[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher
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[W]arriors..
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[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling
[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people
[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"
Friday, February 27, 2009
'Spamming?'
Oh wells.. I couldn't believe it that I'm still awake this hour.. Haha..
I was rushing out student notes for their upcoming CA1.. Awws..
Now I do feel a bit tired.. Maybe I would be doing such little post by post spamming.. To ease the stress building inside me. This must be released if not, according to Charles' Gas Law, keeping the volume constant, my temperature or pressure either one would be the deciding factor. Then further on, if pressure do not release, plus the recent hot days, I would prefer to think that I would probably explode in time to come. So now, I'm letting an outlet out.. To release the pressure within.
Oh wells, it's late. Got to go and sleep manz..
I was rushing out student notes for their upcoming CA1.. Awws..
Now I do feel a bit tired.. Maybe I would be doing such little post by post spamming.. To ease the stress building inside me. This must be released if not, according to Charles' Gas Law, keeping the volume constant, my temperature or pressure either one would be the deciding factor. Then further on, if pressure do not release, plus the recent hot days, I would prefer to think that I would probably explode in time to come. So now, I'm letting an outlet out.. To release the pressure within.
Oh wells, it's late. Got to go and sleep manz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 12:24 am
Sunday, February 22, 2009
'Busy Me.. Liberal Thoughts.. Tsk tsk..'
Oh wells, it seems quite a long time since I've last updated my blog. Then I got sort of damn sian working at my current place, it's sort of peanuts pay and then if work overtime, will get complaints as in not official letter or anything but all those glances. I mean it's not that I wish to work overtime, but there's a lot of things to do, and you couldn't possibily ask somebody to do it without even claiming overtime pay. I mean who in the world would work for free? Unless he or she is supposed to clear within his or her job scope, but did not achieve it, so not claiming overtime pay is reasonable. Sigh.. I just do not really know what to do.
Yesterday went out, sort of 'finally-can-go-out' type of feeling came to me. Perhaps this feeling comes then I will go out an shop and eat. These few weeks and the following weeks would probably be hell yet probably it's a good money production week. It's an undisclosed rate of how much I'm earning this week, but I can confidently say that if I sit down and really focus on tuition, in 1 day, the money earn that day could easily be 2 times of the pay I'm earning at my current workplace. It's like 'might-as-well' kind of income that I stay at home and concentrate on my tutoring. However, if I don't work in my current workplace, the income I currently getting will be almost halved as the income stood about 40% to 45% of my total income. I really don't know what to do. Thus, I was thinking of taking up relief teaching.
Taking up relief teaching is not difficult, but finding a school to teach in is difficult. Until now, I sort of have not found a school as hardly got time this week for myself. Maybe I could try next week? I mean as I probably would be a teacher in my future career, that is if my studies are smooth and achieve almost 90% of the goals I set, I think this would be a great exposure and take into the consideration if I would want to be a teacher when I come out and join the workforce permanantly as in would study anymore but focus on working that kind. Thus, I really hope I could get the relief teaching job soon. However, if it's relief teaching, my JUne whole month would be blanked out with zero income, but it's calculated that if I work alost everyday during normal school term, the money earned is really eye-catching. Maybe I would try this week, that is if it's not s packed as this ending week. Lolz.. But yet I hope it would so busy every week so that I earn big bucks. Hee..
Yesterday while I was on the way back home, I sort of heard something that could really even put me into asking "What the hell is going on with those really teenagers in the secondary schools nowadays?" Ok wells, maybe I refine it a little, as in my question are those teenagers from those average schools especially the teenage girls.
