[T]eachings
"A fierce lion is never nice enough to be tamed, a spring wil absorb all and return all in a single shot."
"The greatest enemy is oneself. The highest order of class of sword and way of handling is being selfless."
"To keep forgiving oneself, finding excuses for oneself is the most undesirable sin to yourself."
"Blade is just an instrument, the spirit of the blade lies in your skills and principles."
"Intense anger and sadness are double-edged swords, however it's up to the individual on how one weild it."
[S]amurai
Writer : Xiaofeixia
Age : Since 1988
Aspire : Aeroengineer/Researcher

[T]rAiLs LeFt By..



[W]arriors..
Jake Yi Herrick Shan Sheng Yang Cheng Han Elizabeth Prawn Vonn Jocelyn Slayerz Angelina

[S]hrines
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[A]rchives
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[G]oodies
Technicalalities, Physics, Science, Designing, Architecture, Computer, Sendimental songs, Stoning, Chionging work, Repairing, Pooling

[E]nemies
Irresponisble people, Lip service, Assholes, Humanities, Slackers, Dominators, Heartbreaking, Idiots, ASBS+ACBC people

[S]crolls
"Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man."
-Nietzsche
"He who has enough why can bear almost any how."
-Frederich N.
"Life must be lived as play, playing certain games, singing and dancing"
-Plato
"Some are born great while some has greatness trust upon them"
-President Roosevelt
"Kind words can be short but their echoes are endless"
-Mother Teresa
"The fool wonders, the wise asks"
-Benjamin Disraeli
"Many times we find ourselves lost, but how many times do we actually find ourselves avoiding the obvious solution?"
"Everyone's destiny is not revealed to him or her till the very last minute, why not we craft our own destiny?"
"Prophecy is just a prediction of what you may have in future, but it is more of a guideline anyway."
"You fight, and you say you make sacrifices for others. However, do you really understand the true meaning of sacrifice?"
"Unless it is a high chance of success, if not don't even try doing it. You may be suffering for it in the worst way."
"The legacy is not how many you have killed, but the legacy lies in how much have you accomplished benefitting others around you."
"You may be harmed by others, but do take pity on those who inflict harm on you. It is because they are lonely and ignorant."
"You ask for trouble, and when trouble did come to you, or results not to your liking, just accept it. Because you ask for it, it's yours."
"Somethings are better to be said than done. However, how many times have we acted on our own accord without considering those around us?"
"Things are not the way they seem. You must look beyond and interprete the meaning behind the thing that you see, not by mere appearance"
"If you are called to clear up the shit left behind by others, do not curse and swear. Be positive. At least you learn how to clear up mess, while the others do not know"
"Masking yourself is a thing to do when you are confused, but not when you are trying to hide something"
"What's yours is yours, do not deny its existence."
"You persevere, you stayed without other's knowledge and you labour for them. How many actually came and repay you?"
"We always have a choice, we're made of the choices we chose and we can always choose to make the right choice"
-Spiderman 3
"Life is full of choices. Either you get to choose or you get chosen"
"Compliments boosts people, criticsms pushes people off edges. Why not encourage and give compliments?"

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

'Flying Off'

Probably it really took me long enough to realise that I've not been blogging for sometime. I couldn't really blog as I do not have much mood to blog, don't I'm just blogging for the blog to live on. It sounds so miserable, doesn't it?

The exams are finally over, which was like 2 weeks ago? Haha.. I really do not know what could I possibly expect for my exam results, I was hoping it not to be too bad, yet I want it to be at least a pass. Doesn't both sound the same? Haha.. University life is actually not that stressful, but it's the exams that are the killers, and I hate exams. I think exam is probably one of the worst systems that was ever invented (lest to those who hate exams). I seriously do not understand what is the rationale behind exams. May I enquire what purpose does it have when forcing some poor chaps into such a tense atmosphere, making one on the verge of breaking down? There's a saying goes "Once bitten, twice shy", it is supposed to mean that one would be more careful on the second attempt. However, to those poor chaps (including me) would be psychologically afraid of exams, and may I know when you are afraid of that particular thing, when you encounter it, would you be rational and calm when ackling such issues?

I do not know how, but I'm currently pretty confused.

I met a person from the army while I was playing pool like 2 days before, and we started talking about university life, we all came with one agreement. The agreement is that NS really destroy brains, and instiling a capability of rendering one to be not as adaptable in studying as before entering the NS. I have been wondering why only those people who study Medicine can be disrupted automatically from NS, and continue their studies, why the rest of the people who does not study Medicine, would have to finish 2 years of the NS, then can go and study in the university? Are those people who study non-medicine are less prioritised than those study medicine? If that's the case, then all the infrastructures, are they all designed by doctors or civil engineers? Are we enjoying the infrastructures more or the healthcare more? Even if you say you enjoy healthcare more, then may I know if the hospital you said you enjoyed the healthcare is designed by doctors or the civil engineers? I do not know how strong this argument is standing, but I know probably it is not as strong as those who coukd really argue?

Coming back to university life, I now realise why people would try to run away from Physics. To be truthful, I enjoy Physics, but the lapse of 2 years no brain work is really making me nuts and wondering if I really enjoy Physics. It all just seems to be so funny and strange to the fact that I choose Physics, probably it is due to the fact that I understand Physics at the A level, and probably that's why I choose Physics at university level. It is just all so strange and funny that I chose it. Haiz.. So is it a mistake, or a blessing in disguise? I do not know, so confused..

I would be flying off soon, like in 12hrs time to overseas. I hope it would be alright then.


Samurai xiaofeixia is once again honored @ 1:17 pm