[T]eachings "A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot." "The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless." "To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself." "Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles." "Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it." Writer : Xiaofeixia Age : Since 1988 Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher [T]rAiLs LeFt By.. [W]arriors.. Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina [S]hrines Tears Anger Coded Google mail Movies Frenster Blogger Quotes Photos Search Dog Chinese Downloads Singtel SMS Chinese English Dictionary Altavista Translation [A]rchives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 [G]oodies Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling [E]nemies Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people [S]crolls "Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man." "He who has enough why can bear almost any how." "Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing" "Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them" "Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless" "The fool wonders, the wise asks" "Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?" "Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?" "Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway." "You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?" "Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way." "The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you." "You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant." "You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours." "Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?" "Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance" "If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know" "Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something" "What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence." "You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?" "We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice" "Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen" "Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
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Yikes.. Anohte weekend has passed.. I'm a bit damn sian abt gg bac le.. Cz jz bac frm outfield.. Dn I'm slightly down w a fever.. Nt a v serious fever.. Bt da feeling is jz damn not right.. So damn.. I nv lik it.. I wan 2 gt out le.. I jz gt 2 noe sth.. I learn frm a Taiwan serial Da quote says: "It doesn't matter if the food taste nice, it's the people that matters" No wonder da camp food sux so much.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 2:01 pm Monday, August 25, 2008
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Yesterday, I ran da 21km AHM.. I duno it's so damn hard.. Dn I jz ran.. Ran and ran until da 15km mark.. Dn my breathing start 2 haf som problem.. I cldnt breath wen I run.. Thus I walk al da way.. I walked 6km.. I was so damn pure shag.. My knees n every part of da leg hurts lik crazy.. Thus I'm unable 2 finish my target of 2hr 30min.. Haiz.. Bt it was an experience afterall.. Nw my legs n thighs r stil hurting.. Damn.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:42 am '
I know this is a bit late 4 da fotos.. Bt I gues it's beta dn nth ba.. Lest I try 2 put da fotos up.. This turtle is frm my sis.. This tortise is frm my buds.. This is frm Shane n Avis This little piggy comes with da tortise This is da Full Family Pict of my soft toys of my Bdae!Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:52 am '