I do not know if it's pure coincidence or not, but I saw a group of teenage girls, it was obvious as they were talking about underage sex. One of them was saying "...the legal age for girls to have sex is 16 ma, so..." then one of them said "...then you are shooting me not yet 16 while others all 16 la.." When I heard it, I was a bit like quite embarrass for them. Then they continue talking about the topic. One of them ask the other if she and her boyfriend had done THAT thing. Then the girl replied negative, asnd ask why would the girl ask her about this. Then the girl said" I don't believe that those couple who are 1 year in relationship would not do THAT thing, as it's a normal thing" When I heard it, I was like 'errr-dont-know-what to say' kind of attitude. Then they continue say something even more outrageous (wrt me). This is what one of the girls say" I think maybe when we turn 16 or higher age, we should try it. As in not really do that thing, but undress fully (refering to both parties), and then sleep together on a bed. Then if kena THAT, try all costs to prevent it like stop from 'going in'.." When I heard it, I was like 'bengz'. I was sort of like 'don't they know when guys are up for that, the other party don't really have that much strength to resist it, then would sure kena it. Moreover a guy and a girl completely undressed, surely it would be as good as putting super-uber dry wood besides a strong fire. CONfirm plus chop would happen.' I was utterly shocked when I heard it.
Perhaps as I was being brought up in a rather conservative and traditional family, these girls' ways of thinking is a bit immoral to me. Perhaps the word 'immoral' is improper to use here, but that's the best word I could find in my vocabulary, so sorry about that. However from another perspective, it could partly due to the media influence and maybe of their young age. I'm not that old either, but neither am I that young, but perhaps I'm sort of able to do some necessary filtration due to the 2 years of GP in my JC life. Then of course, I'm a male, I do have sort of devilish thoughts and regrets. As in 'how come this kind of girl is so liberal, damn shiok for the guy with her" However, at that split second I know it's kind of wrong. As you come to think of that, if she could do so with her current one, wouldn't she do the same with her the other current one if her current relationship fails? Then wouldn't she pay a heavy price for that little pleasure? I don't know how you feel, but I sort of think not worth it.
I'm very sorry if this entry is a bit insulting to the female readers. As for the male readers, if you don't agree, then plaease feedback in the tagbox your views, female readers are definitely welcome. Lolz..
Yesterday went out, sort of 'finally-can-go-out' type of feeling came to me. Perhaps this feeling comes then I will go out an shop and eat. These few weeks and the following weeks would probably be hell yet probably it's a good money production week. It's an undisclosed rate of how much I'm earning this week, but I can confidently say that if I sit down and really focus on tuition, in 1 day, the money earn that day could easily be 2 times of the pay I'm earning at my current workplace. It's like 'might-as-well' kind of income that I stay at home and concentrate on my tutoring. However, if I don't work in my current workplace, the income I currently getting will be almost halved as the income stood about 40% to 45% of my total income. I really don't know what to do. Thus, I was thinking of taking up relief teaching.
Taking up relief teaching is not difficult, but finding a school to teach in is difficult. Until now, I sort of have not found a school as hardly got time this week for myself. Maybe I could try next week? I mean as I probably would be a teacher in my future career, that is if my studies are smooth and achieve almost 90% of the goals I set, I think this would be a great exposure and take into the consideration if I would want to be a teacher when I come out and join the workforce permanantly as in would study anymore but focus on working that kind. Thus, I really hope I could get the relief teaching job soon. However, if it's relief teaching, my JUne whole month would be blanked out with zero income, but it's calculated that if I work alost everyday during normal school term, the money earned is really eye-catching. Maybe I would try this week, that is if it's not s packed as this ending week. Lolz.. But yet I hope it would so busy every week so that I earn big bucks. Hee..
Yesterday while I was on the way back home, I sort of heard something that could really even put me into asking "What the hell is going on with those really teenagers in the secondary schools nowadays?" Ok wells, maybe I refine it a little, as in my question are those teenagers from those average schools especially the teenage girls.
