[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

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Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

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[G]oodies
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[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Saturday, December 08, 2007

'A Year Aniversary, 24km record'

Well, 2day marks da 1st yr in da SAF since my enlistment date.. Lolz.. Dun haf much 2 say, bt dn yr end is comin.. Perhaps da blog shld b ready 4 an overhaul, n a yr-ending post wich least sumarize da yr.. Lolz.. Dn mayb I cld start w da things hapen ytd.. Or rather da Thursday late afternon n nite..

On da thurs nite we are al preparin 4 da 24km Route March (RM).. Seriously, da coy of mine seriously tink tt da RM is rrly redundant 4 us.. Dn da CO b4 da march said sth wich I cld hardly mak it out.. Cz 2 me, it's a bit of mumbling n gibberish.. So cldnt b bothered 2 hear it.. Dn anw, let me trace bac 2 da prep n everything..

On da wed nite, my bunk went on da carbo loading.. In other words we went 2 eat a lot of things wich r essentially rich in carbo.. So we went 2 eat da canteen rich food, dn we went 2 cokhse.. While gg 2 da cokhse, it was agreed we jz drink da drinks n it wld b ok.. Bt ended up, we went 2 eat 1 mor serving of da food.. We sorta forced ourselves 2 eat.. It was rather funy 2 c ppl force 1self 2 eat.. Cz it's lik u wan 2 eat mor, yt u noe u rrly cun.. Dn ended up 1 of us throw da fod 2 da dog 2 eat.. Dn we went up 2 da canten 2 buy chocolates.. Haha.. Cz chocs gif loads of energy.. So each of us equiped w 2 bars each.. Lolz.. Aft tt, we jz went bac 2 bunk.. Wash up n gt ready 2 slp..

Dn on thurs mornin, ppl al sems 2 b v restles, yt nt pumped up tt kind.. Dn we gt instructions 2 work til 1pm, dn was ordered 2 rest until 5pm 2 go 4 diner.. Dn we jz lazed ard 2 11pm 2 eat our lunch.. Dn we jz went up 2 bunk n slp.. We jz slp til ard 5pm.. Dn we heard comotion 2 ask us 2 gather downstairs.. We wer al grogy frm slp.. Dn it was actualy a confirmatn if we r walkin n confirm our arms number.. Dn we wer al damn sian abt it.. Dn we sorts drag ourselves 2 da cokhse in rain.. Da rain was non-stop since wed afternon.. Jz damn sian abt it.. Dn aft we ate, I jz went bac n try 2 catch som slp.. Jz try slpin again, bt cldnt slp.. Dn jz lie on da bed n tink of several things.. Bt cldnt rrly figure out an ans 4 dos qns I haf..

Dn woke up, carbo load da las tim w da chocs.. Dn went down 2 draw da arms.. Dn we acct 4 da strength n ppl walking.. Dn we went 2 da gather pt.. Sit down dere n eat da night snck.. Sit dere n tok cock w each other til ard 12am.. Dn we start warm up, hear da CO tok a bit of things, dn da walk commence.. Dn we jz walked n sing songs..

Dn as da night gt darker n darker.. A sense of fear jz griped me.. I duno hw dis sense come abt.. Bt I becam mor n mor afraid 4 each step I tak.. N on several steps I nearly sprained my ankle.. I tried 2 convince myself tt nth wld hapen 2 me 4 it's safe as always.. Bt mayb cz I gt night blindness, n I cldnt c wads in front of me.. N pluz I knock in2 a person several times, yt sumtims I cldnt c hw far is he in front of me, n I walked a bit faster, I knocked in2 him.. I nearly fal on a few incidents.. My heart jz went damn fast.. Dn I cldnt rrly breathe easily.. Sorta choked off my breath.. I cldnt rrly walk anymor.. Dn a PC cam along n said 2 me tt he wish tt I cld finish da RM w him since it's his las day here in SAF.. I made da promis 2 him.. Den wen I reached da 12km mark.. My heart jz cldnt tak it anymor.. It sorta sends short pulses of pain.. I apologize 2 da PC tt I cldnt fulfil da promis.. He said it's ok since I've finished halfway w him.. Bt nonetheles, I stil fel bad abt it..

Dn in da wee hrs of da morning, ard 5.30am, we sort of went up 2 da top of da hil 2 watch a sunrise.. Da sunrise wasn't tt nice anw.. Bt HE say gt sth abt da sunrise.. I see nth, n I hat it.. Dn shortly aft it, we jz went down da hill, n gt everything up n ready 2 go bac camp.. Dn once reached camp, everybody's morale was damn high.. It made me sorts guilty tt I wasn't able 2 walk w dem.. Bt nonetheles, jz walk bac 2 da coy line.. Dn help out w da caryin of packs n equipments bac 2 da bunk.. Dn did som washing of clothes n washing up.. Dn went 2 slp.. Slept til ard 2pm.. Woke up n had lunch.. Bt jz laze ard til bk out tim.. Dn tt's hw da whole recount of da 24km is lik frm my perspective..

Seriously, I've been thinkin again n again.. Shld I go 4 u, wad hapens if u gif me an ambigious ans again?


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 5:09 pm