Oh wells, allow me to say a word of apology for such late update of my birthday diner and party.. I seriously to thank da ppl for coming to my birthday party, even thou gt sum ppl say I "lor sor" for kip sayin thanx 4 comin.. Bt rrly la.. My frens rrly nt a lot ma, except a few.. So I muz rrly thank al of u for showing face 2 me by comin to da party n compliment da party and nv complain abt my poor hosting.. Lolz.. Well, allow me to say my bdae party aft such a rather long narration of wad's gg to happen.. Well, I made a appt w da Shandong gang ppl except a few to mit @ da city hall mrt station so as to lead dem to the restaurant where I am gg to haf my diner party held.. Da diner was held in Hanabi, a Jap buffet restaurant.. It's behind da Carlton hotel.. Dn as usual, mart is late bt he was carryin my bdae gift, so I din say much.. Bt he kip complainin da gift wad wen he buy a lot of ppl lookin @ him la, making him fel damn uncomfortable la, n al sorts of things.. Dn I ask wad he buy, he jz say he bought da tortise, da big 1.. First thing 2 my mind was "OMG".. Cz I only say out of fun n joke.. Din rrly expect dem 2 buy cz dey alr say it doesn't rrly fit me lahz.. Cz me supp 2 b dos kind tt like action figures, computer games, al da stiffs tt guys lik.. Dn tada! Dey bot da tortise 4 me.. Well, muz say thx 2 dem for buyin such a big tortise, n carryin it al da way 2 city hall 2 mit me.. Lolz.. Dn a msg cam say we mak a move first, while d other grp of ppl wil com shortly while giving dem directions.. Den me n mart mak our way 2 da restaurant first, dn we jz waited 4 ppl 2 com.. Dn da 2nd grp of ppl called.. Dn I went 2 the Orchard Odeon Towers 2 fetch dem.. Lest I behave lik a host ma.. Canot expect dem 2 walk al da way in demselves ma.. Lolz.. Dn as usual I kena sorta "nium" frm Sue Ann senior.. Haha.. Dn gt da "sa jiao" frm Siew Fen senior abt da treat.. To me, she is la.. Cz mayb I'm stil nt used 2 her style of talking.. Dn anw, I jz led dem da way in2 da restaurant.. Dn da 1st target of da day Martin jz gt it frm dem al.. Lolz.. It was jz damn funy on its own.. With da combination of Martin n Siew Fen senior, it's jz entertainment itself.. Cz u cld al da funy squabbling n little actions here n dere.. It's jz pure funy.. Dn w a final touch up by Sue Ann senior, it was jz a perfect combination and entertainment w da scene of mart tryin 2 gt out, yt "bo bian" kena shot.. Dn my fone rang announcing da arrival of da 3rd grp.. It seems my bdae party a bit big hor? Lolz.. Den I went out of da restaurant to fetch da 3rd grp.. Dis 3rd grp is Sheng Long n his girlfriend, Avis, and last bt nt al da Late King Junyi.. Lolz.. Dn dey were oso walk until lost.. Or mayb I sux in givin in direction.. Dn I jz went out 2 fetch dem lorz.. Dn I saw Junyi in shirt.. He oso nv tel me he in shirt.. Dn in da end I gt questioned y Junyi dress mor forml dn me.. Lolz.. Hw wld I noe.. Dn I gt da gift frm Sheng Long n Avis.. Dey gave me a collector's version of Infernal Affairs.. I gues it did cost dem quite a bit la.. Lolz.. Dn I jz led dem lorz.. Dn dey al start ordering al da food.. Dn Sheng Long said tt this was da restaurant where he had wanted 2 try out.. I duno if dis is so coincidental.. Lolz.. Bt nonetheles, dey stil ordred n enjoyed da food.. Den al da guests al present, dn my bdae party officially start.. By then it was alr nearing 7.45pm le.. Lolz.. Den we ordered quite a bit.. Dn I oso jz enjoyed al da laughter n al, n din rrly eat much except da shashimis.. Dn da whole diner, al da attention seems 2 b on mart.. Mart stealing my light even thou I'm da main character.. ><" :'( Dn aft eating, I jz went 2 foot da bill.. Bt dun ask hw much da bill is.. Cz afterall, I'm able 2 foot da bill dn cn alr.. Lolz.. Dn we went up to The Loof, a place where cn drink n chill out.. Dn Angie, Siew Fen, n Sue Ann jz brought up da cake.. A tiramisu cake I heard dem say.. Dn we ordered drinks lorz.. Dey ordered Frozen Peach Magarita, Singapore Sling, White Chocolate Martini, Raspberry Drink, n me is Grey Goose Martini w Lemon Crisp.. Bt dn I jz ordered.. Dn when I ordered finish n start to open da cake to gt ready da cake, dere came da fireworks.. Dn I oso gt questioned if I gt da fireworks planned.. Bt sadly 2 dissapoint al, I din rrly expect dere 2 b a firework display.. Bt I do noe tt my timin al v on da dot.. Lolz.. Dn we were al discussin if we want 2 put da candles.. Dn I said dun wan, bt da seniors say muz put.. So put lorz.. Hahax.. Dn finding a lighter 2 light up, we jz managed 2 borrowed 1.. Dn we started 2 sing happy birthday song in da midst of da fireworks.. It was jz very touchin 4 me la.. Bt dn da song gt mixyure of ZC n my name in it.. It is so "I duno hw 2 describe" type of feeling within me.. Btit was fun.. Dn I jz wished 4 my bdae wish.. Dn wen I wish finish, da candles jz wnt