damn trial test.. N anw, my driving prac was fun.. Haha..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:14 pm



Sunday, October 21, 2007

'Driving!!'

Well, 2day I sorta duno y bt fel bit mor relaxed n carefree..
Sort of nth cn bother me..
except..

I'm jz damn vexed over sth..
I jz HATE them..
They r jz a bunch of useless fagots..
Know hw 2 wayang..
Den gt a higher authority than us..
I hate them..
Say 1 thing n do another thing..
Ask me 2 do den dey do themselves..
An insult 2 me manz!!
A disgrace 2 da ppl of da sam authority as dem..
SUCKERS!!

Well, I gt 2 finally can go a step further in2 my driving course..
Hope 2 gt my license by end of dec..
If nt early Feb nxt yr..
Yikes.. Rrly hope 4 tt manz..
Den mayb I jz gona elaborat a little abt da driving course thingy..

Ytd I went 4 enrolment in2 da sch..
Den attended da briefing wich I actually attended on fri.. Lolz..
Den aft hearing so much, I jz sorta go in alr le lorz..
Den I start 2 bk my practical lesons..
Al tgt 25 lesons in one day..
As in 1 shot pay all 25 lesons..
Da bill total is 2k plus.. Wa..
No wonder ppl say driving is ex.. I nw understand..
Den bk another trial slot 4 my Final Theory..
Den I pia on sat nite..

Wellz, 2day I went 2 tak da trial test..
Den I duno wad hapen..
Cz of 1 damn qn ans wrongly, I fail da test..
Den I cun go on 4 final theory test..
wada Hell!! GRR!!!
Den tml I'm gona pia 4 da theory..
N find out wada hell is wrong w it..

Tml is my first prac at 8.15am..
Yea manz..
Hope I wun cock up or anything..
Den da instructor wld b nice..
N wld b a bit mor patient w me..
Cz me a slow learner..
Hee..

"Wad happens when someone proposes out of the blue?"


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:25 pm



Thursday, October 18, 2007

'Top Prize!'

Sumtimes I rrly duno wad 2 do or write 4 my blog..
Bt cz it's my dear blog..
Following me 4 near 2 yrs comin 2 3yrs le..
Haha..
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO THINK!

Well, let me c n tink bac if gt anything 2 say..
Haha..
Well, here I gt it,
n here it goes..

I went on an Exercise..
For a trainin purpose..
Everything went well..
All da way was gd n ok.. In fact on da v high side of our morale..
Den as we were traveling..
We heard a loud sound in fact it's a "Bam"..
Bt as da engine is roarin damn loud, it's almst nt able 2 b heard except by da driver..
Den da vehicle sorta jumped a litle..
Den it din move anymor..
Strage sound was emited..
Den we com 2 know tt we gt da lotery..
We finaly gt sth wich we always hat 2 gt..
Da top prize id "Burst-track"
Den it's a laboros hard of 3hrs..
Den we gt da track bac in2 place..
Da track is wt is 20kg per link..
N dere r 80 links tgt.. *chatters*
Den we return back 2 our unit..
We sorta b-com da stars of da coy..
Cz hardly any 1 gt such a history since 3yrs ago..
So we jz cont 2 do wad we used 2 do..
Return all equipments..
While others help us 2 wash da vehicle n equipment..
Den we sorta go off n relac..
Cz of da incident, dey sorta wiling 2 help us..
Duno y everytim gt big tim thing hapen whenver I'm on sth rather impt..
Mayb I'm jinxed..

Cldnt tink of anymor..
Litle of enginer stufs..
Shld b ok le ba..
Tml I'll blog again..
Haha..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:15 pm



Sunday, October 14, 2007

'Impatience vs Impulsiveness'

Well, I duno wad 2 say oso..
I sim 2 lik gt da fate of being "keng" by others..
Ytd bot a new fone.. SE M600i..
Woodlands sel 399, den i buy dere..
Wen I com bac 2 yishun bot som accessories,
dey oinly sel at 360.. Damn it..
Bt wad 2 do? Impulsive or Impatience?

Dis is da topic of this entry..