I do not know if it's pure coincidence or not, but I saw a group of teenage girls, it was obvious as they were talking about underage sex. One of them was saying "...the legal age for girls to have sex is 16 ma, so..." then one of them said "...then you are shooting me not yet 16 while others all 16 la.." When I heard it, I was a bit like quite embarrass for them. Then they continue talking about the topic. One of them ask the other if she and her boyfriend had done THAT thing. Then the girl replied negative, asnd ask why would the girl ask her about this. Then the girl said" I don't believe that those couple who are 1 year in relationship would not do THAT thing, as it's a normal thing" When I heard it, I was like 'errr-dont-know-what to say' kind of attitude. Then they continue say something even more outrageous (wrt me). This is what one of the girls say" I think maybe when we turn 16 or higher age, we should try it. As in not really do that thing, but undress fully (refering to both parties), and then sleep together on a bed. Then if kena THAT, try all costs to prevent it like stop from 'going in'.." When I heard it, I was like 'bengz'. I was sort of like 'don't they know when guys are up for that, the other party don't really have that much strength to resist it, then would sure kena it. Moreover a guy and a girl completely undressed, surely it would be as good as putting super-uber dry wood besides a strong fire. CONfirm plus chop would happen.' I was utterly shocked when I heard it.
Perhaps as I was being brought up in a rather conservative and traditional family, these girls' ways of thinking is a bit immoral to me. Perhaps the word 'immoral' is improper to use here, but that's the best word I could find in my vocabulary, so sorry about that. However from another perspective, it could partly due to the media influence and maybe of their young age. I'm not that old either, but neither am I that young, but perhaps I'm sort of able to do some necessary filtration due to the 2 years of GP in my JC life. Then of course, I'm a male, I do have sort of devilish thoughts and regrets. As in 'how come this kind of girl is so liberal, damn shiok for the guy with her" However, at that split second I know it's kind of wrong. As you come to think of that, if she could do so with her current one, wouldn't she do the same with her the other current one if her current relationship fails? Then wouldn't she pay a heavy price for that little pleasure? I don't know how you feel, but I sort of think not worth it.
I'm very sorry if this entry is a bit insulting to the female readers. As for the male readers, if you don't agree, then plaease feedback in the tagbox your views, female readers are definitely welcome. Lolz..
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 6:08 pm
Sunday, February 01, 2009
'First Post Of February'
Oh wells.. I blog because I haven blog for quite a long time? Since I'm now more accessible to my computer compared to the last 2 years, when I could only access to my computer during the weekends or the days when I got my offs and leaves. Well sort of miss those days when I were actually fighting for offs and leaves to be approved and scrimping and saving my leaves and offs for shooting combinations. Miss those days man! Think I say these as I need not serve anymore as a NSF, haha..
Anyways, this is the initial start of the February post. I could only hope that the time for me to blog would be more, and I would be able to set my mind to cut down my weight and size. This is a very serious problem at hand already, and, seriously, I'm lost in what am I going to do.
My eyes are getting a bit better sometimes yet sometimes blurry and dry. But the good thing is I need not wear spectacles or contacts anymore. I have been coughing for the last 2 weeks, so tired already. I had already taken all the medicines that I used to take to recover, yet why doesn't it take effect this time eh?
I went blog site-seeing, then I came by a blog with a warzone in the tagboard. I wonder who is the one so free to start the war, then got a peacekeeper coming in to censor and sort of flood the tagboard. I guess I'm lucky not to be involved in this war, it's like quite sort of lucky? Haha..
It's late already, so off I go to sleep.
Happy New Year to all again!
Anyways, this is the initial start of the February post. I could only hope that the time for me to blog would be more, and I would be able to set my mind to cut down my weight and size. This is a very serious problem at hand already, and, seriously, I'm lost in what am I going to do.
My eyes are getting a bit better sometimes yet sometimes blurry and dry. But the good thing is I need not wear spectacles or contacts anymore. I have been coughing for the last 2 weeks, so tired already. I had already taken all the medicines that I used to take to recover, yet why doesn't it take effect this time eh?
I went blog site-seeing, then I came by a blog with a warzone in the tagboard. I wonder who is the one so free to start the war, then got a peacekeeper coming in to censor and sort of flood the tagboard. I guess I'm lucky not to be involved in this war, it's like quite sort of lucky? Haha..
It's late already, so off I go to sleep.
Happy New Year to all again!
Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 11:24 pm