off, n da fireworks sounded da finale.. Everything jz happen @ da sam tim.. Cldnt believe me rite? Bt it's true.. Dis is truly a memorable bdae party.. N I gues nb wld b so gd at da timn as mine.. Lolz.. Dn we jz ate da cake, took lots n lots of pix.. We jz drank n talked a lot.. Dn mart n sheng long talked abt da maple tory.. Dn b4 al dese, mart gave me da tortise.. It was a female de wich a bit dissapointment 4 me la.. Cz I tot dey wld buy a male 1.. In wich dey say it was out of stock.. So dey say dey gaf me is in hop tt I cld find a girlfriend.. Lolz.. Dn we celebrate til abt 10.45pm lik tt.. Dn we left 4 each other's home.. It was indeed a memorable bdae party.. Once again, I wld lik 2 say thx 4 makin my bdae so memorable.. Lolz.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 10:16 am Sunday, August 24, 2008
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Oh wells, I muz say so sry 4 such a late post of my bdae party.. Bt I wil updat u guys asap.. Jz 1 word 2 describe la.. It was "Fabulous".. Lolz.. But then b4 I go.. Here is sth I feel lik sharing w all: The title is "Life Is" by Mother Teresa Life is a possibility, embrace it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realise it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfil it. Life is a sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 7:59 pm Thursday, August 21, 2008
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Well.. I'm finally out.. @ dis moment I wana say: HARPY BIRTHDAY! 2 me of cz.. Lolz.. I'm leaving da teens years le.. Marching on 2 my twenties!! Lolz.. Lest I no nid 2 stay inside.. N kena dos F-ing remarks n eyes or glares frm ppl.. I hate dem.. Hapy tt I'm able 2 escape frm dere.. Da Living HEll.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:13 am Sunday, August 17, 2008
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Oh wells, here I am writing an entry again.. I oso duno wad 2 write oso.. Bt dn I oso duno y my comp start 2 lag wen I play C&C3 @ high graphics detail.. Seriously I duno y.. Mayb I will go n change 2 a beta graphic card? Lolz.. Well, dn I oso duno wad 2 do.. Bt dis comp I fel lik I'm lik liking it mor n mor.. Mor of appearance.. Da capability nt so much ba.. Esp aft da laggin happened ytd.. Well, 1 of da cause cld b heating up of da graphic card.. Haiz.. I rrly duno.. I'm still rrly drained.. Esp wen I'm gettin closer 2 da timin of bookin in.. I sorta hate da place mor n mor le.. I duno y.. Nw dere's a sayin in my coy le.. "Rank on the shoulder, brain on the ass" I wls lik 2 add on another 1.. "Rank by the side, brain shaped like a plank" I gues nt many pl of my coy noe dis webby of mine.. So I gues it's safe 2 write tt n nt 2 found out by dem.. Lolz.. I'm rrly being drained by dos 2.. Drained.. Tired.. Exhausted.. Going to collapse in anytime.. It's near.. It's near.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:35 pm Saturday, August 16, 2008
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Oh wells.. It's hardly 4 me 2 visit my own blog on a sat evening.. Lolz.. Well, my bdae is comin up real soon.. I'm lest nt rrly hapy abt it.. THou I've made plans 4 a rather memorable 1.. Bt it sorta fail wen 2 frenz r nt able 2 mak it.. So it's nt I din ask dem.. Bt uni gt stuffs 4 dem 2 do, n it's impt 4 dem 2 do it of cz.. Bt nonetheless, I still gt frens 2 celebrate w me.. I noe dis sounds so cliche.. Bt time rrly flies lorz.. I'm nw morphing frm a teenager 2 a young adult.. WRT me teenagers r ppl w age tt ends w "teen".. So I'm oso gettin older le.. Meaning I've gt 2 find wrk, n start 2 haf a steady income.. Da money has also started 2 run low le.. Yet gt no job.. Grrzz... I'm rrly damn sian.. I'm rrly tired frm lots n lots of things.. Emotionally, physically n mst greatest of all is mentally.. I'm so mentally stressed alr.. My family gt 1 timed bomb.. Nv noe wen it's gg 2 go off.. I hate da felin of havin 2 live on my gard.. I've had enough of tt in army le.. I'm so tired.. I'm rrly v tired.. Well, let me try 2 end @ a hapy note.. My bdae wish list.. 1. Da Big Tortise 2. Crysis 3. Need For Speed Pro Street 4. Car (I'm tokin abt da real 1 wich cn b driven on road) Wells, I duno wad 2 say abt dese.. Bt I try 2 end it w a hapy note.. Bt it seems a failure.. Cz.. I'm rrly drained n tired.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 8:19 pm Sunday, August 10, 2008