Impulsiveness..
Sth wich is sumtims gd 2 haf..
Cz it mak things goes faster..
Bt mst of da tim, it screw up things..
So rrly duno wad 2 say..
Impulsiveness within me is of high percent..
Normaly hapens wen I'm down or wad..
Pluz gt a mild depresion..
Dis is a rrly deadly combination 4 my pockets..
Lolz..

Impatience..
A characteristic wich noramly ppl dislik..
Allows things 2 b done out of frustration..
A slight difference frm reckless ba..
I duno..
Tt test my power of my language..
Bt I ain't gg 2 care abt it..

Cldn't tink of anything 2 write le..
DA story ends w a coma las tim..
I rrly duno hw 2 cont it..
Haiz..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:00 pm



Friday, October 12, 2007

'Response'

Ow, finally I sorta gt out quite early 2day..
Bt I gt nth 2 writ oso..
I jz kinda duno wad 2 say oso..
Bt I can say tt dis wk a bit quite hol 4 me..
Cz basically I'm da 1 left in da camp myself..
Totally da camp almost 2 myself..
Quite gd..
Haha..

Seriously I gt nth 2 say lorz..
Bt regardin da tagboard, I gt sth 2 say..
It's nt I dun wan 2 updat..
Bt I rrly gt no access 2 da Internet..
Cz it's nt lik a hse or hm of ur own..
U cun updat da blog as n wen u lik..
Unles u r on leave or off..
I understand, sumtims it's borin 2 read an entry over n over again..
Bt sumtims wen I com bac frm a wk-long work..
It's sumtims a bit "pek chek" 2 c tags such as spams on it..
Kinda 2 me, a bit of insult..
Wan updats, ask nicely lorz..
Nid nt haf 2 resort 2 spamin rit? ;)

Bt den again, abt da post updats..
It's nt I wana say or wad..
Bt Jake is a student
Haf access 2 Internet anytim he wants at hm or in sch..
So u can updat anytim u wan..
Bt nt me wad..
So I hope u can understand n read dis pt..

Rrly, I gt nth 2 write le..
Cz dis wk gt nth interestin..
So I wil try n updat tml again..
I try..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:30 pm



Sunday, October 07, 2007

'Updates You Go..'

Well, after som serious case of spamming, I cldnt help bt muz explain 4 da long absence..
Da fact is cun u read da last post..
The main character fell in2 a main coma wad..
Cun wak up so eary de wad..
Moreover dese few wks a bit mor xiong cz gt som serious matter 2 deal wif wad..
Cun spare a thot meh? x( damn stress..

Ok, well, dis wk practicaly is nth done la..
2 me is rrly nth cz almst everyday is doin da sam thing
I'm getin litle tired of it a litle..
Bt wad 2 do..
I'm bit sry bt I rrly cun disclose any engineer stuffs..
Cz it's army things, I cldnt say much abt it..
In case of stepin on2 som landmine, n getin myself injured..

Den I practicaly duno wad has goten in..
Bt I'm bit aware of me getin som depression..
Mild case de..
So sumtims I wld jz cancel som mitings..
Nt cz I dun wan 2 go out w u..
Bt I dun haf da heart 2 go out..
It wld b my physical dere n nt my whole person..
Wld u lik it?

I duno, bt I browse thru a few blogs..
gt som gt my copyright..
I wan my copyright bac!!
Lolz..
Jake gt a blog entry similar 2 mine..
Bt muine's locked up..
His is opened.. Bt hu gifs a d?
Lolz..

I'm practically hooked 2 television n movies..
I jz wan 2 watch dem..
Leaving other things out..
I dun haf da drive 2 pass anything..
Mayb til I gt my driving license ba..
Sick n tired..

Anw, I gt no new updat for da little story..
Cz me myself haf written it 2 a dead end..
Duno hw 2 cont..
Mayb gif it som tim..
It wil com bac de..

Anw, da theory of the pimple by Jake..
It's my direct clone of my 10 Laws..
I wan my copyright!! (chuckles)
I wana watch new TV serials n movies!!
Shag..
Tired..
Distressed..

I gt my PDL finally..


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:18 pm