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Well, 2day a bit mor happier.. Cz I nid nt haf 2 go 2 tt filthy n hateful place 2day.. Lest it's delayed lik 1 day.. I'm oso hapy.. Dis wk marks my las bk out on fri nite.. Start of bkin out on sat mornin le.. I jz hate it.. Waste of my time, n da wait is rrly makin me pissed.. Mayb shld stop ranting.. Say some hapy things ba.. 2day went out w a few frens 2 celebrate 1 of my frens' bdae.. Dis marx her 21st bdae! Haha.. Meanin she is mor mature le.. Dn cn oso haf much mor fredom dn us le.. Lolz.. Dn 2day went 2 da Bugis Junction.. We held da celebration at da Wong Kok Char Tian (sth lik tt la hor..).. Dn we ordered quite a bit la.. Da gals jz a bit crazy.. Ordered a lot of drinks, in d end oso nv finish.. Haiz.. Dn I ordered a soup rice.. N a soup.. (funy rit?) Well, da soup rice sux a bit la.. I cld hardly eat w enjoyment.. (shld nt haf ordered it anw..) Bt da soup was nice.. Sour 2 a certain extent, n a lilte spicy.. It's nice la.. Dn tok a lot of pix.. Which I again try 2 siam bt cun escap frm jy's grip.. Lolz.. Aft da lunch, it ended @ ard 4+pm nearin 5.. Dn we went up 2 gt som neoprints.. Dis tim I barely manage 2 siam da camera.. Lolz.. Dn gt 'scolded' again by da bdae star.. Lolz.. Dn jz shop ard n look here n dere.. Dn we jz haf 2 leave early as jy gt sth on.. Haha.. Well, sorta it's end of da day lorz.. Bt it was a rrly hapy afternon.. Haha.. Dn I recieve a bdae present frm da bdae star.. Well, I duno wad 2 sy it.. Bt da present is da sam as my current things.. Bt thx a lot.. I rrly appreciate da thot of givin me da prezie.. Thanks.. Haha.. Nxt up is my bdae.. I gaf da 2 of dem 3 options.. Hope dey do mak da correct option or choice.. Cz only 1 of dem is v ez 2 achieve.. While d other is a bit hard based on circumstances.. Lolz.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 9:52 pm Sunday, August 03, 2008
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Jz read da news of increasing da bus fares.. Well, I duno wad 2 say.. Bt dis rrly sux.. I duno la hor.. Bt I gues sumtims mayb dey shld lok frm perspective of da majority population.. Jz cz "SMRT had healthy profits last year", It doesn't mean haf 2 rise by dis yr wad.. Wait til wen everything lightens up lorz.. Dn wen da fuel price went up, shldnt da gov oso subsidise a bit? Dn all da taxes we pay lest we gt 2 enjoy a bit wad.. Cz seriously wen we pay our taxes, I wldnt rrly noe where did it go.. Ppl say SAF is sustained by da ppl's taxes.. Dn I gues da SAF shld tink of another way of nt wasting a ppl's money.. Cz in camp I see lots of ppl wasting all da 'free' food whereby da 'free' is wrt dem.. Dn hapy or nt hapy jz whack a 1x area cleaning (large scale).. Dn water hw? Lots of it is spent on it lorz.. Hu pay? Da taxpayers lorz!! Isn't water very precious 2 us? WTF r dos ppl tinking.. So if u hapen 2 b 1 of dos hu throw food, waste huge amt of water, Plz tink twice.. Cz u r wasting my, my parents', your parents' money in form of taxes.. Taxes r hard 2 pay!! Think twice! Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:42 pm '
Oh wells.. My new comp is up n ready 2 rock n roll le.. Haha.. It's quad core pwred, n it's equiped w razor mse n keyboard set.. Both r al gamin equipments.. Haha.. It's 4Gb ram, along SATA 160Gb HDD.. Haha.. At da sam tim it comes w a 5.1 surrund sound system.. Haha.. Can watch movie and enjoy all da effects le.. Lolz.. Dn da best thing is tt.. It comes a 22" LCD BENQ monitor.. Big sia.. My eyes r nw lokin out le.. lik dis: <.> Lolz.. Lolz.. Well, it cost ard lik 2k pluz.. Lest it's almst parallel 2 da 1 I wana buy frm dell.. Jz tt it's cpu cover ain't lik dell de.. Haha.. Bt dn it's stil much more beta dn my old comp.. Haha.. Dn jz run a few test of da sound n graphic card.. Haha.. D sound is jz awesome.. Lolz.. Dn da graphic card I jz set everything 2 high.. It jz seems so different frm wad I usually play.. Haha.. Oh wells, lest dis is da first entry of Aug.. N hope more wld com.. My days of teens r comin 2 an end soon le.. Argh.. Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:09 pm |